Welcome to the JB Fanfiction Corner!

Welcome to the JB Fanfiction Corner where you will hopefully find stories to your liking! I would love for you to enjoy them as I love to write them! The characters Jai Walia and Bani Dixit have inspired me so much, and continue to, that I can't ever seem to stop writing about them. So many different storylines come to mind that I always want to jot them down. I hope to gain an audience through this blog in order to express the creativity in me. And I thank you all for the kind support. I will try my very best to entertain. Enjoy!

Thursday, January 31, 2013

New Update!

Hi all, 

I just posted the fourth installment to the Fanfiction--What the Heart Wants, so please do read (if you'd like) and leave feedback! I really do love reading each and every one of your comments--it really encourages me to keep on writing. And along with that, I love seeing what inputs you have to share or what your thoughts were on the update, so please do keep commenting! On another note, I know you all are waiting for Incomplete Life, it is 9/10 done! I am hoping to complete it by the end of this weekend, so keep your fingers crossed. I apologize again (I just keep having to) but school's started up again and I've been quite busy, so I really am learning to time manage and find some time to provide you updates. I'm trying my best! But I really do appreciate your patience (even though I try it so much) and support! 

Love
Dil 


p.s. The new update to What the Heart Wants will be under the 2012 tab in the fanfiction archive; click on the tab for What the Heart Wants and the update will be posted on the bottom of the page there. Unfortunately this blog doesn't automatically place the topic as the first one in the blog  page when I make edits so you will have to look for the updates in the archive; sorry about this.   

Sunday, January 20, 2013

SS: Chupke Se ... Chapter 10 Preview [1/20/13]



I am also working on the update for Chupke Se along with Incomplete life, for now, here is a short preview of what's coming next.... 



Jai could not give his full attention to his work that day, finding it hard to concentrate when thoughts of last night danced around in his head. The more he thought on it, the less real it seemed to be—almost dream-like. Though, her lasting marks on his skin told him otherwise. He felt strange, in a light and content sort of way. He could not point out exactly what was happening to him, that too, so suddenly. Bani, the girl he never thought as more than just a dear friend, had now taken up every aspect of his life—mind, body, and soul. And to his bewildering revelation, his heart.

Unknowingly he had developed feelings for his wife in the past months of their marriage that became clear after last night. He now found her desirable in such a way he never would have viewed before. There was a sexual tension that earlier was nonexistent. Bani had become so much more to him that was not expected. Could he possibly have fallen for her without even knowing it? Could he be falling for her now? 

Friday, January 18, 2013

FF: Incomplete Life... Chapter 23 Preview! [1/19/13]

Hi guys, it's been a very, very, VERY long time since I've done anything for Incomplete Life! I am incredibly sorry! It was not intentional at all--I've just had a crazy year that kept me busy throughout. And though I'm getting even busier, I'm going to try my very best to update more frequently whenever I have the chance. New Year Resolution is to not keep you guys waiting ages and ages for a single update of mine. Well, I am 3/4 done with Chapter 23 for Incomplete Life--in the meantime, I am posting a little preview for it on here till I finish it up within a week or so. For those readers that have loyally stood by, I know I've tested your patience enough, but please bear with me for a little bit more. And my other readers that perhaps have left this blog, I am sincerely apologetic for having disappointed you in whatever way that I have. Anyway, here it is! 



“Hey yaar, was wondering whether you had lunch yet,” Rohit quips from the doorway with his usual broad smile. Jai places his phone back down, his irritation provoked more. 


“You can forget it Rohit. Bani hasn’t sent me any lunch today. She is away at her parents’ for the next few weeks till the wedding,” Jai nearly barks, knowing the reason why Rohit always stops by his office near lunchtime. 


“I know, that’s why I was proposing we go out to that restaurant that just opened nearby. I heard their food is fantastic!” he offers eagerly, at his food-fanatic best. 

“I don’t have the time to make a trip outside the---…,” Jai halts in his words, though, when recalling his friend’s earlier words. He then narrows his gaze at him suspiciously. 

 “What do you mean, you know? I didn’t even know she was leaving till the day before,” he lightly accuses. He lifts a brow when Rohit seems slightly taken aback by his demanding question. 

“Well she mentioned it a week or so ago…said she wouldn’t be able to bring me in food for quite a while in those little cute notes she writes with lunch, you know? I spoke to her about it the other night as well at Ranveer’s engagement, so I remembered today. And the place isn’t too far out, we can make it back to the hospital on time. They have been getting particularly good reviews for their appetizers that I want to try out,” Rohit continues jovially on the thought of food. He, however, is more than confused when witnessing the clear change on Jai’s face, watching it form into hard, harsh lines with anger sprouting in his dark eyes. 

“Get out, Rohit. Now,” he steely commands. Rohit appears stupefied, not knowing what he possibly has done to anger him. 

“Arre, yeh kya baath hai? Accha baba, we can skip the appetizers and go straight to the entrees if you want, I have no complaints,” he shrugs defensively. 

“Rohit, out!” Jai bellows, alarming Rohit by his quickly flaring temper that has erupted out of nowhere. He gives him a wide-eyed look before complying and walking out of the doorway. 

“Fine, no appetizers for you then… I will take Mahesh instead,” he haughtily remarks, neglecting to see the darkening look on Jai’s face, and shuts the door after himself. Jai expels a hefty sigh whilst combing his fingers through his dark locks of hair. His attention shifts back to his cell phone lying idly on his desk top. He scowls.  

“… She tells every Tom, Dick, and Harry that she is leaving, but me…,” he grumbles to himself, taking his phone and stashing it into his drawer. He rises from his chair and heads out of his office, deciding on busying himself with some pre-op preparations. 

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

FF: A Bounded Relation [Ch. 30-End]

Part 30 C

Bani: Hmm… Aap to Sonia ko invite kiya tha nah, aapki loti beti ke shaadi liye…paar aap to uski paas to jhaare bhi nahi… You are hiding from her like a coward… Bhaiya, what is wrong with you… (trans: You invited Sonia for your only daughter's wedding… but you are not even going near her)

Bani shakes her head in disappointment whereas Aditya just ignores her, not enjoying the recent topic they are discussing…

Aditya: (mumbles, grumpy) I am not a coward…
Bani: Then why don't you go on and talk with her? You are always going out with her to places, yet here at our home, you are acting like you do not even know her….Bechari is so bored and has been waiting for you to go talk to her ever since she had arrived… 
Aditya: (uncomfortable) She'll understand… She knows that I… I'm not ready yet… 

For the past month and a half, Aditya had been sharing a secret relationship with Sonia, a co-worker of his from the office… 

(Hopefully you all remember Sonia, but just as a reminder she had a very small entry in the beginning of the FF, where Adi was looking for Bani right when she found out about JW's plans for her childhood home… Any bells ringing?)

It was obvious for many months that the two liked each other more than just friends, but neither were ready to confront one another… Up until Aditya finally got a big boost from Bani to propose his feelings to her… Sonia was elated and the two involved themselves into a sweet, secret romance, taking their relationship one day at a time… Aditya was sure of what he felt towards Sonia the day he realized he held more feelings for her than he really should… Yet he is nervous in revealing this to his family, especially his children, that he has feelings for a woman who is not their mother… Not wanting to shock them that he is involved with a woman at his age and despite being a father of two eighteen year olds. He knows that the last thing his kids need is for him bringing another mother-figure into their lives, threatening their own mother's valuable place … For Saahil and Anu, it has always been him and his ex-wife… and that is how it's going to stay. 

Bani: Bhaiya… it isn't wrong to talk to her… You know in this era, it actually is alright to have friends of the opposite sex…. People will not automatically conclude to assumptions… Please… go talk to her… I know that she is waiting for you…. 

Aditya flashes her a hesitant look and in return he receives a glare from her. Exasperated, he casts Bani a "Okay-you-win" look before walking off towards his girlfriend's direction….Bani smiles lightly on seeing Sonia's face brighten on the sight of Aditya joining her…and her lips curving into a shy smile… 
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Rano looks over from her brother-in-law's shoulders, catching Ranveer's eye, and gives him a small apologetic smile for the long amount of time Jai Walia has been purposely keeping her away from him… Their third song is just on the verge of finishing… She scrambles through her head for an idea… It isn't that she doesn't enjoy dancing with her Jiju, but he is proving to be a little difficult by the way he is behaving… coming in between her and Ranveer. And right now Rano badly wants to be with Ranveer… Her eyes wander around the hall until they locate her sister standing off the side of the dance floor with Lakshmi Sablok, the both chatting animatedly with one another…. Immediately a light bulb turns on in her head by the sight of her lovely sister. Slyly Rano turns her attention back to Jai….

Rano: Mr. Walia….
Jai: Yes, Rano? 
Rano: (smiling softly) We're now about to dance into our fourth song, I think I should let you go…. 
Jai: Has it really been three? 
Rano: Yes it has. 

Jai catches Ranveer waiting impatiently nearby… He scowls inwardly….  

Jai: I don't mind really… 

"Okay, that didn't really work out…", she thinks momentarily to herself. 

Rano: Mr. Walia, perhaps….

Rano slows down the movement of her feet and then halts into a complete subtle stop, Jai follows and stares at her curiously. 

Rano: Perhaps you should dance with Didi instead. From the looks of it, she seems a little bored….  
I am sure she will enjoy your company. (giving a white lie) 

On the mention of Bani, Jai's eyes hastily roam around the hall in search for his wife… It's been close to two hours since he had been in close proximity of her and they were at the same party for goodness sakes… Finally they find her standing beside Lakshmi… her face shining brightly every time she smiles that gorgeous smile of hers…showing her white pearl teeth….with the two dimples on the sides of her cheeks… His heart skips a beat… Instantly he loosens his hold on Rano's hand and releases her…

Jai: (in a hypnotic daze) That is a wonderful suggestion, Rano… I think I will go on and do just that… 
Rano: So… I can go on and dance with Ranveer now? (pushing her luck, watching his transfixed face carefully) 

Jai waves her off with his hand as he begins to walk off the dance floor…

Jai: Do whatever you wish….

Rano watches with a wide smile as he brushes past the dancing couples on the stage and proceeds his way over to her sister, who is oblivious to his approaching arrival… 
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Bani: Didi, aap akele kyon aaye? Bhaiya kahan hai? (curious) (trans: Didi, why have you come alone? Where is Bhaiya?)
Lakshmi: (sighing) Don't get me started with that Bhaiya of yours, Bani… Mere baath to sunnte nahi hai… Kitne bhaar baatachuke hoon ke jacket yaan sweater pehno…. Kehte "Darling, …kaama kaam fikar kaarti ho tum…itana bhi taand nahi hai…." Aur dekhlo… Duffer bemaar hogaya…. (trans: He doesn't listen to me… I have told him countless of times to wear a jacket or a sweater… He says, "Darling, you are worrying for no reason…. It isn't even that cold…" Now look… The idiot has become sick….)

Bani giggles at this, knowing that this is typical of Tarun Sablok. 

Lakshmi: Paar tum to jhaanti ho nah… Husbands never listen…. (trans: But you already know… Husbands never listen…) 

As a reply, Bani smiles lightly…  not wanting to comment on her statement… even though she knew it was very true… There were times when even she had warned her husband and whenever he did not listen, he was left regretting…. The incident in which he had skipped breakfast and sat anxiously with a hungry stomach through a board meeting which was held two months ago flashes through her thoughts, causing her smile to grow…. 

All of a sudden a teasing expression forms on Lakshmi's face… and a sly grin plays on her lips… 

Lakshmi: Speaking of husbands… Here comes your handsome one right now…. 

Startled, Bani follows Lakshmi's gaze and her stomach twists in knots by his approaching presence… She blushes a pretty shade of pink from his gallant appearance… Nervously she tucks a strand of her hair behind her ear…and waits for him to come… 

Lakshmi: My my Bhaiya… are you looking handsome… I swear I just saw half of the women here faint and four of them go straight to heaven when you were walking by….. 

Bani instantly feels aware of herself by his intimidating tall form and smells the intoxicating scent of his cologne lingering around… Jai Walia grins devilishly… 

Jai: Any reaction from yourself? 
Lakshmi: Me? I had just nearly swooned twice, thank you very much….

Jai chuckles as a response and kisses her affectionately on the cheek….

Jai: How are you, Lakshmi? 
Lakshmi: Doing just fine… Now tell me, what brings you over here to the fun side? 

Jai raises a brow at her in inquiry… 

Jai: I was not informed that there are two sides to this party…. 
Lakshmi: Oh but there are…. Where ever Lakshmi Sablok decides to be, is the fun side….(winks)
Jai: Well I regret for not being over here before… (playing along) 
Lakshmi: Did it finally occur to you? Is that why you have come here? 
Jai: (smiling coyly) No, not really… I came here for my wife…. 

Bani stares up at Jai in surprise and blushes immediately as his eyes meet hers…. She looks away shyly…. Lakshmi makes a low whistle….

Lakshmi: And what could you possibly want from her? 
Jai: Well once I saw that she was here with you, I knew I had to whisk her away for a dance to keep you away from her… The last thing I need is for your influence to rub off on her… 
Lakshmi: (gasps) How mean… I am not some big bad wolf that your wife needs rescuing from….

Jai's insides melts on the sound of his wife's tinkling laughter…. He turns his attention back over to her… Extending his hand out towards her, his gray eyes bore into hers…. Bani's giggling subsides on seeing his focused gaze on her….

Jai: Will you care for a dance? 

Bani gives Lakshmi a sly look and sees her smile in encouragement…Turning back to look at her husband, she shyly smiles and places her small feminine hand in his large strong ones… 

Bani: I'd love to….. (softly) 

Hey hey ey ey ey ey hey hey hey hey......

Taking her by their joined hands, Jai leads her onto the dance floor and amongst the other dancing couples…. Lakshmi stands behind with a fond smile on her face, watching the couple with approval in her eyes…. He gathers her close by taking her by the waist and wrapping one of his hands with hers…. Bani as a response places her free hand on his shoulder….They smoothly proceed into the slow rhythmic dance….

Tumhe pata toh hoga, tumhi pe main fida hoon
Tumhe hai jabse chaaha, hawaaon mein udata hoon
Tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein
Hey shona, hey shona, 
Hey shona, hey shona....

Tumhe pata toh hoga ke mere dil mein kya hai
Chalo kahe deti hoon, kabhi nahi jo kahaan hai
Tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein
Hey shona, hey shona, 
Hey shona, hey shona....

Bani lowers her gaze as their eyes lock at the same moment….

Tum jo ghussa bhi karo toh mujhe pyaar lagata hai jaane kyun

Main toh jo bhi kahu tumhe ikraar lagata hai jaane kyun

Chhodo bhi ye ada, paas aake zara, baat dil ki koi keh do na
Hey shona, hey shona, 

Hey shona, hey shona....

"You look wonderful tonight, Bani…", Jai whispers in her ear by leaning his head forward… Bani closes her eyes from the affect of his warm breath tingling the inside of her ear…. 

Saari duniya ko chhodake maine chaaha hai ik tumhe

Maine zindagi se maanga hai toh sirf maanga hai ik tumhe

Abb isi chaah mein, abb isi raah mein, zindagi bhar mere tum ho na
Hey shona, hey shona, 

Fluttering them back open, she seems him observing her closely….not taking his eyes off of her for a second… she can feel her face heat with color….and then sees him smile at the reaction…. She fails miserably in trying to conceal hers…. 

Hey shona, hey shona....

Tumhe pata toh hoga, tumhi pe main fida hoon
Tumhe hai jabse chaaha, hawaaon mein udata hoon
Tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein
Hey shona, hey shona, 

"It's always a joy to see you blush," Jai comments huskily….adding more color onto Bani's already rosy cheeks…. 

Hey shona, hey shona....

Shona, hey shona, 

Hey shona, hey shona.......

Hey hey ey ey ey ey hey hey hey hey......

"Ooops!", they hear a feminine voice speak in a witty tone. Jai looks up and catches the act of the woman's drink spilling over his wife's clothes…. Bani ignores the woman who had bumped into her for a moment as her eyes are preoccupied by the recent spill on her sari from the woman's drink….She grabs a fist full of her dress and examines the wet damage… upset for getting her new sari ruined for the evening. Jai angrily narrows his eyes at the woman…furious at what she had done. 

"Oh Vani, I am so sorry… I didn't see you there… Oh my are you lucky that my drink is clear… it would had been a shame if any color got onto that pretty sari of yours….", she hears the same woman speak, but her voice proving to be more familiar to her ears…..Startled Bani stares up and meets Roshini Chopra's coy looking face, trying hard to keep a straight face and contain her growing smile… She eyes the half empty flute in her hand, strapped around her slender fingers….

"You may though want to rush to the washroom right away… you know, to get rid of the champagne's smell before your sari reeks with it…", Roshini continues wickedly, seeming mightily pleased with what she managed to have done. 

Jai: How many champagnes did it take for you to become into such a slob? (biting tone) 
Roshini: Jai, I didn't purposely spill my drink of your wife….
Jai: The hell you didn't…(infuriated) 
Bani: Mr. Walia….

Her soft voice is enough to bring his attention back onto her….

Bani: I'm sure it was an accident…please don't get angry with Roshini ji…. 
Roshini: See Jai… even Vani agrees with me…. 
Jai: (correcting her) Bani. (curt, firm) 

Bani backs away from Jai's hold and eyes the two ex-flames, clearly sensing the tension between them…. 

Bani: I'll be right back… I need to go to the restroom… 
Jai: I'll wait for you here….

As Roshini sees Bani turn to leave, she stops her once again… saying in a non-believable tone, "I really am sorry, Bani…."  Bani just nods her head and walks off….leaving her husband to fume silently behind with his ex….. '

A waiter walks by and Roshini neatly places her glass onto the tray…. She eyes Jai with a smirk….

Roshini: Chalo… aab tumhari paatni jhaachuke hai…..mujhe koi time to dawo…. How about a dance? For old time's sake? (trans: Now your wife has gone… give me some of your time…) 

Jai switches his gaze back onto her and just glares…. He trots off, forgetting that he told Bani he'd be waiting off to the side of the stage, trying to get the curse called Roshini Chopra off his back…. 
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Rano had heaved a sigh in relief on seeing Jai Walia fall into her distraction and instantly looked over in Ranveer's direction. She waited right there on the dance floor on seeing him come forth for her, but the two were surprised on seeing Saahil come in between and take Rano in the proper dance formation to dance… She fumed in his arms after seeing irritation form on Ranveer's face… and then walk back… She accusingly looked right up at him….

Rano: Saahil, what is this… Let me go… I am not dancing with you… You did not even ask me in the first place…. 
Saahil: Rano, don't worry… I'm not here to harass you like I always do … I'm just here to make amends…. 

Startled and confused, Rano calmed down and stared at Saahil with a blank expression…..

Rano: What do you mean amends?
Saahil: (sighs) Look, Rano… Months back when you and your sisters landed up at our place…completely drenched from head to toe… needing a place to stay…. The way you stared at me like I was lower than filth…. And the rude comments you always directed towards me whenever I tried to be friendly…. It… It didn't have the kind of effect on me that it really should had…. Any normal guy's reaction would had been to leave you alone for good and never come near you… but it only pulled me closer to you… I was in awe by your behavior with me… Never in my life had anyone, any girl for the matter, acted so indifferent with me… I was and am used to having countless of attention from girls… I don't even have to put any effort… They all just fawn over me….
Rano: (disgusted) This is your way of amends? By explaining to me how irresistible of a guy you are? Well you know what Saahil Bali-----

Frustrated, Saahil covered Rano's mouth with his hand and waited till her muffled attempts of talking died down…..

Saahil: But you….. You Rano Dixit… an ordinary girl from a small town who has no fashion sense like the rest of the girls….rarely puts on any make up… wears glasses even though this is the age of contacts….reads books for fun! (chuckles at that bit) 

Rano widened her eyes at him, showing him that she was clearly offended by his words…. He first praised himself before him and now insulted her? Really.. The guy's definition of amends was fascinating…. 

Saahil: You… you intrigued me…. You were different from the rest of the girls I knew… and I liked that change… I wanted that change… You were proving to be appealing to me by each passing day… and your un-interested attitude towards me only increased it…. I liked the challenge of trying to get you to like me… It gave me something to do… But once I saw you with that Robby dude---

Rano spoke at that second, but it came out as incomprehensible…. 

Saahil: Pardon?

He watched as she took his hand off of her mouth…..

Rano: It's Ranveer, not Robby….
Saahil: Yeah, whatever…. When I saw you with him… It got me thinking… that no matter how hard I try, you will never give me a chance… because the truth is… we just aren't cut out to be together… You're into studying…and are so focused on becoming something in life… that it intimidates me most of the time…I mean, I'm just a guy who's trying to at least pass the University… I'm into partying and fooling around… I spend my time hanging out with friends… I don't need to worry about my future because like you have countless of times told me before… I'm a rich boy and am guaranteed a secure life…. And even if we do magically get together, I will never be compatible enough for you…. 

Rano's expression softened a little as she heard the words coming out from Saahil's mouth, knowing that he was having a hard time admitting that to her…. And respected him for doing so…. 

Saahil: So… what I really want to say is… that I have finally accepted the truth…. We're just not meant to be…. What I felt for you… it was just a crazy want for something new…. Which I am slowly recovering from…. But I do want to give you and Ranveer good wishes… You two make a good couple….(giving her a sad smile) 

Saahil released a dumbfounded Rano and made an attempt to leave, but was immediately prevented by Rano's hand seizing his arm in a hold…. She turned him back over to her and saw him wearing a puzzled expression…..

Rano: Saahil….. I-… I don't even know where to begin….. I was so wrong about you…. About everything I ever thought about you…. You've just proven to me that you aren't such a jerk as you make yourself seem… and Saahil, I'm sorry about always giving you a rough time… I hope you know that I never meant a word of it… I don't think you're a moron nor a dunce…. You're a bright kid… you're just too lazy to try…. (weak smile) 

Saahil smiled faintly as a response…. 

Rano: You know that this doesn't have to mean goodbye for ever? I mean, given our situation… it's kind of not possible considering that I live with you….. 

Rano laughed on seeing Saahil rub the back of his neck and swear under his breath…..

Saahil: I didn't really think about that…..
Rano: Look, Saahil…. Romantically we obviously can't work out…. But as friends…. I'm pretty sure we can try….. What do you say? 

Saahil stared into her warm smiling face and couldn't help but smile himself….

Saahil: I say, you're going to regret this Rano Dixit….. 
Rano: I'm sure I will… (laughing) 
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Ranveer: What was that about?
Rano: What was what about?
Ranveer: You know what I'm talking about….

Ranveer takes Rano back into his arms after much waiting and resumes with dancing with her… now with no interruptions with Saahil gone and his boss leaving the dance floor in a grouchy mood and with some woman following closely behind…. 

Rano: (smiling) He apologized….
Ranveer: (raises a brow) He did? For what?
Rano: For everything…. 

Rano fills him in on what Saahil had said to her and Ranveer listens on curiously. 

Rano: Ranveer… I was so wrong about him…. He really is a nice guy….and actually pretty funny too… he's got a great personality when you really get to know him…..
Ranveer: (irritated with her new likeness towards Saahil) Sure he does… 

Rano bites down on her lip, preventing a smile from forming…. Does she sense jealousy? 

Rano: Are you jealous? 
Ranveer: (startled) What? 
Rano: Are you jealous? 
Ranveer: Jealous of what? 
Rano: Of Saahil….
Ranveer: Why would I be jealous of him? (disbelief) 
Rano: (innocently, shrugging her shoulders) I don't know… maybe because I'm talking so fondly about him now…and you're probably thinking that I like him more…. 
Ranveer: More? 
Rano: Yes more… more than you? 
Ranveer: Don't be ridiculous…. I-I don't care…. Really… 
Rano: (downcast, whispers) But I do….
Ranveer: Sorry? What'd you say? 
Rano: I said that I do…. I care…. 

Ranveer narrows his gaze on her…. Not understanding what she's trying to say…. 

Ranveer: And why would you care? 

Rano gives him a meek smile before continuing….

Rano: Isn't it obvious Ranveer? 
Ranveer: What's obvious Rano? 
Rano:….. How much I love you? 

She watches as she silences him and puts him into a daze of thinking…..he looks away from her….

Rano: (nervous) Ranveer? 
Ranveer: I really wish you hadn't said that, Rano…. 
Rano: Why not? (hurt) 
Ranveer:  (looking back at her) …. Rano… I'm not that big of a fool as you think I am…. I am aware that you are in love with me… have been for awhile now…
Rano: (stung by his tone) I never thought of you as a fool…. And how can you possibly know when I'm telling you just now? 
Ranveer: (sad smile) The way you always look at me with that dreamy look in your eyes… how you blush and become so shy whenever I'm around… the way your face brightens whenever you see me… you're always enquiring about me from Nisha…. 
Rano: (cuts in, mumbles) Not always….
Ranveer: and for some odd reason we've been bumping into each other at the coffee house for the past few days… even a dunce can put two and two together and figure out that you're in love with me…. And all I have to say Rano is that it's wrong…. 

Rano flashes him a questioning look. 

Ranveer: Wrong because…. Well Rano… you're just eighteen… and I'm seven years older than you…. You shouldn't get involved with an older guy at your age…. 
Rano: Ranveer, I am no child…..
Ranveer: You aren't… but you're still too young…. 
Rano: Ranveer, I love you… age shouldn't matter in love….
Ranveer: You're right… it shouldn't…. but I just won't feel morally right…. *sighs* I really hate myself for leading you on…. I shouldn't had gotten closer to you… I knew it wasn't the right thing to do…. 
Rano: (tears in her eyes) Is there someone else? Is that why you're coming up with lame excuses? Or you just don't like me in that way? 
Ranveer: Believe me Rano… if I was involved with some one else I wouldn't be wasting my time spending it with you for the past few days…. 
Rano: So it's just that you don't like me….

Ranveer takes Rano's chin by his index finger and lifts her face up… making her meet his gaze….she blinks her tears away….

Ranveer: If only you knew how I really feel about you…. 
Rano: Then why don't you tell me? (softly asks) 
Ranveer: (exasperated) … Rano… I like you a lot more than I really should… and I'm afraid that I might even be in love with you (feeling weak and helpless) …. But it's not appropriate…. We can't be together… at least not right now… 
Rano: Then when? When will I be old enough for you? 
Ranveer:… When you come to a suitable marriageable age….say 24 or 25.… 
Rano: (retorts) I'm not waiting for you for THAT long Ranveer Sharma…. I'm not that patient as you take me….
Ranveer: Twenty-three?  
Rano: Why not when I'm twenty? 
Ranveer: (shakes his head) No…. 
Rano: Why not? You can't possible say that I'll still be too young….

Ranveer ponders for a few silent moments before speaking once again…..

Ranveer: Twenty-one….

Rano opens her mouth to protest, but Ranveer silences her by cutting her off….

Ranveer: I'm not moving it any lower…. Twenty-one or it's back up to twenty-four…. You'll legally be an adult by then…. and I'll feel much better…. 
Rano: (grumbles) You are so old-fashioned….I can't believe I'm in love with a guy like you…. You know girls who are eighteen are getting married nowadays…. As in for an example, your Adi sir's daughter! 
Ranveer: … You can't blame me for falling in love with me… that's your fault alone…. 
Rano: (grumbles)…… So what… when I turn 21 you'll mystically appear before me and marry me? 
Ranveer: (coy grin) Who said that I'm going anywhere? … I"ll be right here with you…. We can still be friends, Rano…. 

Rano opens her mouth once again to say something, but Ranveer silences her immediately….

Ranveer: (annoyed) Dixit, why are you being so difficult?  

Rano smiles a little at this and wraps her arms around his neck and then gives him a cheeky smile….

Rano: You're the one who eventually wants to be with this difficult girl….. 

Ranveer smiles at this as Rano giggles…
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Bani grabs a handful of napkins and begins to dab them on her saree and silently curses Roshini Chopra under her breath…. Hearing the flushing of a toilet and the opening of a stall startles her and she whirls around to see who it is…. She had thought she was alone…. She is greeted with a delightful surprise on seeing Sonali Sharma (no relation to Ranveer Sharma) standing before her, looking elegantly beautiful as always in a pretty green saree…. 

Bani: Sonali, aap? (instantly cheerful) 
Sonali: Bani, it's been too long…. (smiling in return)

Sonali pulls Bani into a warm, affectionate hug…. As they pull apart, Bani stares at her with confusion….

Bani: I heard you went to London…. How are you here? 
Sonali: I did go for a movie of mine, but it didn't turn out so well… Hence I came back to India…. And I got the invitation so decided to come meet my favorite people….. 
Bani: I am so glad you are here… (taking her hands in hers) But tell me, have you been celebrating Anu's engagement here in the bathroom for the past hour? (joking)
Sonali: (laughs) No no, I just came and had to use the bathroom quickly before I went inside for the party…. Now tell me, why were you bad-mouthing Roshini Chopra a few seconds ago? 

Bani looks down embarrassed. 

Bani: I thought no one was here…. 
Sonali: (laughs) Even if no one was here, anyone can hear you from miles away… You sound very angry… What happened? And how is Roshini Chopra responsible? From what I remember, she hasn't been in India for the last seven years…. How do you know of her? 

Bani narrates the latest of Roshini Chopra, what she did, and even informs that she knows she is her husband's ex…

Sonali: Here let me help you clean that spill…. 

She wets one of the napkins and rewets the spill….as she does this… she makes conversation….

Sonali: So… how are things from since I've left you? 
Bani: Matlab? (trans: Meaning?) 
Sonali: Matlab… tumhara aur Jai ka rishta kaise chaalrah hai… How are things between the two of you? 
Bani: (uncomfortable, shy) … Saab kuch teek hai… Aab woh baadulchuke hai… (trans: Everything's fine…. Now he has changed…) 
Sonali: Kaise? (trans: How?) 

Bani informs the change in her husband's behavior for close to two months now…. Sonali's smiles in approval…. She helps Bani in blow-drying her saree with the hand dryer in the restroom…. 

Sonali: I knew he would get out of the phase…. And start taking his marriage seriously…. 
Bani:… (hesitantly) Sonali…..
Sonali: Hain Bani?
Bani: Kya aap… kya aap mujhe… Roshini ke bhaare mein baatasakte…. yaani ke…. Uska parana rishta… Mr. Walia ke saath…. (trans: Will you… Will you tell me about Roshini….what I mean is… her old relationship with Mr. Walia?) 

Sonali wears a thoughtful expression on her face and is silent for a good few moments, disheartening Bani in the process until she speaks…..

Sonali: Roshini and Jai fell in love in their senior year of college….. everyone expected them to get married since they continued dating years after college… I had been friends with them both since college also…. And when Jai was twenty-eight… his mausi pestered him into getting married soon… and Jai had thought that the right woman for him was Roshini….. I went with him to find Roshini the perfect engagement ring…. I even helped Jai in planning for the dinner in which he will ask her to become his wife…. I rehearsed his lines with him…. All that was left was to wait for Roshini…. Roshini had gone to Europe to pursue her dreams in becoming a model a few weeks before…. She was supposed to be coming to dinner straight from the airport… I went to welcome her… the next I saw Jai was at my house late at night… He was heart broken and furious… He told me that Roshini rejected his proposal in order to be a successful model, she can't be tied down now…. And during her time in Europe, she had gone to France and indulged herself into a romantic affair with a French man… This man could also help her into achieving her long time dreams of becoming a famous model…. Roshini told Jai that she started to fall in love with him…. She told him that he understood her dreams and was willing to wait for a lifetime for her…. The next couple of days Jai and I found out that Roshini moved to London permanently taking her things with her… And I haven't heard of her since then….. 

Sonali looks up to see Bani's troubled face and places a hand on her shoulder….

Sonali: Bani… Roshini Chopra was Jai's past… and will remain so…. Jai loathes the even thought about her…. You don't need to feel threatened by her…. 

Bani smiles weakly at her, showing her that she understands…. Sonali looks back down at Bani's saree….

Sonali: Well now… my job here is done… Your saree looks just as new…. 
Bani: Thank you…. 
Sonali: Anything for you… We should go out now… We've been in here for awhile and bechara Jai must be still waiting for you…. 

Bani laughs along with Sonali and joins her in walking out of the restroom….They walk back into the hall, immersing themselves into the crowd of people… Halfway through someone stops Sonali on recognizing her and Bani reassures Sonali that she'll be fine on her own…. 

Going back over to the dance floor, where she had left Jai and Roshini together, Bani finds no one there and searches around… wondering where he can be…. 
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Jai seeks refuge outside, finding a doorway to a balcony… He lets himself through and stands nearby the railing of the balcony….taking in the fresh air into his lungs… and trying to put peace into his mind… Having the dire need to smoke, Jai pulls out a cigarette and pushes it into his mouth… Hurriedly he searches his pockets for his lighter… however, he's startled to someone's hand come forth, holding a burning lighter for him…. He turns and swears on seeing Roshini following him here… She lights his cigarette for him…. 

Roshini: It's nice to know that something about you hasn't changed, Jai….

Staring at her with furious eyes, Jai pulls out his burning cigarette and throws it down onto the balcony, then crushing it underneath his shoe…. Roshini watches this, only seeming amused…. 

Jai: You don't know when to leave a man alone, do you? 
Roshini: I will chase you around the world, if I have to Jai Walia…. 
Jai: (glaring at her) I'd rather you not… besides, why waste time chasing a man who obviously isn't interested? 
Roshini: That man can also be making a farce of not being interested? 

Jai stares at her in amazement, astonished that no matter what she just won't give up…. nor will understand when it's been enough…  Roshini nears closer to him, presenting her body in a seductive manner…. 

Roshini: This Vani….
Jai: Bani…(curt) 
Roshini: (rolls her eyes) Whatever… This Bani… I know she can never keep you happy…. At least not as much as I was able to….

She takes her fingers and strokes his face with them… Jai brushes them aside… 

Roshini: The real reason why you even married the poor girl …. Was because you wanted to seek revenge from me…you did it to spite me. 

She takes a fistful of his coat and brings herself against him…. Slowly Jai feels her leg rising in an up and down motion against his in an inviting manner…. 

Roshini: Let's face it….You're still in love with me, Jai Walia…you never stopped… No one ever gets over their first love…. and that includes you….
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Bani came to the balcony once Saahil confirmed he saw his uncle walking in that direction. Once near the doors, she halts when hearing voices. She listens to the exchange between her husband and his ex flame, not helping but to be captivated to their words. Bani moves away from the balcony doors in astonishment… She watches the image of her husband wrapped around in another woman's arms turn blurry with her rushing tears….She feels something tightening around her heart….and her breathing failing her…. Covering her mouth with a hand to keep herself from making a sound so she won't give herself away, Bani flees from there soundlessly…. 

The words "They make a nice couple and once had loved each other a lot…" "everyone expected them to get married" "You're still in love with me, Jai Walia…" "No one ever gets over their first love" replay in her head over and over like a never ending reel…. 
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Jai withdraws Roshini away from him in disgust, making her compose herself and her behavior….

Jai: You're right Roshini… No one ever does forget their first love… But they certainly move on… Perhaps you are getting a little too cocky and prideful over the fact that you shared a relationship with me once…. Let me remind you Roshini that it was indeed once…. And a very long time ago…. The past can never be brought back into one's present and future… that is why it's called the past…. And how could you possible think that I married Bani only in order to get back at you? That too after seven long years? ….. I assure you that I'm not the same broken man you had left behind with satisfaction…. My wounds have healed over time… and I am living a much better life than I could possibly have thought of…. 

He watches his words having an effect on a dumbfound Roshini, who stares at him with offended eyes…. 

Jai: (getting frustrated) What are you doing back here anyways Roshini? After so many years? Did Pierre not wait for you like he promised he would? 

Jai sees that he has hit a nerve as Roshini's eyes hastily look away from his…trying to conceal the hurtful blow she has received from his remark… 

Jai: Hmmm… I'm assuming he didn't… Which is why you thought of me and came back to re-patch things between us…  Roshini, I'm not some toy that you can throw away and come back to… I'm a man… a human being… I've moved on… and I suggest you should do the same… 

And with that, Jai Walia storms out from the terrace leaving Roshini brooding alone in painful thoughts…. rethinking everything about her life… 
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Jai makes his entrance back into the party but only to find no sign of his wife around… Puzzled, he searches around for her, even questioning about her presence, but to no avail…. 

He becomes startled on feeling a hand on his shoulder from behind… Turning around he finds his Mausi staring at him with concern…. 

Mausi: Kya hua, Munna? (soothingly asks) Why do you look so hassled? 
Jai: Mausi, have you seen Bani? I've been looking for her for awhile but no one knows where she is…. 
Mausi: Arre Beta, woh to ghaar jhaachuke hai… (trans: She has gone home…)
Jai: (stunned) Kya? Kya hua usko? Ghaar kyon chalaagaye?(trans: What? What happened to her? Why did she go home?)
Mausi: Kaehri thi ki uski tabiyaat kuch teek nahi hai… aur aaram kaarne chaati hai… (trans: She was saying that she wasn't feeling well… and that she wishes to rest…) 
Jai: Kiske saath gaaye hai woh? (trans: Who has she gone with?) 
Mausi: She went by herself, Munna… I told her to take you along… I don't feel right having her all alone at home… But she said you were busy…. I didn't bother to stop her because she did seem a little unwell…

Upset with his wife for going alone, Jai turns to leave, but is immediately stopped by a confused Mausi…

Mausi: Arre Munna, tum kahan jhaare ho? (trans: Arre Munna, where are you going?) 
Jai: Ghar Mausi… (trans: Home Mausi…) To see if Bani's alright…. 
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Tony: Arre, Bani Ma'am, aap? Aap wapas itane jhaaldi aaye hai? (trans: Arre Bani Ma'am, you? You have come back so early?) 

Bani tries her best to keep herself in check and to conceal the sorrow on her wearied out face…. She allows herself in as she sees Tony move inside, giving her a passageway into the Mansion…. 

Bani: (her voice cracking) Hain woh…. Mera taabiyat kuch teek nahi hai… isliye… (trans: I'm not feeling so well… that's why…) 
Tony: (automatically concerned) Kya aapko kuch chaaye, Ma'am? --Aap baatiye main aapke liye koi daawai laake aata hoon… (trans: Do you need anything Ma'am?--- Please sit… I will get some medicine for you…) 

Bani raises her hand gently to prevent him from doing so… She then raises it to her forehead, touching it lightly with her fingers… feeling a little dizzy from the continuous crying she had done on her way back here…. 

Bani: Nahi… tum jao… main teek hoon… I will just go lay in my room… Thank you… (trans: No… You go… I'm fine…) 
Tony: Ji… 

Tony respectfully bows a little before leaving Bani alone in peace… She wanders by herself through the dark, hallow Mansion… reaching the stairs and climbing them with weak effort… As she approaches her room, she closes it shut and explodes into a fresh new set of tears…. The sight of Jai with Roshini haunts her mind…and pierces her heart even further…. 

She has lost her true love… the only man she ever and will ever love…  

He wasn't even yours to begin with Bani… a voice whispers from within her mind… 

Why does fate have to be so cruel to her? Why did it bring her into Jai Walia's life if she wasn't even destined to have him? Why did it make her fall in love with him even though knowing very well he wasn't capable of loving her back? Why? …. That was all she wanted to ask…. Why? 
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Tony opens the door once again after ten minutes to be greeted by his master who looks slightly troubled… Confused and startled, the butler lets him into his home…. 

Tony: Sir… aap? 
Jai: (demanding) Tony, Bani kahan hai? (trans: Tony, where is Bani?) 
Tony: Sir, Bani Ma'am aapne kaamre mein hai… (still puzzled) (trans: Sir, Bani ma'am is in her room…) 

Before Tony even has the chance to ask if everything's alright, Jai rushes from the front entrance and towards his room…. He shakes his head after him… not understanding what is going on between husband and wife….
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As Jai entered his room, he found Bani standing alone in the middle of the room…her back turned faced to him….looking out of the window in front of her… lost in a world of her own….  He sees her shoulders become tensed as he closes and locks the door behind them….  
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Bani's heart beats rapidly out of anticipation on hearing his ominous footsteps nearing… She quickly brushes away her tears with the back of her hand and lets in a stuttering breath into her… trying to calm down her nerves… and bring herself back together…. Suddenly his footsteps halt….

Jai: Bani…. 

His voice lingers in the air…. She remains quiet… not answering him…. He calls out to her again… She hears him sigh tiredly… 

Jai: Why have you come home? Why did you leave the party?--- That too… alone? (questioning) 

Hearing no reply from her, Jai approaches her, standing right beside her… and turns to the side to look at her… He is surprised in seeing her trying to hold back tears… Startled, Jai fully turns his body in her direction… focusing his complete attention on her… 

Jai: Bani… kya hua? … Tum rohrahi kyon? … (trans: Bani… what happened? … Why are you crying?) (concerned) 

Bani bites down on her trembling lip as she feels water rebuild in her eyes… and her throat aching from forcing back the tears… 

Jai: Bani… what happened? (softly) 

Bani breaks into gentle sobs and moves away from him, turning her back on him again…. 

Bani: K-k-kuch nahi Mr. Walia… K-kuch nahi hua … m-mera tabiyaat bus kuch teek nahi hai… mera sirh gumhara hai… isliye main-main party ko chorke yahan aaye…. (trans: N-nothing Mr. Walia… N-nothing has happened to me…. It's just that I'm not feeling to well… My head is spinning… that is why I have left the party and have come here…) 
Jai: (not believing her)…. So many tears… and that too for a headache? 
Bani: Hain main… main… (crying in between, trying to take in some breaths into her) 
Jai: (worried) Bani, why don't you lay down then? Take some medicine and rest… 
Bani: Main-main… main teek hojaongi… bus sirh…… Paar… Paar aap kyun aaye hai? Aap party ko chorke yahan kyon aaye? (Trans: I-I… I will be fine… it's just my head… But… But why have you come here? Why did you leave the party and come here?) 

Not liking talking to her back, Jai walks around to face her… he's even more stunned on seeing tears streaming down her face endlessly… he feels his heart wrench on the sight…. 

Jai: (stumbling over his words)… Bani… I-I came here for you… I was worried…. 
Bani: Main… Main teek hoon Mr. Walia… aapko chinta kaarnliye koi zaroort nahi hai… aap aapne bhaanji ke engagement ko chorke nahi chaaye tha… Aap wapas jaaye…. Aapko jhaane chaaye… Woh aap keliye intezaar khar rahi hogi…. (trans: I… I am find, Mr. Walia… You don't need to worry… You shouldn't have left your niece's engagement… Go back… You have to go… She will be waiting for you….) 
Jai: Bani…

Jai takes her arms in his hands and brings her towards him… trying to get her to look at him… He stares intently into her face… 

Jai: Bani main party ko chorke tumhare liye aaya… (trans: Bani I left the party for you…) 
Bani: (sobbing) … Aapko jhaane chaaye…. Woh aapke liye intezaar----  (trans: You have to go… She is waiting---)
Jai: Bani, woh kaun hai? (getting frustrated with her lack of understanding) (trans: Bani, who is she?) 

All Bani wants to do is to be able to cry in peace… cry over her broken heart… She doesn't want him to see….see how much he has hurt her… see how weak she has become in his love… Agitated, she struggles against his hold on her and successfully lets herself free. She thrusts his hands away from her… 

Bani: Please Mr. Walia! …  Just go to her! 

Appalled by her behavior, Jai backs away and takes in her broken state…. She continues to weep… and buries her face into her hands… He wants to take her into his arms… soothe her down… give her some peace…. take care of her…. But he's confused….confused with what is wrong with her… confused on how to handle the situation…. After a few silent moments, Jai hears her mumble in between sobs through her fingers…

Bani: I… I saw you with her…. You and Roshini…. in.. in each other's arms…

Shock quickly registers onto Jai's face… She had been there? She saw them together? But did she not stay to hear what he had said back? … No… Obviously she hadn't… She must had just witnessed Roshini's inexcusable behavior…and left from there… He needs to make her understand… understand that there's nothing between him and Roshini… 

Bani wipes away her tears with her hands and breathes out a sharp gasp… She doesn't meet Jai's thoughtful eyes… 

Bani: … Please go Mr. Walia… Please… don't worry about me… You-you can go to her… (her voice barely audible) 

Jai once again comes close to her and gently places his hands on her shoulders…steering her body towards him…

Jai: Bani… joh kuch tum sochraehi ho… woh saab galat hai….mere aur Roshini ke beech kuch nahi hai---  (trans: Bani… whatever you are thinking… it's all wrong… there's nothing between me and Roshini---) 
Bani: Mr. Walia, please! (crying) Mu-mujhe kuch nahi sunna….aap bus please jaaye…. (pleading) (trans: I don't want to hear anything… just please go…) 

She wriggles her shoulders out of his hold and moves away from him… Jai follows… hell bent on making her see sense…. 

Jai: Bani… Bani…

He takes a grip on her wrist, stopping her from walking away from him…. He tightens his hold on seeing her struggling to let herself free….Jai pulls her back over to him…and takes possession of her upper arms again….  

Jai: Bani… look at me…. (tone full of authority) 

Bani stubbornly keeps her head lowered down….not heeding to his words… she shrugs his hands off of her….and turns her face in the other direction, continuing to let salty tears flow from her eyes…. 

Jai, not giving up or in the mood to be refused to, takes a hold of Bani's face in his hands, cupping her cheeks, and switches her gaze back over to him….

Jai: Look at me…. (husky) 

Slowly her swollen eyes rise and stare up at him… His heart lurches on seeing teardrops rolling down her rosy cheeks… Tears that were caused by him…. He silently curses himself for allowing her to get hurt like this… especially when it's due to him. Jai gently wipes another tear with his thumb and gazes at his gorgeous young wife….awestruck at the moment. She looks so achingly beautiful despite her welling eyes and slight pink nose from her crying… her fair skin glowing radiantly from the moonlight centered on her from the shining full moon through the uncovered windows… her silky black hair resting on her shoulders… fluttering long, curly eyelashes overlapping mystical hazel eyes…. Pink colored cheeks…adding more of an effect…. Luscious full lips slightly opened as she takes soft shaky breaths….For a second he felt like he was staring at a Goddess…. attractive and completely desirable …so breathtakingly beautiful….


*Warning*: For those of you who are not comfortable with intimate scenes, i strongly suggest you skip over this part. I haven't gotten into graphic details, i've made it clean as possible, but still i recommend to skip over if you're not comfortable. i don't want to hear any complaints later on.

Bani holds his eyes in a lock as she silently waits for him to say something….to do something…. However, instead she feels herself turn pink by his longing look… 

Jai leans in forward before planting a lingering kiss on her forehead…. Bani's closes her eyes as she feels the contact of his lips with her skin…. Her heart skips a beat out of anticipation as he kisses both of her cheeks tenderly…. She feels his soft thumbs stroke her now flushed cheeks…. Nervously she opens her eyes, meeting with his lustful ones…. 

Jai can feel himself grow weak….knowing that he is losing self control….that a feverish thirst is arising inside of him….. A strong uncontrollable need to ravish his innocent wife to satisfy his hunger…. D*mn her…. D*mn her and her seductive beauty….why does she have to look so unbelievably appealing?  That saree of hers is hugging her in all of the right places… presenting her tempting feminine curves to his greedy eyes… her perfect slender body…. No, he cannot turn back… and will not…. He has had enough with waiting…enough with fighting against his emotions… the truth is that he wants this woman in front of him… and that too badly. 

He draws nearer, bringing his face only a couple of centimeters away…. His hot breath fanning her face …adding more color to her cheeks… if that was even possible. How many times had he wanted to do this? Kiss her senseless? Kiss her till neither of them could breathe?… God knows how many… yet they were always interrupted someway… but not now… no one can keep him away from her any longer… 

Jai tilts his head slightly to the left and takes her awaiting lips in his…..kissing her sweetly on her pink lips….he releases them only for a few seconds, letting the blissful feeling sink in her…. Before kissing her once more…. claiming her lips with his. Bani lightly places a hand on his chest as she responds back …kissing him with same mixed emotions… 

He is at first gentle and sweet…exploring the wonders of her mouth….savoring the touch of her soft petal like lips against his… but soon it becomes into a raw hunger…demanding….passionate… and eager.  Unknowingly Jai steps closer, letting his hands leave her warm face and placing them on either sides of her hips, pulling her frame close to his… she retreats back and lets out a tiny gasp as she feels her back meet the wall behind her… He runs his fingers through her tresses and pulls her head back, giving him clear access to her bare neck….where he showers butterfly like kisses on the column of her throat….A shiver runs down Bani's back and she begins to feel suffocated from the building heat between them…. Her knees go weak as his kisses lower down her collarbone….nearing her cleavage…. She takes a fistful of his shirt into her hands as she slowly begins to melt from his tormenting torture…

Jai crushes his lips against hers yet again, sucking on her bottom lip…then teasingly kissing her on the corners of her mouth until she lightly moans in protest… He takes his hand that rested on her shoulder and  purposely takes a grip of her dress, sliding it off from it's place, and letting it fall carelessly onto the marble floor. His hands now take possession of her n*ked waist as he continues to ravish her with burning need…. 

Bani startles Jai as she withdraws herself from him, pulling her lips away, pushing him gently back with her shaky hands and rushing over to the windows, leaning front towards the windowpane….trying to regain her breath and calm her racing heart…. 

Jai drinks in the sight of her not properly covered….her almost bare back revealed to him…the small deep cut blouse still around her….for not too long though. Bani tightens her hold on the edge of the window frame as she senses his presence nearing… 

He shifts her hair off to one side and places kisses one by one down her back… she tilts her head over to the other side as he then kisses her teasingly from her earlobe, down her neck, …..and her n*ked shoulders after he pulls down the sleeves to her blouse. His hand travels to the front of her stomach and he feels her relax herself against his chest….Jai turns her around and presses her back against the windowpane…Bani closes her eyes… not having the courage and too shy to look back at him… She feels his fingers stroking her stomach, creating havoc in her system… 

Lowering down onto his knees…meeting with her creamy midriff… Jai gives into his want and kisses her there… outlining his tongue around her navel… playfully biting her skin gently… Bani keeps her hands against the wall behind her, not trusting them to wander…tilting her head up out of pleasure…keeping her eyelids firmly closed… He begins to take out the pleats to her saree….and aimlessly removes the dress away…. leaving Bani standing in only a blouse and long skirt…. making her feel very self conscious and aware of her revealed body…. 

Jai rises and stares at her shut eyes….how angelic she looks… biting her bottom lip nervously…. This is her first time… and it gives him secret delight that he will be the very first to claim her….to touch her….to take her to the wonders of pleasure… to make love to her. He nuzzles her neck while Bani slides her fingers into his thick hair… not able to withhold herself any longer. What this man is doing to her is driving her insane…bringing out unknown lust and passion from within her….

"You're so beautiful…", he murmurs to her right before biting her fervently below her neck… Bani softly gasps as she leans her head backwards….arching her back also… "Please….", is all that escapes from her mouth…. She did not know if she were asking him to stop…or to continue on with it…her mind was terribly fuzzy at the moment…. 

Increasingly becoming impatient in claiming her, Jai sweeps Bani off of her feet….carrying her in his muscular built arms… and walks her over to their empty bed….laying her subtly onto the large mattress… and towers over her…. his dark passion filled eyes silently watching her breathe….her chest falling and rising repeatedly in a seductive manner….Caressingly, he runs his fingers through the silky strands of her hairs… and he leans in forward to kiss her as he sees her eyes flutter open…. 

In the act of ravishing her lips, Jai places a hand behind the base of her neck as the other rests against the side of her stomach, holding her in place…. He kicks off his shoes and brings his legs onto the bed….now having his whole body hovering over hers…. He rolls over, pulling her on top of him….letting his hands roam around her smooth back… his fingers meet with the doris of her blouse and he does not hesitate in pulling on them, loosening the hold of the material over her upper body…. 

Soon his hard, aroused body meets with his wife's delicate one and he takes her to a world full of bliss… and pleasure… handling her with great care… cherishing her…loving her…. . Bani responding equally back with enthusiasm of her own… her insides sizzling…. 

"Jaaii…..", she cries breathlessly as they reach the height of climax in their sweet lovemaking….
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Chapter 31 A
Bani moans lightly as the sun rays from the sun bother her eyes…waking her from her beautiful sleep… she rubs her eyes and yawns…She curses herself for not remembering to close the curtains…As she moves a little to stretch, she is held back and then suddenly realizes her current state… hastily she pulls the covers up to her neck protectively and glances over to her side….finding her husband snoozing quietly on her bare shoulder…his face buried in her hair…and his arm caressing her waist…. holding her possessively against him…

Bani blushes beetroot as she recalls what had transpired between them last night … yet smiles, elated that she has finally received her husband's love…has officially become into a woman…and his wife in a true sense… Bani gazes at him for a few moments, losing herself in his handsome face…until finally deciding on getting out of bed… 

She attempts to remove his arm off of her, but receives a startle as he tightens his hold around her and pulls her even closer to him… getting himself comfortable against her again… this causes her to flush even more, however, she continues in letting herself free… After sometime she manages to escape and grabs her robe, pulling it around her…and turns around only to softly giggle at the sight of  him take a hold of her pillow and embrace it….wearing a content sort of look on his face…She nears him and gently runs her fingers through his hair…then shyly pecks his cheek before heading over to the bathroom to get ready….. 
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Jai snuggles closer to the pillow, settling himself back into a good sleeping position… but awakes on the realization that his wife is neither fluffy nor that soft…. He jerks up on seeing the pillow there instead of her… Groggily he sits up and runs his fingers through his already ruffled hair… searching around the room as he does so… Not finding her anywhere around, Jai lets out his breath in disappointment and lays back down on the bed… 

Slowly a sly grin plays on his lips and he dreamily sighs as the memories of last night dance around in his head … Last night was amazing… more than amazing even… it was truly wonderful and golden… no words could even possibly describe it….

Jai wasn't an inexperienced man… he had his share of flings in his life… but what he had shared with his wife…was different and far more beautiful…. And that is because unlike his other times… which were nothing but physical and attraction… emotions were attached… it wasn't just s*x… it was love… pure, honest love… 

Yes… Jai Walia is in love… with his wife, Bani Walia… it took him awhile to understand the feelings that he would experience being with her… but after last night… everything has become crystal clear to him… if it wasn't love, then what was it? This yearning…this desire to be with her…this wish to always want her by his side… to want to spend his every waking moment with her…to see her beautiful face right when he wakes up to the time right before he goes to sleep… be her best friend, lover, soul mate… her everything…wanting to father children with her… grow old with her… it has to be love!

God, he loves her so much…he has become so crazy about her… never has he ever felt this strongly and passionately for a woman before… Pia and Roshini were another thing… he was wrong about them… there was no sort of emotion attached… it was all just a physical attraction… But Bani… he was ready to give up anything for… his status, riches… hell, he'd offer his life if it came down to that… just to be with her… just to hear her laugh… to see that cute, adorable smile on her face whenever she finds something amusing… the way she shyly glances at him when she thinks he's not looking… to listen to her melodic voice…to hold her…. 

For the first time since his marriage, Jai thinks of his adopted brother and his wife in a brighter light….and silently thanks them for running away and bringing Bani into his life….his angel…love…his everything… 
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Mausi: Arre, Bahu! Kahan thi tum? Tum itana dhaar kyon laagaye? (trans: Where were you? Why did you take so long?) 

Mausi exclaims as she sights her daughter-in-law gliding down the stairs with a radiant smile etched on her face…glowing beautifully…her eyes shining with delight….her face bright and even more lovelier….She quietly analyzes her while blessing her as Bani bends down to seek her blessing, coming to her after greeting both Dadi and Rano who stand nearby, and smiles as she kisses her sweetly on the cheek…

Bani: Sorry, Mausi… I hope I didn't make you wait too long?
Mausi: Nahi nahi…(smiles, affectionately strokes her hair) You seem happy…(questioning look) 
Bani: (blushing) Ji….
Mausi: Kuch hua, kya? (trans: Did something happen?)

Mausi refrains herself from laughing on seeing Bani turn an even brighter color red. 

Bani: (shaking her head, shy) Ji.. Kuch nahi…(softly) baas aaise…(trans: Nothing… just like that…)
Mausi: Hmmm…. Main saamajage…yeh khushi….yeh muskraat….tumhare aankhon ke roshini…. Kuch to hua, haina? (winking) (trans: I understand… this happiness… this smile… this brightness in your eyes… Something happened, right?)

Bani flushes dark red and mumbles…while fiddling with the pallu of her saree….

Bani: Mausi main…main kitchen mein kuch madaat karoon? (trans: Mausi… I… I…Should I help in the kitchen?)

Mausi grins on how she changes the subject. She decides not to further harass her Bahu and agrees. Bani quickly runs towards the kitchen to hide, leaving Dadi and Mausi behind to giggle. Rano, however, remains confused. 

Rano: Kya hua? Aap dono kyon haasreh? (trans: What happened? Why are you two laughing?)

Mausi smacks her forehead and shakes her head at Rano. 

Mausi: Beji, aap inne samjaaye! Baut bholi hai yeh… kabhi kuch nahi samjoongi… (trans: Beji, you make her understand! She is too innocent… she will never understand.) 

And with that Mausi also leaves to the kitchen. Rano turns to look at Dadi, who smiles brightly back at her…

Dadi: Arre Rano… mujhe pata hai ke tum itana bhi bholi nahi ho! Damaag se soch… tumhari Di kyon itani khush hai…. (trans: Arre Rano… I know that you are not even that innocent! Think with your mind… why your sister is so happy…)

Rano ponders over this…and arrives on a conclusion but refuses to believe it… but then again….could it be?

Rano: I don't know, Dadi… Aap baatiye nah, please! (trans: You tell me, please!)
Dadi: Arre Pagali! ….. (whispers) …Did you not see the happiness in her eyes? In her smile? The glow in her? This is common for a married woman…Obviously tumhari Di aur Jiju ek dusare se baut khush hai…. aab saach mein dono ek shaadi shuda zindagi jeesaakte…. (trans: Obviously your sister and brother-in-law are happy with one another… and now can both live a real married life…) 

Rano becomes stunned on hearing this and stammers…making Dadi giggle..

Rano: You mean… My Di….Mr. Walia… My Didi… they lo--- oh my God! 

Instantly she jumps with joy and hugs an also enthusiastic Dadi. Tears well in her eyes as she speaks emotionally with her… 

Rano: Dadi, aap jaante nahi ke main isse din ke liye kitana besabri se intezaar khar rahi tha….Meri Di ko khush dhekanliye…uske paati ke saath…. Aab finally saach mein hogya…. Main jaante hoon ke Mr. Walia Didi ko baut saara pyaar daawonge… (trans: Dadi, you don't know how desperately I have been looking forward to this day… to see my sister happy…with her husband… but finally it has come true… I know Mr. Walia will give Didi a lot of love…)
Dadi: Maine bhi isse din ka intezaar kiya, Rano… Bhagwaan kaare ke iss jodi hamesha salamat rahe … (trans: Even I have waited for this day, Rano… By God's grace, this couple will always be together…) 
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Jai in a hurry dressed himself in order to catch his wife early before Breakfast was served…  He makes his way sneakily away from his Mausi and the others, not wishing for a distraction at the moment… He is careful not to bump into any of the workers passing by, busy in the act of decorating the Mansion for Anu's wedding which is now four short days away…. The Mansion is buzzing with activity and all Jai Walia wants to do is not to be caught in it… 

As he approaches the entranceway of the kitchen, he curses as he sees Tony helping along with Bani in preparing Breakfast… He ponders over what he should do… 

Bani: Arre, Tony… yahan to shakar nahi hai… (muses in surprise)… zarra laake aao…. (trans: There is no sugar here… can you go on and get some.) 

Jai watches with relief as Tony obliges and heads on over to the storage room, however, he isn't quick enough to hide himself from his butler, who is startled in spotting him in front of the kitchen…

Tony: Sir, aap? Yahan? (trans: Sir, you? Here?) Do you need anything? 

Jai clears his throat, giving himself some time to come up with an excuse… Bani isn't able to hear with the sizzling of pans surrounding her….. 

Jai: Um, hain… woh… mera kamra ka light nahi chalreha… light bulb ko change kaarana…. (trans: Um, yes… actually… my room's light isn't working… the light bulb has to be changed.) 
Tony: I'll change it right away, Sir…. 

Before proceeding his way into the kitchen, Jai carefully observes Tony walking on over to the stairs, making sure his presence won't be welcomed until awhile…. He turns and grins naughtily on seeing his innocent, unaware wife working on her given tasks… completely alone…. Slowly he steps towards to her turned back, approaching her like a predator wanting to catch it's prey by surprise… Just as he's about to pull her back into his arms, he hears an unexpected shrilling coming from behind…. 

Mausi: Jai Walia, tu kitchen mein kya khar raha?! (trans: Jai Walia, what are you doing in the kitchen?) 

His mausi questions him. Both husband and wife turn around frightened by Mausi's outburst and Bani lightly gasps in astonishment on seeing Jai standing right in front of her… She hadn't even heard him coming into the kitchen in the first place…. Quickly her face turns red as a tomato and she shyly moves further away from him… meanwhile Jai stammers in trying to come up with an explanation…. Looking like a child who had been caught doing something wrong…. He rubs the back of his neck nervously….

Jai: Main? … Main kitchen mein kya khar raha?… (he muses to himself out loud) .…woh, Mausi… actually… mujhe… mujhe paani chaaya tha… (trans: Me? What am I doing in the kitchen?… actually… I… I came for water…) 
Mausi: For the past so many years you have been ordering yourself water with the use of your servants… how come all of a sudden you have decided to come and get it yourself? (scrutinizing him) 
Jai: I.. I was walking nearby the kitchen… socha ke main khud paani laaon… (trans: thought that I'd get water myself.) 
Mausi: Hain hain… ek dum ka jhuta… (trans: Liar.) 

She tugs hard on his ear as Jai yelps in pain… Bani stifles her giggles at the sight of her husband being admonished by his mausi… 

Mausi: Mujhe pata hai ke tum Bani ko dhekena aaya… (trans: I know you have come to see Bani…) 

Bani blushes beetroot on this while Jai looks embarrassed…. 

Jai: Mausssii…(pleadingly) 
Mausi: Tum meri bahu ko maat sharo, usko araam ke saath kaam karnedo… samjha? (trans: Don't you bother my daughter-in-law, let her work in peace… understand?) 
Jai: Samajhgya… aab mera kaahn ko choro please… (trans: Understand… now please let go of my ear…) 

Mausi releases him and Jai rubs his now throbbing ear….He casts Bani a sideway look, catching her blushing and averting her gaze away shyly…. He curses his bad luck and struts out from the kitchen…. swearing under his breath, Jai doesn't pay attention to his surroundings and knocks into someone in front of him… Startled he looks ahead of him and apologizes on spotting Rano turn around and throw him a look….

Jai: I'm sorry, Rano, I didn't see---

His words die down as he catches Rano's furious expression and reddening face… She bitterly switches her gaze and crosses her arms with one another against her chest….her shoulders tensed… Jai scrutinizes her for a bit before crossing a dangerous line in asking her what's wrong…. 

Jai: Rano… tumhe kya hua? (trans: Rano.. What happened to you? )
Rano: Aap khud hi dheklo Mr. Walia… mujhe maloom hai ke aap bhi mere jaise react kaaronge… (biting tone) (trans: Look for yourself Mr. Walia… I am sure you will react the same way I am…) 

And with that she storms off to her room in a haste, leaving a puzzled Jai behind…  He follows her retreating back for moment before turning his attention back in front of him, about to ask Aditya or Dadi, who were standing nearby also looking a little tensed and upset, about Rano's behavior…. However, his mouth dries on seeing a horrifying image before him… standing nervously to herself nearby the entrance of the Mansion… unsure of what to do… and purposely not meeting Aditya's, Dadi's, and especially his eyes…. 
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Bani, still flushing from the embarrassing incident which had occurred a few seconds ago, hesitantly speaks politely as she can….

Bani: Mausi, kya aapko kuch chaaye? (trans: Mausi, do you need anything?) 
Mausi: Hain, Bahu… main tumhari liye aaye… woh tumhari liye koi aaye hai….Bus yehi kehna thi…(trans: Yes, Bahu… I have come for you… someone is here for you. I just wanted to inform you.) 

Bani, confused, wipes her hands on a the kitchen cloth nearby and curiously steps towards the exit of the kitchen while asking, "Mujhe dhekenliye koi aaya hai?" (trans: Someone has come to see me?) 

Mausi: Hain chalo… bechari tumhari liye intezaar khar rahi hai…. Chalo bhi… (trans: Yes, come… the poor girl is waiting for you… Come on now…) 

Mausi takes Bani by the arm and leads her outside to the living room…. In the meanwhile, Bani ponders over who could have possibly come to meet her…..
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Aditya and Dadi look at one another nervously after noting Jai's reaction….so many expressions forming on his pale face… shock….disbelief…anger…hurt….and exasperation. He begins to feel hollow inside as many thoughts come rushing back to him like an ocean wave crashing against a set of rocks…and he becomes baffled by them…. his heart getting heavy with the reminder of forgotten painful memories… 

Jai remembers getting his shoes polished twelve years back by a mere child of fourten who had requested hopefully for a couple of rupees in pay for cleaning them…. He feels as if it were just yesterday that he developed a soft spot in him on seeing the young boy grin foolishly at him while at task on his shoes…chatting animatedly with him… telling him of his future dreams and goals… his eyes sparkling as he did…. Jai had never laughed so much in his life before and that too over the boy, Pushkar, hearing his witty jokes and his day's events… Of course he knew he was exaggerating most of what had happened to him, but still he listened on … clearly amused. Jai had admired the shine on his shoes after Pushkar stepped away and presented them to him… Slowly his eyes lingered back onto the boy and he grinned as his mind triggered on a thought…. That very day Jai had brought Pushkar with him to his home, telling him that he would live with him as his brother…. He would never forget the sparkle in his adopted brother's eyes as he had welcomed him to his home as a family member… 

But how was Jai supposed to know that that very same boy would betray him in such a way…. After giving him shelter, a new family, a chance to study, and a new life? He entrusted his faith in the boy, believing he would always  make him proud…. and make himself into the man he always dreamed of…. Jai had given him that chance… but what a wonderful way Pushkar had returned the favor… running off with his bride-to-be… never to return again…. leaving like a coward without looking behind even once….

Jai's sorrow filled eyes switch back over to her and they slowly turn blank in confusion…. He wonders what she is doing back after months of hiding….that too… alone….What could she possibly want? Has she come back to see how she left things behind? Expecting it to be chaos? Did she think everything would fall apart just because she left? … No, things were just starting to go wonderfully if she hadn't come back…. He was going to commit himself to his wife….propose his feelings to her… rebuild his life over again with her in it…. Why couldn't she had stayed lost? Never to come back again?….. But perhaps it is good she has come back… she has prevented him from doing something so foolish… Here he was, about to confront Bani with his feelings for her, not even realizing that she may not even possess the same feelings in return…. 

"Humari dono pyaar…humko mile nahi hai… Pushkar neh bhi mujhe chordke chaalegya"….her haunting words come across his mind…. 

Jai can feel his heart break into pieces on the awful memory…. How could he forget that Bani is in love with Pushkar? How could he possibly forget something like that? All at once he can see his dreams, hopes, and wishes crash down in vain….  There is no future for them…. not when she's still in love with his brother…

He faintly hears Aditya clear his throat and call out for his attention…. But he doesn't bother to reply…  preoccupied in mourning over something that was never possible…. 

"Aao Bahu…. Dekho tumhari liye kaun aaye hai…," Mausi's voice cuts through the thick silence in the room….Jai blinks and stares over in her direction, finding his wife being lead by his Mausi … He looks the other way as his wife meets his eyes…giving him a questioning look…

Bani stands besides her husband, keeping a safe distance between them, and tugs on Mausi's hands, stopping her from leading her on…

Bani: Kaun hai, Mausi? Mujhe to koi dekahi nahi deta….(trans: Who is it Mausi? I don't see anyone…) 
Mausi: (smiling) Arre pagli… tumhari saamne dheko… (trans: Look in front of you…) 

Bani obliges and follows Mausi's gaze to the front entrance of the Mansion and she feels her stomach turn inside out in fear… Her eyes widen with astound and she remains speechless…. Slowly her hands fall from Mausi's… All color drains from her face as she stares straight into her sister's face, who looks back at her desperately with tears streaming down her face….

"Di….", Pia stammers before breaking into a sob and running into her elder sister's arms…. Bani hastily looks at her husband to see what he thinks of this shocking surprise and is worried on seeing him avoid her eyes… She doesn't react as Pia gathers her into a tight, warm embrace… she leaves her arms dangling to her sides and her eyes glued onto her husband….

Pia's body rakes with sobs as she attempts to speak….

Pia: Di…! Oh, Di!

Bani feels her heart wrench on hearing her sister cry…She feels tears surfacing her eyes on the thought of finally seeing her sister after so long….She is clearly aware of everyone's eyes, except for her husband's, on her and Pia…. 

Bani: … P-Pia… tum… tum yahan? (she manages to muster) (trans: P-Pia… you… you here?) 
Pia: Di, it's been so long! … I have been so restless being away from you…. I have yearned to be with you for the past months… Not once have I not remembered you and Rano… You two were always on my mind… 

Bani pulls Pia out of her arms and cups her face in her hands….

Bani: Pia….. Tum… tum kahan thi? (getting emotional herself) Tum mujhe bina baataiye kahan chaalagi thi? (trans: Pia… you…. Where were you? Where did you go off to without telling me?) Aur… aur Pushkar? … Pushkar kahan hai? (trans: And Pushkar? Where is Pushkar?) 

Everyone perks up on hearing Bani's question… also wondering the same very thing…. Jai keeps his eyes on the floor….feeling a tug on his heart strings on the mention of his brother…. 

Pia explodes into another fit of tears on the mention of her husband… confusing her sister and everyone else…. 

Bani: Pia… kahan hai woh? (shaking her, demanding) (trans: Pia… where is he?) 

Pia's face crumbles and she looks at Bani with dejected eyes….

Pia: (getting hysterical on remembering her past events with her husband) Usne-- usne mujhe haath utaya… mujhe! … Di, aap bhi  baachpan se aaj thak mujhe kabhi nahi haath utaaye….phir Pushkar kaise kaarsaktha? …. Aur usne kaha…. Kaha ki woh mujhe sirf paahna tha…saach mein pyaar nahi kaarta hai mujhse… Isliye Di…. Isliye maine usko chora… Di, maine Pushkar ko chora… (weeping once again) (trans: He-He raised his hand on me… Me! Di, even you haven't raised your hand on me since childhood to now…. So how can Pushkar? … and he said… He said that he just wanted to gain me…. He doesn't really love me… Which is why Di… which is why I left him… Di, I have left Pushkar.) 

Pia's words thunder around the silent room and astonishes everyone…. Jai's eyes rise from the floor and he stares at his ex fiance in bewilderment… Slowly he looks over to his wife and their eyes lock at that precise moment… Both containing shock in them… 

Mausi: Pushkar? 

Mausi speaks, bringing everyone's wandering attention back over to her… They notice confusion lingering on her face… and do not know what to do about it. 

Mausi: Yeh… yeh saab kya horaya? … Bahu? (trans: What… what is going on?) 

Mausi feels a gentle touch on her shoulder and turns to see Dadi nod her head softly at her, silently letting her know that she will inform her later… Bani knows that it isn't safe to let Pia blab everything out in front of everyone, especially Mausi… She takes action… 

Bani: (whispers) Shhh… Pia… Tum shaant hojaao… (trying to contain her horror on learning Pia has left Pushkar) Hum… hum akele mein baath karoonge, teek hai? (trans: Calm down… We… We will talk about this later alone, okay?) 

Pia realizes her mistakes and instantly quiets down, nodding her head as tears continue to roll down her pale cheeks…

Dadi: Bani Puttar… why don't you go on and take Pia to one of the guest rooms… She looks as if she needs some rest… 

Dadi avoids Jai's startled look over in her direction. Bani hesitantly stares over at him… seeking his approval. 

Mausi: (still clearly dumbfounded, yet being hospitable) Hain, Beji saahi kehte hai… Usko andaar laake jao, Bahu… (trans: Yes, Beji is right… Take her inside, Bahu…) 

Bani keeps her eyes on Jai, waiting for a reaction or any words from him and feels relief swarm inside of her as he gently nods his head, signaling for her to oblige, after a few moments of deep thinking…. 

Bani: Chalo, Pia…

Bani leads her sister by caringly placing her arms around her and takes her away down the hall to one of the guest rooms…. Mausi turns questioningly to Dadi, seeking an answer for all of this… Dadi nods her head in acknowledgement…

Dadi: Mere saath aao Billo…. (trans: Come with me Billo.) 

Mausi follows willingly behind Dadi's retreating back over to her room… leaving the two men behind in an eerie silence… Aditya slowly approaches Jai after a slight minute of hesitation and comfortingly places a hand on his shoulder… Then leaves briskly, leaving Jai alone in his brooding thoughts…..
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Chapter 31 B

… Hum Pune mein the… Wahan Pushkar ka ek aacha dost hai…hum wahan rukgaye kuch haafte ke liye… phir hum Mumbai wapas aaye the… humne ek flat kareede… We were happy… very happy… Pushkar treated me like a queen in the first month of our marriage… But then everything came tumbling down once we started facing some financial problems… Di… Mujhe to maloom nahi thi ke Pushkar ke paas itana saara paise bhi nahi tha hum dono ko support karnliye… He started to work two jobs for the expenses and for us to live a comfortable life…It was very difficult for him to get a job considering that Mr. Walia sent out notices everywhere about him, ordering not to assign him one… Then after awhile, his attitude towards me started to change… He grew frustrated and annoyed and told me that I complained too much and demanded for things that are impossible for him to give me… He said that I was unable to understand our given situation and was blowing away all of our money on ridiculous stuff… The truth is Di that Pushkar is just not capable to support me… I have realized this… He is a nobody… I do not want to live with a man who is unsure of how to provide for me…and when our future is not clear… 
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Bani recalls what her sister had told her two days back after taking her to one of the available guest rooms, where there was guaranteed privacy for them… She was shocked, of course, hearing that her baby's sister marriage hadn't worked out…but her shock was not to a great extent. Somewhere deep inside of her, she knew that something would go wrong with her sister and her spouse. After all, they did only know each other for a short time before they eloped, and that too, not very well. It was not enough to decide whether or not you want to spend the rest of your life with someone. The only mutual thing they had in common was their lust for each other…. She also knew that her sister's high demands would drive Pushkar up the wall one day… Pushkar is a hard working middle class man…. making money only sufficient enough to live a stable life, not an extravagant one as Pia always dreams of.

Bani had expressed her disappointment to her sister, who broke out into another fresh set of tears after completing her explanation of her absence….
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Bani: Bus? … Pia, you have come here leaving your husband behind over something so silly?
Pia: (stunned by her sister's reaction) But Di--- did you not hear what I just sai---
Bani: Yes, I did Pia and I am extremely disappointed… Pia, instead of helping your husband in your difficult times, instead of being understanding and giving Pushkar support, you only added more difficulties for him to stress over… You should have given aid by either just giving him moral support or getting a job yourself… and when the two of you had enough money, then you could carry on with living your life normally… building a small family of your own….however you wanted to….
Pia: Di, I was patient long enough… I did not want to live like a poor woman who had nothing… He even objected allowing me buy a screen TV Di! I felt suffocated living with him! Like I was in some kind of prison who wasn't allowed anything! …. And it's not just about the expenses Di…. It's the fact that Pushkar never loved me in the first place… It was just attraction between us all along…. Di, how can you expect me to live such a low, poor life with a man who doesn't even love me as I thought he did? No Di… I couldn't do it… I can't do it…. Oh Di… I just regret everything that has happened the last four months…. (on the verge of becoming hysterical again) I should have never have chosen Pushkar over someone like Mr. Walia! Who could have given me so much love, who could have met my wants and needs, given me a comfortable life! I have ruined my own life with my two hands…. The most thing I ever regret in my life is running away on my wedding day…. Kash… Kash main Mr. Walia se shaadi kaarti… phir main iss din ko nahi dhekna pooga… I wouldn't have to regret…. 


Bani was stunned and left speechless from Pia's blunt words…. As her face turned white, she unwillingly tucked her sister into bed, telling her to get some rest…..
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"Bani, careful…", comes an unexpected masculine voice, breaking her out of her eerie thoughts.
Startled on recognizing the voice, the same very voice she yearned to hear speak to her for the past two days, Bani looks up into the most beautiful pair of intense gray eyes that sends shivers down her spine… It takes her a few seconds to realize the feel of his arms securely wrapped around her waist… and that Anu's dress and jewelry that she had been carrying a minute ago has fallen down on the marble floor, right beside their feet….

Slowly his words hit her and she scrambles through her mind, wondering what had happened to cause them to be in a situation like this… Him holding her so close against him… this is the closest they have gotten since the arrival of Pia… Why is that? Ever since Pia had appeared, their relationship has all of a sudden taken a huge dive… How come? Her husband doesn't even look her in the eye anymore… always avoiding her eyes whenever she looks at him…. Everything between them has changed….just because of Pia. Her eyes darken on this thought… If only she hadn't come back into their lives, stayed wherever she had been these past few months, if only she had managed to be happy with Pushkar, she wouldn't have appeared and ruin their marriage… If only…

Her eyes widen out of surprise by her abrupt attempt of pushing all the blame to her sister. How could she even do such a thing? It's not Pia's fault… It's not Pia's fault, she repeats to herself…  This is just what was meant to happen… One day of course Pia was to return back… and she never really expected her marriage with Jai Walia to work out in the first place, however, up until that night which changed everything for her…. That night she will never be able to forget.

"Bani?…", he soothingly calls out to her, wanting to grab her attention after realizing that she is acting rather distant despite being so near to him… He sees her eyes swivel back onto his and feels himself suffocate with rushing emotions. Jai removes his gaze and slowly lets go of his hold on her, realizing that she is steady now. Neither of them had been paying attention as they were walking it seems…which resulted in them bumping into one another and him having to hold onto her so she wouldn't fall.

Could it be that he regrets that night?, Bani quickly panics to herself as he switches his eyes elsewhere and releases her… Does he regret spending that night with her? --What had transpired between them? Does he not love her after all?--Which was what she had obviously assumed. If not, why else would he want to consummate their marriage….? Bani's eyes grow misty with oncoming tears as Jai lowers down to gather all the fallen items on the ground…. Another terrible thought ticks in her mind, causing her heart to ache….

Has he started to realize his love for Pia again? … Or could it be that he never stopped loving her?

Bani softly gasps at this and feels her insides pain from her conclusion. No, he mustn't. He can't. She wants him to love her, only her. She's not willing to let him go. She needs him. Yes, it's very selfish of her, but it's the truth. She can't bear to see the man she loves with her sister, in fact, with any woman at all. It'll kill her.

"Your things…", she hears his voice again, which is barely audible to her ears. Bani deliberately doesn't meet his eye, fearing he'll see her glistening tears and how weak she really is. Instead, she lowers them onto his hands which hold Anu's belongings. Hesitantly she takes them from him, being careful not to make any hand contact.

"Thank you", she mutters rather too quickly that Jai is unclear of what she had said for a few seconds. He watches with gloomy eyes as she walks up the stairs and vanishes from his sight. Jai turns and also disappears off to his study….where he has been hiding for the past couple of days.
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Rano: Anu, you're so beautiful that I'm jealous!

Rano exclaims as Bani finishes dressing Anu up for the sangeet. Anu merely blushes while giggling softly as a response. She also appears to be glowing more and more by each passing day with her being a mother and all. It is a very lovely glow and suits her well considering that she had been  miserable and under stress for the past few weeks.

As Bani closes the empty jewelry cases and removes them aside, she shifts back to her earlier thoughts and becomes ashamed. She had never known she could be so selfish. Thinking of her own happiness before her sister's had never happened up until now… her one moment of weakness. Didn't she make a promise to her father that she would take care of Pia and Rano has her own children and make sure they will always be happy? She had vowed on her father's death day that she would put their happiness over hers because their happiness would always mean much more. And if they're happy, then even she as well would be. How could she forget that?

The creaking of the door startles all three of them, causing them to change their attention and onto the woman who hesitantly stands behind the half-opened door. Bani shows clear surprise on her face as she calls out in a puzzled tone, "Jigyasa ji?"

Rano slowly backs away from Anu as the bride-to-be stands up in awe on seeing her mother before her after a long set of five days. "Mama?", she gasps.

Jigyasa switches her gaze from Bani and over to her daughter, who looks so radiantly beautiful that it causes her eyes to tear. She smiles faintly and enters into the bedroom, walking towards a still stunned Anu. Jigyasa strokes her daughter's hair gently while continuing to smile at her sadly.

Jigyasa: I'm sorry sweetheart… will you forgive this foolish mother of yours?
Anu: (taking her mother's hands) Mama, you're not foolish…
Jigyasa: Of course I am. A mother who stubbornly refuses not to join in her daughter's happiness, attend her wedding, and acknowledge the existence of her grandchild is a foolish woman.

Anu's eyes also begin to tear and she kisses her mother's hands tenderly, secretly letting her know that she forgives her and always had forgiven her. As both mother and daughter cry, they tightly hug one another, making up for the last few days of them being apart. Jigyasa's pats her hair one last time before turning her attention over to the two sisters, who seem rather awkward having to witness a mother-daughter moment in which they are obviously outsiders to…

Bani feels her heart race out of anticipation as she sees her sister-in-law walk towards her. As she stops before her and stares at her with beseeching eyes, Bani notices a clear change in the woman which rattles her.

Jigyasa takes Bani's hands in hers while keeping their eye contact in tact. Bani watches on curiously. She is stunned to see tears cloud in her eyes.

Jigyasa: From day one I have been a very vile woman to you… I never spared you a moment with my rude comments and bitter attitude. I intended to make your and your sisters' lives miserable… I didn't like the fact that three low class girls were living in the same house as me, a house which I thought would always be out of your standards… a lifestyle that you will never deserve or have. I always looked down on you like you were dirt. …. My definition of low classed girls were that they were gold diggers and were desperate for money…. The definition of mine was only proved more true to me whenever I heard of Pia's talks about money and having a high status… She would always boast about one day she'd marry a rich man and truly have a life. That disgusted me and caused me to hate you three even more…. but you became even more important once you became my bhaiya's wife. I wanted to destroy you. … Though, you always somehow manage to get past my attempts of ruining you… You silently took all my insults and never said a word… I never heard a complaint out of your mouth and that always puzzled me…… Do you remember what my Jai Bhaiya had said to me only a few days ago? … He had said that despite that you are socially lower class, you hold higher class as a person compared to me. I didn't pay much attention to those words the first time he had said them…. I was just raging from the thought that my own brother scolded me for an outsider… But these past few days those words kept on haunting me…. And it took me a awhile to admit that he is right. … You have proved to me that you are a kind woman…too kind of a woman… A woman who covers up for a young girl's mistake, trying to protect her despite the chances of getting herself into trouble must be a kind woman… I have mistaken you… labeled you just because you come from a low background. … and that was wrong of me to do so.

Seeing the regretful expression on Jigyasa's face and her falling tears causes Bani's eyes to become teary as well.

Jigyasa:… I know… I know that should not be forgiven….but even yet I am still asking you to forgive me. Please excuse my rude behavior to you and pardon everything that I have ever done to you, if possible… I wish to make amends. I feel incredibly stupid for the way I have acted the past months. I realize that you are a wonderful person which is why everyone loves you so much… You have already won the hearts of everyone who lives here…and I would like to give you a chance. I-I … wish for us to truly be a family…and for you to be apart of it…. Please… forgive me if you can…. Bhabhi.

Jigyasa's folds her hands together before a still stunned Bani and unashamedly continues to cry. Bani feels her heart wrench on the sight and she covers her sister-in-law's folded hands with hers, indicating to her with a shaking head not to beg before her.

Bani: No Jigyasa ji… please don't cry… I never held anything against you and I never will… I understand where you are coming from… Please do not make me embarrassed by apologizing to me… You are elder to me.
Jigyasa: … Only if you promise not to call me Jigyasa ji but by addressing me as… Didi.

The tears that are swimming in Bani's eyes finally fall and Bani takes Jigyasa by complete surprise in taking her into a warm hug…. Rano and Anu watch with smiles on their faces…. After a long time of embracing and shedding tears, Jigyasa wipes away her tears and turns to Rano, who stares back at her with a blank face… Jigyasa merely smiles at her and indicates to her with open arms to come to her…. Rano surprisingly breaks into a fit of tears and gladly embraces her….
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Hearing a soft knock on the door interrupts in Jai's attempt of focusing his attention on his office work. He looks up and calls out in a bored voice, "Come in." However, he fully regrets it as he sees the woman he mostly resents at present appear before him and push the door lightly behind her. He sneers out of disgust from Pia's appearance… The way she presents her body as if it's a show piece, dressed in a red halter neck shirt with a black skirt that ends just midway to her knees--one would think she's dressed to go clubbing. Jai lowers his eyes back onto his work, but unwillingly raises them on hearing the clicking of her heels approaching the front of his desk.

Pia: Mr. Walia….

Throwing his pen off to the side, Jai leans back into his black chair and sighs….

Jai: Yes Miss Dixit… what brings you here? (no trace of emotions hidden in his voice)

Pia fidgets a little to herself, feeling uncomfortable by the fixed gaze of his expressionless eyes on her… She loses confidence for just a moment but quickly regains herself by the thought of not wanting to embarrass herself in front of him….

Pia: Mr. Walia… I… I wish to thank you for allowing me to stay here with my sisters. I certainly didn't want to intrude on you like this without any warning and I probably shouldn't have come here in the first place considering what I have don---…..(she stops midway by seeing a dark look form in his eyes and immediately clears her throat) … But I didn't know where else to go…. I hope… I hope you understand….
Jai: Your sisters are here, of course you would come here out of all places…. (agreeing to her, yet in an unsympathetic tone) Now …. Is that all?

He asks in a haste, wanting to get rid of her pronto… However, he is agitated as she sees her hesitantly shake her head in a negative.

Pia: No… It isn't. That's not all, Mr. Walia… I also would like to speak with you of the unsaid things that are still left between us… (her voice gaining some boost and confidence)
Jai: That isn't necessary, besides, there isn't anything to discuss between us. You may now leave from the way you came in. (dismissing her instantly)
Pia: I know that… that things between us were left on a rather not so good note…. And we've become quite awkward around one another… Mr. Walia, what I really came here for is to… to apologize to you and tell you that… I truly regret everything I have ever done… For hurting you the way I did, lying to you, running away with Pushkar…. And most of all… for choosing someone else over a man like you…

Jai, who was avoiding all possible eye contact with the woman across from him, switches his eyes back onto Pia as he hears the last of her words…. He's appalled by the nerve of her… staring at him with a  dreamy look on her face and trying to put herself into his good books… Disgusting. It's just so disgusting. He's so baffled that he doesn't speak a word…. He watches Pia from the corner of his eye as she fiddles carelessly with the items on his desk.

Pia:…. When I was on my way back here… I was scared… scared thinking how I left things behind. I wondered in what state my sisters were in, if they were well taken care of or were put through misery. ..I even wondered if I would even be able to get into the Mansion…. I kept on imaging your anger and my fear only grew… But ever since I've been here… My fears have only been proven wrong… My sisters only told me good things. Rano speaks very highly of you….There was a certain affection towards you in her voice that was never there when I was around before. And Bani Di… she happily told me that you took very well care of both of them and that you are a very good man.

Hearing his wife's name, Jai's attention is fully captivated… He wants to feel happy knowing that his wife thinks of him in a good light… however, it doesn't completely reassure him… He wants to hear more than just that he is a good man…. Like if he has been a good husband to her? And if he has been, is she willing to stay with him? Those are things he wants to hear.

Pia continues on with her banter with a soft smile and a twinkle in her eyes. She shyly lowers her head as she speaks…

Pia: Perhaps it is the love for me that you have--- that you couldn't possibly hurt my sisters because you knew how dear they are to me… Really Mr. Walia… You are too good of a person… I am just regretful that I didn't realize sooner that…. You are the man for me…. And you would have made me very happy.

Completely astounded by her thinking, Jai stands from his seat, wishing to knock some sense into the silly girl before him… a silly girl that he had once wished to marry. Boy, he must have been insane for wishing something like that.

Jai: That's it Pia… you have crossed the line. A simple apology and thank you would have been in order, but these ridiculous talks of yours are completely uncalled for. You have tested my patience enough…. (sternly)
Pia: (stunned) Mr. Walia? …
Jai: Pia Dixit… (his frustration towards her growing each second) I am not pleased knowing all of this… I don't want to know that you regret marrying my brother… I don't want to know that you wish you had married me instead… I don't like the way you stare at me when you speak to me… nor when you look at me at the dining table during meals… I don't like the way you dress as if this is a nightclub and hoping you'll catch my attention… and I definitely do not like how you think that I can possibly love you… Where on earth did you come up with an idea like that? When have I ever given you the misunderstanding that I love you? …. I agree to the fact that I liked you before and wanted to marry you, but that is in the past… And the way that I treat Rano and Bani has nothing to do with you. I treat them the way they deserve to be treated. Believe me when I say this, no love for you was attached in my behavior towards them.

Blown by his sudden abrupt explosion on her, Pia remains speechless and deeply embarrassed…

Jai notices her pale face and calms down a bit… remembering that she is his wife's sister and the last thing he wants to do is cause his wife pain by knowing that he has hurt her sister. He knows of Rano and Pia's importance to Bani. He folds his hand into a fist and slowly says his next words…

Jai: Do you realize who you are saying all this to Pia?

Pia just remains mute and frozen….not replying to his question.

Jai: All of that you had said, you said to your elder sister's husband… Your Bani Di's husband… Or in other words, your brother-in-law. ….

He sees registration of shock and realization form on her face.

Jai: Your behavior is inexcusable and inappropriate…. Here you are shamelessly admitting that you think I am the man for you when I am married to Bani. Yes, I also agree to the fact that Bani and I married due to certain circumstances… but a marriage is a marriage, no matter how it happens.  … Pia, would you like to know the difference between you and your sister?

Seeing Pia's eyes rise up, he goes on….

Jai: Bani sees me as Jai… No Walia, wealth, and status attached… She sees me as any other ordinary person, not as a famous tycoon who is loaded with money. Her respect towards me is genuine. …You, on the other hand, only see me as Jai Walia, owner of Walia Group of Industries and a billionaire…. And that is all you're ever going to see me as.

Pia watches still silently as Jai calmly sits back down into his chair, unlike the way he had sprung up from it in rage just two minutes ago.

Jai: …. Pia, you may regret your marriage to Pushkar…. But I certainly do not regret the day I married Bani Walia.

His words ring in the silence of the air…  After a few moments of letting that sink in, Jai speaks his final words to her.

Jai: Now I think we have cleared the air between us… You may leave.

Close to tears due to her current humiliation, Pia listens obediently and leaves the study…..
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On her way out, Pia bumps into Rano, who had standing nearby the door of the study which had been open a little, just enough for her to hear their conversation.

Pia: Oh, Rano… (stammers) What are-are you doing here?

Seeing pure disgust and hate on her baby sister's face startles Pia. Rano glares hard at her with loathing eyes.

Rano: You are a snake, do you know that?! (she hisses)
Pia: Rano---
Rano: How could you even think about going to Mr. Walia as a resort to make you happy when he's a married man! And that too --to our Bani Di!
Pia: I didn't mean---
Rano: Did you ever give it a thought--- that oh I don't know-- Mr. Walia and Didi are actually happy together! That they love each other!

Seeing Pia look shocked by what she has said, Rano shakes her head in disappointment.

Rano: Of course you wouldn't. You're Pia after all. You only think about yourself….

And with that, Rano storms off leaving Pia to lower her head in shame…
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Chapter 32 

Completely alone to herself in her and her husband's master bedroom, Bani gazes at the dark colored designs covering the palms of her fair hands and drifts into a wave of thoughts. "They say that if the color of your mehendi is dark, it means that your husband loves you very much,"Mausi's voice echoes within her mind. She recalls the events from the mehendi ceremony which had occurred previously in the evening. Everyone gathered around playing music, dancing, and watching beautiful designs of mehendi being applied onto the bride-to-be's hands....
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Bani sat right beside Anu with Jigyasa on the other side. Rano was forced into getting mehendi done by Anu and her friends, therefore, she sat dreadfully in the center as well near Anu. As Anu's hands and feet were completely covered in henna, the professionals had heaved in relief in their success as everyone else gushed over the designs.

Anu: Oh Rano, don't be such a party pooper, just sit quietly and quit complaining. Trust me, you're going to love your mehendi afterwards. (she gushes excitedly)
Rano: (grumbling) I bet I will.

Bani lightly smiles at the sight of her baby sister acting as if she is dying a slow, painful death and affectionately runs a hand down her hair. Jigyasa takes her eyes off her smiling daughter and stares over at Bani who seems rather gloomy and lost despite being surrounded by so many people. She then looks around the hovering girls with mehendi applied on their hands as well. Her attention is brought back onto Bani once again, but this time on her bare hands. A thought triggers in her mind. She is at first hesitant in voicing her suggestion, but prods herself into saying it.

Jigyasa: Bhabi, Aap bhi mehendi laagaye na...dekho saab laadkiyaan neh kaarwaaye hai.. siva aap. (she calls out to her affectionately) (trans: Bani... Why don't you get mehendi done as well? Look, all the girls have gotten it done, except you.) 

Bani seems stunned on the suggestion and immediately shakes her head in refusal.

Bani: Nahi Didi, main kaise? ... M-main teek hoon... Aap mere bhaare mein chinta maat kaariye.. (replying back sweetly) (trans: No, Didi, how can I? I-I am fine... Don't worry about me.)
Jigyas: Lekin Bani---
Dadi: Arre, that's not right. Puttar, how are you any different from these girls? Waise, getting mehendi done is apart of the masti of a wedding.

Dadi intervenes from nowhere. Bani turns around to find her and Mausi standing right behind her with fond smiles on their faces.

Mausi: Beji is absolutely right.... Karwado na Bahu... (trans: Get it done Bahu.) 
Anu: Yes Mami, please... (pleading)
Bani: Paar---- (helpless)

Rano, overhearing this whole conversation quickly brightens up and speaks...

Rano: Come on Di, aap mere saath baatsaakte... and I promise you, you won't hear a single complaint from me. (trans: Come on Di, you can sit with me.) 
Bani: Nahi, really---
Jigyasa: Bhabi, zidd maat karo... Aage bato na...Sirf mehendi hai... (trans: Bani, don't be stubborn' Sit up front.. It's just mehendi.) 

Bani stares at everyone's encouraging looks and finally gives up with her lack of participation.

Bani: Teek hai... main karwaadongi..... lekin ek shaart peh' (trans: Fine' I will get it done' but on one condition.) 
Dadi: Kaisa shaart Bani Puttar? (trans: What kind of condition Bani Puttar?)
Bani: ....Agar Jigyasa Didi bhi mere saath mehendi laagange...phir. (trans: If Jigyasa Didi gets mehendi done as well with me' then.) 

Jigyasa wears an appalled expression on her face from the idea.

Jigyasa: Kya?  Yeh mujhse nahi hoga (trans: What?' I can't do this.) 
Bani: Lekin kyon nahi? Problem kya hai Didi? (trans: But why not? What's the problem Didi?)
Jigyasa: The problem is that the last time I got mehendi done was on my wedding day and that too 18 years ago--- (chuckling a little as she says this) and you are telling an old woman like me to get mehendi done. Saach mein, tum pagal ho. (trans: Really, you are crazy.) 
Bani: Didi---
Mausi: Arre tum bhi karwalo na Jigyasa.... Phir iss taareka mein Bahu bhi lagwaaongi...  (trans: Arre you get it done too Jigyasa. Then this way Bahu will also get it done.) 

Jigyasa looks hesitantly at the mehendi cones and then over to Bani who smiles encouragingly at her. She slowly breaks out into a smile also and nods her head in approval. Together they sit in the center as well and let mehendi be applied onto their palms. In the meanwhile, they chatted as they could do nothing else. It can be said that they were beginning to bond and are on the verge of forming a wonderful sister-in-law relationship with one another. Mausi and Dadi watched them smilingly, clearly seeming relieved by the change in their relationship.

Time flew by and soon mehendi was being washed off everyone's hands and girls, fascinated by how their henna turned out, talked animatedly to one another showing off their hands.

Jigyasa: Arre wah, look at how my daughter's mehendi has turned out.
Dadi: Arre hain, you are right Jigyasa. It has turned out lovely.
Mausi: (smiling) They say that if the color of your mehendi is dark, it means that your husband loves you very much.
Jigyasa: Then Rohit must love my daughter a lot. (she says happily while kissing Anu on her forehead)

Anu smiles, feeling pleased with herself. Curiously she looks over at Rano who surprisingly blushes a little on hearing what Mausi had said. She eyes her mehendi and her lips form into an O.

Anu: I am not the only lucky one here. Have a look at Rano's hands. They seem pretty dark as well.

Rano stares at her startled and frighteningly hides her hands behind her back. Dadi, Mausi, and Jigyasa raise their eyebrows on hearing this.

Dadi: Is that so?
Mausi: So our Rano's mehendi has turned out well also?
Dadi: Rano, koi tumhare zindagi mein hai kya? (trans: Rano, is there someone your life?) 
Rano: Ma---main.... I will be right back. (flustered)

Rano flees from their questioning, teasing looks and disappears from sight leaving all four women laughing behind. Just as Rano leaves, the sight of Bani draws their attention on her.

Anu: Mami! .... Aapki mehendi kaise turn out kiya? (trans: Mami! Good you came How did your mehendi turn out?) 

Bani forces a smile and sweetly cups her cheek with her hand.

Bani: Forget about mine, how has yours turned out?
Jigyasa: Mausi just said that if the color of your mehendi is dark, it means your husband/lover loves you a lot.

Bani nods in agreement, she had overheard them speaking earlier but was too afraid to go near them. Sneakily she glances at her hands... .and rolls them into fists, praying that she will be able to hide hers from them.

Jigyasa: Have a look at her hands.

Anu presents the palms of her hands to Bani and blushes sweetly as Bani smiles in approval.

Bani: Humari Anu baut khushnaseeb hai (trans: Our Anu is very lucky.)
Mausi: Bahu, aapni haathon dekhado...  Zarra mujhe bhi dekhnedo ke mera Munna kitana pyaar kaarta hai meri Bahu ko. (trans: Bahu, show your hands' Show me how much my Munna loves my Bahu.) 
Bani: (hastily) Mausi, meri mehendi kuch kaas nahi hai....  waise bhi, Pia ne mujhe bhulaaye hai...  Abhi aati hoon (trans: Mausi, my mehendi isn't anything special' anyways, Pia has called for me' I will be right back.) 

As Bani tries to quickly escape she is held back by Jigyasa's grip on her arm, keeping her from going.

Jigyasa: Bhabi, why are you in such a hurry. Aur aap aapni mehendi kyon nahi dekhari ho? Ismein bura baath kya hai? Hum bus dekhne chaate hai...  (trans: And why aren't you showing us your mehendi? What's so wrong in that? We just wish to see.)
Dadi: Yes, Jigyasa is right. Show us Bani Puttar.

Defeated, Bani unrolls her fists and displays out her hands for the ladies to see' Her face burns red as she first hears them gasp in amazement, whisper to one another, and finally giggle in unison.

Anu: Mami, I think you have won the world cup for the darkest mehendi ever.
Jigyasa: Saach, raang itana gaahra hai ...  It's unbelievable. (trans: Really, the color is so deep.) 

Mausi beams at Bani and kisses her affectionately on her forehead.

Mausi: Mujhe paata tha ke mera Munna tumhse baut pyaar kaarta hai.... paar mujhe yeh nahi paata tha ke uska pyaar tumhare liye itana bhara hai...  Khush raho (trans: I knew that my Munna loves you a lot' but I didn't know that his love for you is so big' may you remain happy.)  

Bani could do nothing but blush from embarrassment at the attention she was receiving from them. She knew that it wasn't true, yet couldn't correct them.
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The creaking of the door brings her back to reality and her eyes switch from her hands over to the doorway where she finds Rano standing hesitantly, not sure whether she should come in or not.

Rano: I'm sorry Di, are you busy? Did I come in a bad time? -- I could come back later.

Noting her apologetic face, Bani concludes that she must have seen her off-set mood. Not wanting Rano to have a clue about her troubles, she puts up a pretense cheerful look and beckons for her to come in.

Bani: Of course not Rano. I will never be too busy for you. ...Come in. (smiling as she says this)

Smiling in return from satisfaction, Rano quickly enters into the bedroom, closing the door halfway and joins her sister on the bed. Instantly she places her head in Bani's lap like she always had done when she was little and lets her sister affectionately stroke her hair, like a mother soothing her own daughter.

Bani: Kya baath hai Rano?  Koi paareshaani? (trans: What's the matter Rano? ' Any worries?)
Rano: Nahi Di. Main teek hoon. Promise. I just felt like spending some time with you before going to bed. (trans: No Di' I am fine.) 

Bani becomes relaxed on hearing her words. Silence engulfs them for a couple of minutes, yet a very comfortable one.

Rano: Di?
Bani: Hmmm? (she answers in a motherly tone)
Rano: Our lives have changed so much during these past six months, hasn't it?

Bani continues to weave her fingers through Rano's dark brown hair and smiles a little at the obvious happiness in her voice.

Bani: Hmm. (agreeing)
Rano: I mean... Who would had thought that the Dixit sisters would end up living in a grand mansion and actually manage to settle into the city life. From the start I wasn't too sure about the idea of moving here...  But now, everything seems to be going well.
Bani: Woh kaise?  (trans: How's that?)
Rano:  Well. It had always been just us three sisters together and always sticking with one another, not letting anyone else interfere in our small little world... Ever since we have come here we have slowly started letting people in...  I've made friends here... Nisha..Anu...Saahil...and you let Aditya Uncle, Anu, and Dadi very easily in too... Adi Uncle has become a brother figure in your life, Anu like another daughter to you, and Dadi like a grandmother you never had, am I right?
Bani: (smiling)...  Hain, Rano.
Rano: Then Mausi. She reminds you so much of Mama, doesn't she?  You and Mama were always very close...  maybe that explains that sudden special relationship you formed with Mausi so quickly.

Tears fill in Bani's eyes by Rano's words.... very true words. Whenever Bani looks at Mausi, she feels as if she is looking at her own mother.... a mother whose absence she has been missing for too long. She nods her head in agreement, which prods Rano to continue on...

Rano: And finally Mr. Walia.... not just as your husband, but as your confidant, friend, ..... and the man you love as well.....

Slowly Bani's fingers stop in the middle of stroking her sister's hair and still in place, frozen at the spot. On feeling this, Rano sits up from her laid down position and meets her elder sister's eyes which brim with tears.

Rano: Kya hua, Di? Maine kuch galat nahi kaha, haina? . Aap Mr. Walia ko baut pyaar kaarte ... Don't you? (trans: What happened Di? ' I didn't say anything wrong, right? ' You love Mr. Walia a lot' Don't you?) 

Bani switches her gaze elsewhere.... giving Rano her answer.

Rano: .... No matter how many times you try to hide it, you will not succeed in trying to fool me.... Di, you may not share your feelings with me.... But I can easily tell by just reading your face.... You love him a lot.

Gathering her hands together in hers, Rano smiles at her sister who still refuses to look back at her.

Rano: Di... you don't know how happy I am for you... After years of sacrificing and giving happiness to others, you will finally get the happiness you have always desired for... And your happiness lies in Mr. Walia, I know it.  (confidence booming in her voice, cheerful) Di, he will make you so happy.... You will never have to worry or go through troubles again... For once you can actually not have a care in the world and be taken care by someone else for a change. Mr. Walia will do that.... I know that he can.

Breaking into a smile despite the tears that are threatening to fall, Bani looks at Rano with an adoring expression worn on her face. She tenderly touches her cheek with her hand.

Bani: .... Tum bhi Mr. Walia ko pyaar kaarte ho haina? ... Isliye tum uske itana tareef kaarh rahi ho... Hmm? (trans: Even you love Mr. Walia, right? ' That is why you are praising him so much') 

Rano smiles as a response.

Rano: Yes, Di... Mr. Walia is like the elder brother I never had.... Didi, if you are like my mother... than Mr. Walia is like my father...

Bani'.s heart swells with joy at the warmth in Rano's voice indicated towards her husband. Over come with emotion, she takes Rano into her arms and kisses her sweetly on the top of her head....
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Pia moves away from the cracked open door and places her back against the wall behind her. She blinks away the tears which had formed in her eyes from overhearing her sisters' conversation. For once, Pia Dixit is not crying sad tears, but happy tears.... tears of relief. Just like Rano, even she wished endlessly for her Bani Di's happiness. Ever since the death of their mother, Bani was forced into leaving her childhood and became into a mother for her and Rano. She sacrificed all her wishes and dreams to raise them and to make them happy. Pia and Rano always got what they wanted, even the smallest of their bratty demands. Bani never failed them. After years of self-sacrificing and loneliness, her sister is finally receiving what she had always hoped for... Love. To be babied with love and be taken care by someone else. ... And Pia is glad that her sister has found that love in Mr. Walia. Perhaps she hadn't done the wrong thing in running away and getting married in a haste.... Sure it turned out to be not what she wanted and became into a disaster.... But at least it proved to be beneficial in Bani's life.

The answer that Pia had come looking for from her sister, about the truth in the relationship between her and Mr. Walia, she has gotten from without even inquiring. Flicking away a tear, Pia turns on her heels and retreats back over to her room in silence, making sure that her presence is kept unknown from her sisters....
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Walking over to the direction of his room, Jai makes sure to quietly make his way around the Mansion, noting that it is quite late at night and that everyone surely must be sleeping by now. As he approaches the door of his bedroom, he swears as he sees the light on' and refrains from opening it. What could Bani be possibly be doing up so late in the night?, he questions himself. He was hoping, actually praying, that she would be asleep so he could slip into the room without having to face the awkward silence that exists between them. An awkward silence they had managed to get past before, but now proves to be difficult and is straining their relationship even more.

"Kaab thak tum Bani se bhaagthe raaoge Jai?," he hears the unexpected voice of his best friend come from behind. Startled, Jai jumps and quickly turns around to face him.

Jai: Dammit Aditya, .... You scared the hell out of me.

Aditya, who stands fairly hid in the shadows of the hallway, steps forward so Jai can have a better look at him.

Aditya: ... You didn't answer my question.... For how long will you continue to run away from her?
Jai: .... Who says that I'm avoiding her?

As he says the words, even he catches the lie in them. He looks away, hating the way his friend is staring at him right now.

Aditya: Oh... so you haven't been hiding in your study for the last couple of days? ... Wow, you must have really been wrapped up in your work--So busy that you even spend your nights in there.
Jai: Adi-- please.
Aditya: Jai... Dost... I don't know what's going on between you and Bani lately... considering that you two were getting along so great.... but avoiding her isn't going to solve the problem you two are going through right now. ... It's only making it worse.

Jai sighs in defeat, knowing very well that Adi speaks the truth.

Jai: Then what do you suppose I do?
Aditya: Talk to her. (simply puts it)

Despite himself, Jai smiles at his answer.

Jai: It's not so easy.
Aditya: Yes, actually, it is. All you have to do in order to straighten this all out is to talk to one another.
Jai: .... It's not that I don't want to talk to her--- I just can't --- (sighs) ' Tum nahi samjoonge Adi... Agar tum mera jaaga peh hota, phir saab samajata... (trans: You won't understand Adi' If you were in my place, then you would.) 
Aditya: Perhaps you're right.... but from where I'm standing, I don't see what's so difficult...

Jai looks back at Adi with a helpless expression.

Aditya: Goodnight Jai.... I'll see you in the morning.

Hearing Aditya's retreating footsteps, Jai turns around facing the door once again... He shakes his head in disagreement to what Aditya had said. It's not so simple Adi.... You don't know the real reason why I'm running from her..... Why I can't face her.... How can I?-- How can  I when I took advantage of her when she wasn't feeling well....mixed up in emotions of her own.... She wasn't herself.... and I took advantage of that opportunity...

"For how long will you continue to run away from her?."


Letting those words sink in for a moment, Jai slowly reaches for the doorknob and with a lot of self encouragement, twists it open...

Seeing the sight of his wife and sister-in-law snoozing peacefully on their bed with their arms wrapped around one another brings a slight grin on his lips. He watches them discreetly, breathing softly and laying motionlessly in their places. Before leaving, Jai greedily drinks in the sight of Bani sleeping so serenely. This hide and seek game they are playing has cost him two days without even seeing her properly. .. He had only caught glimpses of her through the days... Jai knows that Aditya is right... For how long will this keep up? Can he really continue avoiding her like this? He should face her like a man, but he is afraid.... Afraid of their confrontation. He doesn't want to hear the truth from her mouth of which he already knows. .. It would only pierce his heart even further.... There is no future for them. Not when there is a possibility that she is still in love with Pushkar. Bani's happiness means everything to him... and he wont afford to ruin it by his own selfishness.

Etching Bani's face into his mind, Jai turns to leave back to the study and closes the door after himself...
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The next morning in the Walia Mansion was probably the most hectic the members of the house had ever experienced before. Servants, hired workers, and the women in the family roamed around the front hall, rushing to get everything done for the wedding being held in the evening. The most stressed of all, Jigyasa, ran around, shouting out orders and arranging the decorations in which Bani helped in picking out. After all, it is her only daughter's wedding.

Jigyasa: Nahi, nahi, nahi! Ye  phool humne nahi order kiya! Yeh shaadi hai, koi gardening wardening nahi horaya hai yahan! Samjhe?! (trans: No, no, no! These aren't the flowers we ordered! This is a wedding, no gardening is happening here! Understand?!) 
Flower Deliverer: Arre Memsaab, lekin yehi phool---
Jigyasa: Hume yeh phool nahi chaaye! Zara akal se soch! Hum daisies ke saath ek shaadi mein kya kaaronge? Batao! Shaadi mein yellow daisies hote hai kya?! (trans: We don't need these flowers! Think with common sense! What will we do with these daisies in a wedding? Tell me! Are there yellow daisies in weddings?) 

Bani, who had been directing how to decorate the mandap, overhears the conversation between Jigyasa and the flower deliverer and excuses herself from the workers. She makes her way over to the commotion.

Bani: Kya hua Didi?
Jigyasa: (relief in her voice) Oh thank God Bhabi ke tum aagaye. Aab tum iss langoor ko samjado. I have been telling him that these are not the flowers we ordered, but he's not listening.  (trans: Oh thank God Bani that you've come. Now you explain to this idiot.) 
Bani: (looking at the guy) Dehkiye, humne Stephanotis ke phool order kiye the. Mujhe lagta hai ke aapne koi mix up karchuke hai... Please aap wapas beejte aur humare phool deliver kardiye ji. (trans: Look, we ordered Stephanotis flowers. I think you have made a mix up'. Please send these back and deliver us our flowers.) 
Flower Deliverer: Sorry Memsaab... bhool hocukhe hai.... Main ek ghaanta ka vich laake aata hoon... (trans: Sorry Ma'am, ' I made a mistake. ' I will bring them within an hour.) 

Jigyasa watches the man leave easily with shock and stares at Bani, further stunned.

Jigyasa: I can't believe this... Woh mere baaton ko dhaalta tha... paar tumhari baatein itana asani se maangya... Kamal hai... (trans: He kept on refusing to me, ' but you agreed to you so easily' It's unbelievable.) 
Bani: (laughing) Aap shayad usko baataiye nahi ke humne kaise phool order kiye the.... I am sure ke aap bus usko daantreh the... (trans: You probably didn't even tell him what kind of flowers we ordered' I am sure that you just kept on yelling at him.) 

Jigyasa sheepishly looks at her and joins in with her laughter, agreeing to the conclusion. Hearing the hurried footsteps of Saahil and the jingling of his keys bring their attention over to him.

Saahil: Sorry Ma, but I can't stand this atmosphere so I'm going to take a little breather and hang out with some friends. But don't worry, I'll be back in time for the wedding.
Jigyasa: Arre Saahil, have some shame, you are going out when there is so much work to do for your sister's wedding?
Saahil: Kaisa kaam? Koi kaam to hai nahi. Aap saab to khar rahi hai. Besides, I've been around for two hours and it doesn't seem like I'm needed. (trans: What work? There isn't any work. You guys are all doing it.) 
Jigyasa: You are very much needed young man. If it's work that you want, then I'll give you some. ... Here's a list of the items Pundit Ji needs for the wedding. I told your father to get them but he's been delaying in going... I want you to go and get them instead.

Saahil takes the list and narrows his eyes on it.

Saahil: ....What is all this stuff Ma? I don't know anything.... How am I supposed to get these things when I don't even know what they are.
Jigyasa: How do you not know what they are?!
Saahil: .... Ma, you're gonna have to send someone with me otherwise you're not going to be happy with what I bring back.
Jigyasa: (scowls) No one can go with you. Everyone is busy with the preparations.
Bani: Didi, main chaalongi Saahil ke saath... Waise, it looks like you have everything under control. (trans: Didi, I will go with Saahil.) 
Jigyasa: Paar Bhabi, mujhe tumharii zaroort hai... I can't do this alone. (trans: But Bhabi, I need you.) 
Bani: Saabh to hai aapke paas... Agar aapko koi kaam hai, to Rano ko baataiye... woh kardoongi... (trans: Everyone is with you' If there is any work, then tell Rano' she will do it.)
Jigyasa: (muses) I guess ke yeh bhi teek hai.... Accha, tum jao iske saath... hum saab sambalonge (trans: I guess that is alright' Alright, you go with him' we will take care of everything.) 

Bani smiles at her before taking Saahil along with her....
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Coming out from his room and dressed for another day, Jai nears the railing on the top floor, drawn to the commotion fluttering around downstairs, and looks down at the bottom floor' watching people run around like maniacs setting everything up. He grips tight onto the railing and further looks down on seeing the view of his sister and wife interacting with one another. Surprise registers on his face on seeing how easily they work together and how comfortable they seem with one another. ... They are even smiling at each other and laughing as they are at task. How is this possible? Jai had thought his sister hated the sight of his wife... then what is this? Could it be that Jigyasa has taken his words into consideration and has changed for the better?

"Quite hectic down there, isn't it?," Pia's cool voice speaks from beside him. Jai turns his head in the direction of her voice and finds her presence standing near him at the railing as well. He sneers at her appearance and moves to leave, but is held back by her hand gripping onto his shoulder.

Pia: Please Mr. Walia.... My face isn't even that revolting that you can't bear to look at it...
Jai: (mutters) Are you certain about that?

Pia ignores his comment and brings her hand back to her side.

Pia: I can understand your resentment towards me... If I were in your place, I would do the same also... Especially after my inexcusable behavior from yesterday... It was inappropriate and I would like to apologize for it... I'd like to apologize for a lot of things.... For the things I said yesterday without even thinking.... For the things I did in the past.... I-- I am just so sorry for everything Mr. Walia.... I know I am a horrible person.... But I am trying to change my ways..... I am trying from continuing to make mistakes.... It seems that is all I ever do these days...

A long moment of silence passes by in which neither of them speak, until Jai decides to break it.

Jai: ...... Pia.... I always believed that people never deserve a second chance.... I mean, if they already had a chance before, why need another one.... But since my marriage to your sister, my way of thinking has changed.  It is human to err. And every human needs that second chance to prove themselves once again. ...... Pia, you are only human.... It is okay to err.... And if everyone else can be given a second chance, then I guess why not you as well?

Pia freezes in anticipation after hearing his words and watches him carefully as he meets her eyes.

Jai: ..... I forgive you Pia....

She lets out a breath of relief and smiles generously at him, who continues to look emotionlessly at her.

Pia: Thank you Mr. Walia.... You don't know how much that means to me....
Jai: I guess I should have, considering that you had taken my words seriously yesterday by dressing fully head to toe today.... You're being careful in not showing any skin today...

Pia's cheeks bloom rosy red with embarrassment on his acknowledgement. She did indeed dress conservatively, wearing a long sleeve shirt and jeans. But she smiles in finding a little humor hidden in his voice.

Pia: ... (hesitantly going on) Mr. Walia.... I know that taking our past into consideration, we can't really be good friends fairly easy yet.... but I'm hoping that we can at least start of with a relationship of understanding? ... .. What do you say?

Jai watches Pia bring her hand forward for an agreement..... He takes a few seconds to think over her suggestion and extends his own hand, taking her hand in a handshake....
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Hours creep by and before the Walias know it, guests from the bride's side begin to arrive and they receive a phone call from Ranvijay, informing them that the bharat has just left. They wait with anticipation. In the meanwhile, the atmosphere of the Mansion is overwhelmingly bright with grand decorations and gleeful chatter. In the midst of the crowd of people, Mausi looks around for a particular one person of whom she has been searching for since morning. She frowns on not locating him anywhere...

Instead her eyes lay on her glowing daughter-in-law, dressed beautifully in a flattering subtle orange and light blue colored saree...hugging the right curves of her body. Her silky full hair let out, falling onto her shoulders nicely, a diamond necklace and earrings adoring her neck and ears, matching bangles.... and a silver bindi added as a final touch. Mausi smiles at her graceful appearance and walks over to her quickly, not wanting to miss her.

Feeling the touch of someone's hand on her shoulder causes Bani to look behind her. On seeing Mausi, she fully turns around to face her.



Bani: (kind smile) Ji Mausi? Kya aapko kuch chaaye? (trans: Yes Mausi? Do you need anything?) 
Mausi: (frustrated) Hain Bahu... kaabse main tumhara Pati ke liye dhoondrahi hoon... Bharat anwala hai aur pata nahi kahan hai ladka... Kya tum jaanti ho? (trans: Yes Bahu' I have been looking for your husband for so long' The Groom's side is about to arrive and I don't know where this boy is')

On hearing the mention of Jai, her smile tightens and she is careful in keeping her tone light when she speaks her next words...

Bani: Mausi, woh to aapne kaamre mein hai.... Dus minute phele wapas aaye the office se... shayad tyaar horaye hai... (trans: Mausi, he is in his room' He came 10 minutes ago back from the office' he is probably getting ready.) 
Mausi: (clearly upset) Office work on his niece's wedding.... Bilkul nahi sudroonga.... Abh tum dhek, kaise main usko---- (trans: He will never change.. Now you watch, how I will----) 

"Arre Billo, wahan kya khar rahi ho? Chalo, hum mehmaan ko greet kariye...," Dadi's voice shrills across the hall, cutting Mausi off in between her sentence. Mausi sighs...

Mausi: Accha, Bahu, meri zaroort kahin hor hai.... tum jhake munna ko dheko, teek hai? Make sure he gets dressed and comes down here quickly...
Bani: (panicking) Mausi, main???

"Billo!".

Mausi: Arre aari hoon Beji! ---- (turning to Bani) Kardoongi na, Bahu? (trans: Arre, I am coming Beji! ' You will do it, right Bahu?)
Bani: ... (soft sigh, smiles) Ji..... Aap jaaye.. (trans: Yes' You may go.) 

Mausi flashes her a thankful smile before rushing off towards a hassling Dadi....
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Jai: Arre Tony, jhaldi nikaldo nah! .... Waise bhi, main already late hoon.... God, tumhe pata hai ke agar tumhari Mausi Ma'am mujhe neeche nahi dhekte to phir tumhe koi dujha sir keliye kaam karna poga? (trans: Arre Tony, take it out quickly' Besides, I am already late' God, you do know that if your Mausi Ma'am doesn't see me anywhere downstairs you will have to work for another boss?) 

Jai demands an answer from his butler as he rushes in buttoning up his dress shirt while Tony is at the task of looking through his master's wardrobe. Tony sniggers at his master's over exaggeration. Mausi wouldn't go to such drastic measures such as killing him.... She'd just think of other ways to trouble him afterwards.

Tony: Sir.. I am looking, but cannot find the tie you are requesting for... Perhaps it is in the wash?
Jai: (hassled) No, it must be in there. I saw it there just recently... Look carefully....

"Which tie are you looking for Tony?," Bani's soft voice is heard by both men. Jai, caught off guard, immediately stops buttoning up his shirt midway and looks behind him....

His breath gets caught in his throat as he feasts his eyes on her beautifully bewitching image... Looking more ravishing than usual.... His eyes scan her head to toe, outlining her figure silently... Jai's heartbeat quickens as she shyly walks in, clearly avoiding his fixed gaze on her... He would have to be careful to make sure no one mistakes her as the bride and sweeps her away.... On this thought he grimaces to himself....

Tony: Ji Bani Ma'am, main sir ke black tie dhoondraha hoon... (trans: Bani Ma'am, I am looking for sir's black tie') 

Bani muses at the possibility of where the tie is and comes forth to the wardrobe, searching in there herself... As she is distracted in her new task, Jai's eyes continue to stay glued onto her without her knowledge...  Knocking himself out of it, Jai struggles to bring his attention back to his shirt....

Bani: Yahan hai.... (trans: Here it is.)
Tony: (amused) Bani Ma'am, that's amazing how quickly you found it... I couldn't see it anywhere...

Bani merely just smiles at his words and then looks over to her husband, who keeps his eyes down on his shirt.... Knowing very well that he cannot knot his own ties, she comes near and approaches him.... Sensing her presence, he unwillingly looks up at her... Just by seeing her standing there in front of him with his tie, Jai understands what she is waiting for.... Giving her a curt nod, he watches her hesitantly stand on her tiptoes and bring the tie around the back of his neck.... He feels his stomach twist with nerves as she comes very close to him.... As she settles back onto her toes and stares at the front of his shirt, she reaches out and gently touches the material on his left shoulder... and then slowly meets his eyes....

Bani: (softly) Stain...

Jai looks down to where her fingers brush against the dry stain.... He stares back up at her emotionless face which looks back at him to see what he wants to do... Releasing a breath of air from his mouth, he begins to unbutton his shirt from the top....  From the corner of his eye, he watches her switch her gaze elsewhere.... making the situation even more awkward....  Finally he removes his shirt and hands it to her, standing in front of her shirtless... Bani, still keeping her eyes away from him, hands the shirt over to Tony instead...

Bani: Tony, iss shirt peh ek stain hai.... Laundry mein daldo... (tarns: Tony, there is a stain on this shirt' Put it in the laundry.) 
Tony: Ji Bani Ma'am.

Tony immediately leaves the room to do his orders, leaving the awkward couple alone in their room....

Bani: .... (still speaking softly) Aap--... Aap kaunsi shirt pehnooge? (trans: Which shirt will you wear?)
Jai: (matching her tone) ... Pata nahi... Tum khud hi chunlo (trans: I don't know' You pick yourself.) 

Bani makes eye contact with him on this and Jai doesn't bother looking away.... Lowering her eyes, she nods, and turns back to walk over to the wardrobe... After flipping through shirts, she takes out a silk blue shirt and a matching blue tie... Her cheeks turn a lovely shade of pink as she stares back at him and his bare torso... Bending her head down, she nears him and quietly hands over the shirt... Jai takes it from her and throws it on himself, fastening the buttons rather quickly... Once he finishes, Bani brings the tie around his neck and begins in knotting his tie for him.... There is nothing but silence between them, however, every now and then when their eyes meet, they speak volumes.

After settling his tie under the collar of his shirt, Bani soothes out the collar as a final touch... She moves back away from him yet again and brings back with her his black coat... Without even a single exchange of words, she mutely slips his arms into his coat and pulls it around him.... Jai finally begins to breathe normally as she distances herself away from him and feels the warmth go away with her as well.

Jai: (clearing his throat) Thank you...
Bani: ..... Aap jhaldi neeche aaye..... Saab apkeliye intezaar khar rahe hai.... bharat anwale hai.. (trans: Come downstairs quickly'. Everyone is waiting for you' The Groom's side is about to arrive.) 

Saying that as her final words, Bani retreats back and swiftly exits the room leaving him on his own....
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Hearing the mixture of whistles, cheering, and a band, Anu's friends run to the window of her room and gaze at the view of the bharat arriving before the Mansion... They tease her out loud, telling her that their Jiju looks mighty handsome while riding a horse.... They crack jokes of how her knight in shining armor is coming for her... Anu merely blushes as her mother and Bani work hard in dressing her up.... Bani does the honor is finishing her up by placing a bindi carefully in the area between her eyes... Jigyasa, Bani, Rano, Pia, and the other girls gasp at how lovely she seems...

Jigyasa: Our Anu looks exactly like a porcelain doll, doesn't she Bhabi? So fragile..
Bani: Absolutely Didi... Kiski ke nazaar na laagjaaye humari rani peh... (trans: May no evil eye come onto our queen') 

Taking a bit of eyeliner from her eye, Bani smears it behind Anu's left ear and smiles at her. Tears build in Jigyasa's eyes as she watches Bani apply eyeliner on Anu to protect her. She takes Bani's hands in hers and smiles thankfully at her.

Jigyasa: Bani Bhabhi... because of the wedding preparations I didn't have time to properly thank you... Thank you for everything you have done for Anu... For protecting her... and preparing for her wedding. For the past few days you have taken care of her like if she is your own daughter... and you don't know how happy that has made me.
Bani: Please Didi... mujhe aur sharminda maat kijiye... Maine saab kuch meri banji ke liye kiya... aur aap saahi kehte hai...Anu bilkul mere beti jaise hai... ek aur Rano mere liye..(trans: Please Didi' don't make me any more embarrassed' I did everything for my neice' and you are right in what you said' Anu is just like a daughter to me' another Rano.) 

Jigyasa further smiles at her, feeling pleased by her words. She looks over to Rano and takes her hand as well.

Jigyasa: Aur ab Rano bhi mere beti jaise hochuke hai... Jaab Anu uski saasural ke ghar chaalejoongi... mujhe ek beti ke kaami nahi aaongi.. kyun ki mere paas Rano bhi hai'(trans: And now Rano also has become into a daughter to me' When Anu will leave to her in-laws' I will not feel the loss of a daughter' because Rano is still here with me.) 
Rano: (smiling gleefully) Aap bilkul teek hai Jigyasa Auntie... main yahin hoon.. Aapke paas (trans: You are absolutely right Jigyasa Auntie.. I am here' with you.) 

Jigyasa lovingly runs her hand down Rano's hair... Pia watches the scene from a distance in the corner, feeling rather awkward and out of place. From the corner of Jigyasa's eye she catches Anu begin to tear'

Jigyasa: Arre Anu... sweetheart... kya hua?
Anu: ... Woh.... Kuch nahi... bus... aise... mujhe asaas hua ke... aab main iss ghar mein nahi ranwaali hoon... (more tears forming) (trans: Nothing' it's just' I just realized that' now I won't be living in this house anymore.) 
Pia: (finally speaking up) Arre Anu, aab tumhe asaas hua? Normally har ladkiyaan aise sochte hai jaab bhi shaadi ke topic bhi aata hai.. . Aur tum ho ke aab realize kaar rahi ho.. (chuckling) (trans: Anu, you are just realizing this? Normally all girls think like this whenever the topic of marriage comes up' and you are just realizing right now.) 

Jigyasa throws a hateful look at Pia, which instantly shuts her up. Bani and Rano catch this but remain silent... Sure Jigyasa patched up with them and they have now become unbelievably close all thanks to the wedding, but things between her and Pia haven't changed at all... Jigyasa just cannot let go of Pia's past mistake of running away leaving her brother at the altar for her own selfish reasons.

Bani: Anu, sweetie, aise maat socho. Yeh ghar hamesha tumhari ghaar raheeonga (trans: Anu, sweetie, don't think like this'. This house will always be your home.) 
Jigyasa: Tumhari Mami bilkul saahi kehti hai... you will always have a right over this house... and whenever you wish, you may come back here (trans: Your Mami is absolutely right') 
Anu: (wiping away her tears) Saach?
Jigyasa: Bilkul saach.. aarre, tumne tumhari saari bachpan yahan iss ghar mein guzarri thi... aise kaise tumhari ghar ab nahi hai ... Shaadi ke baad tumhe do do ghaar miljoongi... yeh ghaar... aur tumhari saasural ke ghar. Samjhi? (trans: Really' Arre, you spent your whole childhood here in this house' how is it all of a sudden not your house anymore' After marriage you will have two houses.. This house.. And your in-law's house' Understand?) 
Anu: (grinning a little) .... Samjhi.
Jigyasa: That's my baby... (kissing her sweetly on her forehead)
Rano: (complaining) Anu, humne itni mushkil se tumhari make up karwaye aur tumne ek second mein karab kiya... Koi to sharam khar. (trans: Anu, we did your make up with so much difficulty and in a second you ruined it' Have some shame.) 
Anu: (giggling) Sorry Rano Ji.... You wouldn't mind making a few readjustments for me, would you?
Rano: (sighs, but smiles) I guess I will have to.

Rano sits besides Anu on another stool and begins at reapplying her make up on while Jigyasa and Bani watch the two girls chat and giggle with one another with fond smiles. As Rano finishes, a thought registers in Jigyasa's head.

Jigyasa: Rano... kya tum mere saath aaonge? (trans: Rano' can you come with me?) 
Rano: (puzzled) Ji Auntie... hum kahan jhaari hai? (trans: Yes Auntie' where are we going?) 
Jigyasa: Mujhe tumhari zaroort hai ek kaam mein... Bhabhi, kya aap yahan Anu ke paas raasakte (trans: I need your help in some work' Bhabhi, will you stay here with Anu?) 
Bani: Ji Didi... aap jaasakte.. (trans: Yes Didi.. You may go.) 

Jigyasa takes Rano along with her outside of the room and smiles knowingly at her.

Jigyasa: There is still a lot of time before the wedding ceremony begins... So main sochri thi ke kyun na main tumhe saajoon? (trans: So I was thinking why don't I dress you up?) 
Rano: Auntie, main??? ... Paar main to already tyaar hoon... (trans: Auntie, me?' But I am already dressed.) 
Jigyasa: Woh to main dekhrahi hoon... lekin mujhe lagta hai ke tum aur khoobsurat bansaakte... tumhari koi contact lenses hai? (trans: I can see that' but I think you can be even more beautiful' do you have any contact lenses?) 
Rano: Yes I do... but I dont wear them much... But Jigyasa Auntie... iski zaroort kya hai... I think I look fine.
Jigyasa: (sly smiles) I think fine isn't what you want once Ranveer looks at you.

Rano's face turns stone white as she hears Ranveer's name come out from Jigyasa's mouth.. She gasps and pulls on her arm, taking her off to the side in a corner.

Rano: (whispers) How do you know about Ranveer?
Jigyasa: Arre, I have known Veer for a very long time... He is like another son to me... He's been working at the company for five years now...
Rano: (blushing now) Nahi Auntie... you know what I mean by that... As in, how do you know that Ranveer and I.... I mean... (embarrassed)
Jigyasa: (chuckles) Arre Rano... nothing can escape my eye. I see and know everything... and I know very well that Veer has become latoo over you. And that you have become quite crazy about him as well... kyon?

Rano blushes even more and covers her face with her hands'.

Rano: Auntie...
Jigyasa: (giggling) Accha, I won't tease...  But I am going to dress you so beautifully that you will blow Veer away.

Rano unsurely lets herself be led by Jigyasa into her room and follows her next instructions.... Hesitantly she removes her glasses.....
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The groom removes his shoes and seats himself into the mandap as instructed by the pundit ji. A few more of the guests gather around and watch the ceremony begin... including Ranveer, who has brought his sister along with him this time. He constantly has to ask his sister to be quiet due to her bubbly state and constant rambling. Rolling his eyes at something idiotic his sister has just said, Ranveer catches the sight of something that grips his whole attention away.... He feels something in him arise as her slender figure descends down the stairs gracefully.

Nisha: Bhai?... Bhai?.... Bhaaaiii....
Ranveer: (annoyed) Kya hai Nisha?
Nisha: Aapko kya hua? You have all of a sudden blanked out.
Ranveer: ... I'm fine (acting quickly, wanting to get rid of her) Nisha, I think I saw your friend Preeti out back .... I'm sure she must be looking for you.
Nisha: What?-- Are you sure?! .... Okay Bhai, I'll be right back I'm just going to go and check.
Ranveer: Sure sure, go already.

As his sister leaves, Ranveer breathes a sigh of relief and slowly his eyes wander back over to the stairs on which she has finally arrived at the last step... and now proceeding over towards his direction. He swallows hard and curses this different girl in front of him for playing games... she almost even seems like a grown woman. Damn, why is she doing this to him? Why can't she just respect how he feels? ... This is only going to make it harder for him to do the morally right thing...  Not when she looks so irresistibly beautiful in a fitting maroon saree with a scallop border embellished with sequins and beads in floral designs... Red colored jhumkes adorning her ears, golden bangles on her wrists, and her hair in smooth curls...  And for the first time since he has known her, her black rimmed glasses are missing...  replaced with contacts.

As she finally approaches him, he stares into her eyes and for once notices the real color of her eyes.... a warm honey brown....  He feels his heart failing him.

Her red colored lips break into an innocent smile and her eyes twinkle teasingly at him. Ranveer's face tightens as he hears whistling and inappropriate remarks being said about Rano right before him...  He looks around at the happy looking men...  Taking Rano by surprise, he possessively takes a hold of her arm and brings her close to him...  He casts dangerous glances at the various men, making them become nervous and move away. Once they are gone, he stares back over at Rano who gazes back at him with an awaiting look.

Ranveer: Who are you? And what have you done to my Rano?

Rano frowns as this was not the kind of response she was hoping for...

Rano: What do you mean who am I? ... Ranveer, perhaps you're the one who's in need of glasses.
Ranveer: No believe me... I have 20/20 vision... I can see perfectly clear.
Rano: Then why the question?
Ranveer: Why the sudden change?
Rano: (shrugs).... I just felt like looking nice for a change.
Ranveer: You always look nice Rano... better than nice ... But I don't understand the need for you to dress up like this... I don't want you getting mixed up as the bride...
Rano: (smiles teasingly) And why wouldn't you want that?
Ranveer: (purposely ignoring her question)  God, don't you just see how all the guys here are looking at you... they're acting like a bunch dogs who have just spotted a piece of meat. (furious)
Rano: (challenging) And why would that matter to you?
Ranveer: It does matter to me dammit! I don't want anyone else ogling at my girl.

Rano feels butterflies roam around in the pit of her stomach after hearing what he says in a haste... She looks at him dreamily and rests a hand on his chest.

Rano: But your girl is only going to be looking at you...

Ranveer keeps his eyes on her out of wonder and watches her cheeks turn into a rosy red color. Shyly she plays with the buttons of his coat and lowers her eyes down to his chest.

Rano: (softly) ... Everyone else has complimented me on how I look... I've gotten beautiful, gorgeous, ... even sexy....  but I haven't gotten anything from you.

Her eyes rise up as she finishes, meeting his alluring gaze.... She waits with anticipation as he possesses both of her arms into his hands and stares down at her with a look in his eyes that she has never seen there before...

Ranveer: .... You look like a woman.... A woman who I want as mine...

Rano, stunned, watches him reach out to cup the lower part of her jaw and stroke her cheek with his thumb tenderly... He gently pushes away a few curls from her face..

Ranveer: ... You're making this hard Rano... very hard for me.... I don't even feel like doing the right thing anymore.
Rano: (pulling herself together, whispers) .... Then don't.
Ranveer: (grins) ... I think I won't...  Besides, doing the right thing overrated anyways, right?
Rano: (giggling) Yes....

Rano's giggles subside on seeing a longing look on Ranveer's face... She becomes self aware of herself as she sees his face inch in closer to hers...  She turns pink in the face as Ranveer pulls back suddenly on hearing the shrilling of his sister's voice. From the corner of her eye she watches as he rubs the back of his neck and swears under his breath. She holds in a smile.

Nisha: Bhai, you liar! Preeti's not here... You made me wander around like a fool...
Ranveer: (mumbles) Sorry, I thought I saw her...
Nisha: Sure sure, I am positive you only said that as an excuse to get rid of me.... --- (gasps) Rano?... Is that you?
Rano: (nervously smiles) Yes Nisha... it's me...
Nisha: Wow Rano, you look hot!... Who knew you could rock in a saree so well... and you're actually wearing your contacts! After all these months of me pestering you to wear them, what suddenly made you change your mind?

Ranveer grins as Rano becomes flustered at her demanding question.

Rano: ... I just... felt like it?
Nisha: God Rano... I can barely recognize you anymore... You know when I was on my way over here I thought Bhai had gotten himself a woman while I was gone....

Rano and Ranveer cast each other a side glance at this....

Nisha: It's a relief seeing that it's just you... I didn't want to have to put up with some stranger... But hey... you wanna throw me some advice on how you do your make up... Maybe I might even look hot enough to nab myself a guy....
Ranveer: (scowls) You'll be lucky if you'll ever get another glance at a guy after I'm done with anyone who even dares to look at you in particular way.

Rano giggles at his threat whereas Nisha frowns, knowing very well that her brother means what he says.

Nisha: Come on Bhai... you're not fair...
Ranveer: This isn't a fair world kid...
Nisha: Ugh... you're absolutely ridiculous... I'm going to go watch the ceremony....

Nisha whisks away in a sulky mood, leaving both love birds behind on their own.... Ranveer casts Rano her favorite lopsided smile as he entwines her fingers with his, causing her to almost swoon right there...

Ranveer: You wanna go have a look at the sad chap tying the knot?
Rano: That sad chap is getting married to my best friend...
Ranveer: In that case, he's even more unlucky than I had thought...

Rano hits him on his shoulder as he laughs at his own remark... She unknowingly smiles a little herself....
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The arrival of the bride had finally been requested by the pundit ji and Aditya sought out to go get her... Anu was brought down with her mother on one side and her Bani Mami on the other... Pia had been shunned to the end by Jigyasa... The guests expressed their compliments regarding Anu's appearance through whispers.... Rohit's face brightened on seeing his bride seat herself right next to him in the mandap...

Bani unconsciously stands besides her husband, who is every bit aware of her presence right next to him.... She is too distracted with Jigyasa standing on her other side, gripping onto her hands nervously and fighting back tears.... She tries her best in soothing her.... Jai tries in keeping his eyes glued onto the mandap instead of having them wander over to his wife every few seconds....

Seeing Anu's wedding occur right before her takes Bani back down memory lane to the time when she had been getting married herself.... At that time though she had no idea she was to be married to Jai Walia. She was hastily put into a wedding dress and decked up as a bride... And before she knew it, she was placed into the mandap, sitting right across from Mr. Walia... who thankfully had his face covered with a sehra, so she wouldn't have to see the sneer on his face... She specifically remembers seeing her Adi bhaiya rise in order to give her away, performing the kanyidaan.... Remembering the feel of having her maang being filled with vermillion.... having the weight of a mangulsutra around her neck..... Having to walk seven rounds around the flaming fire, tying her to her husband for seven lifetimes... She didn't know it back then, but that had been the best day of her life.

Bani is snapped back to reality as she feels Jigyasa nudge her against her arm and indicate with the flower petals in her hand that it is now time for the pheres... She takes some from her and follows Jigyasa in showering the couple with red rose petals... That is when she realizes that Jai is right beside her by catching the side profile of him throwing petals also... Her heart skips a beat as she looks at him, wondering where he had suddenly come from... and having him stare right back at her. She ponders over whether he is remembering their wedding day like she is... But the overwhelming depth in his eyes silently gives her the answer. He is as well....
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Chapter 33: 


The wedding had been performed and completed with success. Anu Walia officially became into Mrs. Rohit Chopra…and the delightful smile on her face told everyone how happy she felt on becoming so. On Anu's precise orders, Rano discreetly hid her Jiju's shoes with the volunteer help from Ranveer. They remained mum and gave no sign or give away once Rohit started to look hassled on not locating his shoes anywhere. But the both knew how badly they wanted to laugh at the whole situation…. However, Nisha, being the little dull bulb she is, ratted them out and was awarded generously by Rohit and his father. Anu enjoyed the whole scene while it could last. Soon the time for Anu's bidaai arrived and the women in the family approached her with hugs and tearful farewells… Aditya struggled in keeping himself in check, but God knew how badly he wanted to cry…  Jigyasa engulfed her little girl into her arms and just refused to let her go…. As Anu was seated into a vehicle alongside with her husband, Bani silently stood behind with tears trickling down her face, the realization of Anu's absence in the house from here on out affecting her a lot. 

Suddenly a white handkerchief with the initials J.W. off to the corner appears within her sight…. Puzzled, she looks over to her right and sees her husband's silent form lingering beside her… She stares back over to the cloth in his hand and hesitantly takes it from him. She begins to dab at her eyes… and is very self conscious of having Jai's eyes set on her as she does so… Before she can even return his handkerchief back, Jai moves forward over to Aditya's side, catching him look heartbroken on giving away his daughter. She watches idly while he places a comforting hand on his best friend's shoulder. Aditya looks behind on the gesture and hugs him, needing the comfort. Bani stares back down at the piece of cloth and keeps it gripped in her hand…

The Walias watch the vehicle leave and Anu's tearing face disappear from sight in ache. They will miss the little bubbly girl who had filled their house with laughter and smiles… 
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After getting himself dressed in a different attire for the reception being held the same evening, Jai steps out from the bathroom looking dashingly handsome in a classy designer black suit, losing the tie for a change, and the subtle smell of his cologne dancing around him… Just as he straps his silver watch around his wrist, Jai catches the view of his wife's back turned towards him, standing before the dresser mirror. Amazement drawls upon his face at her shining beauty. She wears a shimmering black faux georgette saree having stones and sequins work, a heavy pallu and border along with a maroon embroidered blouse. 

Jai regains himself, catching himself from losing his self control. He averts his gaze elsewhere, but can't prevent them from lingering back onto her figure. He notices her difficulty in trying to tie the doris to her blouse, attempting to grip onto the strings and lace them together. Watching her fail miserably for awhile, Jai debates through clashing thoughts before approaching her slowly from behind and startling her by pushing her hair aside. Bani stares up into the mirror and cautiously meets his stormy gray eyes. An electric current jolts through her body as she feels his cold hands gently cover her own…. She removes her hands away and let them fall to her sides as her eyes stay glued onto the mirror, connecting with her husband's… Jai breaks their eye lock by looking away and taking the ends of her doris into his fingers. He immediately begins in tying it for her…. 

Shivers run down Bani's back every time his fingers brush against her bare skin and a blush blooms in her cheeks. She stares at him hot-faced as he finishes and brings her hair back into place, covering the most of her naked upper back. At that instant she turns around and faces him directly with mixed emotions… Her eyes drink in his appearance and her heart pounds loudly against her chest from their close proximity. His eyes pierce into her as if he can see right through her… which causes her to become nervous. Wanting to get away, she moves to leave hurriedly, but feels a tug on her saree, keeping her from escaping… 

Jai feels a soft pull on the front of his coat and looks down, finding his wife's pallu caught in one of his buttons. His eyes rise, catching her stone-like expression… Not seeing any movement from her side, he moves near and tries in untangling her dress from him. Bani watches him do this with cat-like eyes and as soon as she is released, she spins on her heels and flees from the room without a single word. 
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The reception began smoothly with the introduction of the newly weds and small speeches made on them by their loved ones. Ranvijay speaking on behalf of Rohit and Aditya and Jigyasa for Anu. Performances were made by close friends and the wedded couple were asked to dance to a slow number afterwards. Everyone watched the lovebirds dancing to the romantic song with approval and fond smiles. 

As Aditya takes his daughter from Rohit and into his arms for their father-daughter dance, the DJ announces that the dance floor is open for all and plays another beautiful song… 

Dil kho gaya
Ho gaya kisika
Abb rasta mil gaya kushi ka
Aankhon mein hai khwab sa kisi ka
Abb rasta mil gaya kushi ka

Rishta naya rabba
Dil chu raha hai
Kheeche mujhe koi dorr teri ore

Teri ore
Teri ore
Teri ore
Haaye Rabba
Teri ore
Teri ore
Teri ore


Bani, standing loyally besides Mausi and Dadi, loses herself in the soft melody of the song and the sweet lyrics… Until she is knocked out of it by catching the sight of her sister walking to the dance floor, hand in hand with Ranveer, her ex-coworker. Before she even has the chance to react or even feign shock, Mausi calls for her attention. 

Mausi: Bahu, you seem a little bored… why don't you go get Munna and dance with him? 

Bani, alarmed by the idea, immediately shoots her down. 

Bani: (haste in her voice) Mausi, main kahan bored hoon? I am enjoying myself… Waise bhi, … Mr. Walia busy hai unke associates ke saath. Main unko disturb nahi kaarne chaati… (trans: Mausi, where am I bored? I am enjoying myself… Anyways, Mr. Walia is busy with his associates. I don't wish to disturb him.) 
Mausi: Nonsense, yeh humari Anu baby ki wedding reception hai… koi Walia Group of Industries ka office nahi… yahan koi business nahi discuss hoga… aur tum to uske paatni ho… tumhara pura haaq hai uss per…  (trans: Nonsense, this is our Anu baby's wedding reception… no Walia Group of Industry's office… there will be no business discussed here… and you are his wife… you have every right over him.) 
Bani: (still refusing) Paar Mausi---

Mausi takes a hold of Bani's hand and begins to lead her elsewhere….

Mausi: Paar waar kuch nahi… chalo mere saath. (trans: No buts, come with me.) 

Bani struggles to let herself free for a few seconds, but refrains from doing so any longer so she won't cause an unnecessary scene and draw other people's attention. She follows after Mausi, feeling extremely embarrassed and lowers her head just as they approach Jai from behind, who holds a glass in his hand and chats animatedly with the men with him. 

Feeling a tap on his shoulder, Jai stops midway in his sentence and turns around to find his Mausi giving him a disapproving look expression on her face. His eyes wander from her and over to his young wife's, who clearly avoids looking back at him, keeping her eyes glued down onto her feet. He notes her hand being held captive. 

Mausi: Yeh kya hai Munna. Office ke matters tum yahan discuss khar rah hai ho?  (trans: What is this Munna? You are discussing office matters here?) 

Jai turns back to his fellow friends and excuses himself politely, takes Mausi by the arm and leads her elsewhere to give themselves privacy. He, also, avoids looking at his wife. 

 Jai: Mausi, kya baath hai? Aapko kuch chaaye, kya? (trans: Mausi, what's the matter? Do you need anything) 
Mausi: Nahi, mujhe kuch nahi chaaye. Bus yeh jhaana chaati hoon ke tum business ke baare mein kaise discuss karsaakte ho jaab tumhare paas ek khoobsarat paatni hai… joh akeli kahr rahi hai. Koi to sharam khar Munna. (trans: No, I don't want anything. I just want to know that how can you discuss business when you have such a beautiful wife with you… who is standing alone by herself. Have some shame Munna.) 

Jai, startled by Mausi's words, moves his gaze over to Bani's face, who continues to look down, fiddling with the pallu of her saree. 

Jai: …. I am sorry. (he slowly says, keeping his eyes on Bani's figure) 

Bani merely blushes about the whole awkward situation. She doesn't dare to stare him in the eyes. 

Mausi: Arre, sorry is not enough. You have to make up to your beautiful wife. And that too by---

This is when Bani finally speaks, hassled by knowing what Mausi is about to suggest. 

Bani: Rehnedijiye Mausi… please. (trans: Let it go Mausi…please.) 
Mausi: Kaise rehene do…? Isse galti hua. Sudarana parega. (trans: How should I let it go? He has made a mistake. He has to correct it.) (turning to Jai) Ab sunno… tum Bani ke saath dance karna parega, accha?… Meri Bahu baut hi sunni sunni lagri hai jab se hum yahan aaye. Shayad tumhara saath guzarna usko khush kaarongi… (giving him a knowing smile) (trans: Now listen… take Bani for a dance. My daughter-in-law has been gloomy every since she has been here. Perhaps she will be happy with spending time with you.) 

Both Jai and Bani look at each other at the same moment as they hear the last of Mausi's words. Quickly they awkwardly stare away and Jai realizes he has no other choice but to oblige to his Mausi's wish.  He extends his right hand forward….surprising his wife in the process.  

Khuti fizayen, ghulti ghatayein
Sar pe naya hai aasmaan
Charo dishayein, has ke bulayein

Kyon sab hue hai meherbaan
haaann

Hummne to yehi rabba
Kasam se pata hai
Dil pe nahi koi zor
Koi zor 


Bani softly places her hand in Jai's after switching her gaze over to Mausi, who merely smiles at her in encouragement. Staring back  in front of her, her eyes clash against his…. 

Teri ore
Teri ore
Teri ore
Haaye Rabba
Teri ore
Teri ore
Teri ore


Mausi watches, pleased, as the couple walk hand in hand towards the dance floor and slowly sway into the rhythm of the music…. She had been noticing for the past few days that a distance had grown between them for reasons unknown. Days ago anyone could had taken a look at them and seen that they were completely in love. But that had all of a sudden changed. They barely have spoken a word to each other recently. And she was going to get to the bottom of this situation…. 
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Gasping for air, Bani wakes up alarmed, breathing heavily as beads of perspiration form on her chest and face….A pool of tears form in her eyes as they wander off to the side falling on Jai, who still sleeps peacefully right beside her, completely unaware….. Seeing the sight of him calms her a little bit and she runs a hand through her sweaty hair as she takes even breaths… 

She had a horrible dream in which Jai left her all alone behind in the darkness… not ever coming back for her… She ran and called for him in the thickness of the night, but he never answered. She begged and cried, but still not a sign or word from him. It scares the h*ll out of her just even thinking of it happening in reality. She would rather leave this world than have to endure the pain of him leaving her… 

Quietly Bani lays back down near him and gazes at his sleeping face with blurry eyes… A tear slides down her pale cheek as she stares at him with desperate hope… Please don't ever leave me Jai….she pleads to him silently….Don't leave ….

Taking in an inhale of air, Jai gathers the comforter closer to him and switches sides on the bed, turning his back on her. He settles back into his deep slumber…..
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Mausi watches her gloomy appearing nephew intently, scrutinizing his every motion as he plays with his food and refrains from conversing himself into conversation with anyone at the table. A few were missing from sight and were sleeping in from their late return back home. They were one of the last to leave the reception and had arrived back at the Mansion past midnight. The conversations mostly were regarding Anu's wedding and wishing for her to have a happy married life. 

Dadi: Arre Billo… Bani kahan hai? I don't suppose she is sleeping, is she? (trans: Billo, where is Bani?) 
Mausi: Nahi Beji, Bani rarely sleeps in. Aur ussne to aaj humare liye naashta tyaar kiye hai. Mujhe lagta hai ke shayad woh terrace peh hai.  (trans: No Beji, Bani rarely sleeps in. And she has made today's breakfast for us. I think perhaps she is on the terrace.) 

Mausi notices how this catches her nephew's attention, causing him to look up from his plate finally. 

Dadi: Arre, par woh wahan kyon hai? Naastha kyon nahi khar rahi hai? (trans: Why is she there? Why isn't she having breakfast?)
Mausi: She must be taking down the dry laundry. She had mentioned she was going to do that. 
Dadi: Woh saab akele khar rahi hai? Paar wahan to baut kapde hai. (arguing) (trans: She is doing that all by herself? But there are a lot of clothes?) 
Mausi: (shrugs) Kaehri thi ke woh khud karoongi.  (trans: She said she would do it herself.) 
Dadi: Arre tum bhi na Billo. Tumhe paata hai ke aaj baarish honwala? The weather outside is dark and it can rain any moment now. She will get wet trying to get all those clothes herself.(trans: Arre you are too much Billo. Do you know it is going to rain today?) 

This has Jai's mind running and troubled. What is she thinking? Going to go get the laundry herself. So many servants are here to do just that, yet that doesn't even occur to her. And on top of that it is going to rain. She will get sick, she easily gets sick in the rain. But that still won't stop her…. Perhaps I can fetch Rano quickly before she goes off to the University and tell her to get Bani. Yes, that's what I'll do. 

Mausi: Hain… main to bhoolgi….(saying in a regretful tone)  (trans: Yes… I forgot.) 

The sound of a chair being pushed back and slid in is heard and Mausi looks up to find Jai up from his seat. He excuses himself from the table and turns to leave. Seeing him rush toward the stairs brings a mischievous smile onto Mausi's lips. She winks over at Dadi who smiles cleverly back….
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Rano scrambles around her room trying to locate her books and racing against time. Hearing a knock on her door, she lets the person in in a hassled tone. 

Jai hesitantly enters into his sister-in-law's slightly disorganized room and stands unsurely besides the doorway. 

Rano: Gotcha! 

She exclaims in relief as she pulls out her chemistry book from a pile of clothes. Turning around to stuff it into her bag, Rano stops in her steps as she sees her sister's husband waiting for her attention. 

Rano: Oh. Mr. Walia. Good Morning. (cheerful) 
Jai: (smiling politely back) Good Morning Rano. How are you? 
Rano: Just fine…. Sorry about the mess. I'll have it cleaned soon, I promise. 
Jai: (stepping forward) Oh no, that's not necessary. It's your room, you're at liberty to do whatever.  
Rano: (smiles) Okay. .. Well I'm sorry to say but if you're for a chat, I'm not capable of that just now…. (moving to her bag) I've got an exam in twenty minutes and it's a fifteen minute ride to the university! (stressed) 
Jai: Well I was here to see if you could quickly check up on ---
Rano: Chemistry! A bummer! A real pain in the a*s if you ask me! One of my weakest points. It'll be a miracle if I even pass. (blabbering on) 

Jai blinks dumbly at her while she hauls her bag onto her shoulder and comes to him at the door.  

Rano: Alright then, I'm off-- Wish me luck! I'm going to be needing it. 
Jai: …. Good luck. I am sure you will pass with flying colors. (sincere)
Rano: Thanks, I hope so. See you in the evening Mr.Walia. (hastily) 

Rano quickly pecks him on his cheek and runs past him out of the room. Jai stands rooted to his spot with his fingers touching where his sister-in-law had kissed him. An affectionate smile slowly makes its way onto his lips and his eyes follow her retreating form dashing down the stairs. It is only the pounding of the rain beating against the windows that brings him out of his trance and reminds him of his wife…..
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Although Bani loved the rain, the idea of getting wet in the beginning of the day didn't seem favorable to her. Which is why she rushes in stuffing sheets and clothes into the laundry basket, hurriedly pulling them off the clothes line, and trying to spare herself from getting drenched. However, as luck would have it, a gust of wind combines in with the rapid flow of rain, almost causing her to tumble over a couple of times and making the task difficult.  She manages to get most of the load in and as she pulls down another large white sheet from the line, she hears the act of pulling off clothes coming from nearby, the cloth rubbing against the rope making a sifting sound. Startled she lowers the sheet from her view and watches dumbfound as her husband stares back at her, a few white clothes gathered onto his arm. They both gaze at one another for a silent moment until a force of air blows into their direction, confusing Bani for a second by the sheet flying into her face, and causing her to take a misstep. She struggles with getting the sheet off of her and trips over, falling onto Jai and making him fall back as well. 

Jai lands on his backside with his wife laying above him, the laundry tumbled over-- sprawled across the terrace and a sheet entangled around them. Letting out a soft gasp, Bani raises her head and looks down at him, becoming captivated in his eyes. Her breath gets caught in her throat as she gazes at him with anticipation. 

Jai stares up at his wife in a trance, immersed in the beauty of her face. He's tempted to run his fingers through her wet curly hair and kiss her sweet glistening lips. Unconsciously his hand holds onto the side of her waist and his other pushes aside strands of her hair that had fallen, shielding half of her face from him. Bani takes in a steady breath and closes her eyes from the touch of his fingers against her skin. 

Just as he reaches out to caress her rosy cheek, the distant voice of his approaching sister is heard by both of them, knocking him out of his delirious state and into his senses. He withdraws his hand back and releases his other from her waist. Bani opens her eyes on feeling him distancing himself from her, and watches him blink at her silently. With Jigyasa's voice getting louder, Bani hurriedly regains herself throwing off the sheet from them, rising up on her feet, and gathering the fallen laundry with red cheeks. From the corner of her eye she sees Jai rise also and comb his wet hair with his fingers. 

"Bhabhi!…. Bani Bhabhi? … Bhabhi!", Jigyasa calls out through the hall. Stealing a glance at her husband, Bani sees him pick up a sheet and extend it towards her… She takes it from him and leaves quickly with the rest of the laundry in tow, leaving Jai behind to hear the noise of her anklets chime and eventually fade out…..
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"Bhabhi, there you are….," Jigyasa exclaims in relief as she catches her sister-in-law come inside from the terrace doors, drenched from head to toe. Bani wipes off as much as she can from herself and attempts in drying her saree by wrenching the water out. She watches Jigyasa rush to her side…. 

Jigyasa: Oh Bhabhi, main kaab se tumhe dhoondri thi. (trans: Oh Bhabhi, I have been looking for you so long.) 
Bani: Kya hua Didi? Koi pareshaani? (trans: What happened Didi? Any worries?) 
Jigyasa: Ji… Agar Bhaiya ko pata chala to toofan aajonga… (trans: Yes… If Bhaiya finds out then a storm will break out.) 
Bani: Aap kaehna kya chaate? (trans: What do you mean to say?) 
Jigyasa: Bhabhi… main tumhare paas aayi hoon kyon ki mujhe pata hai ke tum iss problem ko solve kaarsakte. Aur hosakta tum Bhaiya ko shaant bhi kaarsakte. (trans: Bhabhi… I have come to you because I know you will be able to solve this problem. And possibly keep Bhaiya's temper under control.) 
Bani: Paar Didi- hua kya? (trans: But Didi, what has happened?) 
Jigyasa: Woh--- 

"Jigyasa… What is the matter? Why do you seem worried?," Jai questions curiously. Both Bani and Jigyasa turn behind them, seeing Jai come inside from the terrace as well, equally wet as his wife. He approaches them in small strides. Jigyasa stares at her brother unsurely and nervously, not knowing how to reply to him. Jai catches her conflicting emotions. 

Jai: (soothingly) Main tumhara Bhai hoon. Tum hamesha tumhari pareshaaniyaan mujhe bataasakte ho. (trans: I am your brother. You can always tell your troubles to me.) 

Jigyasa's face splits into a relieved smile and emotional tears reside in her eyes. 

Jigyasa: I know Bhaiya. … (trans: I know Bhaiya.) 

Jai grins back at his baby sister and places his hand affectionately on the top of her head. Bani smiles at both brother and sister, pleased with their relationship back on track. 

Jai: To batao…. Kya bhaat hai? (trans: So tell me… What's the matter?) 

Instantly Jigyasa's smile fades away and is replaced with apprehension. Her eyes travel over to her sister-in-law first before she speaks her next words…. 

Jigyasa: Woh… Bhaiya….  Aap keliye koi aaya hai… (hesitantly states) (trans: Bhaiya… someone is here for you.) 
Jai: (puzzled) So soon in the morning? ….
Jigyasa: …. Ji. (slowly) 
Jai: Kaun hai? (trans: Who is it?) 

Jigyasa pauses for a long moment, intriguing both Jai and Bani's interest in the matter. She stares back and forth desperately from her brother to her sister-in-law. 

Jai: Jigyasa? 
Jigyasa: ….. Woh Pushkar hai Bhaiya…. Pushkar aap keliye intezaar khar rah hai… neeche, saab ke saath. (trans: It's Pushkar Bhaiya… Pushkar is waiting for you… downstairs with everyone else.) 

The laundry basket from Bani's hands drops to the floor drawing both her husband and Jigyasa's attention towards her. A small smile erupts on her face as she slowly whispers, "Pushkar…." 

Without another thought, Bani leaves the two in a frenzy, enjoyed by the thought of meeting her best friend after months-- missing his absence in her life dearly. When she had needed a friend most, he was not there by her side. But today he is here and this is her chance to set everything straight. She can now have her best friend back, patch up her sister's marriage, and possibly even bring two brothers back together….. 

Jai stands rooted with his hands on the railing, watching his wife glide down the stairs to her first love. He painfully shuts his eyes at the thought. Feeling a comforting squeeze on his shoulder, he turns to see his sister sympathizing silently beside him…..
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Chapter 34 

"Dheko Beji, mera beta wapas ghar aaya," Bani hears Mausi's emotional voice ring through the hallway. She listens iinto the conversation intently as she nears closer to the living room. 


"Kahan tha tum Pushkar? Bina kuch baatiye tu chalegya? Gharwale ko bhi nahi bataaya. Arre sharam khar, yahan tumhari mausi din par tumhare liye thaares gaye aur tu kahin aur gumara tha. Ek phone call to karna chaaye tha." (trans: Look Beji, my son has come back home. Where were you Pushkar? You left without saying anything. You didn't even tell anyone at home. Have some shame, here your mausi was pining for you each day and you were somewhere else roaming around. You should have at least called.) 

"Mujhe maaf kardo Mausi, aaj ke baad phir kabhi nahi kaaronga... aapki kasamh," Pushkar replies back sincerely while pulling back from Mausi's embracing arms. He smiles faintly at her, hoping to cover up his mistake with it. However, Mausi remains slightly grim.

Mausi: Paar tu kahan gaaya? (trans: But where did you go?) 

This is where Bani intervenes, "Pushkar!" Her friend turns around on the mention of his name and his face twists in anguish on the sight of her. He immediately lowers his eyes away as Bani approaches him quickly.

Bani: Pushkar.... Tum? (relief in her voice) (trans: Pushkar... you?) 
Pushkar: (still avoiding her gaze, slowly answers) Hain....

Bani notices his discomfort by her presence but continues to keep the welcoming smile on her face, wanting him to feel reassured in coming back home.

Bani: (making conversation, hesitant) Hum saabne tumhe baut yaad kiya.... Accha hai ke tum wapas aaye .... Kaise ho tum? (trans: We all have missed you. It is good that you have come back. How are you?) 
Pushkar: (distant) Teek hoon.... (trans: Fine.) 

Mausi notices Pushkar avoiding Bani's eyes and the awkward aura surrounding them-- she speaks up on the matter.

Mausi: Arre tumhari Bhabhi ke nazaar to milo.... Tum to aise behave khar rahe hai ho jaise tumne koi gunna kiya.... (giggles, wanting to lighten up the mood) (trans: At least meet your bhabhi
s eyes' you are behaving as if you are guilty of something.) 

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Jai's insides scream in anger and anguish as his eyes settle on the slim figure of a young boy who had been very dear to him long ago. The boy who he had accepted as his brother and son. The one who he provided for and protected. The very one who stabbed him in the back and ran off like a coward, never looking back once. Folding his hands into fists, Jai slams his knuckles onto the railing in frustration and turns around, stalking off towards his room---the image of Pushkar creating havoc in his system.

Jai's shoulders tense as he stands in the center of his bedroom, not knowing what to do nor how to properly react to the situation. He hears approaching footsteps and the sound of a slight closing of the door behind him. He shuts his eyes and speaks in a warning tone, "Jigyasa... please don't."

Jigyasa: Bhaiya... please hear me out. You mustn't run away from your problems like this. Creating distance between you and Pushkar is not going to solve anything, in fact, it will only make matters worse. You cannot avoid confrontation with him.
Jai: (detest in his voice, overcoming the inner pain) The very sight of him repulses me. I have nothing to do with that low filth.  I should have let him alone where he belonged....on the streets.  After all, trash is only trash.

Jai looks behind on the touch of his sister's comforting hand on his shoulder. He's surprised to see her gentle face calm and a small ironic smile playing on her lips.

Jigyasa: Those words are more likely to come out from my mouth... but never from yours. You know as much as I do that those are lies. ... I can see that even today you love Pushkar just as before.... You cover the great depth of pain wallowing inside of you with anger.

Jai shrugs her hand off and takes a step aside.

Jai: The only thing inside of me is anger Jigyasa..... A great deal of anger.
Jigyasa: Yes, but anger that can vanish if you just learn to forgive.
Jai: (scoffs) Forgive? --- You are telling me to forgive the one responsible for humiliating your own brother? For breaking my trust?--- Now making it difficult for me to trust any other human being again? Who has replaced the Jigyasa that I know with Mother Theresa? --- The only one who could understand my pain and troubles?
Jigyasa: She is still here Bhaiya... but she has learned to see now. And what she sees is that anger and hate will only destroy you.
Jai: (exasperated) He ruined my life!
Jigyasa: .... You would think that, but in reality he has saved you....by giving you life.
Jai: (disbelief) Saved me? Saved me how? What are you trying to say Jigyasa?
Jigyasa: Bhaiya, if Pushkar hadn't betrayed you by running off with Pia, your marriage with Bani Bhabhi wouldn't have happened at all and today we would not even be having this conversation... nor would I see how your life has taken such a turn about.... filled with happiness that you were never able to have before.

"Your marriage with Bani Bhabhi wouldn't have happened at all...," her words echo within his already troubled mind. He blanks out for a moment, forgetting his anger and deception, only dwelling on this thought. He obviously didn't think thoroughly through the impact that Pushkar's betrayal has had on his life. All he ever thought of was that he had broken his trust.

Jigyasa: Bhaiya.... I used to think that you are a very happy man... You are the richest millionaire in Mumbai.... You have everything accessible to you.... All your wants and needs are fulfilled without any difficulty.... But after your marriage to Bhabhi, I have finally noticed the burdening loneliness that used to surround you.... a hidden sorrow.....  a big void in your life. A void that Bhabhi had slowly started to fill. .... Bhaiya, I can no longer see that void present today. It has vanished with the presence of Bani Bhabhi in your life. ... And she wouldn't be here today, wearing a mangulsutra and sindoor in your name, with the status of being your wife if it weren't for Pushkar.... Pia would have been in her place instead.

Jai's eyes meet Jigyasa's exactly when she speaks her final words as the subtle thunder from outside fills in the hollow silence that has been created.

Jigyasa: (slowly adds) And I think we both know what the outcome of that would have been.

Jai raises a hand to his head, feeling a throbbing headache coming along just even thinking about being married to anyone else other than Bani. He shakes his head, clearing his thoughts, and brings himself back on track.

Jai: That does not change the fact that he had betrayed me.... And I will not forgive him so easily.

Letting his words linger as an effect, he walks out from the room with a fire raging inside of him, determined to face Pushkar as a man instead of a coward that he had chosen to be.....
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Bani's face becomes downcast on Mausi's words while Pushkar grows even more uncomfortable than before. She catches Mausi's cautious expression and hastily covers up by lightly giggling along with her, not wanting Mausi to get any hint of matters unknown to her.

Bani: Mausi, shayad woh mujhse se daarta hai... maine kahin bhaar usko daanta tha ke woh achank ghar chorke kyon chaalegya... (trans: Mausi, perhaps he is scared of me. I have scolded him many times of why he suddenly left home.) 
Mausi: (satisfied by her response) Tumne accha kiya Bahu. Issko kuch tameez seekaho.... baut bigargya... (trans: You did the right thing Bahu. Teach this boy some manners' he has become very distraught.) 
Bani: (smiling politely) Ji.
Pushkar: Mausi... (whining a little)
Mausi: Kya Mausi? Tumhari Mausi to saach kaehri hai, haina? Aab tum yahan khare khare kya khar rahe ho? Jao aur saab ko milo--- maafi bhi mangna... par phele Bhabhi ke paair choon...(trans: What Mausi? Your Mausi is telling the truth, right? Now what are you doing here just standing around? Go and meet everyone--- and ask for their forgiveness' But first pay your respects to your Bhabhi.) 


Both Bani and Pushkar glance at each other at this, feeling the situation becoming even more awkward by the second.

Mausi: (not seeing him move, starts to explain) Pushkar, yeh tumhara bhara Bhai ki paatni hai.... joh izaat tum tumhara Bhai ko daate ho, woh bhi tum tumhari Bhabhi ko daena paredga.... (trans: Pushkar, she is your older brother's wife' The respect that you give to your brother, you must give to your sister-in-law as well.) 

Bani watches him hesitantly walk towards her after a few pondering moments, still refusing to meet her eyes, and lower down--reaching for her feet. Shocked beyond words by this gesture, she immediately steps back, not letting him do so.

Bani: Pushkar, yeh tum kya khar raha? You should not touch my feet. ---- Mausi, main umaar mein choti hoon. He does not need to pay respects to me because he is older.(trans: Pushkar, what were you just about to do? Mausi, I am much younger than him.) 
Mausi: Bahu, perhaps you are right about being younger, but in relation you are much older than him. You are his brother's wife and you should receive the same amount of respect that he gives to Munna.

Without a single word, Pushkar leans forward and touches Bani's feet, paying his respects to her as an elder. Bani embarrassingly stays in place, not knowing what to make out of this.

Pushkar: (nervously) Mausi.... kya--- ... kya Bhaiya  ghar hai? (trans: Mausi' is' is Bhaiya home?) 
Mausi: (smiles fondly) Hain.... woh aabhi thak office ke liye nahi gaaya.... I am sure that on seeing you, he will be very happy. Akar tum to uska chota bhai ho--- uska ladla. (trans: Yes' he hasn't left for the office yet. I am sure that on seeing you, he will be very happy. After all you are his younger brother' his favorite.) 

Pushkar's face seems to pale out of fright. Bani could tell that he was counting on him not being home, he does usually leave bright and early.

"Tha Mausi.... Aab nahin...," Jai's steady, cool tone cuts in. Confused about where his voice has come from, they search around for any sight of him. Bani catches him making his presence known, walking smoothly down the spiral staircase--reaching the main floor. Followed close behind him is his sister, who watches with anticipation of what is about to unfold. Pushkar seems to be in a dilemma of whether he should run for his life or stand up to Jai Walia, the man who has given him everything.

Dadi and Aditya who walk beside one another, enter into the area at that precise moment, catching Jai's words. They become startled by the image of Jai and Pushkar in the same room and halt.

Mausi, on seeing her Munna, walks towards him in excitement, not noticing a dangerous flame forming within his eyes--- one that his wife can see clearly too well though and worries her.

Mausi: Dehko Munna, kaun aaya hai... Tumhara chota bhai. Tumhara Pushkar... itaane meheno ke baad... (trans: Look Munna, see who has come' Your younger brother' Your Pushkar' after so many months.) 
Jai: (keeping his steel exterior) Dekhara hoon Mausi... aur yakeen nahi karsakta... ke usko kaise himmat aaya wapas aanliye... (trans: I am looking Mausi and cannot believe how he has dared to come back.) 
Mausi: (stunned) Munna? ....
Jai: Saab kuch kaarke woh wapas kaise aasakta? --- How is he able to stand before me and not feel shame? (trans: After doing so much how can he come back?) 
Dadi: (speaking out soothingly) He is ashamed Puttar.... you can see it in his eyes. He is very ashamed of what he has done.

Pushkar lowers his face in hot shame and humiliation.  Jai, however, refuses to see this.

Jai: (answering back to Dadi, outraged) If he had any shame, he would not come back here expecting us to take him back with open arms!

Pushkar looks up on this, showing everyone the glistening tears shining in his dark eyes. He shakes his head in refusal.

Pushkar: (choking over his words) Nahin Bhaiya.... I knew coming back wouldn't be easy.... but for how long would I have to hide from my family? .... I have come back for a possible acceptance of my sincere apologies.... to see everyone again....to face what I have run away from.... to set things right.
Jai: You were mistaken to come here then. You will not receive any forgiveness in this house. These doors are not open for you anymore. (acerbic tone)
Mausi: (appalled) Munna, that is enough!

Jai's face tightens as he remains standing, glowering at the young boy who he had raised across him.

Mausi: ..... I do not know the reason for Pushkar leaving in the first place.... nor do I know of the differences you two hold for each other... What I do know though is that you two are brothers and are both of my sons. And the both of you will remain here because this is your home.
Jai: Over my dead bo---
Mausi: Jai!....

Jai becomes silent once again, knowing he has really angered Mausi because she would only use his name in serious matters. A blanket of silence hovers over all of them until Jai finally speaks, bringing the uneasiness out of everyone's hearts to a stop.

Jai: Teek hai.... jaise aap chaate hai Mausi.... yeh yahan raasakta.... Paar aap umeed maat kijiye ke main isko maaf karonga...  (trans: Fine' whatever you wish Mausi' he can stay here' But do not hold hopes that I will forgive him.) 

Looking squarely back over at Pushkar, who feels as if he has been slapped in the face, Jai speaks his next words in a thundering tone....

Jai: Kyon ki woh bilkul namunkin hai... (trans: Because that is absolutely impossible.) 

As Jai storms off  from the living room, Mausi watches his retreating figure and desperately calls after him only to be responded by silence. Her eyes lower in sadness and then turn to Pushkar, who has conflicting emotions occupying his face.

Mausi: (softly) Pushkar.... beta, tum aapne kamre mein jao.... aur settled hojao.... wahan main tumhare liye naashta laake aati hoon.... (trans: Pushkar' son, you go to your room and settle in' I will bring you your breakfast there.) 

Pushkar mutely nods and pulls his bag's straps over his shoulder and just as he heaves it up from the ground, he catches the distant image of his wife staring at him behind a white column. Before he even has the chance to react by this, she wanders off quickly on being seen....
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As Bani dries her wet hair with a towel in her hands, the previous scene from downstairs flutters through her mind. She consciously walks out from the bathroom and into the bedroom in which her husband also occupies. From the corner of her eye she sees him freshly dressed once again and buttoning the cuffs to his sleeves. She bites on her lower lip and debates to herself whether she should speak on the matter. After a few moments of hesitation, she sets the towel aside and turns around, facing him...

Bani: Kya aap saach mein Pushkar ko maaf nahin kaarsakte? (trans: Can you really not forgiven Pushkar?) 

Jai, surprised on hearing her voice, turns and looks back over to with an inquiring look. This would be the first time that they are actually speaking to each other ever since that night.

Bani: Kya yeh aap keliye mushkil hai? (trans: Is this impossible for you?) 

Jai removes his gaze from her and back over to his sleeves, which he finishes in buttoning up. He grabs his coat and as he slides in his arms, he curtly answers her questions.

Jai: Hain....
Bani: (disbelief, desperate) Paar kyon?

Jai adjusts his coat and looks ahead of him while replying back to her.

Jai: Bani.... It is not about the matter of running away after deceiving me,..... It is about the trust and faith that I held for him that he has broken. ..... I can never trust him again.

Meeting her eyes as he says this, Jai sends chills down Bani's spine from the iciness in his tone. She lowers her eyes in disappointment while Jai takes the chance to leave the room, abandoning Bani behind to ponder over her thoughts....
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Opening the door to his room, Pushkar slowly lets himself in and wanders around his old bedroom filled with good cherished memories. He gazes at the various pictures laying on his dresser and stares at one specifically. He takes it into his hands and runs his fingers over it fondly. The picture always had been one of his favorites--- Him on his graduation day, wearing a gown, and holding up his diploma in success with his brother's arm wrapped around him in a sideways hug, both of them smiling happily beside each other. Jai had been the happiest out of the two that day-- after all, Pushkar had completed his studies and was guaranteed a good future ahead of him.

But look at them now. Circumstances have gotten so bad that Jai even hates the sight of him. Pushkar sets the picture back down and gloomily sits on his made bed, which had always been a mess when he was here. He notices a layer of dust around his things....implying that no one has been in his room for a long time.... perhaps ever since the night of the wedding.

Pushkar still doesn't know why he hadn't told Jai about Pia. He never hesitated in telling his older brother anything. In fact, Jai was always the first to know about everything happening in his life. He would bore Jai with his drama for hours, until finally he would tell him to shut it and kick him out of his study. But why was it that he couldn't tell him about Pia? God knew how badly he wanted to, but every time he got around to telling him, the words would automatically die in his mouth whenever he saw him involved in the planning of his marriage to Pia. Pushkar knew that Jai only wanted to marry Pia because he was attracted to her and that she would be a perfect image to present to society-- when on the other hand, he himself truly wanted to be with her. Yes, falling in love in a couple short weeks isn't very common and usually doesn't count as love to some people, but they were out of time. And Pushkar did not want to lose someone who could be his soul mate---hence, the two of them ran away and got married despite the consequences.

But Pushkar did not know that his marriage to Pia would become into such a disaster. As soon as money problems started to arrive, she suddenly became whiny, nagging, and inconsiderate. And one day he just couldn't handle the pressure and exploded. He had said some awful things to Pia that he didn't mean at all. And that slap..... That slap is the most that he regrets. Without even waiting for an explanation, she ran off with her things the very next day. He was unable to apologize to her and tell her that he truly loves her, despite her flaws. Bringing him back here, in his room in his old house.... to take his wife back.

Hearing a knock on his door brings Pushkar out of his deep trance and he calls out for the person to come in. He freezes as he sees Bani come in, now dressed in a different saree, wearing a soft, sympathetic smile on her face. Reminded all over again of the consequences of his actions, Pushkar becomes abashed and lowers his eyes in shame.

Bani: Pushkar.... (she says with uncertainty in her voice)
Pushkar: (his voice cracking) Bani.... don't..... don't come near me..... You should not even be here..... You shouldn't act so kind to me and pretend that I haven't hurt you in any way.... because I have. .... I have not only ruined Bhai's life but I have also ruined yours. I am the reason for your comprise marriage with Bhaiya... I have deprived you of a happy marriage that you deserve with a man you love.... I have taken away your liberty to make that decision.... I am the cause for your state Bani.... And I do not expect you to forgive me.
Bani: Nahi Pushkar.... (hastily)

Bani sits down besides her friend and comfortingly touches his shoulder.

Bani: Aise maat kaho.... I have no regrets in the situation that I am in now. I am just happy that my sister is married to the man she loves.

Pushkar stares up at Bani in disbelief. How can she act so understanding? Is she not angry at all? After all, it is because of him that she is living a life in sorrow.

Pushkar: You are not even a little angry with me for forcing you into an unwanted marriage with Bhaiya? A man whom you never thought of forming any relationship with before?

Yes, Bani had been..... but a very long time ago. Life had surprised her by the sudden fall for her unwanted husband. Now she cannot even imagine being away from him--- it hurts too much.

She is silent for a moment but then smiles sadly at him....

Bani: (softly) Shayad yeh saab meri kismaat mein liki thi.... (trans: Perhaps this was what destiny had in store for me.) 

Frustrated with her lack of anger towards him, Pushkar stands up from his bed and stares down at her.

Pushkar: Bullsh*t Bani.... Destiny has nothing to do with this. You know very well that this is all due to me. I am your culprit. Why do you not just accept this? A person cannot be so kind and forgiving Bani.... It's not humanlike....

Bani stands up on her feet as well, meeting him his gaze...

Bani: But it is human to err, is it not? .... And what you had done was a very natural thing... So why should I hold you accountable for it? .... Pushkar, I had forgiven you a long time ago.... I just wanted you and Pia to be happy.... What kind of best friend would I be if I were not happy for you instead?
Pushkar: A good one if you ask me. A normal one. I deceived you Bani.... I ran off with your sister without even telling you anything and left you behind to handle the consequences... You were blamed for something that I had done. .... And that was despicable of me to do.
Bani: I have no regrets....
Pushkar: Bani, you are no saint.... So please stop acting like one and be a human for a change. See the fault of mine in this situation. Be angry with me.

Bani doesn't know how to explain to Pushkar that she really isn't angry with him for anything that has happened, in fact, she's glad that he ran off with Pia, she's glad that she got married to Jai Walia as a consequence, she really has no regrets in her current life. How can she make him understand this?

Bani: Teek hai. If you want me to be angry, then I will be. I am angry with you for allowing your marriage fall apart like this. For upsetting my sister.... For breaking her heart..... For slapping her--- Something that I, her very own sister, has never done! .... And for telling her that your marriage to her was a mistake.... Now this I will hold you accountable for....

Bani sees how she has shaken Pushkar up on the mention of Pia. She sees him back away and sit down on his bed once again, burying his face into his hands. A long moment of silence surpasses them...

Pushkar: I'm sorry Bani.... I'm just so sorry for everything.... For being a horrible friend, a horrible brother, and a horrible husband....

Feeling his anguish, Bani joins him and soothingly puts her arm around him....

Bani: You are not horrible Pushkar.... You have just made some mistakes.... mistakes that you need to amend...
Pushkar: Bani..... I have tried...(looking up at her) I have tried in making Pia happy.... but it just proved to get too hard later on in our marriage....
Bani: You do not need to explain.... I understand.... Pia is a very difficult girl to please.... and trust me, I don't hold you entirely responsible for everything that has happened between you and her. She is not victim in this matter. I know that she must have hassled you in your share of bad times. Instead of being a pillar of strength, she became another problem.
Pushkar: .. But perhaps she was right in where she stood. I am unable to provide for her. I am a failure... I want to change that though. I want to change everything....I need to show her that I can do anything for her..... That I still love her... And....I need to regain Bhaiya's trust also....

Bani smiles in encouragement for his determination to make things right....

Bani: Aur tum bus dekhna... ke kaise Mr. Walia tujhko maaf kaaronge....(trans: And you just watch' how Mr. Walia forgives you.)
Pushkar: (startled) Saach? .... Bani, you really think he will forgive him?
Bani: Kaise nahin karoonge? For how long will he remain angry with you? Besides, you are human just like everyone else.... People make mistakes... and we must learn to forgive them. He will understand this soon.
Pushkar: I hope so....

Another knock is heard on the door and the two stare over at Tony making his presence by the doorway.... Bani brings her arm back to her side and stands just as Tony enters, carrying in Pushkar's breakfast...

Tony: Pushkar Saab, aapka naashta.
Bani: Tony.... wahan table peh rakho .... aur jao dekho ke agar humara Saahil baba aab bhi sohreh hai... Usko exam hai ek ghaanta mein...(trans: Tony' place it over there on the table and then go see if our Saahil is still sleeping'He has an exam in an hour.) 
Tony: (bows his head) Ji Ma'am.

[ Bani had gone to wake up her snoozing nephew, only to be shooed away from the sleepy young boy that he does not need to be up until another hour. ] 

Satisfied in Tony leaving on her excuse, Bani also takes this as her queue to go....

Bani: Main chaalti hoon... paar agar tumko meri zaroort hai, main yahin haas paas hongi...(trans: I'll take your leave' but if you need me, I'll be around'.) 

Pushkar comes near Bani and takes her hands in his, staring at her with hope.

Pushkar: But you do forgive me, right?
Bani: (smiles reassuringly) ... I already had.
Pushkar: (relieved, feeling somewhat better) .... Thanks Bani... Oops--- mera matlab... Bani Bhabhi...
Bani: Please Pushkar.... Hum phele dost hai... phir bhabhi aur devaar.... (trans: Please Pushkar' we are first friends' then sister and brother-in-law'. )
Pushkar: (smiles) Teek hai... joh tum chaate ho... (trans: Fine' whatever you want.) 

Pushkar smiles gratefully at his best friend and releases her hands. Just as Bani turns and walks towards the door, she's stopped by a startling, unexpected question....

Pushkar: Bani.... kya tum Bhaiya ko pyaar kaarte ho? (trans: Bani' Do you love Bhaiya?) 

Stunned by this, she turns around and meets his scrutinizing gaze.... She wonders how he had come up with that conclusion.... Had she given anything away? Was she too obvious?

Bani: Eat and get some rest Pushkar... In the mean time I will go and speak with Pia.... (she replies instead)

Bani leaves the room in a flash, answering Pushkar's question without having to. Pushkar smiles softly to himself, finding a little good in his mistake and not feeling as horrible as before....
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Chapter 35: 

She paces back and forth in a frenzy, fiddling with her fingers while her heart pounds fast against her chest. How did he know she would come here? ----- Okay, dumb question-- obviously he would since she had no other place to go--- But why is he here? Did he not say that getting married to her was a mistake? That he only wanted her in the first place was for her looks? Hadn't he slap her across the face to silence her, keeping her from speaking anymore of their problems? These were the reasons why she had gotten up and left, devastated and hurt--- fleeing to her sister's aid. But why has he come now? Does he wish to tell more of the flaws in her? Tell her that he never did love her in the first place? Why is he here?

Pia's body tenses as she sits down onto her bed, placing both of her hands on either sides, as she questions herself on what to do. What if he's here to take her back? Is she willing to go back with him? She had practically convinced herself these past few days that he isn't the right guy for her and that he perhaps is after all a mistake. But her heart doesn't agree to her mind. Inside she knows that she loves Pushkar and feels right with him. At first she had just been attracted to him and held a silly school girl crush for him, but as months passed by into their marriage, she had fallen madly in love with him. He always did things to bring a smile onto her face, to make her feel special, and let her know that she is the most important thing in his life. 

Their marriage was going perfectly well until they had started to face shortcomings in money. It started to put a strain in their relationship. As soon as money problems started pouring in, she began to panic but Pushkar would always reassure her that they would pull through it. He even started to work two jobs to support them. Things became a little better than before, but then his attitude towards her had began to change. He started to become easily annoyed and uninterested in things she had to share or things she would do. If she would buy a few things to fill the house, he would become furious---blaming her for being inconsiderate of their circumstances and blowing away their money. Then she apparently started to appear greedy in his eyes. He didn't need to say it, but she knew what he thought of her. One day she had enough and confronted him about their problems and how she felt, which began a fierce argument and ended with her being slapped. 

But perhaps she is also to be blamed for their given state. Her Bani Di was right in scolding her. She should had been more supportive, she could have worked as well instead of allowing Pushkar to struggle alone. But is she really willing to go back to a man who cannot guarantee her any kind of future? Now with Jai Walia out of his life, Pushkar can't. He doesn't have the same accessibilities like before. --- But why doesn't this have as much impact on her that it should? Why is there still a part of her that wants to go back to him and make their marriage work? Why does she love him so much? 

Hearing the twist of the doorknob, Pia looks over her shoulder and sees the door open. She watches her sister close the door behind herself and make her way towards the bed. Pia looks down at her lap as she feels the bed sink down beside her. 

Bani: Pia…
Pia: (cutting her off) Di, mujhe pata ke aap yahan kyon aaye…. Aap Pushkar ke baare mein baath kaarna chaate… (trans: Di, I know why you are here… You want to talk about Pushkar.) 
Bani: Hmm… (agreeing) You are right. I want to talk about your marriage with Pushkar… 

Bani raises her hand towards Pia's head and strokes her hair lovingly. 

Bani: Pia… He has come back to take you…. He says that he still loves you. (softly) 

Pia continues to stare straight ahead of her, showing no reaction on hearing her sister's words until she begins to sob a minute later. Bani quickly engulfs her into her arms, allowing her to vent out everything that she has kept inside. In between her tears, Pia mumbles her confusion and worries to her sister. Bani calmly listens intently to what she has to say….

As she finishes, Bani wipes away her shed tears for her and soothingly places her head on her lap, knowing that Pia has become exhausted from her outburst. Pia lays down and takes a breath to calm herself. 

Pia: I just don't know what to do Didi… One part of me wants to give my marriage to Pushkar another try, but the other wants me to move on cause I know there isn't a guaranteed future with him…. I just can't make a decision right now. 
Bani: And that's perfectly fine… You don't need to…. This is a very important decision in your life… you can take time and think about this wisely…. 
Pia: (confused) You won't tell me to go back to him? 
Bani: (shaking her head) No…. I don't have the right to make that decision for you…. I would though like for you to make your marriage work… Pia, marriage is never an easy thing…. It requires a lot of effort and sacrifices put into it… You have to self adjust for it to work…. And what marriage doesn't have it's downs? --All of them do Pia… Don't think that once you start having problems that it's not going to work… What you and Pushkar were going through was your share of bad times… It's your duty as his wife to be by his side not just in good, but also in bad…. And together you two will pull out of whatever troubles you have…. 
Pia: ….. Mujhse gaalti hua… main jaanti hoon…. But I am not sure whether I am ready to go back to him…  (trans: I have made a mistake… I know this.) 
Bani: Do you love him Pia? 

Pia hesitates for a moment before replying…. 

Pia: I do… 
Bani: Then take my advice… Listen to your heart…. Do what you feel is right… It is not a fact that Pushkar cannot guarantee you a promising future… He can easily change that… and with your help. 

Pia remains silent, dwelling within Bani's words…. Bani kisses her softly on her head and slowly lets herself up, causing Pia to get up as well…. 

Bani: Think about what I have said… 

With those as her last words, Bani leaves Pia alone in her room once again engulfing her into her own clashing thoughts….
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Over the next few days Jai's anger seemed to have reached it's height. He couldn't remember ever being so angry before at anything in his life, up until now. Nowadays he would get easily ticked and lose his cool at everyone. His staff at the office, who had gotten used to the slight calm Jai Walia for the past couple of months, were taken aback and frightened on seeing his lion-like rage back. They had forgotten how to handle it and with his grouchy attitude's return, life for them at the office has become miserable. 
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"What the bloody hell do you mean you don't have it? Did I not give you a specific deadline for it?," Jai practically roars into his phone, immersed in a conversation with an employee. The trembling employee answers back, "Yes sir, you did, but----." 

Jai: But what?! There are no acceptable excuses for this Rathore, I had given you an efficient deadline to work on and I expected it to be handed in on my desk this morning! … If you cannot handle the work that I provide you, you might as well not even come here tomorrow! 

Jai slams his desk phone onto the receiver and swears under his breath. "Damn imbecile," he mutters to himself. Hearing a soft knock on his door, he agitatedly calls the person in. Raashi makes her appearance by the door and looks nervously at her boss. 

Jai: To tum aab aati ho? Kahan thi tum jaab maine tumhe bhaar bhaar phone kaar raha tha ? Are you intent on losing your job? (he demands) (trans: Oh, so now you come? Where were you when I repeatedly called for you?) 
Raashi: No sir, I'm sorry sir. Woh actually mere taaabiyat--- (trans: Actually, my health----)
Jai: Save the excuse---- Where are the shares that I asked you to bring? (growls) 
Rasshi: (unsure) Sir,… shares?

This mistake of hers causes Jai to burst….

Jai: Why do I bloody pay you fools if you cannot even do the tasks I ask you to do! 
Raashi: (scared) I-I'll bring them right away sir…

Raashi leaves in a rush and returns a few minutes later. In the meantime, Jai curses continuously under his breath. He focuses on his laptop as Raashi tries to make her presence known. 

Raashi: Sir, the shares….
Jai: Hmmm… put them on my desk. 

She obliges and lingers hesitantly by his desk. Clearing her throat, she places a tiffin onto his desk as well, right in front of him…. Jai catches this and stares up at her in a demanding manner. 

Jai: What's this? 
Raashi: Sir… it's your lunch… You had skipped break…. So Mausi made it for you… 
Jai: And how did she know that I skipped? 
Raashi: (sheepishly, embarrassed) Sir… maine mention kiya tha…. (trans: Sir…. I had mentioned it.) 
Jai: (scowls) Teek hai… tum jao…. 

Relieved, Raashi flees from the lion's den, leaving a curious Jai behind. He closes his laptop and places it aside then takes a hold on the tiffin. He unclasps the top and stares down at the variety of food made for him. Hearing his stomach growl from the sight, Jai grabs the spoon given along with it, and tastes a little of the meal. He chews slowly and after he swallows it, he stares back down at the food and after a thought, pushes it away. 

It is familiar… too familiar. He can recognize her cooking anywhere now. She can use Mausi as a cover up all she wants, but he will always know that it is her.  Miserably he lowers his head into his hands and rubs his temples with his fingertips…. 

Ever since Pushkar's return, Bani seemed to always be preoccupied in spending time with him. Everywhere he looked, the two of them were always together, talking to each other in low voices and seeming a little too comfortable with each other for his liking. If he could, he would strangle Pushkar to death to get him out of his way and from ruining his life any further, but that would be out of line. Jigyasa had once asked him that if he could forgive Pia, why could he not forgive Pushkar as well? To this he had no answer nor could give it to her. Only he knew why he couldn't and wouldn't. Because that boy is the sore reason for his unhappiness….by stealing away his Bani from right under his nose. The nerve of him!---- To come back and try to sweep her off her feet! 

And what devastates him is that Bani's old love for Pushkar seems to have awaken once again. She smiles, laughs, and remains so happy around him that it upsets Jai terribly. Not that he hates seeing her happy, he just wishes that she would be that happy with him. That she loves him instead. 

"Sir, aapka one o'clock client aap keliye wait khar raha hai…," Raashi's voice announces over the intercom. Jai snaps out of his whirling thoughts and presses down on the button, replying back, "Send him in." …….
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"He seems to hate me even more nowadays Bani…. Face it, he'll never speak to me again..," she hears his gloomy voice speak over the phone. She also becomes down on hearing this, but doesn't give up in trying to boost up her friend's confidence. 

Bani: He will Pushkar, don't you worry…. 
Pushkar: Bani, your hopes are starting to become useless for me now… 
Bani: You've got to believe Pushkar. … Accha sunno, kaunsa restaurant hai? 
Pushkar: Hmm, Watermoon….. Be there exactly in thirty minutes. I need you there dost. 

Bani blanks out and her heart skips a beat as a reaction. Watermoon Restaurant…. Instantly a flash back of her husband standing across from her in their booked room, looking dangerously handsome in a classy designer suit with his arms folded behind his back crosses her mind--- switching into him extending his hand out towards her, grinning cutely, asking for a dance. He leads her onto the dance floor where he caresses her waist and sways her into the rhythm of the music. He twirls her around with grace and brings her back into him with a subtle placement of his hand on her midriff. 

Chills run down her spine just from the memory….

Pushkar: Hello?… Hello? Bani? Bani, you there? 

Startled, Bani jumps out of her lost trance and answers immediately to Pushkar. 

Bani: Hain, main yahan hoon… (breathless) (trans: Yes, I'm here.) 
Pushkar: Gosh, tumhe akar hogaya kya? Why were you not speaking? (trans: Gosh, what happened to you?) 
Bani: (cheeks blooming) Nahi, kuch nahi…. I think I lost connection for a second…. (lying between her teeth) Kya kaehre the tum? (trans: What were you saying?) 
Pushkar: (sighs) Just come here as soon as possible. I want this to go well. 
Bani: (cheekily) Yes Boss. 
Pushkar: (chuckles) Remember, if this plan turns out to be successful, I will treat you out to your favorite ice cream tomorrow. So you actually have to put effort into this. 
Bani: Pushkar, I am appalled. You think I am only doing this for you for my own benefit? Why, I just want to see you and Pia happy. 
Pushkar: (snorts) We both know that you are mostly doing this for the ice cream so quit the act. 

Bani smiles as a response. 

Pushkar: Accha main raakta hoon… jhaaldi aana… (trans: Alright, I'm hanging up the phone… come quick.) 
Bani: I am just on my way out the door, don't worry. 
Pushkar: Good. 

Bani cuts off the call from her cell phone and places it on the dresser. She had just gotten out of the shower and was freshly dressed in a new simple saree. Taking her mangulsutra, she fastens it around her and then reaches for her small dabbi of vermillion. As soon as she fills her maang with sinndoor, through the mirror she sees the bedroom door open and her husband walk into view. The powder falls onto the lower bridge of her nose just as her and Jai's eyes meet. Bani doesn't notice this until she has to avert her eyes away, feeling self conscious of his gaze on her. She takes her finger and wipes it off in one swift move, Jai looks away and walks into the room in silence. 

He removes his coat and throws it onto the bed and then places his briefcase off to the side. As he begins on unfastening his watch, Bani grabs her cell phone and purse and hesitantly makes her way over to Jai. 

Bani: Ji, … main kuch dher ke liye bhaar jhaari hoon…. (trans: I am going to go out for sometime.) 
Jai: (focused on his watch) ….. Kahan jhaare ho? (trans: Where are you going?) 
Bani: … Ji, main dinner Pushkar ke saath---- 

Jai clenches his jaw as soon as he hears his name. So now he's taking his wife out for dinner---- damn that b*st*rd. Just wait till he gets his hands on him-----

Jai: (cutting her off) Tum dinner ghar peh kyon nahi kaarte ho? Bhaar jaane keliye kya zaroort hai? (trans: Why don't you have dinner at home? What's the point of going out?) 
Bani: Ji? (startled by his attitude) 

He wants to scream, tell her that she's his wife and not his. Tell her that he's the only man whose capable of making her happy and not that d*mn Pushkar. The only man for her. But he can't….

Jai: Forget it…. 

Bani stares at him in confusion, but doesn't have any time to dwell on his grouchy mood since her cell rings. She picks it up and automatically says, "Hain Pushkar, main aabhi jhaari hoon." 

Right when she leaves, Jai slams his fist against the wall in frustration……
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Pia wipes her face with a small white towel as she comes out from the bathroom and on hearing her cell phone ring, she sets it aside and walks over to her nightstand to answer it. 

Pia: Hello? 

"Pia? … Sunno, mere paas koi waqt nahi hai tumhe samjanliye, tum bus yahan jhaldi se aajo…," she hears a rushed voice speak in worry. (trans: Listen, I don't have time to explain, you just come here fast.) 

Pia: Didi? 
Bani: Pia, tumhe ek jaaga peh jaana, mujhe tumhe ek zaroori baat kaarne hai… (trans: Pia, come quick, I need to tell you something important.) 
Pia: Paar aap hai kahan? (trans: But where are you?) 
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Pia shoves random bills at the rickshaw driver and quickly runs up the small steps leading to the elegant restaurant. Inside she was scared and dying to know the reason for her sister's uneasiness. What could be possibly wrong? What does she need to tell her? And why here at this restaurant? 

An employee dressed in uniform politely opens the glass door for her as she steps inside. Her eyes wander around the beautiful place for a moment then she immediately makes herself snap out of it and focus on finding Bani. She goes to the man near the podium and hesitantly questions him. 

Pia: Excuse me, but do you by chance have a reservation here under the name Bani Dix---- Walia? 

She watches the man peer down at the reservation list before him and scan the pages. He nods his head in approval. 

"Yes, we have a Walia for 8 o'clock…. You are here just on time Ma'am… Your sister is waiting for you in another room…. I will call for someone to escort you there." 

The man beckons for the boy near the door and instructs him to lead Pia to the secluded room. Pia gazes around as she walks behind the employee and brings her attention back as he hears him speak. "Ma'am…," he calls out to her as he presents the open door. Pia cautiously enters and becomes stunned on what she sees. She softly gasps at the sight of a candlelight dinner outside in a gorgeous garden, blooming with flowers and a soft fragrance lingering in the air. However, what surprises her the most is seeing her husband instructing a couple of violinists in a low voice. For the first time since she has known him, he is dressed handsomely in a dress suit, unlike his regular shirts and rugged jeans. 

Pushkar turns around as he sees one of the violinist look behind him instead, catching his attention. He breathes in sharply on Pia's appearance, wearing a very simple yellow salwaar kameez suit yet looking radiantly beautiful in it. He casts Bani, who stands off to the side, a sideway glance of uncertainty. She smiles him in encouragement, nodding him on. 

Pia, getting over the unexpected shock, catches her sister standing idly nearby and approaches her. She clings onto her and once in awhile looks back at Pushkar nervously, who seems equally nervous as well. 

Pia: Di? …. 

Bani smiles sweetly at her sister and clasps her hands over Pia's, which gently hold onto her arm… 

Bani: Main chaalti hoon… You and Pushkar have a lot to talk about…. 

Bani removes Pia's hands from her and softly pushes her ahead, directing her over towards Pushkar. Before leaving, Bani winks at Pushkar, bringing a small grin onto his lips. The violinists break the awkward silence with the melody of their violins. 

Pia consciously remains standing in her spot, not knowing what to make out of all this. She is floored by the efforts Pushkar has put into this dinner. He has never done anything so exotic like this for her before. Immediately she becomes hassled and worriedly asks him, "Pushkar, how did you afford to pay for all of this?" 

Pushkar's grin instantly fades and he blinks unsurely at his wife. 

Pushkar: Do you not like it? (worried himself) 
Pia: (chocking over her own words) No…. I… I do…. It's like a dream come true…. But how could you possibly---- where did you get the money to----
Pushkar: Pia…., I'm willing to do anything for you sweetheart….just to make you happy. 

Pia's mouth dries and no words seem to come out as a response. She just mutely stares at Pushkar in disbelief and in moments begins to tear, alarming her hubby. Pushkar quickly motions to the violinists to cut off the music and leave them alone in privacy for a while. 

As soon as they leave, Pushkar comes over to Pia, taking her hands into his and wiping a few of her tears. 

Pushkar: Baby why are you crying? 
Pia: … Why do you do so much for me Pushkar? ….
Pushkar: … Isn't it obvious Pia? ---- It's because I love you… I love you so much. 
Pia: (her voice cracking) I am a terrible person…. You deserve someone so much better. I am always demanding things… whiny….and easily displeased…. How can you love a person like me? 
Pushkar: Pia…. You don't see yourself in my eyes… You can only notice your flaws… But sweetheart, if you would look from where I'm standing, you would see how beautiful of a person you are, inside and out. Your flaws don't matter to me. 
Pia: Oh Pushkar, I am so--- … 
Pushkar: Shhh….

He presses his finger against her lips, preventing her from saying anything else…

Pushkar: You have nothing to apologize for… If anyone needs to apologize, then it's me. I shouldn't have behaved with you the way I did, it was wrong and I know I have hurt you by it.  I promise you from here on out that I will never hurt you in anyway ever again. I want to keep you happy always. 

Pia's eyes shine with wet tears and she gently removes his finger away from her mouth. 

Pia: And I promise that I will be more supportive…. I will even apply for a job… I will be a good wife to you…. I don't want us to tear apart again over problems that we can fix… 
Pushkar: (smiles) Neither do I…. 

Pia smiles back also and beams in delight as Pushkar pecks her softly on her lips. He takes her hand in his and directs her over to their table, pulling out her chair for her, and seats her down….
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Bani wraps her arms around herself tight as a gentle chilling breeze brushes past her. She sits aimlessly on a bench at a park nearby, where there is not a single soul in sight. She silently peers up at the full moon, shinning brightly in the dark night, while reflecting on cherishing memories of her marriage to Jai Walia. These are the memories that she keeps close to her heart---the ones she lives on. --- These are the very moments that give her strength. She prays mindfully to herself, hoping to see the day in which her husband will finally accept her as his wife in a true sense….
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Chapter 36: 

"Anu!!!!," Rano exclaims in excitement as she sees her friend and her husband walk into the front hall of the Walia Mansion. Anu's face brightens and she excitedly runs over to Rano as well. Together the girls embrace and Rano spins her around ecstatically. Anu giggles by this. 

"Arre arre, sambalke Rano, aab humari Anu Rani akeli nahi hai… uske pet mein aab ek chota sa munna ya munni hai," Mausi calls out to her, stopping Rano immediately in her actions. 

Rano: Oops! Sorry--- I didn't hurt the baby, did I? 
Anu: Of course not silly. Tu to uski mausi ho, how could you possibly hurt her? 
Rano: Her? … How are you so sure that the baby is a girl? 
Anu: (rubbing her stomach) A mother just knows this kind of stuff. 
Rano: (laughing) Shaart lagadoon? 50 bucks if she turns out as a he. 

"Don't even think about betting on my child, Rano," Rohit's warns her as he comes over to them. Rano frowns at him. 

Rano: Jeej, you are only saying that cause you very well know the baby's a boy and you just don't want me to get the money. 
Rohit: No… I am only saying that because I don't wanna have to tell the kid that his or her own mausi bet on his or her gender. He'd just think of himself as a lottery ticket for you. 
Rano: Ah! Even you think it's a he!

Anu smacks her forehead as both Rohit and Rano get into a heated argument of what the baby's gender really will be. 

"Oh ho, stop it you two, it doesn't matter whether it is a girl or a boy, what matters is that a little bundle of joy will be arriving in less than 6 months, and that we should all be making preparations for it's arrival," Jigyasa states as she walks into view. Rohit smiles and takes his blessings from his mother-in-law as Anu embraces her mother tightly. Jigyasa gushes at how her daughter looks beautiful as a newly married woman and advises her on how to take care of herself now that she is pregnant. 

Rano: Oh, who is this? 

Rano finally notices a small cute boy around the age of four, hiding nervously behind Anu's leg. Rohit catches this and smiles. 

Rohit: This is Arun, my second cousin's son. His mother and him are staying with us recently since they are in town. Ever since he's seen Anu, he won't leave her alone for a second. He's grown very attached to her, which is why we have brought him along. 

Rano bends down and places her hands on her knees, meeting the same level as Arun. 

Rano: Why hello cutie. 

Arun turns his face away, hiding. 

Anu: (coaxing) Arun, sweetheart, say hello to Rano Mausi… 
Rano: Mausi? 
Anu: Hain… tum to meri behen ho… isliye, tum uske Mausi ho… (trans: Yes, you are my sister, hence, you are his Mausi.) 

Rano smiles, touched by Anu's words, and brings her attention back to the scared little boy. 

Rano: Come out Arun, I won't bite… I promise. … Do you want some chocolates? 

She sees his head perk up on the mention of chocolates and grins in victory. Slowly he appears from behind Anu and nods his head hesitantly. Rano extends her hand over and indicates for him to come along with her. Arun nervously casts Anu a glance. 

Anu: Go on kiddo. 
Rano: Come on… I have lots of chocolates in my room. We will eat, play games, and have lots of fun. Doesn't that sound nice? 

Again Arun nods his head and gladly comes toward her. Rano gathers him into her arms and picks him up from the floor. She disappears with him to her room, leaving Anu and Rohit behind to catch up with the family. 
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Tony: Sir? 
Jai: Hm, kya hai Tony? 
Tony: Anu baby and Rohit baba are in the living room. Everyone is there. Mausi has sent me to request for your presence. 
Jai: Teek hai. You may leave. 
Tony: Yes sir. 

Tony leaves the study and Jai sighs as he begins to wrap up his work. He walks briskly out of the room and down the hall to the way of the living room. He hears the chatter coming from there and feels slightly annoyed by the joy in it. Why should he have to put up with everyone else's happiness when inside he is absolutely miserable? 

As he continues to walk, he notices the garden doors opened and slowly halts to a stop. Curiously he peers out from it and spots a unfamiliar boy kicking a ball around in a gloomy manner. He looks no older than five and has a clutter of dirty brown hair on his head, a pinched nose, and expressive dark muddy eyes overlapped with long curled eyelashes. Strangely drawn to the sight, he inches closer.  It is as if he is being magnetically pulled towards him as his feet move on it's own accord. 

Just when Jai approaches the frail looking thing, the boy stares up on catching his shadow with captivating eyes that causes him to lean down before him and affectionately ruffle his hair. 

"What's your name son?"……
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Pushkar wanders around the Mansion in a desperate search for Bani who was no where in sight. He had been held back for a few minutes by Anu and her husband, and he warmly congratulated her on her marriage. At first Anu was unsure around his presence, but by a simple nod of approval from her mother, she started to smile and act like her old self around him. 

During his investigation of her whereabouts, Pushkar bumps into Rano who grouchily informs him that Bani must be in her room if she is not anywhere else. Finding Rano's anger in him justified, he doesn't bother in feeling bad about it and goes straight to his brother's room….
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Bani leans against the opened window and stares down into the green, thriving garden in which her husband plays one on one with the most adorable boy she has ever set her eyes on. Her insides melt on the sight of Jai displaying fatherly affection towards the little boy and she can't restrain herself from smiling fondly. She would smile whenever the two of them smiled and would laugh when they did. She looks on intently as Jai chases after Arun and swings him high in the air. She dreamily keeps her eyes on her husband, who wears an honest smile on his lips and chuckles meaningfully--- something that she hasn't witnessed for days now. 

Arun explodes into a fit of giggles as Jai thrusts him up and down in the air, and finally bringing him down.  The young boy excitedly reaches for the ball and throws it to Jai, who catches it--resuming their previous game of catch and throw. Quickly her mind starts reeling with thoughts. How would it feel to have a child of their own?--- Her's and Jai's? Would it be somewhat similar to this? Would Jai shower endless affection on their son or daughter just as he is on Arun? Would she watch them affectionately just as she is now? 

Seeing Jai tumble over and fall down onto the ground, takes Bani out of her daze and worries her of whether he is hurt. She reaches out to him as a reaction, but hearing him and Arun break out into laughter over his fall, calms her down a bit. Arun snatches the ball from Jai's hands and prances around him happily, sticking out his tongue in victory. A grin slowly makes it's way back onto her face. 

"Nice picture, isn't it?," Pushkar's unexpected voice comes right from behind. Bani jumps out of shock and spins around to look at him. She places a hand over her racing heart. 

Bani: Oh Pushkar… don't scare me like that. 

Pushkar merely smiles at her and looks back over to the scene that Bani had been watching for the past fifteen minutes. She embarrassingly remains rooted by the window, hating how she has been caught.  

Pushkar: Bhaiya's really good with kids, don't you think? 
Bani: (hesitantly answers)… Yes, he is… (she practically squeaks) 
Pushkar: You know, that kid's no exception. Bhai loves children in general. He's got like a special soft spot for them, you know? 

Bani remains silent, but is glad on hearing this bit of information. It only makes her love him even more. 

Pushkar: I used to always get jealous because Bhai would get so involved with them that he'd forget about everything else---  even me, his supposed favorite. Well, his once favorite. (says lightly) 

She catches his depressing last words, and pats his arm sympathetically. Pushkar looks back over at her and smiles hopefully. 

Pushkar: Just you wait Bhabhi… Once you and him have a child of your own, Jai Bhaiya will go to wonders to make that kid the happiest in the world. 

Bani's face immediately flushes as an aftermath of his words while Pushkar chuckles at her reaction. She tries brushing off what he has said by bringing up another point…. 

Bani: I thought I told you it's not necessary to call me Bhabhi? 
Pushkar: (shrugs) Actually, I didn't think it was either. But I feel that it has started to become so. 
Bani: Woh kyon?  
Pushkar: Jaab se mujhe paata chala ke tum mere Bhai ko besaabri se pyaar kaarte ho…. Mujhe laga ke aab main tumhe Bhabhi zaroor bholna chaaye….  (says teasingly) (trans: Since I found out how deeply you are in love with my brother… I thought that I should now start calling you Bhabhi.) 

Bani is stunned to the point of becoming speechless. 

Pushkar: Waise bhi… Bani Bhabhi has a nice ring to it, don't ya think? (winks) 

She further blushes beetroot and looks away from him, causing Pushkar to laugh once again. He takes her arms in his hold and steers her to face him. 

Pushkar: Hey Bhabhi… it's nothing to be embarrassed about. In fact, I am so happy that I am unable to express my joy. Really, now that I think of it, you and Bhai are made for each other. Certainly a match made in heaven. And honestly, I don't think I've seen Bhai seem so relaxed and calm around someone other than you. ------ I hear that he never refuses to you either, that he always listens to you without any hesitation. (winks, teasing) 
Bani: (stammers) … W-where did you hear that? 
Pushkar: (grins mischievously) I've got my sources…. 
Bani: … (mutters) I wouldn't count Mausi and Dadi as reliable sources… they only see what they want to see, but in reality, nothing like that exists. 
Pushkar: What do you mean by that? I have seen with my own eyes the truth to this…. How his eyes find you always and the way he looks at you is enough to explain it all. 
Bani: (confused) Explain what? 
Pushkar: (disbelief) You actually don't know? 

Bani is silent, confirming that she really has no idea what he's trying to imply. 

Pushkar: Geez Bhabhi, do you not see how much he loves you? Are you really that blind? Anyone can take one look at him and see how latoo he has become over you! He's terribly love sick. (stating the facts) 

Pushkar further succeeds in shocking the wits out of Bani. She looks back at him with a disbelief of her own. 

Bani: (stuttering) I… I…. (blushing hot red) Pushkar, tum nahi jaante ke tum kya kaeh reh ho… (trans: Pushkar, you don't know what you're talking about.) 
Pushkar: No Bhabhi, you are the one who doesn't know…. Perhaps it is time for you to see reality…. What is the truth… 

Bani looks away from Pushkar and back outside of the window, where Jai has Arun sitting on his broad shoulders, letting him reach for the same ball that landed on a top branch of the tree. She feels Pushkar lightly place a hand on her shoulder. 

Pushkar: Tell him…. Tell him how you feel… Enough of this hide and seek game you two are playing…. Otherwise you will always be left wondering about how things can be. 

Giving a small squeeze, Pushkar removes his hand and leaves from the room, whereas Bani stands fixed in her spot…. Reflecting on what her friend has said…..
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Jai grinds his teeth on seeing the sight of Pushkar with Bani through his bedroom window. He turns around and faces a silent Arun, who stares at him with curiosity, wondering what he had been looking at. He grins lightly at the boy, reassuring him that nothing is wrong, and resumes in giving his full attention to him while trying unsuccessfully push troubling thoughts to the back of his mind. 

"Arre! How come with me you were so ghoom soom, but you are so chatty with Mr. Walia, huh?," Rano's questioning voice approaches from behind. Jai looks behind, finding Rano marching towards them with a clearly upset look on her face. In her hand she carries a small brown teddy bear. 

Arun: Mr. Valia? Mr. Valia kaun hai maushi? (trans: Mr. Valia? Whose Mr. Valia?) 
Rano: (gushes, forgetting her supposed anger) Aawwwww, you called me maushi! So sweet! Teek hai, main tujhe maaf kaarti hoon!
Arun: Paar---- Mr. Valia kaun hai? 
Jai: (chuckles) Main hoon Mr.  Walia beta… 
Arun: Aap hai Mr. Valia? … Paar---Paar mujhe laga … ke aap Jai Uncle hai…. I am confoosed… (making a face) 

Both Rano and Jai laugh together at his expression and his Jai Uncle ruffles his hair fondly …..
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Everyone gathers around the dining table to have lunch and Jai, Arun, Rano, Bani, and Pushkar are one of the last to join, coming from their own separate ways. Rano sits down beside Anu and saves a seat on her other side for her sister. Just as Bani sits down, she sees Arun rushing over in front of Pushkar, making his presence known. Pushkar is at first startled then smiles at the cute boy. He lowers to meet his level and extends his hand over to him. 

Pushkar: Hey Kiddo, what's your name? 

Arun doesn't speak a word while he just stares at him weird, and then kicks him really hard on the shin. Pushkar yelps in pain, grabbing onto his leg, and Arun rushes off to the dining table to join everyone else, sitting beside an available seat by his Jai Uncle. Bani catches the happy smirk on her husband's face and give Arun a high-five. Arun becomes smug, happy in pleasing his new favorite uncle. Jai stares up and his smile vanishes as his eyes meet with Bani's. He notices the knowing look in her eyes and averts his gaze back down. In the meantime, Pushkar arrives at the table, rubbing his leg in pain…..
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Anu is passed all around by her family members, each hugging her and wishing her a happy marriage. She finally reaches Bani who stands behind by the stairs, isolated, and takes her hands into hers. Her Mamiji smiles affectionately at her and cups her cheek with her hand. 

Bai: Aapna kyhaal rakhna Anu. (trans: Take care of yourself Anu.)
Anu: Ji Mami…. 

Anu gives her a sweet, warm hug before finally joining her husband's side and preparing to leave. She turns around and notices Arun lingering behind. 

Anu: Arun… come one sweetheart, we are leaving. 

Arun hastily hugs his Jai Uncle's leg with his tiny arms and shakes his head in refusal. 

Rohit: Arun, don't do this…. 
Arun: Mujhe… nahi… jhanna… (adamant) (trans: I don't wanna go.) 
Rohit: Arun… (sternly) 

Arun only hugs Jai's leg tighter as a response. Jai smiles lightly at this and motions to Anu and Rohit that he will handle this. He breaks the boy's hold from his leg and lowers down on one knee, meeting his gaze. Taking his arms into his grip, Jai begins in trying to make the little guy understand. 

Jai: Arun beta… You will have to go. You cannot stay here forever, right? 
Arun: But… I … I wanna stay here and play with you ....
Jai: What about your Mama? And your Mama ji and Mami ji? They will miss you…. Won't you miss them? 

Arun seems to drown into deep thoughts from this, rethinking his decision. 

Jai: Waise bhi…. Whenever you feel like it, you may come back here and I promise I will also come and visit…. Teek hai? 
Arun: ….. Promish? 
Jai: (smiling) Promise. 
Arun: Pinky promish? 
Jai: (chuckling a bit) Hain baba, pinky promise. 

Arun smiles in relief from this and gives him a bear hug. Jai also wraps his arms around him, patting him smoothly on his back. Everyone smiles at this scene, finding it adorable how much the boy has grown attached to Jai. Arun pulls back and kisses him quickly on his cheek before fleeing out of his arms and running over back to his Mama and Mami. He takes Anu's hand and waves excitedly back at Jai as they say their farewells to the family and leave out of sight….. 

The Walias watch the Chopras leave until they are officially gone and resume back to their individual schedules. Bani watches Jai linger nearby the Mansion's entrance and finally resort back to the refuge in his study. She meets Pushkar's knowing glance and his prodding nod in going after him. Bani gulps nervously and rethinks about what she should do. Should she really confront him about this matter? Pushkar makes a good point, for how long will this keep going? She will no longer imagine how things can be, in order for her dreams to come true, she must speak with her husband---because from where she sees, it doesn't seem he will be the one who will make that move…..
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Bani did not get the chance to speak to him later on in the day, nor the next or the day after that. He had been wrapped up in a business matter that kept him away from home for long hours, so she rarely saw his face for the past two days….

In the meantime, Pia began to encourage Pushkar in confronting his adopted older brother….

"Pushkar, main yahan ek bhauj bhankar nahi jeena chaati…. Hum yahan se chaaliye….I am sure ke Mr. Walia bhi tumhe maaf kardoonge…," Pia tried in persuading her husband. Pushkar looked unsure of her words. She sat down besides him and placed a hand on his shoulder. 

Pia: He has forgiven and forgotten what we have done to him Pushkar… we must not dwell in the past now. 
Pushkar: Pia, he may have forgiven you, but I am yet to earn my forgiveness. And it will not be an easy task. I have betrayed my own brother….no one betrays family. 

Pia mutely nodded her head in understanding and dropped the touchy topic…..
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Tony leads a man in uniform with a kit of tools in through the front entrance of the Mansion and ignores his openly impressed remarks regarding the grand house. He rolls his eyes at some stuff that he says and says in a bored voice, "If you go down the hall, on your left there will be a door, that is the washroom that has the pipe problem." 

As the plumber nods his head, Jai walks right in, just arriving back from the office with his coat draped over his arm and his phone held up against one ear. He stops in his tracks at the sight of the dirty dressed man and questioningly looks over to his butler for an answer. 

Jai: Yeh kaun hai? (trans: Who's this?)
Tony: Sir, this is the plumber. Jigyasa Ma'am wanted the bathroom in the hall to be fixed right away. 

Jai, not even knowing of this problem, shrugs it off and resumes back to his conversation over the phone, walking briskly over in the direction towards his study. The plumber begins at the task given to him by following the directions given to the washroom…..

Close to an hour later the grimy man comes back to the front area of the house and confronts Tony about his payment. 

Plumber: Kaam hochuka… aab payment ke bhaari hai boss. (trans: The job's done… now it's time for payment.) 
Tony: Hain, hain… tum bus yahan rukhjao… I will be back with your money… (trans: Yes, you wait right here…)

Tony wanders off in another direction to get the man's payment. Meanwhile, the plumber takes the time to marvel over the Mansion and during this, his eyes are captivated by someone who interests him. He watches Bani in fascination as she gracefully descends down the marble stairs, looking stunning in a rather simple red saree that does justice to her figure. She is, however, oblivious to his presence and proceeds in going towards her destination. She walks right by him and the plumber looks on until she disappears from sight. A few moments later he feels a tap on his shoulder and becomes startled out of his daze. He turns around and faces Tony who hands over his money to him. 

Tony: Yeh lao… aab tum jaasakte ….(trans: here you go… now you can go.)

The plumber takes the money with thoughts still revolving around Bani and grins mischievously at the butler across from him, thinking he can share this bit of information with him since he is also apart of the working class like himself. 

Plumber: Hey boss, who's the babe living here? 
Tony: I beg your pardon?
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Jai cuts off the call after reassuring Aditya that he is on his way back over to the office and grabs his coat, pulling it around himself as he walks out of his study and towards the main area of the Walia Mansion…..
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Plumber: Yaar, don't act dumb, you know who I am talking about. The one who's in the red saree. 
Tony: Red saree?….. 

Tony ponders over this and realizes that he had just bumped into his Bani Ma'am on the way over here and noticed her wearing a simple red saree. He stares at the man across him in disbelief and disgust. 

Tony: Do you speak of my mistress? 
Plumber: Haaiii… yahan uski raaj chaalti hai---matlaab woh tumhari maalankin hai?… yaar, kaamal ke cheez hai woh…. Waah…Kya maahl hai (trans: She rules over this house---meaning she is your mistress?…. She is an amazing piece of work. Wow….What a babe.) 
Tony: (furious at how he is speaking about his Bani Ma'am) It would be best if you would not speak further on this matter. She is clearly out of your league and much higher than you in class. 
Plumber: Boss, you don't have to act like that. It is only you and me here. You can also tell me, I know you think of her like that as well. Who wouldn't? She's damn hot man. If I had my chance, I'd show your mistress how I can be the boss of her in my bed---- I'd rock her world. (laughing in cockiness) 

Before Tony even has a chance to blast off the foul man before him, the plumber feels someone swing him around and punch him squarely in the face. He falls straight down onto the ground and covers his eye in pain. He moans loudly as he looks through his other eye only to see Jai Walia standing above him with a clenched fist and staring down at him in fury. The man trembles to himself in fear as Jai lowers down and grabs a fistful of his shirt, pulling him up from the ground. He freezes on seeing the rage he has evoked in his stormy gray eyes. 

Jai: How dare you…. How dare you speak about my wife in that manner! (his voice roaring)

Jai slams another punch into his face, but this time meets his  knuckles against the bone of the plumber's jaw, causing a crushing sound to be heard. Blood spills from the man's mouth but this doesn't stop Jai, who's in a fit of a red hazed rage. Tony only watches aside, horrified, as his master proceeds in punching the filthy man, picking him up every time he falls and pushing him around. 

Jai: How could you even think of speaking about her from that grimy mouth of yours!

The commotion becomes so loud that it ends up drawing most of everyone in the Mansion to the location of the scene, including Bani who stands aghast, frighteningly watching her husband beat the man across from her. 

Jai: I'll kill you---- I"ll kill you, you b*st*rd!!!!
Plumber: Saahib!!! Saahib, please---- (in between his beatings) mujhe maaf kardo! (trans: Sir, sir, please forgive me!)

Jai however doesn't heed to his pleading words. Pushkar steps in immediately and attempts in breaking off his brother's hold from the bleeding man. 

Pushkar: Bhai!--- Bhai! Stop it! You are going to kill him!
Jai: Yeh to main chaata hoon! (trans: That is what I want!) 
Pushkar: Bhaiya, please!

Pushkar is successful in pushing Jai away, releasing his grip on the almost unconscious man, and moves him aside, acting as a barrier between the lion and his prey. 

Jai: Let go of me!--- Let go! 

Jai removes Pushkar's hands away from him and tries to take easy breathes since he had become breathless. He points at the fallen figure of the plumber and makes his demand loud and clear.  

Jai: I want this man out of here!---- Right now!

Tony does not hesitate at all in moving the man away by picking him up with the help of another servant, Peter, and escorting him outside. 

Pushkar: Bhaiya, he needs medical attention! We cannot just get rid of him!
Jai: (snaps at him) It would be best if you do not speak at all if you don't wish the same for yourself! 

Pushkar is silenced but his eyes still wander over to the terribly beaten Plumber, whose legs dangle behind as the butlers carry him out by pulling on his arms. Mausi, who had been quiet throughout, finally speaks, yet her voice quivers. 

Mausi: Jai, kya hua? Yeh saab kya horaya? (trans: Jai, what is this? What is going on?) 

Bani also stares at her husband, wanting an answer just as much as Mausi asks for one. She had never seen him so angry before, not even when they had been on bad terms. What is the reason for this anger of his? 

Jai: Mausi, all you need to know is that I have dealt with a fool who needed to stay within his boundaries. 
Mausi: Paar----

Jai turns around, meeting her gaze and silences her just with a single deadly look. The rest, Jigyasa, Rano, Saahil, and Pia remain away, not wishing to reawake Jai Walia's angry wrath. Bani catches the sight of his hand, oozing with trickling blood, and without another thought rushes to him in worry. Just as she approaches him, she tears on her saree, ripping off a piece of the cloth, and takes Jai's hand into hers, not meeting his eyes at all as she does this. She tenderly wraps around the red material over his wound. Jai watches her secretly amazed by her reaction and keeps his eyes transfixed on her, just as everyone else. 

As she finishes, she looks up and holds her breath just as his deep gray eyes peer into her own. Mausi breaks their silent eye lock with an instruction directed to Bani. 

Mausi: Bahu… take Jai to your room and properly dress his wound with the first aid kit. His hand is covered in blood. (quietly instructs) 
Bani: … Ji Mausi… (softly) 
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Jai watches mutely as Bani redresses his injury after cleaning it gently with care. He hadn't realized that he practically was hurting himself with constantly punching the git up until now. Bani tucks in the end of the bandage securely so it will not fall out and smoothes it out around. As she finishes, Jai takes back his hand from her and quietly thanks her. She only nods her head in acknowledgment and begins in placing back the bandages and cleaning supplies into the first aid kit. Just as she closes it and carries it with her to the door, she stops in her tracks and looks over her shoulder at her husband who has now moved on by looking through a nearby file. 

"Tell him how you feel… Otherwise you will always be left wondering about how things can be," Pushkar's words come back to haunt her. She absorbs in this advice for a moment before building up courage, taking a breath, and turning around in his direction. 

Bani: Mr. Walia… main aapko kuch kaaehna chaati hoon… (trans: Mr. Walia… I wish to tell you something.) 

Jai stills on hearing her voice and slowly places the file in his hands down onto the table by him. He looks back at her as well, giving her his full attention. He notices her nervous state.

Bani stares down at her hands, her fingers twiddling with one another in anxiety, and continues on in speaking….

Bani: I have been wanting to speak to you about this for a long time now…. But did not have enough courage to confront you about it…. … Mr. Walia I----

Jai raises a hand to prevent her from speaking anymore, and Bani stumbles over her own words as she sees this. 

Jai: I know what you want to talk about Bani…. 
Bani: (staring at him with some relief and nervousness) Aap jhaante ho? (trans: You know?)
Jai: Hain… (confirming) 

A silence engulfs them for a moment while Jai musters up the strength in perusing the conversation. 

Jai: Bani… I… I have wished to speak to you about this as well but did not have the courage to do so …. It has been on my mind constantly for the past week…. 

He pauses for a long while before going on….. 

Jai: I know what you want…. I know what I want….. And I want the both of us to be happy….. 

Bani feels her hopes arise within her on hearing his words and she can not help but feel optimistic about where their conversation is leading…. Will he tell her that he loves her just as much as she loves him? Will he accept her as his wife now in a true sense? Can they finally have a life together full of love and happiness that she had always imagined?…. 

Jai: Bani… I have been a horrible man and husband to you from day one of our marriage…. And to this day I still regret it…. I have never give you any happiness… only difficulties and pain… 

Jai turns around on his steps, turning his back on his wife, not wanting to let the anguish inside of him to be noticed by her…. Because the words he is about to say will be a great deal of pain for him…. 

Bani comes close to his retreated figure, reaching out to comfort him, wanting to reassure him that she has completely forgiven him and that he should not linger in the past. But her hand is held in place midway as she hears his next expressed thoughts….. 

Jai: But I want to change that now…. I want you to be happy Bani…. I want you to get all the happiness that you deserve…. And if that happiness lies in Pushkar… then I will grant you that without hesitation….  

Her whole body seems to freeze and her face becomes paralyzed in shock….

Jai: I just want to see you happy always…. I do not want to deprive you of anything more…. I will not stand in the way of the one you love…. Bani… I'm letting yo gou… I no longer have any right over you… You will finally be able to live for your own desires….experience your own happiness. And what more could I ask than that? …. Our marriage has only been a compromise…. I don't want you to live with a burden like that for the rest of your life… Perhaps this is the best for the both of us…. 

She can feel her whole world shake around her and her heart break into a thousand scattered pieces from his tormenting words. For a few moments of time, which felt like an eternity, a silence once again surrounds them. Bani can feel a tightening feeling build within her chest and she breathlessly questions him… 

Bani: Woh raat…. Anu-Anu ke engagement party …. 

She wanted to ask him if that night held any value or meaning to him like it does to her, but the grief stirred inside of her prevents her from finishing her sentence…. Tears immediately sting in her eyes… 

Jai: Woh raat…. Woh raat ek gaalti tha…. Sir ek bhool… It should never had happened…. I had taken advantage of---….. I am sorry Bani…. I am deeply sorry…. It shouldn't have happened… (he repeats) Please forgive me. (trans: that night…. That night was a mistake… just a mistake.) 

Bani trembles and almost loses her balance, but keeps herself up by using the chair nearby as support. The tears escape from her wet eyes and roll down her pale cheeks….. She feels her insides being pierced severely…. It hadn't meant anything to him…. It was all just a mistake…. Just a mistake…. He doesn't love her after all….. Everything…. Everything was a terrible mistake…. 

Jai: I don't want you to suffer any longer from my own doings…. I wish for you to start a new life, start a fresh… and lead a life in which you will not have to live for others, but only for yourself…. Bani, I----

Jai looks back and turns fully around only to find no one behind him…. 

Jai: Bani?…….
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Pia: Jao…. (whispers)
Pushkar: Pia, please, don't make me do this. Not yet at least. He's not in a good mood. Besides, it's never good to do anything in a haste. You need to be patient… 
Pia: (hotly) I have been patient long enough Pushkar Shukla… Now, will you go in there and apologize to your brother or not? (demands) 

Pushkar mutters under his breath for a whole minute, cursing his wife for making him do this, as he is pushed ahead into the direction of the Study. He walks down along the hall slowly, feeling anxiety build within him by each step he takes. Just as he reaches the door, he turns back and sees his wife mouth ,"Good luck," and give him an air kiss before abandoning him there. Taking in a deep breath, Pushkar knocks on the wooden door….

"Come in," he hears Jai answer in a rather distraught tone. Pushkar hesitantly opens the door….

Jai: Aditya… I will be there in thirty minutes…. Just handle things there until I arrive… I will see you then. 

Jai cuts his call and drops it into his pant pocket. He looks up and his face hardens from being faced with the image of the reason for all his current problems and he sneers, looking away from him. 

Pushkar: Bhaiya…(nervously)
Jai: Don't call me Bhaiya…. It sounds filthy when you say it…. I am nothing to you… and you are absolutely nothing to me. 
Pushkar: Bhaiya please… (pleading) 
Jai: (growls) What do you want? Do you wish to take anything else from me? --- You've already taken away my happiness…. Would you now want me to give you my life? 
Pushkar: No…. I don't want anything… I never meant to take anything from you. 

Jai gives a short laugh, as if this is the most hilarious thing he has ever heard. 

Jai: Of course you wouldn't…. You obviously have no idea what you are doing, do you?---You take away from others….and feign innocence in the end… How brilliant. If there were an award for the best deceiver, then it would be you Pushkar Shukla. 

Pushkar becomes infuriated by his inability to give him a chance to explain since the past couple of days and being constantly accused, also he is greatly misled into believing Jai speaks of Pia, his ex-fiance.  

Pushkar: I agree that I have taken something from you…. I also agree to sneaking behind your back and snatching her from right under your nose…. But what I did was out of helplessness…. I love her…. I love her so much that I am willing to do anything for her and to have her…. You never loved her….  I wasn't going to afford losing her to a man who didn't even love her to begin with…. 

Jai glares at him, seething with fire, and absolutely livid at his accusation towards him. He blasts at him in an enraged tone…. 

Jai: How could you possibly accuse me of not loving her? I have loved her more than anyone else! She is my life, she is the sole reason of my happiness, the only woman who I have ever truly loved, and you have taken that away from me!---- What have I ever done to receive such a deception?! I had brought you to my home, gave you everything that you have ever asked for, treated you as a brother and son, provided you with a luxurious life and yet you continue to deceive and take from me! 

Pushkar is literally shaken into a shock on hearing his words. He is in love with Pia? When had he ever loved her? How does he still love her? --- He had been so sure, so sure that he was starting to love Bani instead. How did he miss this? How did he become so mistaken? 

Pushkar: Bhai, I did not mean to take anything from you! I did not do this intentionally! I was too much of a coward to admit my love for her in front of you. The very last thing I wanted to do was take away your happiness…. You are not just my brother, you are my everything---- I could never imagine ever doing something like that to you even in my wildest dreams!
Jai: But you have---- (cutting him short) You have Pushkar. 
Pushkar: Bhaiya, I do not wish to argue with you. In fact, this is the very least thing I want to do. I only seek for your forgiveness….
Jai: (scoffs) Forgiveness…. 
Pushkar: Yes, forgiveness….I have returned home just for that…. And to take the woman I love back with me… where she belongs. 
Jai: (outraged) She belongs here! Here with me, dammit! …. But you have already succeeded in taking her away from me…. Tell me Pushkar… Was Pia not enough for you that you had to come back here to take my wife instead? To ruin my life all over again? 

Pushkar, who was ready to shoot back an equal reply, loses his voice just as he hears what his brother shouts at him. He stands motionless, staring at him completely astonished. 

Jai: You already damaged my life once…. By stabbing me behind the back and running off with Pia… But slowly I came to accept it as a part of my fate… and began to think of Bani as my present and future… I began falling in love with her, but before I could even make an attempt to build my life afresh with her in it, you came along only to break my dreams and hopes all over again….. Tell me…. Are you satisfied in taking away from me yet again? Or will you always be coming back for more? 

Pushkar rewinds throughout their whole conversation and starts putting things together, finally realizing that he had been talking about Bani all along. But how did he get the misconception that he (Pushkar) was after his wife? Bani has and will always be his best friend and sister…. And now his sister-in-law….who he has begun to respect as equally as his brother. How could his Jai Bhaiya possibly think he was after Bani? He wouldn't…. He wouldn't steal the love of his life from him, he knows how much she means to him… He had seen it in his eyes. 

Pushkar: … Bhaiya… (his voice dropping) You are terribly mistaken…. I never intended on taking anything from you…. Including your wife…. In fact, I would never even think about taking her away from you….. or intentionally hurt you in any way….. 
Jai: The bloody hell you don't------
Pushkar: Jai Bhaiya, … I had been speaking about Pia the whole time, while you spoke about Bani Bhabhi…. 

All the anger inside of him comes to an abrupt halt as he absorbs in what Pushkar had said. Jai's face slowly relaxes and he gazes at Pushkar in a clear, surprised startle…..

Pushkar: I mistakenly assumed you were speaking of how I had taken Pia away from you…. Not realizing that you were accusing me of stealing your wife instead.  
Jai: … What do you mean to say? 
Pushkar: What I mean is….. All that you had said about me and Bhabhi are false… We are not involved in any sort of romance… In fact, nothing like that has ever or will ever occur…. 
Jai: (further stunned) Bhabhi? 
Pushkar: (smirks a little) What else will I call my brother's wife if not Bhabhi? 

Jai feels dazed from what he has heard and sits down onto his chair, feeling the need to, and rests his head into his hands. 

Jai: Do you mean to say that you have never held feelings for Bani that were more than just  friendship ever before? 
Pushkar: Yes…. Bhabhi has always been my best friend and in some way a little sister to me. I would never think romantically or inappropriately about her. … The only woman who I have ever loved is Pia… and I had come back to take her with me. 

Jai takes this in and shuts his eyes, feeling like a fool for accusing him unabashedly of being involved with his wife. But suddenly his eyes open on a thought…

Jai: You two had gone out a lot this past week…. I had thought….
Pushkar: You had thought wrong…. Bhabhi had been helping me throughout the week in how to win Pia back…. She was just as desperate as me to re-patch my marriage with her. 

How could this make any sense? It wasn't adding up at all. Jai had thought Bani was in love with Pushkar, that is why he had made the difficult decision in letting her go. And now he finds out that she had only been with him for the past week to save his marriage with her sister? 

Pushkar: … Bhaiya… I only want to say is… that I never wanted to hurt you… I love you too much to even do so… because by hurting you, I only hurt myself….and I am sorry for bringing you only pain and troubles… I am trying my best to not be a misery for you anymore… If it is possible, I hope that you forgive me…. I am willing to do anything to receive your forgiveness…. Even if it means to wait for it. 

Leaving that as his conclusion, Pushkar exits from the Study abandoning Jai behind in confusing, debatable thoughts…. 

Rano, who followed after Pushkar and Pia curiously to see what they were up to (not trusting either of them yet) had been listening closely by, moves aside as Pushkar comes walking out from the door and does not meet his eyes as she slowly makes her way into the Study….. Pushkar disappears from sight after being ignored from his sister-in-law. 

Jai's whole body tenses with distress over the happenings in his life. Nothing was making sense to him. For the past week he was convinced that Bani was still in love with Pushkar and that Pushkar reciprocated her feelings back. But now he finds out that no such thing had happened and that she had only been helping in with his marriage. However, he clearly remembers his wife muttering to him in an almost unconscious state, confessing her love for her best friend. Does she or does she not still love Pushkar? 

"Mr. Walia?…," he hears a distant soft, quiet voice call for his attention. Jai raises his head up and finds Rano standing across from his desk, looking politely back at him. 

Jai: …(clearing his throat) Yes Rano, what is it? 
Rano: May I tell you something? 

You might as well…. Seems like everyone has something to say to me today, he answers mindlessly to himself but says to her instead, "Yes… you may." 

Rano looks unsure of whether to sit, come near, or just stay in her place. She decides on the latter. 

Rano: Mr. Walia…. During my childhood, I had always known Bani Didi as a very bubbly, witty, and fun-loving girl who tried to live her own childhood to the fullest. She always had looked down at me and Pia as her dear baby sisters and included us in on everything. … But since Mama's death… she began to hide herself in a shell…. The girl who always spoke pointless things had suddenly become serious. She no longer looked at her sisters as her friends, but as her responsibility….as her children…. It was as if she felt that she had to take over Mama's place in our lives….forcing her to change herself and mature quickly for her age. She became into such a natural mother figure in mine and Pia's lives that we never missed our real mother's absence…… 

She sees that she has confused Jai by not giving him any lead on where she is taking this conversation. … Rano lightly smiles on what she says next… 

Rano: …. ….. Mr. Walia…. I have seen my old sister alive whenever she is around you…. She seems to come out of her shell and forget her responsibilities…. Forget that she has to think of other's happiness but her own…. I see the same old smile that she used to always wear on her face when she is with you….. Bani Didi has finally become what she really is…. Herself…. And that too, only because of you. ….. You have taught her to think of herself as well…. You have brought back the witty, fun-loving person inside of her that she had kept locked inside of her…. Only you have been capable of doing this Mr. Walia… …. I see that you are confused… You are unable to follow what I am saying…. So I will put it in simpler words…. My sister is hopelessly in love with you…. 

Jai feels his heart race fervidly and his insides turn in a somersault. Everything around him seems to whirl around, making him feel a little lightheaded. He stares, perplexed and stupefied by Rano's statement…. 

Jai: (stammers) Your sister…. Your sister---- she loves Pushk---
Rano: (intervening) Mr. Walia, Didi had never loved Pushkar…. 

Another powerful blow……

Rano: I will not lie to you and say that she had never felt any feelings for him before, because she had…. But what girl does not have her share of crushes? … and that was what Pushkar was to her. A crush. A stupid crazy infatuation. She thought it was love… but it was only up until she began falling hard for you that she realized she never loved Pushkar to begin with…. You are the man that my Di has ever been truly in love with Mr. Walia…. And perhaps may be the only one. 

Jai can feel himself literally choke from smothering emotions stirring inside of him…. Shock… Regret… Relief… Joy… all at once. He does realize though that he has screwed up big time. Ruined his own chances of being happily married with his own two hands… What is wrong with him? Why couldn't he had asked Bani this himself? Why is he always messing up whenever it deals with her? Oh God… what had he not said to her over thirty minutes ago… He had told her that the most memorable night for him, and for her (he now realizes) was a huge mistake. …  He has even told her that their marriage is just a compromise…. What a fool he has been…. 

Rano: Everyone can see the love Bani Di has for you…. Everyone, but yourself…. You were too oblivious to notice what everyone else could…. how much Bani Didi is in love with you.

Jai is quiet for a long period of time and finally speaks up in a cracked voice and brimming with tears, "Rano… I have made a terrible mistake." 
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"Woh raat ek gaalti tha"…. "I'm letting you go"….. "Our marriage has only been a compromise"…. "Sirf ek bhool"…. "I no longer have any right over you"…. "I know what I want" ….."It should never had happened"…. "Sirf ek bhool"….. "Perhaps this is the best for the both of us" …. "I'm letting you go"…. 


Bani walks in a deranged manner along random streets to absolutely nowhere….having no particular destination… and no home…. She had once believed her home was with her husband… but how can she possibly believe in that now when her own husband speaks of breaking their marriage?…. Who doesn't love her? Believes she is in love with another man? And is willingly giving her up without any hesitation?…. Does he hold no feelings for her at all? Had he not experienced the same passion, bliss, and magic that she had in their marriage? 

"Woh raat ek gaalti tha…. Sirf ek bhool…. It should never had happened." 

She had heard regret in his words when he had spoken them….a certain restrained anguish…. Does that night really torment him that much? That same night which had meant everything to her? Will he only think of her as a constant reminder of that "dreaded" night? Yes… Why else wouldn't he meet her eyes? She will always be a regret for him…. keeping the memory of that night alive for him… 

Tears pool in her eyes and she unashamedly sheds them, not caring whether anyone sees, not caring if she cries in a crowd of thousands. All she knows is that her heart has been wounded… wounded so severely that she is unsure if it will ever be able to heal….  

I cannot go back… I can't… There is no home for me back there… He doesn't want me there… He wants me to go… He regrets that night when we had become one…. He thinks of our marriage as a burden… He doesn't love me….

I don't wish to remain there as a bother … If he doesn't want to remember that night, I will stay out of his sight…. If he wants me to go… I will go…. I won't trouble him anymore…. 

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Jai drives around the city in a frenzy with Rano in the passenger seat. He curses himself continuously, calling himself bad names, and promising never to forgive himself if anything happens to his Bani. 

Jai: You are sure you don't know where your sister can be? 
Rano: She rarely goes out…. And she hasn't known the city well enough to know a lot of places… The only time she had ever gone out was when she had been working… and then she would only go straight to the office and back home. 
Jai: Sh*t…. (slamming the wheel) 

He steps on the brake, bringing the car to a slow halt before the red light. His shoulders become tense with stress and his whole body shakes slightly with nerves, worrying over where his wife can be and whether she is safe. Jai looks into his rearview mirror then over his shoulder, and decides to take the car elsewhere to continue looking, not having the patience to wait. He cuts across a couple of cars, earning himself a few angry honks, and zooms again onto other roads. 

Oh Bani… where are you?…. 
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"Do you have any idea how cute you look when you blush?"….. "I never want to see tears in your eyes again" …. "I want to see you happy" ….."You're too good to be true"….  "You are my wife God dammit"  …."You're beautiful" ……

"Hey! Watch it lady! Don't you know how to walk?!," she hears a man distantly yell at her, almost bringing her out of her deep trance… This is when Bani begins to notice the sound of the thousands of chitty voices surrounding her, cars rushing past her, and occasional honking. She doesn't bother apologizing to the angry man and follows absentmindedly where her two feet lead her to….. 
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Rano: Mr. Walia!--- Mr. Walia! Wahan dekho!!!--- Bani Didi!

Jai follows the direction in which Rano excitedly points to…. About two roads over, there stood his wife, dressed in the same red saree from before, walking unconsciously in the medium of the roads, her hair blowing softly in the air, and her arms dangling to her sides. Relieved on finding her and worried of her unawareness towards her surroundings,  Jai abruptly stops the car and dashes out from it, leaving Rano behind, the cars honking aggressively behind and runs to his wife…. Rano gets out from the vehicle as well and stands nearby, watching her brother-in-law rush to her sister…. 

"Bani!," he calls out to her, trying to speak over the noisy environment around them. He sees her continue walking on, oblivious to his voice…. "Bani!," he tries again…. His heart stops and his feet momentarily stop as he sees her move on into the road in a daze, attempting to cross, where an approaching car speeds ahead in her direction…. Immediately Jai breaks out into a fast, speed run as his head pounds hard with terrible thoughts and anxiety. "Bani," he screams on the top of his lungs this time and sees her stop in her tracks, turn around, and stare at him as if she has just woken up from a captivating dream…. 

Her face begins to brighten on his appearance… "Jai?" she whispers. …. He comes closer to her in fast strides. "Jai!," she calls back earnestly on seeing him running to her…. Perhaps she had been wrong. Maybe there had been a misunderstanding…. She knew that somewhere inside of him… he had begun to love her as well…. knew that he wouldn't let her go…. 

"Bani, nooo!!!," Jai yells in terror as the car meets his wife into a full fledge hit, causing her to fall like a rag doll, laying on the road absolutely lifeless. Heavy sobs arise in him as he nears her, coming to a slow stop near her fragile body, and lowers down next to her. He wraps his arms around her, places her head onto his lap, and stains his hands with her dark blood in the process…. Stroking her hair as he cries helplessly, Jai gathers her close against himself, and pleads desperately to her…. 

Jai: No, no, no... Bani… Bani…. 

Seeing her eyelids open slightly and stare up at him wearily, Jai tries hard in reassuring her well being… 

Jai: --N-nothing's going to happen to you…. You're going to be fine…. (his voice stammers with clear fear and hysteria) ----- Somebody please! Call an ambulance!! 

"Bani Di!!!" Rano shrieks from behind them.... 

Feeling her breathing cut short, Bani begins gasping for air, and feels her eyes water on seeing the tremor on her husband's face…. She reaches out to him, cupping the side of his face, and musters up all the strength inside of her to be able to say her last words…. 

"Jai……," she calls out to him breathlessly…. Jai takes her hand and kisses it sweetly. 

Jai: I'm right here…. (tears falling fast) I'm right here…. (murmurs soothingly) 
Bani: …. Jaaaiii…. (she whispers softly) 

The final words she hears her husband say to her before slipping into a never ending darkness were, "Stay with me….. Stay with me." …….
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Chapter 37

"Mr. Walia, I am sorry, but you cannot go past here. You will have to wait outside….," the Doctor politely informs him, bringing an arm out to prevent Jai from going any further. Rano clings onto him from behind, tears streaming fast down her cheeks.

Jai: (desperate) Buttt----
Doctor: Mr. Walia, I guarantee you that my team and I will work our hardest to save your wife's life. Trust me…. Hopefully with God's grace on our side, she will be fine.

Before he can give Jai another chance to intervene, Dr. Mathur follows his assisting nurse into the operation room, letting the glass doors close behind him. Moments later the bulb situated up on top of the doors, turns red, indicating the beginning of the operation. Like a dead body, Jai falls down onto the bench nearby with his face as white as a sheet of paper. Rano doesn't bother in hiding her tears, shedding them freely. She looks over to her brother-in-law, noting his state, and feels her heart go out to him. She also sits down besides him and gently places her head onto his shoulder. Taking her arms, she wraps them around his, wanting him to know that they are in this together, he is not alone.

Jai stares off into space, heeding no attention to his saali, feeling numb to the core. His own words come back to haunt him…..

"Our marriage has only been a compromise"…… "Woh raat ek gaalti tha…"…. "It should never have happened"…… 

He is the reason for his wife's condition right now. It was because of him that she had run off…. That she had been hit by that car…. If only he hadn't said anything, she would still be at home….with him…. None of this would ever had happened…. It's all because of him… Just him….

"I am sorry Sir… I am very sorry… It is because of me that your wife's ill…. I didn't mean for this to happen…. I-----," Jai distantly hears the man across from him speak. Snapping out of his lost daze, he looks over to the regretful man, who seems as if he will breakdown any second.

It's not his fault…. In fact, he even tried to stop the car as soon as he saw Bani in the street…. It was just too late… And with him taking time to come to the hospital to see how his wife is proves that he is sincerely sorry and wishes for her well being…. He's a good man and Jai does not blame him.

This was what he wanted to say to the poor man, but no words seem to come out from his mouth, instead he remains quiet. Finally he feels Rano's presence and hears her sniffling and cries, which he had blocked out ever since the whole incident had taken place. He had been terribly shaken before and went into a state of shock….

Jai startles Rano momentarily as he takes her into his arms, trying his best to pacify her. He strokes her hair and murmurs that her sister will be alright…. That she has to be alright… She needs to live for them both. Rano, feeling tears arise in her eyes all over again with her Jiju's response of comfort, nods her head quickly in agreement and hugs him equally back. She is well aware of the anguish her brother-in-law is currently going through, in fact, he is perhaps even more impacted by her sister's accident than herself…. And here he is pretending to be brave and optimistic, only to soothe her.

Minutes fly by, which feel like eons to Jai and Rano, when finally the other members of the Walia family arrive. They come with tears and disbelief over the news. Neither Jai or Rano narrate what had happened when asked, it was only the sorrowful man who did. Mausi looks over to her nephew with water brimming in her eyes, and her heart aches on seeing his broken condition. Never in her years of raising him had she seen him so forlorn and devastated. Not even on his own parents' death.

She wants to reach out to him, comfort him, tell him everything will be fine, but she can't… Because she herself has no knowledge of whether Bani will be well…. How can she take a husband's grief away while his wife is fighting between life and death?

Jigyasa bursts into tears in her ex-husband's arms, who himself is desolate over this shocking incident.

Pia finds her baby sister crying her heart out with Jai Walia as her support. Racking with soft sobs herself, she makes her way over to her and gently calls out for her attention.

Pia: Rano….

Rano looks up from Jai's shoulder and replies in a watery tone…, "Pia…" Immediately Pia gathers her into a tight-locked embrace, and begins in shushing her, telling her only to think positively… Nothing will happen to their Bani Didi.

Pushkar stands idly to himself, keeping his eyes on his brother, who seems so lifeless that it brings tears to his own eyes. He is hesitant to reach out to him, not knowing whether he is the right person at the moment to give him comfort, but is glad instead when Mausi steps in, sitting beside her shattered nephew.

Mausi: Munna….

On hearing his Mausi's motherly voice, Jai looks to her and in moments breaks down in hot tears. She brings him to close to her and soothingly runs her hand in a back and forth motion on his back….

Jai: Mausi-----…… Bani….. Bani…..
Mausi: (speaking in a quivering tone herself) I know beta….. I know…..
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Sometime later when everyone begins to quiet down and instead look distraught and motionless, Dr. Mathur steps out from the operation room and approaches them with a grim on his face. Jai is the first to notice his presence and quickly springs up from his seat, rushing over to him.

Jai: (hastily) Doctor, kya hua? How is my wife? ---- Is she fine?
Dr. Mathur: Mr. Walia…. We have reached a problem…. Your wife has lost a lot of blood from the accident…. And unfortunately we do not have her blood group in our banks….
Jai: (shocked, infuriated) What do you mean you don't have her blood group? Have you called any of the other hospitals around?
Dr. Mathur: Yes we have, and they are running low on AB+ as well. We need that blood for your wife as soon as possible. We cannot afford to wait…. Your wife's state is critical and time is not on our side….

Everyone shatters at this piece of news and instantly become to worry. Mausi and Dadi quickly begin to chant prayers with tears rolling down their faces.

Jai: Then take my blood! I don't care, take as much as you need. Just please, save my wife. (he says urgently)

Jigyasa squeaks behind him, "But Bhaiya…. Aapka blood group B negative hai….." Jai becomes crestfallen on this reminder and frantically turns behind, looking back at both Rano and Pia, who immediately tear up all over again. He approaches them both, and takes Rano's arms into his hands.

Jai: Tum dono to uski behen ho…. One of you can donate the blood to her…. (hopefully)

Both Rano and Pia look at one another miserably and back at their sister's husband, hating to have to break terrible news to him.

Rano: Mr. Walia… Main aur Pia… humare blood group Didi ke saath match nahi kaarte….(trans: Mr. Walia… Mine and Pia's… our blood group does not match with Didi's.) 

Jai stares at her stunned, and shakes her slightly out of frustration from a response he did not wish to hear….

Jai: Yeh kaise hosakta---- tum dono to uski---
Rano: (crying) Ji, hum uski behen hai…. Paar our blood does not match …. We are not AB+


Releasing her arms slowly, Jai steps away from them looks expectantly at everyone else---who do not step forward with the news he hoped to hear. He falls back into the wall behind him, completely lost and hopeless about where to get the blood from.

Jai: My Bani is in there dying… and I cannot even do a simple thing as get blood for her….

Pushkar, not remaining silent anymore, steps around the others in front of him and forward to his brother. He places a hand on his shoulder, causing Jai to look up at him with suffering eyes.

Pushkar: Bhaiya… Bhabhi is not going to die… We won't let her… She has to live… She has to live for you and for us. …. You are not in this alone. We are here…. (pausing for a second) My blood type matches with Bani Bhabhi's…. I will donate her the blood.

Electrified by this, Jai stares at his younger brother in surprise. Pushkar nods his head, confirming the fact. Not even giving Jai to properly react towards his favor, he rushes away to the Doctor.

Pushkar: Doctor, I will give her my blood….I'll give her all of it, please, you need to save her.
Doctor: We will only need a few quarts from you son…. Nurse (calling behind him)…
Nurse: Ji sir…

The nurse quickly takes action by assisting Pushkar towards a separate room to prep for the blood transfusion. As Pushkar walks along, he meets his brother's jolted eyes which stare at him with a mix of gratitude and disbelief…..
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Just as soon Pushkar comes walking out from the room, rolling down his sleeve, Pia confronts him with tears sparkling in her eyes. He looks at her dumbfound as she silently stares at him in awe.

Pushkar: (softly) Pia…..

Bursting into fresh tears, Pia hugs her husband tight, crying into his chest. He begins in calming her down.

Pia: You are too good of a person Pushkar… I will never forget this favor of yours…
Pushkar: Pia… if she is your sister….. Then she is my sister as well…. We are all family…. And family look after one another….

Pia looks up at him with a slightly happy smile and receives an affectionate kiss on her forehead. That is when she remembers his weak state.

Pia: Pushkar… you should be laying down… You have just given blood… You are weak…
Pushkar: No… I am fine… Besides, I don't want to be resting while Bani is..….

Pia nods her head in acknowledgment and doesn't bother to protest, she leads him back to everyone else before the operation room, where they wait impatiently and desperately for more news of Bani…..

After long hours pass by, the operation room's bulb dims and it's doors open. Everyone either stand up or straighten their posture on the sight of the Doctor. Their hearts pound fast as he comes close and then stops in his tracks.

Doctor: …. The operation was a success…. The patient is stable.

Everyone around Jai quickly wear smiles and animatedly chatter in delight and cheer for this much awaited piece of information…. They are oblivious to the heavy burden in his chest being uplifted and his heart racing fast in a frenzy. More tears escape from his eyes, but this time from overjoyed relief and exhilaration. He walks to the Doctor, feeling light with rushing emotions, and at once asks him if they can see her.

Doctor: (smiling) Of course Mr. Walia… She has been placed in another room. But only one person is allowed…. She is resting.

Jai turns around, staring at his family unsurely. They, however, only smile back at him.

Aditya: Jai, if Bani had to choose which one of us she would want to see first, it would be you.
Mausi: Yes Munna… Go and see her… You are her husband, you have that right.

Jai though still seems hesitant and switches his gaze over to his two sister-in-laws. They catch his hesitance and only confirm what everyone else suggest.

Rano: Trust me Mr. Walia, Didi would want to see you the most…. Even over us.
Pia: (smiling politely) Please go….

Smiling in gratitude, Jai does not waste anymore time and in a flash disappears with Dr. Mathur at his side, leading him towards his wife's room….
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Dr. Mathur: Here she is Mr. Walia…. You may go in.

The Doctor opens the door for Jai, allowing him to go in. He slowly enters in and rests his eyes on the hospital bed in front of him, in which his wife lies on, attached to IVs and an oxygen mask hovering over her nose and mouth. He hears the door close behind him and knows that the doctor has left to give him privacy.

Now with a heavy heart, he walks to Bani's side, and tears on seeing her condition. He sits down beside her on a chair, and takes her cold hands into his own. He caressingly runs his hand down her hair and tries to relish in the fact that she is alive and well…. But he cannot ignore that he has brought her to this very bed, caused her to almost fall in the depths of death, and endangering herself. Bringing his forehead down against their joined hands, Jai silently begins to cry to himself……

Jai: Bani…. I am so sorry…. Yeh saab mere wajah se hua… I have hurt you once again…. It seems that is all I am ever capable of doing when I'm with you…. I did not wish for this to happen…. I never wanted any of this to happen… In fact, I never even meant any of those things I had said to you earlier before…. If I had known that those words would hurt you like this, I would never had said them… I had only thought I was giving you the happiness you wanted…. I never wanted to let you go, I didn't want you to leave me…. But I had thought you would be happier without me… That I was depriving you from getting that happiness you wished for…. But now I realize that I was just speaking rubbish…. You never wanted to leave me…. You want to be with me just as much as I want to be with you…. and that your happiness lies in me, just as mine lies in yours… I am sorry for calling our marriage a compromise…. It may had been based off as one, but that had changed a long time… Nor do I regret that night when we had become one in body and soul….man and wife… In fact, that night will always be a cherished memory for me… It was that same very night in which I realized that I have fallen in love with you….  Bani… You are everything to me… You are my whole world… You are the woman that I love and will always love… I want us to be happily married… I want us to have lots of children who we will spoil and love together… and I even want us to grow old together… just like any other married couple…. I regret never telling you all this before… I was misunderstood and under the conception that you did not share the same dreams and hopes that I held…. Instead I believed you wanted to have that same life, but with another man…. I was wrong to believe you still held feelings for Pushkar…. I should have spoken to you about it, but I didn't… because I was afraid… I was afraid whether you would confirm my worst fears…. I was afraid of losing you…..

He pauses for a brief moment before carrying on….

Jai: Bani, I still want to create my life over again… but with you in it…. For many years I've been very lonely and have been missing that presence of a companion in my life… All that changed though, when you came into my life… Ever since our marriage, you have begun to fill that empty void with your warmth and loving nature…. Those same very characteristics of yours that eventually had me falling hard for you…. I love you Bani…. And I want you to know that here on after, I will never let you feel pain again… I will love you so much and make you so happy that you won't ever have a chance to complain…. You will have that life that you have always wanted…. That you deserve…. I just hope that you will give me that chance…..

He kisses her hands sweetly and strokes her hair one last time, before deciding on getting up to leave, thinking it's best if he let's her rest for now. But just as he releases her hands and stands up to go, he feels a haste grip on his hand holding him back. As he turns behind and looks down, he finds his wife's small hand keeping him from leaving. Startled, he stares up and sees Bani fully awake and looking hopeful with tears glistening in her eyes, despite her weary state. Jai sits back down hurriedly and stares dumbfound at her, not sure on how to react by this. He watches her lift her other hand up to her oxygen mask, and begin to remove it. He, however, brings his own forth to stop her from doing this.

Jai: Bani….

Bani takes his hand and holds it in place, preventing him from stopping her. She successfully moves the mask away and breathlessly stares up at him with her hazel eyes. Her voice comes out in a weak rasp....

Bani: .... How come you never told me? 


Taken aback, he simply stares at her with nothing to say. 

BAni: …..Why did you not tell me that you love me? (softly demands)
Jai: (quietly answers)  …..Was it necessary for me to? ---- Could you not see it in my eyes?
Bani: I wanted to believe so many times that I did…. But I was unsure… You are a master in hiding your feelings… and your actions led me to doubts.
Jai: Why didn't you say anything? (turning it around on her)
Bani: ….. Didn't I make it obvious enough?… Everyone easily caught on how I felt about you…. Except you…
Jai: (miserable) …. I am a blind fool Bani….
Bani: (tears rolling out from her eyes) … I have pined for your love day and night…. And hoped endlessly that the day you would love me back would come… Only to have that all crashing down when you spoke about ending our marriage… Mr. Walia, even thinking about being away from you breaks my heart… How did you expect me to spend the rest of my life without you?
Jai: (croaks) I was only thinking about your happiness….
Bani: … My happiness only lies in you…. How could you possibly think it would be anywhere else? All my life I have been dealing with only troubles and suffering…. And the one time that I actually was truly content with my life, you were going on to take that away from me…
Jai: …. Bani…. I am sorry…. Please forgive me…. I made a mistake… I know this….
Bani: Sorry isn't going to be enough Mr. Walia… You will have to pay for all the heartache you have put me through….

Jai looks at Bani pleadingly, willing to do anything for her forgiveness.

Jai: I will accept any punishment you give me… I just want you to forgive me….

Bani stares up at her husband long and hard, before taking his hands and bringing them close to her heart.

Bani: I want you to accept me as your wife truly… I want that perfect married life that every woman dreams of…. I want to have children with you that I know you will love with all your heart and bring them every happiness in the world…. I want to be your everything… I don't want to be just your wife, but your friend and confidant as well… You must share all your feelings and problems with me as I will with you…. I want you to love me endlessly for the rest of your life…even when we grow old when normal couples begin to become tired of one another….

Jai's heart begins to swell in festivity on hearing her punishment, a punishment he will happily oblige to without any hesitance….

Jai: (smiling in relief and satisfaction) Are you saying that we are an abnormal couple? (slightly intrigued)
Bani: (smiling herself) No… We are different from others….because our love has no bounds… and we will not only be together for just seven lifetimes, but for many lifetimes to come….

Not able to control himself, Jai takes his wife's lips with his into a subtle, but passionate kiss. He caresses her soft lips once more before pulling back and resting his head on her bosom. Bani brings her arms around him and runs her fingers through his black hair affectionately.

Jai: I promise, I will fulfill all of your demands. I won't disappoint you. You have my word….
Bani: (content with his promise, sweetly) I know you will….and please, from here on out, do not blame yourself for anything…. What has happened is now in our past… We must only think of the present and our future together….
Jai: Paar Bani, agar aaj tumhe kuch hojata to…. Main kabhi aapne aap ko maaf nahi karpata…. I do not want to live in a world without you by my side, main to aapne jaan ko---- (trans: Bani, if anything had happened to you, I would never had forgiven myself. I do not want to live in a world without you by my side, I would have given my life----)
Bani: (cutting in quickly) Nahi…. You should not think like that… Don't you dare ever think about speaking like this again… main aapko chorke kahin nahi jaaongi…. I am bounded to you forever… (trans: I will not go anywhere and leave you.) 
Jai: (overwhelmed with passion for her, says all in one breath) Bani... I love you.
Bani: (shyly)...  I love you too Mr. Walia….

Hearing this, Jai raises his head, gently breaking out from their embrace, and lovingly strokes her cheek….

Jai: Jai…. Sirf Jai…. Tumhara Jai…

Jai watches her turn slightly pink from this but her eyes shine with clear delight. He kisses her forehead tenderly and then places his own against hers, grinning at her while she smiles back….
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A few hours later after Bani rested with her husband lying right by her, the rest of the Walia clan barged in a flock and quickly surrounded her bed, startling both Jai and Bani. Jai helped his wife up in a sitting position when asked by her so she could talk to their family. All at once everyone expressed their relief on her well-being and received several scoldings for being careless, especially Mausi. Slightly agitated with everyone attacking his wife, Jai hotly told everyone to leave, telling them that Bani needed her rest and to come back later.

Seeing everyone's pouting faces, Bani soothingly places her hand on Jai's shoulder, bringing his attention towards her.

Bani: Aap please fikar maat kijiye… main bilkul teek hoon… waise bhi, main bhi saabse baath kaarna chaati hoon.. (trans: Please do not worry… I am absolutely fine… Besides, I also wish to speak to everyone.) 
Jai: Bani, there's time for that later… Not right now… My number one priority is for your recovery… I don't want you to over exert yourself…
Jigyasa: (smiling) Bhaiya teek kaehte… We should all let you rest… We will come later to visit…

One by one everyone gives Bani their own farewells and hugs, promising to see her later on. As they start leaving the door, both Jai and Bani here Dadi mutter, "Yeh hero ko achank kya hua…suddenly woh itana over protective hochuka…If this continues, soon he wont let us be around Bani puttar at all." (trans: What has happened to hero all of a sudden? Suddenly he has become so overprotective.) Everyone who hears this attempt in stifling their laughter, but to no success. Bani giggles to herself while Jai just scowls.

Catching Pushkar as one of the last to leave, Jai takes this opportunity to speak to him.

Jai: Pushkar….

Pushkar, stopping in his tracks, turns around and stares hesitantly over at his older brother.

Pushkar: Ji Bhaiya…
Jai: Yahan aao… (trans: Come here.)

Jai casts Bani a side glance, who smiles encouragingly at him, and stands up from his seat, walking over to where he stands.

Pushkar looks uncertainly at him, wondering what he has to say, and is stunned as he takes him into an warm embrace. He looks over Jai's shoulders and at Bani, who smiles elatedly at them. Quickly he feels tears rush to his eyes and hugs his brother tightly back.

Jai: Thank you… You saved my wife's life… I hate to even think that if you weren't here, what would have happened… I will always be in debt to you for this favor…

Pushkar pulls back and gives Jai a meek smile, his eyes still brimming with tears.

Pushkar: Bhaiya… I did what anyone else would had done for their family…. I want you to know that I am willing to do anything for you and Bhabhi… Especially for you… You have given me everything that life has to offer… This is just only a small thing I have done as a payment to your favors you have given me…
Jai: (smiling, placing his hand on his head) You have nothing to pay back to me… Everything that I had done… I had done for my brother… Forgive me Pushkar… I have been horrible to you for the past few days…

Overwhelmed from being acknowledged as his brother once again, Pushkar instantly hugs Jai, who is slightly taken aback, but smiles.

Pushkar: You have every right to be angry, hate, or even scold me… You are my older brother… And I should be the one apologizing to you Bhaiya… I am sorry… I am sorry for being a terrible brother… But I promise, I will never deceive you again…. I have learned my mistake.

Jai pulls Pushkar back, holding on to his arms, and smiles in a knowing manner.

Jai: I know you won't beta…. I trust you….

Not able to withhold his oncoming smile on hearing beta coming from his mouth, something that he had been used to being called for the last 12 years and had missed for the last few months, Pushkar nods affirmatively at Jai. Grinning happily at his little brother, Jai ruffles his hair, earning himself an ecstatic smile in return….

Bani: Pushkar…

Bringing his attention away from his Jai Bhaiya, Pushkar looks over to Bani who beckons him over with a single soft nod. Pushkar gives Jai a fleeting look, who pats his back, urging him to go on.

Pushkar: Yes Bhabhi…

Bani, smiling serenely up at him, takes her devaar and best friend's hand into hers and stares at him gratefully.

Bani: Thank you for saving my life.
Pushkar: Bhabhi… I had told you before in the beginning of our friendship… I never want to hear thank you or sorry from your mouth…
Bani: I know… but I still want to… You are a good person Pushkar… and a wonderful friend.
Pushkar: It was the least I could do Bhabhi… I did it as a duty of a civil human being… and after all you have done for me. You've brought my marriage back on track and have returned my brother to me… I will always be obliged to you for this.
Bani: (cheekily)… What are Bhabhi's for?

Pushkar chuckles at this…
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Two weeks pass by with everyone coming in and out from the hospital, making sure to meet Bani at least once a day. Pia and Rano were the ones who made the most trips, and even volunteered at one point in staying at the hospital with her. However Bani reassured them that she would be okay and that Jai is always by her side, never leaving her alone for a second.
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Jai comes out from the bathroom, freshly dressed in a black suit and begins in brushing his hair in front of the mirror. From behind he hears a teasing whistle, and looks through the mirror only to roll his eyes at the sight of his best friend and sister staring back at him with smiles.

Jai: Get lost Aditya.
Aditya: Ouch, so grouchy in the mornings. Why is that? Is it because you're away from Bani?

Jai just ignores him and continues in making his hair. Jigyasa comes from behind with the puja ke taali in her hands.

Aditya: Jai, what's the use of coming home if you keep going extra early to the hospital and leave from there very late. Why not just stay there?
Jai: (sighs, putting his brush down) Aditya, you very well know that Bani insists on me staying home. Otherwise, I would had stayed there with her as well.

Aditya opens his mouth to say something, but gets hit on his chest from his ex-wife, who warningly glares at him.

Jigyasa: Quit harassing my brother. Today's a very happy day for him. I don't want you setting his mood off.
Aditya: Kya? What am I doing? I'm just having some innocent fun. Can I not pull my own best friend's leg?
Jigyasa: No, you may not. Not until he comes back safely home with my Bhabhi. Then you are at liberty to do whatever you want.
Aditya: (mutters) Killjoy.  (Tiffy, i got this one from you.WinkLOL)
Jigyasa: (snaps) Excuse me?
Aditya: Did I say anything?
Jigyasa: Yes you did. You called me a killjoy.
Aditya: I am appalled by your accusation. I would not. Why, you are my best friend's sister and my ex-wife, surely I would never say anything bad about you.
Jigyasa: Aditya Bali--- you are such a pain sometimes.
Aditya: You cannot blame me for anything, it's not my fault if you are hearing things. Perhaps you should consult a psychiatrist.
Jigyasa: Yoou----
Jai: (agitated) Stop it you two. You are in your thirties, yet you behave like children. Do I always have to remind you of this?
Aditya: Jai, if we are children, then you are our mother.

Jai grimaces at this, while Jigyasa tries her best in holding back her laughter.

Jai: What are you two doing here anyways? And together? I had thought you two can barely stand the sight of each other?

He is surprised on seeing both his sister's and his best friend's face turn a color of  red, which gives him an instant flashback of when he had confronted them when they had been teenagers of the very same matter. They had turned a familiar shade of red even then. He gets disgusted, just like he had been back then on finding out the truth of his best friend and sister's relationship.

Jai: You two are back together… After years of hating each other, how can you possibly fall back in love?

Jigyasa only turns a brighter shade of red and doesn't meet her brother's eyes. Aditya, however, speaks for the both of them.

Aditya: (shrugs) We've had our differences, but we never stopped loving each other…
Jai: God… I feel like I'm twenty again and trying to digest the fact of you two in a relationship together.
Aditya: Why does it disgust you seeing me and Jigyasa together? We have kids together for crying out loud! We're not a bunch of teenagers anymore, we're grown adults.
Jai: Oh, so now you remember you're an adult and not a child. Whatever, you will never understand because you do not have a sister---- and Bani does not count (he adds in on seeing Aditya opening his mouth to protest). You did not grow up with her. So it shouldn't bother you seeing her with me. ----- Besides, whatever happened to that woman you were seeing in the office.

Aditya's eyes widen at this, shocked that Jai had managed to find out.

Aditya: (trying to pull it off) What woman?
Jai: (snapping his fingers, trying to remember) Tina?… Reena?…
Jigyasa: (bitterly) Sonia.
Jai: (smiling a little) So my baby sister knows.
Jigyasa: Of course I know. I got it out of him.
Aditya: Kya Jai, tum mere dost ho ya mere dushman? (trans: What Jai, are you my friend or my enemy?)
Jai: Dushman of course.
Aditya: (sighs) It didn't work out. I tried to move on because your baby sister was playing hard to get. But Sonia wasn't ready to commit to a man who had two kids already that were only ten years younger than her. And I realized that no matter what I'm still always gonna be in love with Jigyasa.

Jigyasa seems to become smug on this piece of news and Jai just rolls his eyes again, not wishing to hear anymore of his friend's and sister's personal matters.

Jai: Well good for you. May you two have a long happy married life and actually maintain it this time. Now if you will excuse me, I have to get to my own wife. I want to discharge her from that hospital as soon as possible.
Jigyasa: Oh Bhaiya, not before you take prasad. That is why I had come in the first place.
Aditya: (snorts) She's lying, she was following me. I'm telling you, she's head over heels for me.

Jigyasa hits Aditya one last time before offering her brother the prasad. Jai willingly takes it and receives a tika on his forehead from his sister, who says that he is off to bring his wife back home and from now on his life will change for the good…..
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"Ddddiiiii!!!," Rano screams as she pounces into Bani's private room. Bani, who had been occupying herself by watching TV, but not really watching it, smiles on seeing her sister and expectedly looks behind Rano to see her husband come walking in. She waits for a few seconds, but is disappointed on not seeing him come. However, she does not have time to dwell on this because Rano approaches her at the bed, sitting down on it beside her, and takes her hands into hers.

Rano: How are you feeling? Better than before I hope.
Bani: (smiles in an assuring manner) Yes, much better.
Rano: The nurses here are taking good care of you, right? If not, just give me the names Di and I will get Jiju to have them fired right away.
Bani: You will do no such thing… They are taking care of my every needs. Do not tell your Jiju lies---- (immediately stopping in her sentence) …. Rano, what did you say?
Rano: I said, give me names and I will---
Bani: No…. I mean… What did you call Mr. Walia…
Rano: (realizing what she means, smiling) Jiju… He had asked me to call me that. He said he doesn't want any formalities in our relationship anymore.

Bani smiles at this, absolutely pleased with this change in her sister and husband's relationship.

"Rano is like another sister to me… More of a daughter actually… But Bani, what I mean to say is that, your responsibilities are my responsibilities… your family… has become into my family. Don't think of yourself alone anymore…," he had told her only a few days ago.

Bani places her hand on Rano's cheek and looks at her lovingly.

Rano: Kya hua Di? Why are you getting so sentimental on me? (noticing her forming tears)
Bani: Arre Budu, you cannot let me enjoy anything can you?
Rano: (smirking) Nope.
Bani: (chuckling a little) I am just happy that my family is finally complete. Nothing's missing anymore.

Rano places her hand over her sister's and smiles back at her. She decides on moving on away from emotional issues.

Rano: Are you sure they are taking care of your well being?
Bani: (sighs) Yes baba…
Rano: (pleased) Good. That is what I want to hear.
Bani: (hesitant) Rano…. Have you come here alone?
Rano: Yes, Di, why? I took a rickshaw. …. (teasing smile) Were you expecting someone else?
Bani: (blushes) Nahi, I was just asking. …. Woh, Pia nahi aaye… isliye… (clearly lying)(trans: Pia hasn't come this time… that is why.) 
Rano: Hain hain, sure. Of course you were expecting Pia…. Are you sure it is not my Jiju instead you want to see?
Bani: (pink in the face)….
Rano: (laughing) Saaf saaf aapke chere peh dekhariye mujhe… Aap Jiju ke liye intezaar khar rah the… haina? (winks) (trans: It's clearly written on your face… You were waiting for Jiju, right?) … Well too bad Di, he doesn't want to see you… He says he has become tired of coming back and forth to come and see you…
Bani: (upset on hearing this)…. But today I am supposed to be discharged… He wouldn't forget… would he?
Rano: (feigning shock) Really?--- You are supposed to be discharged today??? But Jiju was saying you weren't until two more days.
Bani: (now really sad) He has forgotten me…..
Rano: (giggles madly) Didi, oh god, calm down… I was kidding… Please don't get upset… Geez, he has become your whole world all of a sudden… All I ever hear from your mouth is Jiju's name…
Bani: (defensive, embarrassed) I do not speak of him all the time…
Rano: And all you ever think is about him nowadays.. You have forgotten everyone else…. Arre, give us other people your time… Or are you just going to spend it on your hubby dearest all the time?
Bani: (mad now) Jah… Tu mere kamre se jaoo… main tujhse baath nahi kaarna chaati… Tu mujhe baut saatati ho… (trans: Go… Leave my room and go… I don't want to talk to you… You harass me a lot.) 
Rano: Okay, teek hai….

Rano jumps up and walks to leave, but is instantly stopped by her sister.

Bani: Arre Rano… I was just kidding… you took me seriously. Come back here….
Rano: Kyon bhai? I thought I tease you too much…. Waise bhi, main aapka paati dev ko bholnaliye jhaari thi…. (trans: Besides, I was going to go call your husband for you.) 

Bani's face quickly brightens up on hearing this, bringing a small smile onto Rano's lips. It's cute how she always smiles and her eyes sparkle whenever she mentions Jai to her.

Bani: Woh yahan aaye hai? (trans: He is here?)
Rano: Duh Di… Who do you think brought me here?--- Well actually it was only after I bugged him a lot that he agreed to take me along.
Bani: Tumne kaha ke tum rickshaw se aaye ho… .(trans: You had said you came by rickshaw.) 
Rano: DDDDiiii, think with your head… Do you honestly think Jiju would had let me come here by the rickshaw? He refuses to let me go anywhere anymore without taking one of the drivers.
Bani: Uffff,… forget it. Tell me, kahan hai woh? (trans: Where is he?)
Rano: He is in the process of getting your discharge papers done. I was with him before, but got bored, and decided to come here to you instead. He must be coming any moment now.

Just as she says this, Jai comes walking in through the door with a small travel bag in his hand, flung over his shoulder, and a the discharge papers in his other.

Rano: Loh… agaaye aapke paati dev… Khush? (trans: Here comes your husband…. Happy?) 

Jai looks up from the papers in his hands and smiles brightly over to his wife, who flushes red from her sister's words. Rano had made it seem like she had been desperate for her husband to come… well actually, she had been but she does not want it to be obvious. She tends to get very restless when he's not around.

Jai places the bag aside onto the chair near Bani's bed and places a loving kiss on her head, bringing a sunny smile onto his wife's lips.

Jai: Good morning Sweetheart… Looks like you're coming home today.
Rano: Jiju (she says in a sing-song voice) you won't believe how much Di has asked about you… Seriously, I have become tired in calming her down that you are on your way… What magic have you put on my sister that all she ever wants these days is you?
Bani: (gripping onto his arm) Thank God aap aagaye… Aab aap iss pagali ko chup karwao… Main thakchuki isski fulti baatein ko sunke… Yeh mujhe baut saatati hai… (pouting at her husband) (trans: Thank God that you are here… Now you get this crazy girl to be quiet… I have become tired from hearing her silly talks… She harasses me a lot.) 
Jai: (warningly) Raanoo…
Rano: Jiju, aap Didi ke saath hamesha kyon daehte ho? Khabhi mujhpe bhi vishwaas kariye na… (trans: Jiju, why do you always take Didi's side? Sometimes have some trust in me too.) 
Jai: (sighs) Aisa nahi hai Rano… Tum to jaanti ho ke maine manna kiya Bani ko taang karnliye… She needs her rest… You will only hassle her more… (trans: It's not like that Rano… You know I had told you not to bug Bani…) 
Rano: (remembering this) Sorry Jiju… won't do it again.

Jai turns his attention back onto his wife, who stares at the bag he has brought along.

Bani: Jai, iss bag mein kya hai? (trans: Jai, what is in this bag?) 
Rano: Wah … we have now moved to a first name basis, now have we?

Both Bani and Jai gives Rano a look, which she takes as a message to shut up.

Rano: Wow..… You two get annoyed easily…
Jai: Poke fun of us later… I don't want a preview of what we're gonna have to face back home… You can team up with Aditya, teek hai?
Rano: (happy on hearing this) Okay….
Jai: (turning to Bani) I brought you clothes to wear once we need to leave for home…
Bani: Hum aabhi nahi jhaare? (sad, not wanting to stay any longer) (trans: We're not leaving now?)
Jai: (smiles, strokes her hair) Nahi… I still have to discuss with Dr. Mathur about your recovery in detail… He's busy with another patient at the moment… We will have to wait for some time…. Have you eaten?

Bani shakes her head in a negative.

Jai: Kamaal hai… has everyone in this hospital died? Where are they? It's ridiculous that they cannot even do their own jobs right…
Bani: Please do not get angry… I had told the nurse that I would like to eat later…
Jai: Baannniii, what is this? Why did you not eat?
Bani: (sheepishly, murmurs) I wanted to wait for you…. I knew you would have not eaten before coming here… so I had thought we would eat together…
Rano: (smiles) Jiju, you had to admit one thing… My sister is sweet…
Jai: (glares at Bani) Too sweet if you ask me….

For the next thirty minutes, after quickly ordering a breakfast for his wife, Jai and Rano stayed with Bani in her room until Dr. Mathur was available to talk to. Jai did not really mind the wait, he was enjoying sitting with his wife on the bed with her resting her head on his chest and entwining his hand in hers. He whispers sweet nothings into her ear, causing her to blush throughout… Rano, chose to sit up front and watch the TV instead, giving them a little privacy to themselves… No one disturbs them up until a nurse comes walking in, informing Jai that Dr. Mathur is waiting for him in his office. Jai goes off to meet up with the doctor, leaving both sisters behind….

Rano: Di… Let's get you ready while Jiju speaks with the doctor… That way we won't be wasting anymore time when he comes back… I know how much you are impatient on coming home.

Bani nods her head in agreement and lets her sister lead her to the washroom, where she receives help in changing into a saree….
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Everything was chaotic back at the Walia Mansion. Everyone were in a frenzy, making preparations in excitement for Bani's arrival. They knew from now on things would be different. Now they will officially be a family… There will be no more estrangement.

Anu and Rohit had even arrived to welcome Bani home with everyone else. Even little Arun accompanied them there.

They all await for Jai and Rano to bring the Bahu of the house back home, where she belongs….
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Arun who had been bored doing nothing in the Mansion, having neither his Rano Maushi aur Jai Uncle to entertain him, sat by the windows waiting for them to come. A few minutes into his waiting, he sees a black Mercedes pull up onto the driveway and he chirpily announces that his Jai Uncle has come…..
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Just as Jai steps out from the passenger seat of the car, he sees everyone in his family standing at the front doors of the Mansion, looking eagerly at them. He sighs while shaking his head in bewilderment, and comes around the car over to Bani's side to assist her out. She had injured her leg in the accident so she is not that well in walking on her own since it is still in the process of healing completely. But it is not so serious that she has to be given a set of crutches or be put into a wheelchair. She declined those options before anyway.

Bani opens her door and places her hand into her husband's outstretched one. She lets herself be hoisted up from her seat and uses her husband as a slight support by leaning into him and placing her hands on his chest. She looks behind him and over at her family, who some excitedly wave at her. She smiles and tries her best in not laughing at their excitement. Bani meets her husband's eyes and he smiles back at her as well.

Jai: Welcome home… (he murmurs to her)

Rano springs up at their side and urges them to go on. As Bani takes a few slow steps forward, she feels a shot of pain rise up in her leg and lets out a soft sound of agony. Jai, worried by this, quickly questions her of what is wrong.

Rano: (worried herself) Jiju, I think it is her leg. Didi, can you walk?
Bani: (trying to brush off the pain) Hain, I can… Don't worry…

She takes one more step forward, and scrunches up her face, trying hard not to make her physical pain obvious. However, Jai catches this, and wordlessly stops her. He astonishes Bani by lifting her up in his arms and carry her on over to the doors of the Mansion. Her face turns crimson just as they arrive before their family and hides her face into the crook of his neck as she hears Pushkar and Saahil whistle together at this scene. The rest laugh at Bani's reaction and the boys' openly teasing.

Saahil: Waah… kya scene hai… Hero uske heroin ko baahon mein laake aaye hai… (trans: Bravo… what a scene… The hero has brought his heroin in his arms…)
Pushkar: (praising) Waah.. .kya baath hai….

Jai gives them both a warning glance, causing them to immediately shut up but snigger to themselves.

Aditya: Now boys, we don't want our Hero--- I mean, Jai to get angry and be the death of us now do we?
Rano: (remarks from behind) Too late Adi Uncle, you've just made his number one on his hit list.

Everyone else laughs, making the atmosphere around them even more light and enjoyable.

Mausi: Accha teek hai… baut mazaak hochuka hai… Hum saab milke dono Munna aur meri bahu ko badmeh satoonge… aab keliye… let's welcome them home. (trans: Okay, enough jokes have been made… We will all together harass them later on… but for now… let's welcome them home.)

Jai takes this this as his queue to come inside, but just as he makes a motion to move forward, Mausi instantly stops him.

Mausi: Munna… not like this… you must wait for a moment….. Jigyasa…

Jigyasa steps in front, moving up through everyone else, and presents Mausi with a thali with a burning diya.

Jai: (protesting) Mausi, iskliye kya zaroort hai? (trans: Mausi, what is the use of this?) 
Mausi: Zaroori hai Munna… Mere baache saath ghar aareh hai… aur Bhagwan ke kripa se Bani aaj bhi humare saath hai… waise bhi, main jaanti hoon ke tum dono ke shaadi peh yeh rasaam adhoora raahgayi…. Main usko pura kaarna chaati…. (trans: It is necessary Munna… My children are coming back home together… and by god's grace Bani is still among us here today… Besides, I also know that this ritual had been left incomplete on your wedding day… I want to fulfill it.) 

Both Jai and Bani look at one another at hearing this, and then at everyone else who stand behind Mausi with smiles on their faces.

Mausi: Arre tum dono saab ko ghur ghur kyon dekhareh ho? Mujhe saab pata chaalgya…tumhare  shaadi ki saachai.... Aur main tum dono se baut gussa hoon… Aisi bhaari baath mujhse kaise chupaaye? Aur mera saabse bhara shikayaat tujhse hai Jai… Kya main tumhari Maa nahi hoon? --- Kya main tum dono ki Maa nahi hoon--- Kya main koi ajnabi hoon ke tum dono yeh baath mujhse kaay nahi paayi? (trans: Arre, why are you looking at everyone else so intently? I know everything… The truth of your marriage...And I am very angry with you two… How could you hide something so big from me? And my biggest complaint is against you jai… Am I not your mother? Am I not both of your mother? Am I some stranger that you two could not confide in me?) 

Jai opens his mouth to reply, but Bani beats him to it.

Bani: Nahi Mausi… aisa kuch nahi hai… (trans: No Mausi, it is nothing like that.) 
Mausi: (not letting her finish) Mujhe kuch nahi sunna… Main bus yehi kaaehna chaati hoon ke aaj ke baad tum dono mujhse koi baath nahi chupaaonge… Aur tum dono aab ek dusre ke saath khushi khushi aapne zindagi jeeonge… You will live a happy married life….and bless me with tons of grandchildren who I will spoil rotten. (adding on cheekily) (trans: I do not want to hear anything… I just want you to know that I do not want you two to hide anything from me from hence forth…. And now you two must live a happy life together…) 

Jai smiles broadly at this while his wife turns beetroot, causing everyone to chuckle.

Jai: Mausi, I guarantee you that we will meet to your expectations…

Mausi elatedly smiles at this, pleased by his promise. She takes the thali in her hands and happily begins in welcoming them home, swinging it around in a circular motion and gently showering their heads with flower petals afterwards. She puts a tika on both of their forehead and steps back, allowing them free entry into their home.

Mausi: Munna, now you two may come in with your right foot first….

Everyone watches with smiles as Jai place his right foot in first and proceeds in walking over the threshold, keeping his wife close in his arms…
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He gently places her down onto their bed, which is surrounded by various different flowers and get well cards. Bani stares all around at them, awed by everyone's generosity and concern for her well being.

Bani: (softly gasping) Itane saare phool? (trans: so many flowers?)
Jai: Hmm… Some of them were brought back here from the hospital… I will have them thrown away soon…
Bani: (instantly) No… I want to keep them… Everyone has given them to me with so much love… I do not want them to be thrown away….

Jai sits down besides her on the mattress and cups her cheek with his hand.

Jai: Whatever you want…

Bani smiles shyly as a reply, feeling special by his centered attention on her. She slowly begins on turning red after realizing that they are alone and that too in their very own bedroom, bringing a laughing grin onto her husband's face.

Jai: Kya hua? Why have you suddenly become into a tomato?

Bani continues in blushing and immediately shakes her head in refusal, not wanting to tell him and make things even more embarrassing for herself.

Jai: Bani…

Smiling at his childlike whining, Bani casually plays with the buttons of his coat and lowers her head, allowing her hair to fall over her shoulders and hide her face like a curtain…. She again shakes her head.

Bani: It's nothing… (shyly)

Jai pushes her hair tenderly back and takes her chin into his fingers, pushing it lightly up, making her meet his eyes.

Jai: Bani, you were the one who had said we will always share our thoughts with one another… Here you are already breaking that motion… Tell me, what is on your mind?

Bani takes in a heavy breath before quietly answering to him….

Bani: ….. Main.. (hesitant)
Jai: Tum…
Bani: …..Aap….
Jai: (prodding her on) Main…
Bani: (nervously) Hum….
Jai: (repeating) Hum….
Bani: (breathes out) … yahan…ek saath…. (trans: Here… together.) 
Jai: Hmm…
Bani: (becoming flustered and slightly breathless with his intense gaze) … akele… kamre mein… (trans: alone….in this room.) 

Her voice trails off and she burns hotly under his intrigued expression and the stirred emotions evoked in his dark eyes…. She bites on her bottom lip, regretting even thinking about this fact in the first place… She watches him closely, waiting for a reaction or response…

Jai: (breaking into a coy smile) What are you trying to imply?

Bani feels her heart jump out of anticipation as she sees a familiar mix of passion and desire form in her husband's eyes, one that she had encountered a few times before… Shivers run down her spine as she feels her husband caress her bare waist with a swift back and forth motion of his thumb… Her skin tingles from his touch…

Bani: (squeaks) Kuch nahi….
Jai: (his voice husky) Do you intend on having your ways with me Mrs. Walia?…  Because believe me, I won't resist if you do…

Her insides become chaotic as Jai slides his hand up her lower back and leans his head into hers…  Bani's hands tremble from nerves and a strong desire of her own… She closes her eyes as she feels his lips brush lightly across her jaw and near the area under her earlobe, a very sensitive spot for her…he teases her like this for awhile.

Her hands grip tight onto the open flaps of his coat and she lifts her head up, giving more access to him as he makes his way down to her neck, planting sweet kisses along the way and nuzzling her in the crook of her neck. Bani pushes off his coat from his torso and snakes her arms around his neck, bringing him close… Her breathing becomes ragged as she feels Jai instantly take hold of her waist and press her against his own frame, kissing her feverishly along the column of her throat and collarbone in the meanwhile.

She runs her fingers through his hair, creating havoc in Jai's systems. He moves away from her neck and kisses her sensually on her cheeks, lower jaw, and earlobe. Rubbing his nose against hers, he whispers, "Bani… kiss me… please." Bani feels her heart pound hard against her chest and nervously hesitates in initiating a kiss with him. She showers small, feather like pecks down the structure of his jaw and around the corners of his mouth. Jai groans in protest and greedily takes her lips with his own, engaging her into a heated, crazed lip lock. He leans in forward, causing her to move back and fall onto the mattress, and firmly holds onto the side of her lower stomach, keeping her in place under him. He is careful in not crushing her, fully aware that she is still yet to recover completely.

After what seems like an eternity for Bani, she feels Jai caress her lips slowly before pulling back and gazing down at her, dazzled. She stares back at him in a breathless state and entice-full eyes. He softly presses his lips against her forehead and murmurs into her ear, "You need to rest." He moves himself away and stands up from the bed, only to be stopped by his darling wife who holds him from leaving.

Bani: Stay…. Don't leave.

Jai does not have the choice to refuse and neither wishes to as his wife pulls on his arm, beckoning him to join her back on the bed. He sits down and wraps his arms around her slender waist as she places her head on his chest, leaning into his side, and keeps her hand over his beating heart….
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She opens their bedroom door only to find the two of them on the bed, in a deep slumber, nestled in each other's arms….. Mausi cannot contain her on growing smile, pleased on seeing her two children like this. She had come to call them for lunch, but she does not have the heart to wake them. Bani needs the rest and Jai had gone through two weeks of stress and worry over his wife's recovery, barely sleeping himself. Deciding that it's best she leaves them alone, Mausi quietly closes the door and retreats back on downstairs…
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Chapter 38


Jai slides in through the door and peers into the bedroom, finding it empty with no one's presence in it. Musing over this for a moment, he wonders where his darling wife can be. His eyes travel over to the bathroom where he sees light beaming from the edges of the door. Hearing the tap go off causes him to go forth and knock lightly against the door.
Jai: Bani, darling, have you been in there for the past hour? I've been going mad trying to find you.
"Oh, I'm still getting ready," he hears his wife reply sheepishly. He's slightly stunned by her reply.
Jai: You're still not ready? ---Everyone's waiting for you downstairs.
"I won't take long, I'm almost done...," she answers to his exasperated question. Jai can tell she is enjoying his impatience a little. For the past week since she's been home he's noticed she likes to torment him a lot. She's a definite tease, but he enjoys the challenge.
Jai: (not believing her) Bani....  
A moment later, Jai steps back as he sees the doorknob turn and the door being pulled open. He holds his breath as he sets his eyes on his wife, who stands oblivious to her own beauty--- wearing a gorgeous light shade of purple designer saree, fitting her slender body perfectly, and causing her skin to glow. She has her hair in curls and pushed off to one side of her shoulder, her tiny ears adorned with matching jhumkes, a simple yet elegant necklace displayed across her neck, and wrists covered with complimentary bangles.
Bani: (smiling coyly) You are a very impatient man Mr. Walia....
Grinning back at her, Jai gathers his wife into his arms by grasping onto her waist. He pulls her close against himself and stares at her with approval.
Jai: Only for you Mrs. Walia....
He sees how he has caused a blush to creep onto her cheeks, making them a lovely shade of rosy red. He further smirks at this while she softly pushes him away, embarrassed at how much of an affect he has on her. Jai only brings her back into his hold.
Jai: Kya hua? I was only speaking the truth.....
Bani looks up at him shyly with her hands resting against his chest.
Jai: Saach Bani.... you look beautiful....
Bani bites down on her lip to hold in her delighted smile and lowers her eyes back down. She feels his first finger push her chin up, making her eyes look back at him. Jai takes his thumb and releases her bottom lip, he softly traces around her full lips creating butterflies to swarm all around the pit of his wife's stomach in anticipation. She feels a chill run down her back with his fixed gaze on her. Her eyes close just as his lips take hers into a gentle, sensual kiss.
Before he pulls away, he presses his lips against her head lovingly and takes her small hand in his own.
Jai: Before I get carried away and forget that we have guests who are waiting for you, I think it'd be wise to go now.....
Bani only blushes beetroot as a reply and follows his lead once he tugs on her hand....
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Together they walk down the stairs side by side, looking every bit like how a couple in love should look. Jai never lets go of her hand or let his eyes wander anywhere else but her as they immerse themselves into the party held in Bani's honor. Jigyasa had thought it would be appropriate to hold a party for having Bani safe and sound back at home with them. Jai had warned her that he did not want this to be a publicity party, only a quiet gathering of close family friends and relatives. But it seems that she did not keep to her word as he found many reporters flashing their cameras and aiming questions.
Bani moves in closer to Jai's side, nervous from such a great attention centered on her. Jai, furious, eyes his sister, who stands across the other side of the room giving him begging looks to forgive her and not to kill her afterwards. Feeling a hand on his shoulder, he turns and finds Aditya standing by his side.
Aditya: Jai, this isn't Jigyasa's doing. She doesn't have any idea how they've gotten here either. They just appeared five minutes ago. --- I guess the talk spread about the party and it got to the media.
Jai: Aditya, I don't care how or from who they found out, I just want them out of here.
Aditya nods his head in understanding and makes his way over to the paparazzi, politely requesting them to leave since this is a very small affair held for close relations to the Walia family. Just as the reporters leave, taking last bit of pictures with them, Sonali Sharma comes walking through the entrance, watching the media leave with amusement. She approaches both Jai and Bani, who brighten up on seeing her.
Sonali: I guess this is a very exclusive party. Boy do I feel special that I'm invited.
Jai: (grins) Sonali, you very well know that you're always welcomed here.
Sonali: (smug) Yes, I know.
Both Jai and Bani chuckle at her and welcome her in with hugs. Sonali concernedly inquires about Bani's health and fusses over her of being more careful and to take care of herself.
Jai: You don't worry about her Sonali, main hoon nah. I will take care of her.
Jai wraps his arm around Bani's waist, bringing her into his side. Bani smiles shyly while Sonali raises an eyebrow at this.
Sonali: Accha? Since when have you become into such a caring husband, huh?
Jai: A man can surprise you at times.
Sonali: Indeed he can. Very much. I've never seen this side of you before. What jadoo has this girl managed to do on you?
Jai just grins as an answer and Sonali gives Bani a teasing wink, bringing an embarrassed yet knowing smile onto her lips.
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Saahil: Kya hua? Why are you so moody all of a sudden? You should be happy, this party is in honor of Bani Mami.
Rano keeps her arms crossed against her chest and continues to sulk inwardly. She continues to glance over at the grandfather clock nearby, only causing her to become even more aggravated than before.
Rano: Idiot....Moron....Pig.....Stupid. I will never talk to him again...(she grumbles to herself)
Saahil: (curious) What are you muttering about?
Rano: Not returning any of my calls....an hour late.... I'll kill him....even dressed up for him.... ridiculous.
Saahil just sighs in defeat and mutters before leaving, "Women." Rano remains behind, grouchy and boiling with frustration. She had personally invited him with using Jigyasa Auntie as a cover up, telling him to come on time and behave like a wonderful gentleman. Even though her Bani Di had been friends with him before, she still wanted him to set a good impression on both her sister and Jiju. Tonight is the night that she wants to make her relationship with Ranveer open to her sister and brother-in-law. She does not want to sneak around and lie. Which is why it is important for Veer to come in the first place. She wants for them to tell her Di and Jiju together. Obviously he doesn't care about her enough to realize how important it is to her for him to come....  
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Feeling a tap on her shoulder, Bani turns away from Sonali and looks behind her. She is surprised to see Ranveer standing before her, wearing a soft apologetic smile and holding a bouquet of yellow roses in his hand. She doesn't know how to react by his presence. It's been so long since they've talked, so long when they had been close friends...
Ranveer: I'm sorry about the accident. It's relieving to know that you're well now.... Here, these are for you.
Bani takes the flowers from his extended hand and smiles thankfully at him.
Bani: You didn't have to.
Ranveer: Yes I did. Especially after how I've behaved with you for the past few months...It was uncalled for...I acted like a complete ass.
Bani: Ranveer, you were never rude to me. (kind)
Ranveer: (sad smile) Well I wasn't really anything to you now was I?... I had been ignoring you purposely for my own reasons and I'm sorry for being a terrible friend.... Your accident really shook me up though. I was worried for you.
Bani: How come you never came to visit at the hospital?
Ranveer: Tried. But the nurses refused to let me in. ... Something about only family members allowed.
Ranveer watches Bani look into deep thought over this and smiles softly in amusement. She really has no clue of anything. Neither of that rule set by her husband or of the reasoning behind his previous behavior.
Ranveer: Well I am just glad to see you standing on your two feet and looking well.
Bani: (smiling) Thank you for your concern Ranveer. You have always been a good friend to me'. I won't trouble you by knowing your reason for your past behavior, because I want to think of that past us now... Friends once again?
Ranveer: (grinning in agreement, assuring) Always....
Bani smiles back at him in delight and Ranveer pecks her affectionately on her cheek before wishing for her wellbeing one last time and leaving off in his own direction. She watches him wander off and grins fondly as he joins her sister, who stands gloomily to herself, by taking her back into his arms and chuckle moments later as she turns around and attempts to hit him continuously....
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Rano: Stupid, donkey, moron!
Ranveer: Is that anyway to greet the one you love? (in between laughter)
Rano: (huffs) Who says that I love you?---- I hate you!
Ranveer: I don't need to hear it from anyone baby, I know you do. And you do not hate me, in fact, that's the least you feel about me.
Rano: (scowls) Go away, I don't want to speak to you.
Ranveer: Kyon bhai, what did I do to receive such resentment from you?
Rano: (scoffs) Do not act innocent with me Ranveer Sharma. You come here more than an hour late, keeping me waiting for you, and ask me what you have done?
Ranveer pokes his tongue through his cheek and looks sheepishly at his angry, yet stunningly beautiful girlfriend. He has the urge to bring her into his arms despite the fact that they're in a room full of people, yet has trouble in doing so with Rano continuously pushing his hands aside.
Ranveer: I had to stop by on the way to pick up flowers for your sister. I couldn't come to the party without having anything to give her.  
Rano: Any normal person would have gotten it ahead of time and that too less than in an hour.
Ranveer: I was busy.
Rano: You're lying.
Ranveer: Are you sure you want to accuse me of that?
Rano: I know your poker face....
Ranveer: How can you possibly already know that?
Rano: I am a good observer.
Ranveer: ....Really? What else do you observe? (teasing)
He succeeds in making Rano momentarily speechless and turn a soft shade of pink.
Rano: (changing the subject) Where were you?
Ranveer: (sighs) Does it really matter anymore? I'm here now aren't I? .... That should count.
Rano remains silent, confirming what he has said without any words. She places her head against his chest and wraps her arms around his torso.
Rano: ....I was missing you. That's all.
Ranveer: That makes me feel slightlygood about myself.
Rano: (pounding his chest lightly) Don't get too prideful.... My life doesn't revolve around you, you know.
Ranveer: Sure it doesn't....
Rano: (pounding his chest again) I mean it....
Ranveer: Of course you do.....
Rano: (punching him once more) Veer....
Ranveer: (chuckling)......
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"Boo...," Bani gasps softly out of surprise as she feels a pair of arms take her waist and pull her backwards against the person's frame. She already knows who it is and blushes for his open display of affection. She attempts to remove herself away from him.
Bani: (embarrassed) Kya khar rahe ho aap? Saab dekherah hai' (trans: What are you doing? Everyone is looking.)
Jai places his chin on her shoulder and only pulls her closer towards him.
Jai: To kya? Dekhne do.... Main meri biwi ko pyaar karna chaata hoon... Ismein buraye kya hai?  (trans: So what? Let them look' I want to love my wife' What's so wrong in that?)
Bani: Paar saab ke samane.... choriye --- this isn't the time. (admonishing him) (trans: But in front of everyone' let go---this isn't the time.)
Jai: Bannee.... tum logon ke bhaare mein baut sochti ho.... Waise bhi, they are not even looking.... they are too involved in their own conversations.... (trans: You think about people too much')
Looking around she notices that what he says is true. All of their guests have immersed themselves into animate conversations with one another, forgetting their host and hostess of the party. She relaxes back into him, leaning her head against his and sighs contently in his embrace. Attention would not be drawn to them as they are quite distant from the frenzy atmosphere, hanging back beside a column. Also the lights in the hall have been dimmed down, the only source of light coming from the dance floor....
Bani: Kahan the aap?... Aap achank se chaalegaye the... (trans: Where were you? You suddenly left')
Jai: Main yahan tha....aas paas.... (trans: I was here'nearby')
He takes notice of yellow roses in her hands and softly kisses her neck before asking, "Where are the flowers from?" Bani closes her eyes and leans closer into him while answering sweetly, "A friend...."
She feels his throat rumble sexily as he huskily teases her by saying," I did not know you have friends here in Mumbai, Mrs. Walia"... Bani smiles in a laughing manner, automatically reminded of the first time he had said this. At that time it was sarcastic, but now it is humorous and innocently light. She digs her elbow into his stomach as she says back, "Of course not, because I don't have anyone here but you, now do I?" Jai chuckles after letting out a soft, "ouch," and tightening his hold around her.
Jai: Kaunsa friend? (trans: Which friend?)
Bani: (smiling) Kyon? Is my husband jealous?
Jai: (playing along) Damn straight I am.... Anyone who gifts my wife with a bouquet of flowers and causes her to speak so highly of them obviously makes me feel threatened.
Bani: (giggling) ....Ranveer.... Ranveer Sharma.... Yaad hai? He works at the office?
Jai's face changes, becoming slightly agitated and he removes his arms. Bani feels him turn her around to face him. She becomes confused by his change of attitude. 
Bani: Kya hua?
Jai: Bani, I don't want to behave like an ordering husband, but I really don't want you to have anything to do with him.
Bani: (terribly confused) Kyon nahi? .... He is a nice person and he has always been kind to me. What has he ever done to make you feel like this?
Jai: Call me whatever you want, jealous or crazy, but I just don't like him with you. Never did. The guy's a flirt and if he tries to pull something on you again I'll----
Bani: Pull something on me? Why, Ranveer would never do something like that. He's never behaved inappropriately with me before nor has ever made me feel uncomfortable.
Jai: (sighs) Sweetheart, you're naive; you don't know what's going on in that guy's head.
Bani: I do know, and it's nothing of that sort as you're thinking. In fact, he had even told me before that I am like a sister to him. We are only good friends.
Bani watches her husband go into deep thought over this and become confused himself. He was so sure....but perhaps he just wasn't able to believe before that a simple friendship was what they really shared and that Ranveer didn't want anything more.
Jai: (saying more to himself) What did I not say to him. I even threatened to make him into a waiter boy if he didn't stay away from you.
Bani: You what? (shocked) When did you say this?
Jai: ....It was quite some time back...Some months ago....
It finally starts making sense to her now. "Look, ask your husband! ...Just please leave me alone.... I don't want to be a waiter boy." So that was what Ranveer had meant at the party held for Jai's win over a business deal. Her husband had warned him off from ever speaking to her again because he had thought Veer was looking for something more. Finding this highly amusing, Bani puzzles Jai by giggling, as if this was a very funny matter, however, Jai finds nothing humorous about it.  
Jai: Why are you laughing?
Bani: (in between giggles) I am laughing because... I find it very intriguing that you were jealous even back then....
Jai: (finding her conclusion ridiculous) I wasn't jealous...I was simply just looking out for you....
Bani: Yes because that was exactly what you wanted to do at the time, look after me.... (giving him a knowing look)
Jai: (looking sheepish, repeating himself) I wasn't jealous....
Bani: Mr. Walia, no excuses of yours are going to be able to explain your reasoning for what you did... (continuing to chuckle)
Seeing him become embarrassed and look away, her giggles subside and Bani takes his chin into her fingers, steering his face back over to him.
Bani: Aab kya hua? (soothingly) Gussa ho?... Accha sorry baba, I shouldn't have laughed... I just thought it was really cute..... Do you want to know what I think Jai?
Jai meets her eyes, showing her that he's listening. Bani smiles and carries on.....
Bani: (softly) I think that you have always loved me.... ---From the start of our marriage.... You were just too arrogant and pigheaded to realize it.... (ending teasingly)
She sees surprise register in his eyes by this suggestion and then slowly he begins to ponder thoughtfully over this. ....
Perhaps she's right. Maybe he has been in love with Bani for a long time now. Even before their marriage once he comes to think of it. What else can explain the reason why he always felt odd with her presence around, out of control and not his cool, determined self? He felt stripped of his normal confidence and did not like having to experience that feeling. He had also been very intimidated by how much they had in common, both their character and general view of life. Possibly that is what drove him to Pia, who was the complete opposite and was someone who didn;t make him feel strange and different from his usual self.  He was in control, a feeling he was used to and not out of it when around Bani.
Smiling at this discovery, Jai looks back over to his curious wife, who watches him cautiously. He pulls her into his arms and says confirmingly to her....
Jai: You might just be right Mrs. Walia...
Bani smiles from his answer and turns pink in the face by his intense gray eyes gazing at her.
Tujhe dekh dekh sona........
Tujhe dekh dekh sona
Tujhe dekh kar hain jagna
She sees him break out into a handsome smile on hearing the music and pulls her even closer, gripping onto her naked waist. Bani becomes breathless just as she's pushed against his chest and drowns in his stormy depth eyes. "Would you care for a dance," he asks her sweetly and waits patiently for a reply. A single nod of affirmation gives him his queue to take his wife to the dance floor.

Maine yeh zindagani
Sang tere bitaani
Tujhmein basi hain meri jaan haai

Jiya dhadak dhadak
Jiya dhadak dhadak
Jiya dhadak dhadak jaayen
Jiya dhadak dhadak
Jiya dhadak dhadak
Jiya dhadak dhadak jaayen
Bani takes in the song's lyrics and realizes something. She stares up at her husband just as she acknowledges this, only to find his eyes staring back at her and wearing a knowing look on his face. She looks at him with shock as he whispers gently in her ear, "I know what you're thinking sweetheart, and yes, this is the very same song that we shared our first dance to....our song." Confused on how he possibly could remember this considering the circumstances back then, but elated either way, Bani rests her head onto his shoulder and continues to sway to the music in his arms....enjoying the feel of being with him. If she could she would pause time just so she can cherish this moment forever....

Tujhe dekh dekh sona
Tujhe dekh kar hain jagna
Maine yeh zindagani
Sang tere bitaani
Tujhmein basi hain meri jaan haai

Jiya dhadak dhadak
Jiya dhadak dhadak
Jiya dhadak dhadak  jaayen.....
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"They look so happy, don't they?" she whispers to her husband as she leans her head against his shoulder and holds onto his arm, watching the two dance together, never letting their eyes move from each other's....

Pushkar smiles in agreement, watching the same scene. He rests his head on his wife's and pulls her into his arms.

Pushkar: Yes, they do. ..... They are finally happy together. I am glad Jai Bhaiya did not take too long in accepting Bani Bhabhi. .... She was meant to come into his life either way.
Pia: Hmm. They are meant to be.... (softly agreeing to him)
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"Is this some kind of joke? Why would you wish for something like that? ---Do you want me to die," Ranveer immediately questions her just as he processes what she had asked him to do.

Rano: Don't act so dramatic Veer. I just want to tell them. There's nothing wrong about what we share.
Ranveer: Agreed, but when you confront something like this before your own boss, telling him you are seeing his little sister-in-law----then there is something death sentencing about that. Especially when your boss happens to be Jai Walia.

Rano giggles at his obvious discomfort of even thinking about talking about their relationship to her brother-in-law. Ranveer frowns at her, not liking how she isn't treating the situation seriously.

Rano: Veer, it'll be fine. Promise. Jiju won't act irrational about it, I'm sure. He might not completely feel alright at first, but I know in the end he would want my happiness.
Ranveer: (uneasy) You want to tell them today itself?

Rano nods her head in agreement. He sighs heavily in defeat and gives her a hot look.

Ranveer: You will be the death of me, Dixit.

She smiles innocently back and after looking around the dim lit hall to check if anyone is looking--- kisses him sweetly on the tip of his nose as she wraps her arms around his neck.

Rano: Well then it would be a sweet death, wouldn't it?
Ranveer: (groans) You're such a tease.... Why do you always choose to behave like this out in open when I'm incapable of doing anything back rather than whenever we are alone?
Rano: Because just like how you said.... I'm a tease. (winks, smug)

Ranveer grins at her and affectionately plays with her hair, tucking a few strands behind her ear.

Ranveer: How about we do this.... If you really want to tell your sister and Jiju, then I will personally come another time to talk privately with them. I dont want to drop a bomb on them, especially today when they're wrapped up in their own matters.... Let's be subtle about this.

He watches as his girlfriend takes a moment to think over what he has said and softly agree with him. Today was about her Jiju and Di..... She did not want to steal that away from them.
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Bani gently begins in removing her jhumkes from her ears, untwisting the small knob, unclasping them from her earlobe. She stands before her dresser, ready to remove her jewelry and then change, getting prepared for bed. The party went smoothly and ended with guests leaving one by one, each and every one of them once again wishing for her good health. Jai stayed behind with Aditya downstairs to greet them out while Bani opted to go on upstairs to their bedroom.

She momentarily stills in her actions from surprise as a pair of familiar arms snake around her waist from behind and teasing lips nibble on her ear. She closes her eyes and leans her head back, enjoying the sensation of this and turns her head the other side, allowing him to do the same to the other. He unclips her other earring from her ear and settles it down onto the flat surface of the table. Turning her around, Jai begins in removing her bangles gently for her, placing them onto the dresser carelessly. He kisses her wrists sweetly, moving down to her forearm, up her upper arm, her shoulder, and then her neck in which he moves the necklace aside. Taking complete possession over her body by keeping his hands firmly on her hips, pressing her into his frame, Jai kisses her in a blazing manner, unable to control the lust burning inside of him. He leaves her no room as she is pushed against the back of the dresser. Her breathing instantly becomes ragged....and she shudders as his cool hands slip under the saree, meeting with her naked stomach.....

In the midst of placing fervent kisses along her throat, he nuzzles her neck hotly, causing Bani to grow warm all over.

"I have been wanting to do this for so long....," he whispers to her, his voice filled with desire. Bani brings her arms around him, drawing him close, wanting him to continue the passionate bliss being showered on her. Interpreting this as a willing invitation, Jai presumes in ravishing his wife's lips and sweeps her off her feet, gathering her into his arms, and taking her place to bed.....
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Chapter 39


A month swiftly passes by, blossomed with passionate love that grows even stronger with each coming day. Jai and Bani were never out of each other's sight…always together and exploring the realms of romance. Jai Walia had become absolutely fida over his wife…buying her gifts, flowers, taking her to dinners, and making sweet love to her whenever he got the chance to. He was spoiling her rotten despite her protests and he loved it. He also knew that she was secretly enjoying all the love and attention he was showering on her even though she would never admit it.

 Jai Walia had also done what no one thought could be possible…. He was starting to neglect his work. The lion everyone once knew was slowly starting to change….

The atmosphere in the Walia Mansion became very homely and filled with warmth. The Walias were growing quickly into a close-knit family… no hesitation or estrangement lingering around them anymore. Many changes were occurring in their family life and they accepted them gladly…. Every change except one, and that too, refused by Jai himself…

Keeping true to his word, Ranveer, after a lot of self-persuasion, ended up on the front doors of his boss's house. He mentally prepared himself to speak about his relationship with Rano. He was starting to agree that it was now best to make it open to everyone, including his hot-tempered Boss.

The ticking of the grandfather clock mixed with the thick silence in the room adds into the suspense and panicking tension building inside of Ranveer's chest. He watches carefully as his Boss stares at him with a look in his eye that he had never seen before.

"I'm sorry… but I don't think I heard you right. What were you saying," Jai asks him in a slow, calm voice. Ranveer feels the nerves in him tie up in his stomach all over, hating to have to tell him once again. Rano, who stands behind her brother-in-law on the other side of the couch, gives him a prodding nod, encouraging him to say it once more.

"Um… I'm here to discuss about Rano…. I've gotten to know her for quite awhile now… and we've both started to have feelings for each other… I—I… Well I just wanted to get your permission to permit me to date your sister-in-law…."

"My permission," Jai questions him with slight amusement, his voice now a little louder. Rano nervously bites down on her bottom lip and casts her sister, who sits beside Jai on the couch, a worried look. Her sister looks back at her, giving her a soft nod telling her not to worry.

"Yes…," Ranveer answers him. Jai moves up closer onto the couch, staring Ranveer down like a hawk.

"You say that you like her?" Ranveer shakes his head in agreement. "You wish to date her? … You want to date our Rano?" Again Ranveer affirms this. Jai stands up, alarming all three of them who stare at him pace a little back and forth, running his fingers through his hair. Then suddenly he stops and glances back at his employee.

"You b*stard, how dare you," Jai growls and immediately goes forward, ready to grab his hands on him. Bani and Rano both rush to him and hold him back.

Rano: Jiju please! (begs him)
Bani: Jai!

Ranveer jumps back, creating a safe distance between him and the man who is ready to tear him limb to limb.

Jai: She is just a child! Have some shame! ---I won't let her fall into your backward intentions.
Ranveer: Sir, I have no bad intentions. I simply just want to be with her. I love her.
Jai: Bullsh*t!... I don't want you anywhere near my sister-in-law. You hear me?
Rano: (butting in) But Jiju----
Jai: No Rano. You can do better than guys like him….. A lot better. But I don't want you getting involved with older guys at your age.

Ranveer and Bani look at one another at this, both understanding the indifference Jai holds against him. 

Rano: (protesting) I am not a child. I am a young woman.
Jai: You are not even legal yet! You are only seventeen…

"Jesus Rano…," Ranveer breathes as he sits down, placing his head in his hands. Rano gives him a small sheepish look but covers it up with a hard tone.

Rano: Oh come on… Seventeen—Eighteen, it's the same thing. My birthday is next month anyways. I am not that young… nor am I a child.

Jai takes Rano's arms in his grip and steers her to face him.

Jai: Look Rano… Agreed, you are not a child. In fact, you are much more mature than your actual age that it surprises me some times. And I don't mind you going out and finding someone you like for yourself… But this guy?... Is this really the only person you could find? I know you can do much better…. There are plenty of more guys out there that are right for you…
Rano: (slowly tearing up) But I want this one…. He means so much to me. I love him, Jiju… I thought you would be happy for me.

Jai's insides wrench up as he sees the tears building in his sister-in-law's eyes and feels like an a** for causing them.

Jai: (chokes) Rano don't do that…
Rano: (starting to sob) I'm not doing anything…
Jai: Bani, tell her to stop… Tell her to stop crying. (pleading in a miserable tone)
Bani: Aap bhi naa… agar aap usko khush dekhna chaate ho… phir usko rohwaate kyon? (trans: You are too much… If you wish to see her happy then why do you make her cry?)

Bani nears her baby sister and engulfs her into her arms. Jai looks on, feeling even worse now.

Jai: You know I don't wish that… I want her happiness… but I also want the best for her.
Bani: And she finds that in Ranveer…

She places a subtle, calming touch on his shoulder…

Bani: (speaking softly so only he can hear) Ranveer is a nice boy… If you have any faith in me or Rano, you will trust him… He won't give us a chance to complain … I promise.

Jai looks down from his wife's eyes and onto the back of Rano's head that rests on Bani's shoulder. He hears her soft sniffling in between her silent tears. After a long time of struggling, he concedes to defeat…

Jai: Alright… I'll give the boy a chance… (he grumbles)

Instantly Rano springs up from Bani's arms and pecks her shocked Jiju on his cheek. She squeals in delight and hugs him.

Rano: (excitedly) Thank you so much Jiju! You're the best! I knew you wouldn't hold out for too long!
Jai: (startled)---Whhaa----Bani----

Bani merely giggles at the scene while Jai seems lost and terribly confused. Rano steps back and joins Ranveer, taking his hand in hers.

Rano: I won't let you regret your decision Jeej!
Jai: What---how---Bani!

His wife only laughs harder, finding his expression highly amusing.

Rano: Bye Di, Bye Jiju! I'll be back in some time.
Ranveer: (sincere) Thank you so much Sir… I won't let you down. Thanks Bani.

Bani smiles at him sweetly, silently accepting his gratitude.

Jai: (snapping out of his daze) Rano!

But Rano already runs off, dragging her accepted boyfriend behind her, and her giggling slowly turning into soft echoes. Seeing her vanish from sight, Jai immediately turns to his wife….and stares at her demandingly.

Jai: What in the world was that? One second she is crying and the next she is laughing like a little school girl….
Bani: (giggling) You my husband have just experienced a Rano Bluff…
Jai: A Rano Bluff?
Bani: Yes… ever since we were kids, me and Pia often got the Rano Bluff… she has always been a little prankster trying to get her ways….
Jai: Are you trying to tell me that that chit of a girl just fooled me?
Bani: Yes.
Jai: (raises a brow) And you knew?
Bani: Of course. I know all the little tactics she uses… I've grown immune to them.

Seeing Jai become upset by this, obviously feeling cheated---Bani drapes an arm around his shoulder and touches his cheek with her freehand, giving him comfort.

Bani: Now that doesn't mean that what she said wasn't true… It was just the tears that were fake… She added that in to make you give in faster.
Jai: But I feel cheated… and upset.
Bani: Hmm… I think I can make that go away…

She sweetly kisses his forehead, cheeks, the tip of his nose, and other areas on his face or around….slowly, taking her time. She draws back and stares at him, bringing her arms around the back of his neck…

Bani: (softly) Better?

Jai nuzzles her nose against his and completes their embrace by possessing her waist into his hold.

Jai: Not at all…

Bani pounds a fist onto his chest gently and lightly pushes him away….

Bani: Yes you are… You are just behaving plain greedy now…
Jai: Can you really blame me for that?
Bani: (giggling) Yes….
Jai: (chuckling as she withdraws herself from him) Bani, come back here…..

And so with the "permission" given by the one person they needed it from the most, Ranveer and Rano openly displayed their relationship to everyone… and were able to deepen their relationship without any worries or restraints.
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Bani takes in a deep breath as she stares at herself through the mirror. She pushes back a strand of hair behind her ear and looks long and hard at her reflection. Slowly she raises a hand to her stomach and lets her imagination start reeling. She can feel nerves build in her stomach and her insides go chaotic with anticipation. Finally she takes a hold of the box beside her and takes a white stick from out of it…. After completing the instructions on the back of the box, Bani places it down onto the bathroom counter and gazes at it…. Ten minutes… She had to wait for just ten minutes.

Hearing the opening of a door from outside and her husband call out, "Bani, are you here," causes her to panic and hide the box as well as the stick. She places them behind a small flower pot…and quickly flees out from the bathroom. She watches her husband place his briefcase onto the bed and pull off his coat… She goes to him.

Bani: Aap aage? Itane jhaldi? (trans: You've come? So early?)

Jai smiles warmly at her and brings her into his arms. He kisses her on her lips.

Jai: Hmmm. Boy have I missed you….

Bani flushes at this while he chuckles as a response.

Jai: I decided I wanted to come eat lunch at home… I'll be going back to the office in about two hours after completing some work here from the Study… Is lunch ready?
Bani: Yes, it's downstairs already on the table. (stroking his hair on the sides affectionately) Go on and freshen up a little first.

He obliges after taking the same hand of hers that was playing with his hair and kissing it. Bani sees him disappear behind the bathroom door and the faucet run with water. She takes his briefcase and coat, setting them aside somewhere neatly and adjusting a few things in the room. A minute later she hears the bathroom door open and her husband's footsteps approaching her from behind and then suddenly stop….

Jai: Bani….
Bani: Ji?

Jai is silent for a long moment before proceeding on….

Jai: …..Are you pregnant?

Bani turns around fully from his words and stares at him with shock as he holds up the pregnancy test she had taken just a minute ago in his hand… She's speechless.

Jai: Tell me… are you?

She rushes towards him and takes the test from him, not meeting his eyes.

Bani: You weren't supposed to know about this…

Jai takes her chin into her fingers and makes her look directly at him.

Jai: Baby, tell me what's going on… Are you or are you not pregnant?

Not knowing why but tears begin to dwell in her eyes… Perhaps it was from the nervousness or excitement she was experiencing at once.

Bani: …. I'm not sure… I haven't been feeling well for awhile… I don't know if it's either that I'm catching something or if I'm----- I thought it was probably the latter and bought the test…. I just took it a minute ago…

She hears him swear under his breath and run his fingers through his thick hair. She looks at him worriedly…

Bani: Are you alright?
Jai: … Yeah, I'm fine. … I am just finding it hard to believe this…. How long before it tells us?
Bani: …. About nine more minutes.
Jai: Then I guess we're going to have to wait….
Bani: Jai… y-you don't have to… I can just go ahead and wai----
Jai: Absolutely not Bani… This has to do with both of us… I am a part of this just as much as you are… We'll wait together…

Together they sat around on the bed with their arms around each other, waiting restlessly for the test results. Bani rests against Jai's chest while he keeps his chin on the top of her head with his hands placed on her back… For a long time they don't say anything, both engulfed in their own spinning thoughts and apprehension. Nine minutes go by fast as they lose track of time… Jai is the one who startles Bani back into reality.

Jai: It's time…
Bani: (quickly) I don't want to look…
Jai: Well how are we going to find out then?
Bani: Aap dekhiye… mujhe nahi dekhna… I am scared. (trans: You look… I don't want to look…)
Jai: Of what?
Bani: (softly) I'm not sure yet…. I don't want to see… I want you to tell me instead…
Jai: (rubbing her back soothingly) Whatever you want….

Jai takes the testing stick from the table beside them and slowly after taking in a few breaths into him, he flips it around… It seemed like an eternity before he spoke again.

Jai: Bani…
Bani: Yes…(whispers, obviously scared)
Jai: …. Sweetheart, -----we're not pregnant.

Bani raises her head from his chest and stares up at his slight weary face. She then looks at the test in his hand…. She takes it from him. She bores her eyes into the negative sign on the stick for what seems like forever before breaking into a fit of tears.

Jai: Shhh… (holding her tight) What's wrong? Why are you crying darling? ---Are you disappointed?
Bani: (mumbles admittingly) … I wanted to be pregnant… I wanted to give you a child…
Jai: Bani, did you only want to be pregnant for me? (slightly shocked, a taken back)
Bani: (looking at him with tearing eyes) I see the way you look at little kids and interact with them… You love them so much… and I know you've always wanted one of your own. I just wanted to complete that wish of yours… I wanted to make you happy…I'm so sorry.
Jai: Wait, hold on for a minute… Bani, you have nothing to be sorry for. This isn't your fault … And I don't want you to feel like you have to get pregnant to make me happy. I'm already happy with my life right now… I have you… and that's all I need. We don't need a child… Sure it'd be nice, but you've got to remember… We have all the time in the world to have a kid… It's not necessary that we start having one right now. … When it happens, it'll happen.
Bani: (her crying subsiding) Are you sure you're not upset? Aren't you disappointed?

Jai kisses her tenderly on her forehead and pulls her head back onto his chest, hugging her against him.

Jai: Of course not… In fact to be honest, I am sort of relieved.
Bani: But I thought you loved to have a chil---
Jai: Don't get me wrong… I do love children and I do want them one day. Just not right now… I mean, our marital life has just begun… We are still settling into new adjustments and getting to know one another. And call me selfish, but I don't think I'm willing to share you with one other person just yet… I want you only for myself.  

Bani chuckles a little at this and smiles, pleased, as he cradles her lovingly in his arms.

Jai: It's not important that we have kids right away… But if you think we're ready and you want us to have one, then we can start trying….
Bani: (cuddling up to him) No… I am content with the way our life is just now… And like you said before… If it happens, it will happen… We will accept it as a blessing.
Jai: (smiles) Exactly…. But you know, on the other hand, it wouldn't hurt to practice… What do you say? (suddenly in a teasing mode)
Bani: (blushes) Kya?

Jai huskily murmurs into her ear….

Jai: How about we get a little practice in right now before we go on downstairs…

Bani gets up and looks at her husband, her face completely bright red. She moves him away and turns her eyes away, embarrassed.

Bani: You are too much….
Jai: (chuckling) I am a man who happens to be married to a very beautiful woman. (defending himself)
Bani: Well a man will have to be patient at times instead of always wanting… (blushes beetroot) I am still tired from last night… (admits softly)
Jai: Baaneee… (trying to pull her back to him)

Bani only pushes him away even more and gets off from the bed.

Bani: (wiping away a last tear) We have already wasted so much time… Everyone must be waiting. We should go downstairs…

Jai joins her by getting up from the bed as well and nearing her. He surprises her by lifting her up and placing her over his shoulders. She gasps loudly.

Bani: Mr. Walia….what are you doing? (demanding)
Jai: What am I doing? --- I am only taking you downstairs. That's where you want to go, isn't it?
Bani: Please… put me down. What will everyone think?

She says as he begins in walking out from their room…. Jai ignores her pleading.

Jai: Let everyone think whatever they'd like. I am only helping my wife out. She wanted to go downstairs, I am taking her downstairs.
Bani: (begging) Mr. Walia, please, put me down.
Jai: No can do Mrs. Walia….
Bani: Aap kya chaate ho? (trans: What do you want)

Jai immediately stops in his steps….

Jai: You are willing to give me something?
Bani: Anything… if you put me down.

He takes a moment to think about this and relieves his wife in placing her back down onto her two feet. She stares straight at him with reluctance.

Bani: Kya chaate ho aap? (trans: What do you wish for?)
Jai: (smiling) … I want to take you to dinner tonight. Just you and me, no one else.
Bani: Paar Jai, hum to hamesha bhaar kaate hai… (trans: But Jai, we always eat out.)
Jai: That's not true… We have only eaten out once in awhile.
Bani: We shouldn't go out by ourselves all the time… ghaar wale kya sochonge? (trans: What will everyone think at home?)
Jai: Bani, they won't mind. Besides, aaj khaas waajah hai… (trans: Today is an important reason why.)
Bani: (suddenly very keen and curious)Kya?
Jai: You will find out soon enough… Now tell me, will you go to dinner?

Seeing her grow reluctant to the idea, Jai brings his hands around her again.

Jai: If you say no I will only throw you over my shoulders again and carry you downstairs in front of everyone just like that…
Bani: (giving in immediately, pouting)… I can never win against you.

Smiling in victory, Jai kisses her gladly on her lips……
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For the rest of the afternoon Bani killed time either by doing house chores or accompanying both Dadi and Mausi in small talk and a movie. After realizing that seven o'clock was approaching soon, she excused herself and immediately made way to her room in order to get ready for dinner with her husband. Usually she would wear a simple, yet elegant saree but today she decided to notch it up a bit…. Her husband did say that tonight was special. And this thought never left her mind. What does he have planned after all?

Jai lets himself into his bedroom and sees that the bathroom is occupied by his wife. He was hoping for a quick shower before changing into an appropriate attire for tonight's dinner. Knowing that he'd only be wasting time in waiting, he grabs his clothes and towel and makes do with one of the guest room bathrooms. He takes a hot shower, shaves after noting a shadow forming, dresses into a stylish black suit, and combs his hair before going on back to his room. Just as he enters, throwing his towel on a chair nearby, he feels his breathing cut short on the intoxicating sight of his young wife…

She has her back to him, standing in front of the dresser and sliding the last bit of bangles onto her wrists, completely oblivious to his presence… his eyes drinking her all in. It continues to amaze Jai that his wife can manage to dazzle him every time… you would think he'd stop reacting to her so strongly by now, but he only feels himself become attracted to her more and more. It's as if she gets more beautiful by each passing day, if that's even possible. But it does seem like it. She still succeeds in taking his breath away every time he sets his eyes on her. She will be the death of him one day, he is sure of it.

Bani looks absolutely lovely in a maroon and teal blue saree, sparkling with sequins and an embellished border, outlining her seductive feminine curves to his greedy eyes. She is so irresistibly appealing to him right now that he lets out a soft groan which instantly gives him away. She whirls around and looks at his direction, giving him that usual warm smile that he has become accustomed to whenever he came back home from work… that same one that always makes his heart skip a beat.



Bani: Aap aagaye?


Jai walks on over to her, joining her at the dresser, and plants a sweet lingering kiss on her forehead. Bani feels the light smell of her favorite cologne of his tease her nostrils, taking it in like a drug.

Jai: You ready?
Bani: Ji… but where are we going?
Jai: That's for me to know and you to find out…..
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Jai takes her to an elegant restaurant with the scenery of the serene ocean behind it. Bani gazes it with awe as her husband takes her hand in his and gently tugs on her hand to make her follow. They check in and are led to their table by a waiter…. Jai pulls out her chair for her like a perfect gentleman. Bani feels a little relieved with her decision in dressing up… She would have felt out of place otherwise.

Bani takes a hold of Jai's hand that rests on the table and chirpily asks him, "What is the special occasion?" Jai places his menu down and restrains a smirk. He is finding his wife very cute at the moment, looking so cheery yet overall confused and anxious.

Jai: You are quite impatient yourself Mrs. Walia…
Bani: (blushes, remarks back) I wonder who I get it from…
Jai: (chuckling) I wonder as well…
Bani: (squeezing his hand) Batiye na… Main aab aur nahi saaesakti… I will die from not knowing. (trans: Please tell me… I can't take it anymore)
Jai: Aren't we getting a little overdramatic here?
Bani: (pouting) Tell me….
Jai: (not withholding his smirk any longer) What makes you think there is a special occasion?

Bani feigns shock at this as she hears those words come from his mouth. She stares at him, dumbfound.

Bani: But you had said----
Jai: (shrugs his shoulders) Perhaps I just said that to make you come… (a twinkle in his eyes)
Bani: You do not play fair Mr. Walia… You kept my hopes up all day---
Jai: (amused) Bani, I didn't say that there isn't a special occasion… nor have I agreed that there is…

Seeing his wife unaffected by what he has said, he strokes her hand with his thumb.

Jai: You don't worry your pretty little head about it… You will find out soon enough…
Bani: (cheering up a little) So there is something special? (curious)
Jai: (smiling) You will find out...
Bani: (simmering down all over again) That is what you keep telling me… I think you undermine my patience…

Jai merely continues to smile at her, determined not to let anything out… He tells her to instead of driving herself crazy over whether there is something special or not, she should enjoy their dinner together. Sighing, Bani obliges and takes her own menu to look at. Jai had to use every bit of strength in him to not laugh at his wife… She was quite funny whenever she acted a little childish.

They are given their meals and immerse themselves in conversation. Bani slowly forgets the motive of the whole dinner and enjoys her time thoroughly with her husband. They talk constantly about anything from A to Z, have little playful quarrels, and never miss a chance of romance in between. After paying the bill they walk out arm in arm to their car, feeling satisfied and content with their outing. Just as Bani is about to seat herself into the car, Jai stops her…

Bani: Kya hua?
Jai: I am going to have to blindfold you before you get in…
Bani: Blindfold me? But why?
Jai: Sweetheart, our night's still young… You honestly didn't think we'd have such a short dinner and go on home? I'd think you'd know me better than that…
Bani: (stunned, secretly excited) Where are we going?
Jai: You know, the whole concept of blindfolding is so that you don't know where it is you are going…

Bani blushes, feeling incredibly foolish at the moment, whereas her husband only grins sweetly at her. He orders for her to turn around so he can cover her eyes. He withdraws his handkerchief from his pocket and pulls them over her… Bani touches the cloth as he tightens it from the back of her head… She muses outloud….

Bani: What could the occasion be? Am I forgetting something? ---- Is it my birthday?
Jai: No love, it's not… It's not until another three months. …. You'll see….

Jai gently places her into the car and closes her car door for her. He makes his way around the front of the car and over to the driver seat. In moments they drive off to their next destination….
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Jai: Careful…

He warns her as he helps in guiding her down a small path. Bani feels strange, seeing nothing but darkness and having only her husband's voice and hands as direction. She walks cautiously, unsure of her surroundings.

Jai: Now we're going up on a slight wedge here… Don't worry, I've got you…

She feels the elevation of the ground grow beneath her feet and uses her husband as support. Inside she is bubbling with excitement with every step she takes. What does he have planned for her?

A minute later they come to a slow halt in which her husband finally announces, "We're here." She feels him leave her side and instead hold her from behind. He whispers into her ear, "Now… I still want you to keep your eyes closed when I take the fold off… Don't open them until I tell you." "I won't," she answers him truthfully. In seconds the blindfold is whisked away from her eyes, but keeping true to her word, Bani keeps her eyes firmly closed.

Jai tightens his arms around his wife's waist and leans his head against hers just as he says, "Alright baby, you can open them." Her eyelids flutter open and she takes in her given surroundings. She gasps in astonishment as she marvels at his surprise. They are standing right flat in the center of a white, big boat decorated beautifully with lights and flowers, rocking gently by the soft tides of the water. Light music plays in the air in the meanwhile…. On deck there is a blanket lying neatly with a couple of pillows and a bucket of chilled champagne off to the side of it. The cool breeze and the subtle smell of the sea adds into the romantic effect. Bani turns around and stares at her smiling husband.

Bani: (breathless) I didn't know you own a boat.
Jai: I don't use it much at all anymore… I bought it a long time ago and when I was much younger. Aditya, Tarun, and I often went on it whenever we had the chance… But I guess I slowly grew out of it…
Bani: Oh Jai… It's all so beautiful… I don't even know what to say. I never knew you could be so romantic.
Jai: (grins, pleased in surprising his wife about him) I didn't know really much either… until you happened.

On cloud nine just about now, Bani stands on her tiptoes and kisses him right on his mouth, savoring the feel of his lips against hers. She knows that she has completely stunned him by this gesture because it takes him a moment to respond back… She is never the one to initiate a kiss. As she pulls back and gazes at him lovingly, her husband expresses his bewilderment…

Jai: (clearly amazed) … If I had known your reaction before, I would have done this much earlier…

Bani smiles while softly giggling and brings her arms around him, snuggling close on him. He plays with her hair for a few moments, running his fingers through her silky tresses, before momentarily leaving her and letting the boat go from the rope tied to the dock….

Jai walks on back over to her and takes her hand into his. He then takes his other and places it comfortingly on her lower back. He requests for a dance which Bani cannot find in herself to refuse to, even if she wanted to. They dance to the enchanting delicate music under the glistening stars in the sky and the bright full moon cast above them. Bani keeps her eyes dreamingly on her husband's handsome face and finds herself asking suddenly….

Bani: Why do you do so much for me? (her voice barely audible)

There is a silence for a moment as she can tell her husband is trying to come up with a reply…

Jai: … I love the way your eyes shine….how your whole face brightens… the way you smile radiantly at me with those perfect teeth of yours… how your cheeks become pink with delight… and how you look at me with those beautiful eyes of yours…  It makes me very happy. …. I guess you can say I do it more for myself. (sliding his hands up and down her arms affectionately)

She is deeply moved by his honest response and begins to feel warm inside…a good warm. Not able to restrain herself, she professes in a honey coated voice…

Bani: I love you ….
Jai: I love you too Bani…

He hugs her tight and buries his face into her silky hair… They sway like this for a few minutes until Jai draws back, breaking their transfixed spell… He turns her around, keeping her in front of him, and sets his hands onto either sides of her arms…

Jai: There's something I want to show you…. Look on over there…

He directs with a point of his finger. Bani watches anxiously in where he indicates to, only seeing the dark starry sky. Just as she opens her mouth to say she doesn't see anything, her lips stay parted as a spark of color appears unexpectedly in the darkness…. It transitions into more sparks and soon enough she is seeing a show of fireworks gleaming in her view… Her eyes still glued onto the beautiful crackers, she places a hand over Jai's on her arm and exclaims, "Oh Jai…."

"Keep watching sweetheart," he murmurs into her ear, not wanting her to miss a minute of it. Bani listens obediently and becomes dazzled by the numerous of colors sparking at her all at once. A pool of tears swarm in her eyes and she takes in a sharp breath just as she sees something that makes her weak in the knees… almost causes her to faint. Slowly bright gold letters emerge as the fireworks calmly come to a slow pace…

Will you marry me? ….

Her mind whirling and her heart throbbing hard against her chest, Bani turns to look at Jai, seeking confirmation of what she has just seen, and is further shocked by seeing him leaning down on the ground before her on one knee… Her hands go flying to her mouth as he reaches into his coat pocket and withdraws a small velvet box…

Jai: Bani… I know that our marriage had begun from a rough start… and that finally we have overcome misunderstandings and differences in order to transform a compromise into something so much more…a love commitment… but I still want to make it official… I want to make it forever… I want you to have that ideal wedding that every woman wishes for... I want you to experience that beginning of a marital bliss where couples discover one another… I want to give you that happily ever after…. But most of all, I want you beside me for the rest of my life as my wife and the woman I love… Will you make me the happiest man on earth and marry me all over again?

The box clasps open and Bani feels her heart skip a beat at the most overwhelmingly beautiful sight of her engagement ring gleaming brilliantly at her… Tears stream down her face and she doesn't waste time in exclaiming with excitement," Yes, yes!"

She brings her hand forward and watches breathlessly as he slides the ring onto her finger, fitting perfectly as if it were made especially for her. As Jai stands, he whisks his wife off her feet kissing her feverishly and spins her around as she laughs giddily through happy tears… 
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Chapter 40

Jai and Bani arrived late at the mansion hand in hand, smiles adorning their lips, ready to indulge themselves into the privacy of their bedroom, but are instead surprised on finding the whole family waiting for them in the living area. Jai halts in his steps as Bani follows, their expression growing startled and slightly worried.

Before either have the chance to inquire if everything is alright, they erupt in cheers and immediately swarm them around. Realization registers on Jai's face as he looks sheepishly at his wife, who is utterly confused. One by one everyone hugs them and expresses how happy they were for them. Bani blinks at all of them dumbly and stares questioningly at her husband, who rubs the back of his neck nervously and gives her a lopsided smile.

Bani: Yeh… Yeh saab----
Jai: Woh… I happened to mention the proposal to Aditya beforehand. I guess word got out….

Bani turns pink under everyone's eager gaze on her and eyes her husband for putting her under such a spotlight when she is the least ready for it.

Aditya: Sorry yaar, I couldn't help but inform Rano and Pia. Well, it's more of they got it out of me. They started to get suspicious of how long you two were taking… And before I knew it, I was telling them the whole thing. And obviously the two sisters couldn't hold it in their stomachs and in excitement told everyone. (shifting the blame from him)

Rano and Pia, who stand closely by their sister with their arms tight around her, have the decency to look a little embarrassed.  

Rano: We can't help it Adi Uncle… Our sister is going to get married, that too properly this time! How else do you expect us to react? ---And Jiju, don't you dare talk to me anymore. I am hurt. Why didn't you tell me you were going to propose? I would have helped out and made the night more special for the two of you. After all, I am your wife's sister. I know all her likes and dislikes… You should have at least taken me along to buy the ring.
Jai: Rano, if I had told you, the whole thing would have been a guaranteed failure. Because I knew that your big mouth would go rattling on to everyone, just like you did now. And the last thing I needed was for everyone to be involved.
Rano: Di---- are you not going to say anything? Your husband is calling me a big mouth…
Bani: (softly, hesitantly agrees) … Rano… You do tend to blabber at times.

Jai flashes his sister-in-law a triumph smile on having his wife siding with him, while Rano pouts and becomes weepy.

Rano: If only Jiju had asked me to be quiet, I would have…. I would never want to ruin anything for the both of you Didi.

Bani soothes her sister with her caressing arms while Rano sticks her tongue out at her brother-in-law over her shoulder. Jai swears under his breath and mutters, "Pest", loud enough for only Rano to her. Mausi appears before them, moving in front of everyone, and takes both Jai and Bani's hands into hers.

Mausi: It doesn't matter if you told us or not Munna… I am just glad that my son and Bahu will be married once again and this time I will be here to witness it.
Jigyasa: (exclaims) Oh Bhaiya, please let me plan yours and Bhabhi's wedding! I promise it will be to the outmost perfection! I want to make your wedding a special day for the two of you…

Jai casts Bani a side glance at this, seeking for her opinion but she merely smiles at her sister-in-law and nods her head shyly in approval.

Bani: (earnestly) Didi, I would love it if you planned our wedding…

Jigyasa's eyes sparkle with delight and she takes her Bhabhi in a thankful embrace.

Pushkar: So how soon do we want this wedding? Or actually, how soon do the two of you want this wedding?

Bani blushes bright red with everyone's attention once again on her. Jai grins widely and takes his wife into his arms while replying, "The sooner, the better… I don't want to have to wait."…..
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The wedding was finalized for six days later after a lot of persistence from Jai. He was making it clear to everyone that he wanted to marry his Bani as soon as possible. It was only due to Mausi's coaxing and Jigyasa's pleading that they need time to plan the wedding that Jai finally settled for six. Much to Jai's grave disappointment, his wife was kept purposely away from him during the next few days… even out of his room. When he had protested the answer given to him was….

"It's not right… You two are going to get married. Brides and grooms aren't even supposed to meet each other on the days right before their wedding," Rano replied when demanded on why Bani was sleeping in her room instead with him in theirs. "But she's already my wife," he snapped exasperatedly at her. Rano crossed her arms across her chest and gave him a hard look. "Jiju, do you want Didi to experience the dream wedding every girl wants or not?" He croaked, "Of course I do, but I don't see how keeping her away from me is a part of that." "Jeej, if she stays with you till the wedding, it will kill the whole effect. You're supposed to stay in suspense and wait to see your bride in the mandap next to you. I am only doing this for the best interest of you two." He scowled, "Seems more like you want to torment me out of your own personal interest."

Making it crystal clear to him that he is not allowed to see Bani until their wedding day, Rano never argued the matter with him again. However, Jai Walia was never the one to follow rules……
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Bani distantly hears movement beside her and as the lamp right next to her falls, she knows someone is in the room and wakes up, alarmed. She opens her mouth to scream as she sees a shadowy figure standing right in front of her, but the person's hand immediately clasps it before she can. She struggles, trying to free herself, until she hears a familiar voice whisper, "Don't scream, it's just me." Slowly she calms down and takes even breaths. Her husband appears into view from the darkness and sits beside her, cupping her face.

Bani: (breathless, her voice shaking) You scared me…

Jai takes her into his arms and kisses her head before resting his chin above it, in the meanwhile tightening his hold around her. Bani willfully leans into him, instantly feeling safe with him.  

Jai: (softly) I'm sorry… I didn't mean to.

For awhile neither of them speak, treasuring their moment with one another to the fullest… noting that this is the closet they have gotten since the day Jai proposed to her. Until Bani reacts suddenly on realizing he shouldn't be here…. She gasps and surprises Jai by placing her hand over his eyes as well as her own. Jai muses at this while trying to lift her hand away from shielding his view.

Jai: Bani, what are you doing?
Bani: …. We are not supposed to look at one another… We're getting married tomorrow.
Jai: Actually, we are getting married in a matter of hours. It's already morning… And what does it matter anymore? I don't believe in all this…

Again he attempts in removing her hand, but Bani only keeps it more firmly over his eyes.

Bani: (protests) Paar main maanti hoon… (trans: But I do.)
Jai: (sighs, exasperated) Bani, I did not come all the way over here so I don't get the chance to look at you… In fact, that is the complete opposite of the reason why I am here.
Bani: But you shouldn't be here.… Kahin koi aapko yahan dheke to? Saab aapko choordoge nahi.. (trans: What if someone sees you here? Everyone won't spare you…)
Jai: (murmurs) The family's a little mad, don't you think? I mean, we're already married and they're behaving as if this is the first time we're going to be wed. ---Which you are behaving like as well… (frowns)
Bani: But this time we are truly going to be married to each other… No compromises involved…
Jai: Hmmm… I see your point. But I'm still not favorable to the idea of having you kept away from me. You're still my wife dammit. It's ridiculous how I have to sneak around just to see you without getting caught by one your guards.
Bani: My guards?
Jai: Yes, your guards. Those two hen mothers of yours, that overly protective sister of mine, and this lazy bum right next to you who's snoozing without a care in the world…
Bani: (lightly grinning at this)You are lucky Rano is a deep sleeper…. If she had known you were here, she would have screamed bloody murder and you would for sure get yourself into trouble. (pointing at his chest)
Jai: She is sleeping so peacefully while I'm being tormented mercilessly … it is all her doing, you know.
Bani: (sympathetic) I know…

Bani reaches for his face after taking her hand away from her eyes that still stay tightly closed and cups his cheek once she finds it. Jai takes a hold of it and keeps it placed there.

Jai: … Bani, let me see you… please.
Bani: You can see me later on when we're getting married… (gently letting him down)
Jai: Baaannee…
Bani: (soothingly) You had said yourself that it is a matter of a hours now…
Jai: Those hours will feel like an eternity….
Bani: They will pass by soon….

Jai is silent for a second but then realizes something as Bani begins to stroke his cheek affectionately.

Jai: Your hand isn't covering your eyes….?
Bani: I have my eyes closed… (dismissing his thought)

Just as Jai begins to withdraw her hand from his eyes, Bani asks hurriedly, "What are you doing?"

Jai: I promise I won't look….

Bani reluctantly lets her hand down and timidly questions him…

Bani: You aren't lying to me, are you?
Jai: No… I would never lie---especially to you.

They don't speak for a moment in which they hear Rano's snoring growing slightly louder and draws both of their attention back over to her……

Jai: She's completely unaware and oblivious right now… It's a perfect moment really… I can get back at her for making my life miserable for the past few days.
Bani: She is not making your life miserable… She is just taking the wedding to her liking…  She is simply having some innocent fun.
Jai: Innocent? There is no innocence in that devil child… I am telling you Bani, she's purposely doing this to mess with my head.
Bani: No, it is because she loves you dearly… and her way of showing her love to you is through her teasing.
Jai: (grumpy) Well maybe I don't want her love then…
Bani: (softly giggles) Jai, aap bhi nah… Aap yahan kyun aaye? Sirf Rano ke shekiyaat karnliye? Woh to kaal bhi hoskata… (trans: Jai, you are too much… Why are you here? Only to complain about Rano? That can also be done tomorrow.)

Jai lets out a deep sigh and leans his forehead against hers… nuzzling his nose with her own.

Jai: (his voice rumbles) Bani, you know why I'm here…

Bani blushes from his words and is startled on hearing him say, "I wish I could see that blush on your cheeks…" This only makes her blush more in which Jai chuckles knowingly, assuming correctly that she is embarrassed on being caught.

Bani: (defensively) I am not blushing… (softly says in a unbelieving tone)
Jai: Sure you're not sweetheart.

He laughs again while Bani grows even more humiliated. She takes her small hands and attempts in pushing him away from her, unsuccessfully as he is a strong, built man.

Bani: Aap jaaye… mujhe aapse baath nahi kaarna… aap mujhpar haasereh hai…  (trans: Go… I don't want to talk to you… you are laughing at me.)

Jai takes her tiny hands into his and continues to laugh gently at his wife's cute anger.

Jai: Sorry baba… I didn't mean to laugh… (wanting to change the topic to soothe her) Accha … how about you show me your mehendi?

He caresses her hands in his as he suggests this.

Bani: And how will I be able to do that without you seeing me?

Jai wonders over this for a short time before smiling stating, "I have an idea." Bani curiously follows his lead as he tugs on her hand, indicating for her to get up. He takes her original seat on the bed and tells her to sit back down with her back faced towards him while leading her with their still joined hands. As she lays her back against the front of his chest, Jai brings her arms around her slender waist and leans his head against hers.

Jai: Hm…. Now this is better… You can open your eyes. We won't be able to see each other.

Bani does so and watches as he takes both of her hands into his grip and moves closer up to peer down at them while running his fingers along the designs on her palms.

Jai: … It's dark… (he comments)

Bani gets herself cozy against him and nods her head in reply.

Bani: … Yes, it is.

He proceeds to trace the henna works on her hands with his warm, tingling fingers and after a quiet pause he says…

Jai: My name is written on here….
Bani: (startled) You already found it?

While tracing the letters in his name, Jai grins at her astonishment, feeling slightly good about this feat.

Jai: Was I not supposed to?
Bani: …. The girls who did my mehendi hid it into the designs… they were counting on you to not find it at all….
Jai: Why would they hide it?
Bani: (blushes, shyly) …… They say the groom is supposed to find his name in his bride's mehendi… and if he does… she is supposed to reward him.
Jai: (sounding clearly intrigued) A reward… Hmmm… I like this custom… Do I get my reward now?

Bani shakes her head, her cheeks blazing red. She has a hint of an idea of what it is that he wants.

Bani: (shyly) You will have to wait….

Jai smirks at this, knowing that his wife has caught on…. He hugs her closer to him and murmurs in her ear, "The things I have to do for you Mrs. Walia…"

A smile makes its way onto her lips and she rests serenely with his muscular arms around her……
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Bani woke up with a jerk as both Pia and Rano jumped on her bed and screamed in excitement, announcing to her that it is her wedding day. She looks around dazedly in a confused manner, trying to collect what had happened to her in the happenings of last night. She did not even realize when she had fallen asleep… or when Jai had gotten up to leave. 

Rano: Di, utiye na! We have so much to do! We need to set your outfit and get you to the salon and beauticians on time! We don't have time to waste. Up, up, up!

Bani was hassled out of bed and into freshening up. She felt jitters all around in her body as realization slowly dawned upon her…. today is her wedding day.
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Jai was amazed in being shaken awake by his best friend who informed him that he had overslept.

"Kya yaar… I had thought you would be up bright and early, anticipating for the wedding, but here you are still sleeping," Aditya commented, genuinely surprised. Jai ran his fingers through his hair and pulled his robe on as he got out from his bed, covering his half naked state. He opened his bedroom door curiously and heard the buzzing activity taking place downstairs. That is when it really hit him that this was actually happening. He was going to marry his wife all over again. He looked back at a curious Aditya and smiled.

Jai: Adi… This is really happening….

Aditya broke out into a slow smile as well and approached him at the door. He placed a subtle touch on his shoulder.

Aditya: Hain dost, you're getting married today… to your Bani.
Jai: …. (reflecting on past events) I wouldn't have ever been able to imagine this day eight months ago…
Aditya: Neither would we… Life comes with a lot of surprises….
Jai:  … Good surprises….
Aditya: Yes, good surprises…

They shared a smile at this until Jai spoke suddenly when his mind began to wander over to the room just down the hall across from him…

Jai: Is she awake?
Aditya: She is…. Her sisters woke her up otherwise she would have overslept just as you….

Aditya noticed that Jai's mind was focused on Bani's thoughts… He snapped his fingers in front of his eyes, drawing his attention towards him.

Aditya: Sambal jah Jai… you will see her soon enough. Now get fresh…. Otherwise Mausi will have a fit if she doesn't see you getting ready…. She is stressed enough as it is…
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The preparations for the wedding took up much of the time in the day that the evening suddenly crept on them and they realized time is nearing…  

Sonali, Tarun, and Lakshmi arrived at the Mansion, feeling that as close friends to the family they should participate in the happenings of it. While the women… Rano, Pia, Anu, Dadi, Lakshmi, and even Sonali took their lovely time in preparing Bani, determined in making her into the most beautiful bride anyone has ever set their eyes on----Mausi, Aditya, Jigyasa, Pushkar, Tarun, and Saahil fussed over Jai mercilessly in deciding on his attire, not letting him have a say in anything involving himself.

Jigyasa: Mausi, main kaahri hoon na---this will not suit Bhaiya…
Mausi: Arre, but blue will look nice on my munna (protesting)
Pushkar: Nah Mausi, I agree with Jigs Di. The blue is not an option.
Saahil: (suggesting) How about the gold one?
Tarun: Come on Saahil beta, we can't let your mamaji wear that---he's not twenty anymore, he's well into his mid-thirties now…. No offense Jai…
Aditya: I don't know what you all are making a fuss about---I thought the gray was perfectly fine.
Jigyasa: I'm sticking with black…. One can never go wrong with black…
Mausi: (scoffs) Black, black, black----this is all I ever see the ladka wearing. Arre, what is wrong with having a little color in a person's life? One shouldn't stick to the same color all the time….
Tarun: Mausi's got a point, it's getting a little overrated now….

Jai lingers behind them, resting against his dresser with his arms crossed against his chest as he watches them with a scowl while they argue loudly and toss around the variety of sherwanis in his closet…. This problem would have never risen if the tailor hadn't made a screw up in the measurements and made his actual sherwani for the wedding smaller than it had to be. Now he is stuck in listening to their frustrating banter…. in which he has no say in. He continues to glance down at his watch, noting that if they keep this up, he may not even get married today….

They get into another heated discussion before resorting to an outside opinion. Tarun smartly suggests that they should ask one of the girls for an opinion since all of them aren't agreeing on anything……
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As Tarun peeks his head through the room in which Bani is getting ready in, he sees her dressed in her wedding saree and the girls helping her choose the jewelry to go with it…. His wife, Lakshmi, tends to her hair…. wrapping it elegantly in a bun and adorning white flower garlands into it… Bani is the first to notice his presence as she spots him standing by the door cautiously through the mirror. 

Bani: Tarun Bhaiya, aap?

The others turn their heads over to the door and stare at Tarun, who smiles feebly back at all of them.

Lakshmi: Arre Tarun, tum yahan kya khaar rahe ho? I had thought you were on the groom's side.
Tarun: I am sweetheart… but the groom's side is in a little predicament…
Sonali: What kind of predicament?  

She asks curiously while sliding Bani's wedding bangles onto her small wrists….

Bani: (worriedly) Bhaiya, saab kuch to teek hai, haina? (trans: Bhaiya, everything is alright, isn't it?)
Tarun: Hain Bani, saab teek hai… tum fikar maat karo… It's just that, the tailor that was supposed to measure Jai's sherwani made a mistake in the measurements so we are having trouble in choosing another outfit for him to wear. We were thinking if one of you girls,----other than Bani of course, would mind coming and give an extra opinion.

The girls all look at one another, wondering who should go to help as they all feel like they should stay put with Bani… After a moment of silence, it is the bride herself who speaks….

Bani: Rano…

Rano perks up on being acknowledged. She places the jewelry set in her hands down onto the dresser and looks over to her sister.

Rano: Ji Didi?
Bani: (sweetly requesting) Tum tumhare Jiju ke paas chalejao…  unko tumhare madaat chaaye… waise bhi, waqt kaam horaya hai… (trans: You go on to your Jiju…. He needs your help…. Besides, there is little time left.)
Rano: (obliging) Ji Di… jaise aap chaate… (trans: Yes Di, wherever you want.)

Rano follows Tarun out of the room and promise she won't be long. She hurriedly makes her way over to her Jiju's room in which she is astounded in being faced with a clutter of noise coming from the people in the room who are still in the midst of disagreement regarding Jai's attire. She catches the sight of her brother-in-law staying far away from the fuss and fuming silently to himself…

Rano: What is going on here? (demanding)

Everyone slowly grows mute on hearing Rano's loud voice overcoming their own…. She approaches them in the middle of the room.

Rano: We have a wedding to get to people!  ----and Jiju is still not ready?
Mausi: (speaking up for all of them) Woh… baath yeh hai Rano beta ke Munna ka suit----
Rano: (intervening) mausi, main jaanti hoon. Isliye main yahan aaye hoon. Aab aap saab yahan se jaaye… I see you all are no help at all. You are only making the matter worse. I will take care from here…. Besides, there are still things to do for the wedding and all of you can contribute in getting it done.

Seeing that they are all hesitant in leaving, she orderly shoos them out. When they are safely gone, she turns and looks over to a relieved Jai.

Rano: (sighs) Jiju, aap bhi naa…. Why is it taking you so long to get ready? Even Di isn't taking as long of a time as you are… And they say that women take the longest.
Jai: How am I to be blamed for the issue of my attire becoming into a hot debate?
Rano: (smiling) Accha teek hai… no need to be so defensive. Now tell me, where are your clothes…

Jai indicates over to his open closet and watches her walk towards there, searching through the sherwanis that he owns. He sees her face show disapproval as she looks through them until she lands her hands on the very last one, pushed off to the side, hidden behind the others. She pulls it out and stares at it with deep thought before turning around and facing her Jiju with a pleased smile. She presents it over to him….

Rano: Yeh pehno… it will complement what Didi's wearing….

Jai examines her choice…. An off-white silk sherwani with sequins and resham embroidery. He runs his fingers along it…. feeling the material.

He glances up from the sherwani and smiles favorably at his sister-in-law who gives him an awaiting look.

Jai: How would I manage without you Rano?
Rano: (smug smile) You wouldn't… aab aap jhald se tyaar hojaaye… I don't want to have to wait for too long.
Jai: Rano, you don't have to wait for me… You can go on back.
Rano: No, no… I want to make sure my Jiju looks his absolute best for his wedding. (genuinely)

Jai grins at her while fondly placing his hand on her head.

Jai: You are the greatest….you know that?
Rano: Accha? I had thought I was a pest…. (raising a brow)
Jai: (chuckles) You can be when you want to…. In fact, the last few days you have been a pain in the behind…and you know very well why. (giving her a knowing look which Rano understands immediately and fights hard to restrain her grin) But that does not change the fact that I love you just the same.
Rano: (touched by his words, smiling warmly) Thanks Jiju… that means a lot to me. I love you too… you already know that. You are like the older brother I never had…..

Jai gathers her into an affectionate hug while running his hand down her hair. Even he has found someone in Rano….a baby sister….he mindfully points out with a content grin….. Rano pulls back and goes back into her avatar mode. She gently begins to push him into the direction of the bathroom, scolding him into getting dressed immediately. After a few minutes in which Jai wears the sherwani and makes his hair, he appears out from the washroom and turns around slowly to give Rano a good look at him….

Jai: Kaisa lagta hoon main? (trans: how do I look?)

Rano nears him and begins to adjust the top of his sherwani. She pats it down from his shoulders and smiles approvingly at him.

Rano: Perfect…. My Jiju looks very handsome. Now that is left is your stole and sehra…. Then you will really look like a dhula….

She moves back and grabs his stole from his bed, on which she had left it, and places it around his neck, adjusting it onto him. She then takes the sehra that rests on the dresser stand beside them into her hands and stands on her tiptoes as Jai lowers his head to give her an easy access to place it on him. It slips onto his head and he looks up at her as he pushes aside the white garlands in his view with his hand.

Rano: (exclaims) Jeej, you look so cute. Who knew you could look so adorable. (pinching his cheek)
Jai: Raanoo…

He removes her hand away and watches his sister-in-law burst into a fit of giggles at his embarrassed state. He however grumbles, saying that a man like him isn't supposed to look, like how she put it, "cute"……
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Time was passing by quickly and Jai and Bani both were ushered into the Walia cars that drove them to the booked hall, which their wedding is to take place, at separate times… with Jai leaving first. Bani was kept out of view in a separate room until the ceremony was to begin. Many of the guests arrived early and mingled with one another before the wedding actually started.  Jai waited anxiously for any vision of Bani but instead only received disappointment and despair. Mausi often caught her Munna looking around and admonishingly hit him gently against his head while the rest of the Walias giggled in amusement.

The pundit ji soon announces that the muraat has arrived and that they should proceed into the ceremony. The guests begin to gather around and Jai takes his position in the mandap. A few minutes into his standing, with his family clustered behind him, Jai hears soft murmurs break out amongst the guests and diverts his attention up….his eyes landing at where everyone's attention was fixed. His heart skips a beat at the sight of his wife appearing into view in grace… her anklets making sweet chiming noises with every step she takes….her head dipped down… face half hidden behind her veil….her petite mehendi covered hands gripping onto the garland gently…. long, trinkets hanging off from the dark red bangles adorned on her wrists…. She is breathtakingly beautiful in a crimson red bridal saree, sparkled with sequins, stones, beads, and floral designs.

Her sisters, who stand on either side of her in guiding her to the mandap, seem to soak in Bani's radiant glow…. Jai keeps his eyes transfixed on his wife while she makes her way at the wedding canopy to join her awaiting husband, stopping only a foot away in front of him. She keeps her head bowed down…not giving Jai the pleasure to see her face that he has yearned for a look since morning.

Pundit ji declares the Exchange of Garlands, Jaimala, in which the bride and groom accept one another and pledge to respect each other as partners. Jigyasa happily hands her Jai Bhaiya his garland and the audience watch as Jai gingerly sets it around her neck… they clap in unison. Anu, who stands by her mami's side, says in a prodding manner…

Anu: Aab aapki bhaari Mami…

Bani comes closer and raises her arms up to place her garland over his head, and in the process, lifts her chin up….revealing her chand-like face to her smitten husband. As she does this, she expects for him to lower his head to make it easier on her to put it around him, as she is not tall enough compared to his gallant height. Instead, she is given a surprise when he does the complete opposite of that… he moves his head back. Frowning slightly at this, she nears him and attempts to garland him once more but he only moves out of the way again. Everyone around laugh at this, especially Aditya who cannot suppress his chuckles…. Bani tries yet again which Jai successfully dodges. Fully frowning at this, Bani does something that humors everyone…. She steps forward, standing high on her tiptoes and hastily brings the garland over him before he has a chance to avoid it once again. While everyone applauds them,  Jai winks at her and grins mischievously. Bani merely blushes at what she has done and lowers her gaze…..

Together they sit down beside one another on their places in the mandap and listen as the pundit ji begins to chant…. Soon enough Aditya approaches when the priest requests for the father of the bride to step in and perform the kanyadan. Stepping in as the role of Bani's brother, he places Bani's hand into Jai's, requesting him to accept her as an equal partner and facilitating their union. They invoke Agni, the god of fire, to witness their commitment to each other. Bani then places both of her hands into Jai's while Aditya pours rice into her hands. Together Jai and Bani offer the rice as a sacrifice to the fire.   

Jigyasa makes her presence known as she comes toward them both and takes their stoles into her hands. She ties them together, symbolizing their eternal bond. She helps her Bhabhi up when the priest informs them that they are to carry out the saat pheres. The guests throw rose petals onto them as they begin the saptapardi, taking seven rounds around the flaming fire to signify the beginning of their journey in life together. Their family and friends happily crowd around and shower them with petals with smiles etched onto their faces.

With pleasant ease they watch as Jai clasps a mangalsutra around her neck and moves aside Bani's maang tika to fill her parting with red vermillion. Bani's eyes close as she relishes the feel of him applying sindoor in her maang, declaring the fact that she is his…. The pundit ji happily pronounces them as husband and wife. The newlywed couple takes their blessings from their elders, Dadi and Mausi who wish them a long, happy lived life…..

"May God bless the two of you and keep your love growing always," Mausi blessed them emotionally with tears of joy glistening in her eyes……
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The wedded couple was bided off into a separate car that takes them to a hotel in which they have a room reserved for the night, a personal gift from Aditya and Jigyasa…..

Jai astonishes Bani as he lifts her up in his arms and carries her out of the elevator toward the direction of their booked room. She blushes ferociously and hides her face into the crook of his neck to avoid his intense, passionate staring. He unlocks their room with their given key without much difficulty and swings open the door with a soft kick….. He steps into the grand spacious room, decorated especially for their suhaag raat…. Bani gasps at the vision and slowly stands back onto her two feet…venturing into the area. Jai lingers behind by the doorway, leaning against the doorframe with his eyes watching his wife's every move… a subtle smile playing on his lips. He notes the twinkle in her eyes, seeming excited like a child….obviously she likes the room very much and the view from the balcony.

Bani: (breathes) It's so beautiful….

Jai stands straight up from his leaning position and treads his way in…. He draws near her from behind and snakes his arms around her slender body, gathering her close into him…her back pushing up against his chest.

Jai: Hmm… It is nice.

Tightening his hold around her, he lowers his lips onto the creamy area of her upper shoulder and plants sweet lingering kisses along it. Bani shrugs him off gently while giggling and moves away from him after pulling herself free from his enclosed embrace. She eagerly walks over to the open view of the city from their top floor through the glass windows, not paying attention to how she is tormenting her husband.

Jai: (choking with surfacing desire) Baanee….

Shivers run down her back as she hears his husky voice calling for her…. the same familiar tone he always uses with her when he wants her badly. She looks back over her shoulder and sees her tortured husband's expression and can't help but smile.

Bani: (innocently as she can be) Kya hai?...
Jai: Tum wahan kyon khaari ho? (trans: Why are you over there?)
Bani: Mujhe view dekhna hai… (turning her attention back to the windows) I never knew that the city could be so beautiful at night…. There are so many lights.

Jai joins her at the windows, following suit in what she focuses on for a moment before jolting her out of her gazing by swinging her over his shoulders and taking her place to bed… pining her under him.

Bani: (breathless, shocked) Jai? Yeh aap kya----
Jai: Bani, hum yahan scenery ko dekhne nahi aaye… (trans: Bani, we did not come here to look at the view.)

Bani is cut short into her sentence and stares up at him in her captive state for a quiet moment before softly wearing a knowing smile on her lips.

Bani: Phir hum yahan kyun aaye? (gently speaks, purposely playing ignorant)  (trans: then why have we come here?)

Jai closes in on the distance between their faces, maintaining only an inch of space for breath.

Jai: ….Do you know what happens on one's suhaag raat? (his voice deep)

Her cheeks bloom red effortlessly, yet she chooses to continue with her pretence of naivety…. She shakes her head cutely and asks him cheekily, "Kya hota hai?" A lazy smile appears on his face on hearing her words before he begins to brush his teasing lips against her soft skin….kissing her lustfully on her forehead, …..eyelids, ….nose, …cheeks, ….jaw…following down to her neck…..

Jai: Yeh hota….yeh hota…..yeh…..yeh…..yeh…

He whispers to her between kisses. Bani's breathing becomes heavy as she feels passion and desire stir in her as well….Her skin blazes hot from the touch of his lips. Jai moves back on over in hovering his face over hers, making their eyes meet into a full fledge lock before he says, "aur yeh" seconds before sealing her lips with his……
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Jai slowly stirs awake from his sleep from the rising sun beaming through the windows, lighting the room with its rays…. He inwardly groans from the irritation of the sunlight and turns sides, reaches his arm out to get a hold of his wife and bring her close…then drift back into an abyss of sleep. However, he is puzzled when he doesn't feel her next to him, his hand moving around the empty space, and drowsily looks up to find her not sleeping on her side of the mattress. He stretches as he sits up in bed for a short moment before catching her near the open windows, her body wrapped in a single white sheet, exposed skin glowing beautifully from the sun's glaze, and her long silky tresses pushed to the side and resting onto her bare shoulder…. Her eyes remain glued to the overlooking view from their room as she sits alone in silence. The harmless breeze rushing in from the window softly causes a few strands of her hair to float lightly in the air….

Bani, who is immersed in a series of thoughts, did not her husband awake nor his growing presence lingering behind her until he alarms her out of her lost thinking by wrapping his arms possessively around her and kissing her lovingly on her neck….

Jai: Hmm….Good morning Chup chap….

He begins in nuzzling her as she runs her delicate hands along his strong arms around her…rubbing his forearms caressingly.

Bani: ...Good morning.

He nibbles her on the ear after asking, "Why did you leave bed?" She blushes pink while slowly answering him….

Bani: I wasn't feeling sleepy…..
Jai: (his voice low and rumbling) You should have woken me up…. I would have made your time useful.

Jai chuckles as he sees her cheeks grow an even lovelier shade of red. He would never get tired of seeing her blush… It always proves to be a pleasure for him. Jai carries on as she doesn't speak…..

Jai: What were you thinking of?
Bani: ….. Nothing in particular….
Jai: (prodding her) Tell me….

After a moment of hesitant thought, Bani turns steadily in his arms, facing him with a small appearing warming smile. She touches his cheek and strokes it lightly with her thumb….

Bani: I was thinking of you and me…..us...and of our life together from here onwards…. This all feels like a beautiful dream …. I'm finding a little difficult to believe it… that I am here, married to the world's most wonderful man who loves me….

Jai grins while taking her hand and kissing the inside of her palm. He stares back over to her with his stormy gray eyes… making his wife drown into the depths of them.

Jai: You better believe it Mrs. Walia… because I'm not going anywhere…..

He murmurs to her before ravishing her lips with his and letting loose of the linen sheet covering her……
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Chapter 41 (Last Chapter)

Seven Months Later

She anxiously tears open the envelope and takes the slip of paper into her shaking hands. Her eyes scan quickly along down the lines until they turn into big saucer plates. Her friend casts her a wondering look over her own paper, finished with reading hers, and notes the expression on her face. She nudges her in inquiry.

"What happened? Why do you look so shocked? ----Didn't you get good marks," she asks her curiously and stares in anticipation as her friend's eyes meet with hers. A bright smile emerges on her face as she squeals in delight and hugs her. Her friend smiles in acknowledgment, knowing all along that she would do well…

"Let me guess…. Rano Dixit managed to pass with flying colors once again. What a surprise," Nisha comments as Rano still is overwhelmed in relief and satisfaction. Nisha becomes confused and astonished on seeing her break out into a run, leaving her behind. She begins to shout out to her….

Nisha: Arre, at least show me your marks!

But to no avail since Rano rushes out of the classroom, disappearing from view. With her heart literally in her throat and her chest thudding hard, Rano runs out of the university doors and glides down the long cement stairs in excitement. She spots him waiting for her by his car, leaning against the hood of it and then stand up straight on noticing her. Her smile grows wider just by the sight of him and she breathlessly joins him, halting only a foot away from him.

He frowns at her in wonderment and waits for her to speak, however, she only stares at him with her eyes sparkling.

"Well…. are you even going to tell me anything," he asks impatiently, not pleased with her suspenseful silence. Rano's lips crack into a beautiful smile and she throws her arms around him, her paper still clutched in her hand.

Rano: (exclaiming) I passed with full marks!

Ranveer, startled on the piece of news, pulls back and stares into her face with momentary disbelief. He looks over to her paper and takes it from her grip, his eyes moving back and forth across the sheet. Slowly a grin makes its way on his face and he swings Rano around in his arms, kissing her proudly on her lips before placing her back onto her two feet. He takes her face into his hands and says with pride….

Ranveer: I knew without a doubt you would. I'm proud of you Rano… I really am.

Rano turns slightly pink while she smiles happily at him, feeling like she's on top of the world just about now.

Ranveer: (grinning wide) This calls for a celebration…. I'm going to take you out. You name wherever you want to go. It's all you today….
Rano: (looking at him adoringly) … I would love to go, but I can't… Not now at least.
Ranveer: What? Why not?
Rano: Jiju is inaugurating the opening of the new hotel today… remember? I promised Di that I would go with her and Mausi.
Ranveer: Ran, I think they'll understand if you decide to bail out on it. Besides, a celebration is required. After all that studying you did----you need one.
Rano: (smiling gently) But I still promised…. We still have tonight.
Ranveer: I am sure your family would want to celebrate with you and Saahil tonight. I won't get any time with you. (slightly agitated)
Rano: Then I promise that tomorrow I will be with you all day and you can treat me as much as you like…(coaxing)

Ranveer manages a small little smile at this and nods his head in approval after receiving many pleading looks from Rano for him to agree.

Ranveer: I'm holding you to your word Dixit….
Rano: (giggling) I promise… I'm all yours tomorrow. -----Now… would you mind driving me over to the inauguration site? I'm pretty sure it's going to be starting soon…..
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She finds herself hassled in trying to get her husband ready who is stressed himself, racing against time to make it to the inauguration early as he is the one who is starting off the opening ceremony. Jai Walia chats animatedly on his cell phone while his wife rummages through his wardrobe, quickly trying to pick out his attire for the day. Just as he ends his conversation with his business associate, Jai double checks to see if he has his speech and safely places it into his briefcase. He turns and looks at his wife….

Jai: (rushing her) Bani, jhaldi koi si shirt nikhaldo …. waqt baut kaam hai… (trans: Bani, pick out a shirt fast…. Time is very little.)
Bani: Accha baba, main jaanti hoon… Main abhi khaar rahi hoon na? (trans: Alright, I know… I am doing that just now, aren't I?)

As Bani pulls out a set that she approves of, Jai looks at her choice and comments…

Jai: Bani, mujhe yeh pant nahin pehena… koi aur chunlo… (trans: Bani, I don't want to wear these pants…. Pick something else.)
Bani: (sighs, frustrated) Aap bhi na… khud hi waqt barbaad khar rahe hai aur mujhe daanteteh ho… Buddu kahin ka…… Aab aap mujhe aise gur gur kyon dekharahe ho? Time nahin hai aapke paas, yeh hi kaha tha aapne ---- Aap jhaldi se aapni shirt ko utaariye…aur yeh wala phenlo…(trans: You are too much… You are wasting your own time and scold me… Now why are you looking at me like that? You had said you have no time…Take off your shirt and wear this one.)

She throws him the shirt in her hand and places the pants she picked out back into the closet. Jai grins a little at her agitation with him…. She always looks cute when she's angry… He obediently listens to her instructions and begins in unbuttoning his shirt… Bani decides on a pair of dark gray dress pants and turns to hand them over to him as well… Just as he has his shirt off and pulls the new one over him, Bani catches something on his upper arm and stops him from buttoning himself up…..

Bani: Taariye…. yeh aapka bah par kya hai? (trans: Wait… what is on your arm?)

She gently presses her fingers against the white patch on his right arm and looks up at him questioningly.

Bani: …This is a patch…. Are you trying to quit smoking?
Jai: (nonchalantly) Yeah, I bought a pack of them two weeks ago. (resuming in doing his shirt)
Bani: (frowning) All those months when I told you to quit and even hid your cigarettes from you, you still didn't stop…. Why have you decided to do so all of a sudden?
Jai: (frowning himself, his hands stopping midway up his shirt) You were the one who hid them? I was wondering why I kept on running low ….
Bani: (ignoring his question) Tell me… what changed your mind?

Jai breaks into a light smile on her persistence in knowing and lovingly cups her cheek with his hand. Bani keeps her eyes firmly planted on him….

Jai: I don't want any harm to come onto you, especially now…. I know I can go smoke off to the side in secret, but I don't want to take any risks….When you told me about the pregnancy, I gradually started to stop…..but it was difficult to quit completely, so I got the patch for help. …. I don't want to hurt junior….nor take any chances. This is our baby Bani and I want him or her to be born completely healthy without any side effects. And I won't be able to stand it if I am the cause for harming our child in any way.

Overwhelmed with his willing sacrifice for their unborn child, Bani hugs her husband tightly, bringing her arms around his torso. Jai completes their embrace and settles his chin onto the top of her head.

Jai: (continuing on) Besides, it was a bad habit that I needed to stop.
Bani: Yes it was……(hugging him closer, voice full with emotions) …. You will be a wonderful father.
Jai: You think so?
Bani: (reassuringly) I know so.

She lifts her head up to look at him and smiles as he presses his lips against her forehead.

"I love you both….," he expresses passionately while placing his hand on her stomach to which his wife replies with her hand clasping over his, "We know."……..
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A few minutes later Jai leaves with a guaranteed promise from Bani that she, mausi, and Rano will arrive on time and she will not miss out on anything. Bani was to come obviously as his wife, mausi as his mother (she either way usually appears for such events for her munna), and Rano to be by her sister's side with her now being pregnant (for Jai's self-satisfaction even though Bani argues she is fine alone) and morally being there for her Jiju. All the three important women in his life would be present, and of course Aditya as his partner. They would join him later as he needed to be there early and they still needed to get dressed.

As Bani sits before her dresser mirror, getting herself ready, her attention is diverted over to the numerous of picture frames presiding on it…. pictures from their wedding, honeymoon, birthdays, and other following occasions. Her mind reels back to those cherished moments….

The last seven months were the most blissful period throughout Bani's whole life. And why wouldn't they be? She was constantly pampered and babied by her husband with love and surrounded by a warm family that absolutely adore her. A few days after their second wedding, they flew off for their honeymoon in the beautiful island of the Bahamas for two long weeks full of ecstasy…. in which they hardly left their suite room.

Life from then on seemed to be a paradise…. Bani couldn't ask for anything more than what she already has… She is already the luckiest woman to live by having a husband like Jai, who loves her to no extent and has become a part of her in mind, body, and soul. And now she is going to be a proud mother in a matter of seven months… The small family of her own which she had always envisioned is on the verge of becoming true. She still freshly remembers the day she had revealed her pregnancy to her husband a month back. He hadn't said anything at first as he couldn't muster the words to express his surfacing feelings at that moment, but the way his eyes shone at the news was enough to tell her how much he is going to love their baby. It took him a good minute to register the news until he did something that shocked everyone in their family…. He kissed her right then and there.

Bani tears her eyes away from the pictures with her mind fluttering with old memories and places her hand over her stomach… smiling as she looks down at it…..She does not have any worries regarding her child. She knows he or she will be born into an environment in which there is plenty of love. The family is already waiting anxiously for junior, what they all call him/her, to arrive---making preparations and ready to pamper the baby silly (especially Jai). Unlike her childhood, she knows her baby will not have to go through any troubles and would only live a normal happy life like a child is supposed to have. She wants her child to enjoy its life to the fullest… a chance that she never had when growing up. She knows that with Jai by her side, her wish will come true. Together they will shower their baby with love and happiness. And Jai will make sure to it that their child will and always be happy. He will be a great father---she has no doubts about that…..

Bani: (whispers) You are one lucky baby…. I hope you know that.

She comments to her unborn child while rubbing her tummy affectionately…..
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For the last few months Jai labored extensively with his team in expanding their hotels and restaurants to get thee company to reach its greatest height. His scheduling became hectic and draining, but he never missed a chance to spend time with his wife throughout who supported him highly without any complaints---one thing he will always be grateful for. He would have many nights in which he would come home late and she would take him into her arms, cradle him in her embrace, and tell him how proud she is of him….slowly rocking him to sleep. …

And now after months of dedication, he is going to inaugurate the very first hotel of the additional chain, which even spreads outside from India.

Jai searches around from the stage for any sight of his wife but does not see her anywhere. He feels a nudge on his arm and turns to look at Aditya who gives him a knowing look.

Aditya: She'll come… don't worry. She wouldn't miss this for the world.

Jai lightly smiles at this and nods in understanding, feeling a little relaxed on his words. He just wants her here for him as this is an important day for him and the company…

Again Aditya nudges him.

Aditya: Told you she would come… You really have no patience in you, do you?

Jai smiles at him after seeing Bani arrive and sitting down in one of the chairs in front with Mausi and Rano following her. She looks beautiful in a teal saree and looking every bit like his wife….Jai Walia's wife. He catches her eye as she looks up front at the stage… His heart swells with love for her as she flashes him the most gorgeous smile and blows him a kiss. His grin grows wider as he sees Rano following Bani's gaze over to him and mimickingly blowing him a kiss as well, adding in a sly wink.

Within minutes the whole area on the lawn becomes packed with people and the beginning of the inauguration of the hotel begins… Jai emerges before the podium on the stage and proceeds into the introduction of the event and taking the audience into a brief journey of the work dedicated into this project and the successful expansion all over India and without. The audience applauds at his hard work and Jai after a few seconds quiets them down with a soft smile and a single lift of his hand. After a silencing moment he continues….

Jai: …..There is a saying that goes…. Behind every man's success, there is a woman. Now, that woman can be anyone… Your mother, sister, wife, daughter, aunt, grandmother, or even simply a friend…. But in my case, that special woman happens to be my wife.

Bani's eyes trigger right him on hearing his last words…..

Jai: I never was one to believe in luck or good fortune. I just believed that if you got what you had, it was because you deserved it---same goes to whether you don't get what you want. However, after my marriage to my wife, my view of that concept has changed and I have recently begun to believe that there is such a thing called luck. And that is what I am, lucky. I am lucky to have a wonderful wife who supports me in everything that I do. Be it by physically offering help, taking care of me, not complaining about my absences which most wives tend to do frequently…..

He earns an agreeing laughter from the crowd…..

Jai: (carrying on with a grin of his own) Or by simply just being there….not leaving my side throughout…. My wife has done all of these things for which I am grateful for. Especially for not complaining.

The audience laughs once again and Bani giggles softly to herself, her eyes fixed onto her husband….staring at him with all her love for him.

Jai: (smiling even more) It is because of this that I am standing here right now, before all of you… a successful man who has brought his company to its greatest height. None of this would be possible if it weren't for my wife, whom I believe has brought this luck and good fortune into my life. -----And for that, sweetheart, I want to thank you. As well as being there for me always.

Bani feels tears rush to her eyes and she holds them back, not wishing to concede defeat to her emotions right before everyone. She feels Mausi place her hand over hers, giving it a soft squeeze, while lovingly running her hand down her hair. She smiles elatedly at her before switching her attention back over to her husband, smiling up at him. The people clap in unison again, louder than before and more cheeringly.

Jai: Which is the reason why I have decided to name the first of the hotels in tribute to my wife, Bani Walia….. The Bani Marriot.

He holds back a grin as he sees his wife's eyes widen in surprise while the rest of the audience cheers. Bani, completely overwhelmed by this, doesn't know how to properly react. She looks over to Mausi and Rano, each sitting on either side of her with a dumbfound expression. They excitedly congratulate her while she's still trying to take in the news. She hears her husband speak once again into the microphone…..

Jai: Darling…. Would you mind coming up on stage?

The small crowd encourages her on with a cheerful applause while Mausi and Rano literally have to push her up from her seat. Bani nervously walks on over to the stage, aware of all the cameras flashing at her and the video cameras recording her every move. However, once she gets on stage, all her worries and nervousness goes away with a single look at her husband who smiles handsomely at her. He places a subtle hand on her waist as she joins him at the podium.

Jai: I would now like for my wife to do the honors in inaugurating the hotel herself…..

Bani smiles beautifully at him, feeling on top of the world just at the moment for the high importance her husband is giving her. Jai leads Bani off to the other side of the stage, down the small steps and places her right before the red ribbon stretched across the entrance of the hotel's doors. He hands her the scissors while everyone crowds around, reporters with note pads and cameras, others as close associates, and Mausi, Rano, and Aditya standing beside Jai and Bani's side.

Jai: Go on Bani… yeh tumhara haaq hai…. (trans: This is your right.) 

Bani stares hesitantly from the scissors to her husband in deep thought. She puzzles Jai as she shakes her head at him in disapproval.

Bani: Nahi….yeh mera haaq nahin hai…. (trans: No, this isn't my right.)

She takes his hand in hers and places it on top of the scissors, her hand gripping it from beneath. She smiles earnestly at him.

Bani: Yeh humara haaq hai…. (she stresses) (trans: This is our right.)

Jai slowly returns her smile and together they cut the ribbon while everyone applauds….
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"Jiju, you were simply amazing," Rano exclaims while giving her brother-in-law a tight hug. Jai grins at her.

Rano: The speech was wonderful! And it was maha romantic of you to name the hotel after Bani Didi!

Bani cheeks bloom red at her sister's words and shares a look with her still grinning husband.

Rano: (dreamily) I wish Veer would do the same for me one day….

Jai immediately frowns at this while Bani stifles her laughter.

Jai: He would have to have the money and power to do that Rano…. (rubbing this in)
Rano: Arre, it's not impossible for him to have… He's intelligent… One day Jiju, he will reach great success just like you.
Jai: (mumbles) Not if I stop him….
Rano: What'd you say?

Bani lightly hits Jai on his chest and gives him a warning look. Jai sighs.

Jai: Nothing…. So, what do you think of the hotel?
Rano: It's gorgeous Jeej! And so big! It hasn't even started business yet, but it is already the best hotel in the city. -----Di, we should have brought Pia along. She would have fainted if she had seen the inside of it. (giggling)

Jai and Bani join in her laughter, agreeing to the fact. Aditya and Mausi join them at the front entrance.

Mausi: Munna, the hotel is beautiful. ---I am so proud of you.

Jai smiles and takes her blessings.

Jai: Thank you Mausi….
Aditya: Now we have two reasons to celebrate in the evening… One for Rano and Saahil passing their exams---especially Rano who got fantastic results-----

Bani kisses her baby sister proudly on her forehead in acknowledgment whereas Jai takes her into a scooping hug, pulling her off her feet and ruffling her hair. Rano giggles happily.

Aditya: And for the company's success…. So double the party tonight, kyun?
Jai: Of course.
Aditya: To hum saab chale? (trans: So shall we go?)
Mausi: Hain, chaaliye. Waise, we all have been here for too long. Chalo Rano beta…Bahu…
Jai: (intervening) Mausi, aap Rano aur Aditya ke saath jaaye…. Bani mere saath chalejoongi….(trans: Mausi, you go with Rano and Aditya…. Bani will come with me.)

Mausi smiles and pats his cheek.

Mausi: Teek hai Munna… Joh tum chaate ho… (trans: Alright Munna….Whatever you want.)
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Jai: So… you never told me what you think about the hotel?

Jai asks his wife as they both get into their car, sitting in their seats. Bani smiles adoringly at him, takes his chin into her fingers, and kisses him sweetly on his lips. He grins at her as she pulls back and stares up at him with her bright eyes.

Bani: It's beautiful…. Thank you.

Jai takes her tresses into his hand, running his fingers through them, while looking back at her as well….

Jai: For what?
Bani: …For giving me so much importance in your life.
Jai: …… Bani, you are the most important thing in my life…. You and junior. You two are the only ones that matter to me now.

Jai presses his lips onto her forehead, giving her a lingering kiss. Bani places her head on his comforting shoulder while Jai takes her hand into his, entwining their fingers together.

Bani: I love you…..

With a knowing grin, he replies, "I know…." He starts the car and drives with Bani resting against his shoulder and one of his hands firmly holding his wife's…. They drive in a mostly comfortable silence, with some talking in between, in which Bani temporarily falls asleep.

She awakes from a soft shake on her arm and opens her eyes to see her husband staring at her warmly.

Jai: Sweetheart, we're here….

Bani blinks for a couple of minutes before straightening up in her seat and stretching a little. She peers out from the window and becomes puzzled. She throws her husband a questioning look.

Bani: Where are we? ----I thought we were going home?
Jai: I thought of taking a little detour before getting there.
Bani: But Jai, we're going to get late…and everyone will wonder what's taking us so long.
Jai: Don't worry…. We will only be here for a few minutes. I want to show you something.

Bani watches as he gets out from the car and walks around the front to reach her side. He opens her door and helps her out by offering a hand. She takes it and steps out from the car herself, in the meanwhile, her eyes scan around the surroundings. There is a small parking lot before a little shady, run down building that seems to not have any activity in it for a very long time. She looks over to her husband suspiciously who does not answer any of her questions, only leads her toward the building's old creaking doors. As she walks inside, she is curious on seeing a rather large spacious room presented before her. To her surprise the room looks every bit less than dirty. She had imagined she would be facing cobwebs or dust, but the inside of the one floor building flat is remotely clean and decent with the exception of the chipping wall paint coming from the walls, damaged floor wood, and broken windows.

Bani: Where are we? (still looking around)
Jai: You, my wife, are standing on Walia private property.

Bani spins around to face him on hearing his words. He stands behind her, leaning against a wooden column, watching her.

Bani: Walia property? -----But why would you want to buy a rundown place like this?
Jai: (shrugs) Sure it's very old…. And it needs a bit of work…. But it will prove to be useful.
Bani: Are you sure it's old? It doesn't seem like it in here… The place is hardly dusty at all… it seems like it's been cleaned.
Jai: I asked for it to be cleaned before we got here… I didn't want the dust to agitate you.

Bani, who had been touching things around to see if she could get any dust off from them, looks over to her husband at this…..

Bani: (curious all over again) But---what will you use this place for? I mean, I can't really think of what the company could make use of this place.
Jai: Who said that this has anything to do with the company?
Bani: (confused) Then why else would you buy it?
Jai: …. I bought this place for you Bani.
Bani: (shocked) Me?
Jai: Yes you….
Bani: Are you planning on abandoning me here?
Jai: (grins) No….
Bani: Well then, I can't think of any other reason why you would buy this for me.
Jai: (chuckling) Come here…

Bani stops with her inspection and walks over to Jai and allows for him to gather her into his arms, his hands holding her by her waist.

Jai: Ten years ago this rundown place, how you put it, used to get a lot of business and ran successfully for a decent number of years. It used to be a dance school owned by a woman---a professional dancer who wanted to dedicate her time to teach her passion of dance to others that she thought would share her love for it. She got a number of students, ranging from small children to young adults who came on a regular basis to be taught by her. The school was very successful and became well known in this area. That was until the woman died from cancer over eleven years ago. The school tried to go on without her because that was her wish----that her school would continue to stay around even when she was gone, but it didn't last for too long and completely shut down after a year.
Bani: What happened to all the students?
Jai: Well, they didn't have a school to go to anymore… what else do you expect they were to do?
 Bani: (disheartened) They stopped dancing….

He nods his head.

Bani: That's terrible….All that woman's dedication has gone to waste.
Jai: Yes, it has….
Bani: But Jai, why are you telling me all this? How does this have anything to do with me?
Jai: This has everything to do with you love…because like that woman even you have a passion for dancing.
Bani: Yes, but----
Jai: Bani, I want to rebuild that school… there has still been a high demand for the school to be rebuilt for years, but no one has the money or time to dedicate to it completely…. They also need a teacher, someone who can fill in their old teacher's shoes…. And I can't think of a better person for the job than you.
Bani: (stunned) You want me to run the school?
Jai: Yes. After a year or two when the baby is born of course.
Bani: Jai, I had told you before though… I have stopped dancing. It's been so long since I have done it… I can't go back to it. It's behind me now.
Jai: It may have been awhile since you have done dancing as a profession, but it certainly hasn't left you… and I can see it whenever you do dance. You still love dancing even today….. Bani, you're perfect for what this school needs and you are the one who is able to have it running again.
Bani: (slowly) ….. Why are you doing this for me?

Jai takes her face into his hands gently….

Jai: Because I want to give you the chance to relive your past…. I want to return to you what you have lost…. what once used to be a part of you…. But mainly because I want to see you happy in doing something that you love…. Bani, I don't want you to be the typical married house wife who revolves her whole life around the home. You have always been an independent woman… and I don't want you to feel that just because you are married now, that you don't have the same rights as you did before. Besides, I don't want you sitting at home bored all day….
Bani: Well, what's wrong in going back to the office?
Jai: (smiling) Bani, you know I don't have anything against that. And I would allow it, only if I knew you actually enjoyed working there. You're great at business, but it's dancing where your heart really lies…

Bani is silent for a moment before speaking up once again….

Bani: You really want me to do this?
Jai: No… I want you to want to do this. …. Do you?

Tears begin spring up in her eyes as she stares at her husband, who waits for her reply. Just thinking of the possibility of dancing again gives her stomach butterflies and fills her heart with excitement. It has been so long since she had danced professionally, but she would never forget her love for the art. No matter how much she tried to hide it, it has always been dwelling within her. And here she has a beautiful opportunity to relive her dream that she had sacrificed many years before. She had never thought she would get this chance again.  

Jai: Bani?

Blinking away her rushing tears, she nods enthusiastically with a slight relieved laugh.  

Bani: (breathes out) Yes, I do.
Jai: (grinning) I was hoping you would say that…

Bani stands on her tiptoes and kisses him hard on his lips while wrapping her arms around the back of his neck.

Bani: You, Mr. Walia, are the best husband in this world….

She says after pulling away a few moments later. She kisses him once more, earning herself a very pleased look from Jai.

Bani: (barely able to contain the excitement, yet still having a few questions) How will I manage to take care of the school and everyone at home at the same time?
Jai: The school is only for a couple of hours…. It won't take up much of your time. And it will be a great excuse to get out from the house.
Bani: How did you even think of all this? ---I mean, I'm hardly the extraordinary dancer as you're making me sound…
Jai: Bani, now you're being modest… Everyone praises you for your dance. How about all the dances you performed for Sonali and Mohan's wedding?
Bani: (embarrassed) Yes, but----
Jai: And Anu's mehendi rasaam…
Bani: (shocked) How do you know about that?
Jai: (grins) I happened to see a little bit of the occasion on tape.   
Bani: (blushing)…..
Jai: And does Akshay's Christmas party in Goa ring a bell?
Bani: (still pink, confused) Akshay's party?... I didn't do any dancing for that.
Jai: That is because Mrs. Walia, you were terribly drunk. And while you were senseless out of your mind you entertained everyone at that party by dancing to a fast number…. (snapping his fingers) What was it called…. Oh yes, Beedi Jalaiye Le…..
Bani: (horrified) You're lying….
Jai: (chuckling)  I know you wish that I were, but sadly I'm not.  

Bani buries her face into her hands, blushing ferociously from embarrassment as Jai continues to laugh.

Bani: (mumbling between her fingers) Why didn't you tell me….
Jai: (grinning) Because I knew you would react just like this….

Jai removes her hands, showing her abashed face to him.

Bani: I made an absolute fool out of myself…
Jai: Hmmm.. I wouldn't say that…. If you ask me, it was rather sexy really.

He huskily tells her as he brings her closer by pulling on her waist and leans his head against hers. Her whole face turns as red as a tomato.

Bani: …. Is that why you always laugh whenever you hear the song?
Jai: Merely from the memory of it darling… Nothing more. I never knew back then that my innocent wife could have a wild side to her. But I am fully aware of that now….

Bani pushes his face gently with the tips of her fingers on his jaw, blushing beetroot, as she isn't able to tolerate the look her husband gives her…. Jai's grin grows wider.

Bani: (hot faced) …..You are not telling anyone about that.
Jai: My lips are sealed Mrs. Walia….

He makes a zipping motion across his lips that brings a soft smile onto her lips. He secures his hold around her and pulls her close into his arms. Bani lays her head on his chest, listening to his beating heart….

Bani: ….. When will the school start being built?
Jai: I'll start on it as soon as you want me to. You will have a say in the designing if you would like. It'll probably take a few months to build. It's a small place, it won't take too long.

They don't speak for a moment after that in which Bani snuggles into her husband, hugging him tight….. her mind floating in excitement at the thought of pursuing her goal dream. That is until the ring of her husband's cell phone cuts into this…. Jai loosens his hold on her as he reaches into his pocket to grab his cell. He gives her an apologetic smile before taking the call.

Jai: Hello? ……………………………………………….. Alright, we'll be right there as soon as we can. Tell Jigyasa not to worry. We're coming.

Jai cuts the call and looks over to his curious wife. A delighted smile appears on his face….

Jai: Anu's going into labor……
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Jai and Bani both rushed to the hospital after stopping by the gift shop to pick up flowers and realize they are the last of the family members to join as everyone else is there. Aditya, who is always calm, is absolutely a nervous wreck and in an anxious state, similar to Jigyasa who on spotting her brother and sister-in-law, goes to them.

Jigyasa: Bhabhi….

Jigyasa takes Bani's hands into hers and looks as her sister-in-law gives her a warm, comforting smile. She places her own hands over hers.

Bani: She'll be fine Didi… She is going to give birth to a healthy beautiful baby… your grandchild.

Jigyasa smiles lightly back and nods her head, appreciating her comfort. Jai approaches Aditya and everyone else who either linger in the hallway or are seated on the bench.

Jai: How's she doing?

"She's going into labor now… The doctor just came to give us the news. Rohit left with him to be with her for the delivery," Ranvijay replies, drawing Jai's attention towards him as he hadn't noticed him there before.

Together the Walias and Ranvijay Chopra wait anxiously for the birth of their new family member and hoping that everything goes well. After what seems like a decade, they see the doctor emerge from the mechanical doors and confront them with an assuring smile.

Doctor: Everything went well. Anu has given birth to a very healthy girl.

They all burst out into cheers of happiness and relief, hastily chattering with one another.

Rano: Well I guess this means I lost the bet then.
Jigyasa: Never doubt a mother's intuition Rano.

Ranvijay is the first to approach the doctor. These past eight months he has learned to love Anu and think of her as the daughter he never had.

Ranvijay: Doctor, may we see her?
Doctor: Of course, you may all see her. But not all at once---you may go in groups. It will be too hectic for the mother and child.

Everyone looks at one another, deciding on who should go. Ranvijay, Aditya, and Jigaysa are obviously in the front of the line, but Aditya and Jigyasa state that they want Jai and Bani to go in with them---knowing that their daughter would like to see them as well. Together they go into Anu's private room and see her laying on the hospital bed, clearly seeming exhausted but wearing a soft warm smile on her face. Rohit, on the other hand, sits beside her on a chair with their newly born daughter cradled in his arms. Jigyasa concernedly goes to her daughter first, kissing her on her forehead. They check up on Anu and gush over the new baby. Rohit places Neha Chopra into her grandmother's arms.

Jigyasa: She's so beautiful….and tiny.

Aditya joins her side and admires their granddaughter along with her, his hand wrapped around her waist.

Aditya: Hmm. She has our Anu's nose and small little ears.
Jigyasa: (comments) I think she has taken a little after you Adi. Look, she has your smile.

They all look at Neha who smiles cutely up at them and chuckle, agreeing with her.

Jigyasa: (softly) Hi Neha…. Main tumhari Nani hoon….(trans: I am your grandmother.)
Aditya: Aur main tumhara Nana…. Aur yeh tumhara Dada ji hai… (trans: I am your maternal grandfather…and this is your paternal grandfather.)

He informs her while taking Ranvijay into a side hug. He too gazes at his granddaughter in awe. Jigyasa directs Neha's body over to the side to show her Jai and Bani who stand off to the side.

Jigyasa: Aur yeh dono… Tumhara Barra Nana… aur Bari Nani hai. (trans: And these two are your older grandfather and grandmother.)

Bani smiles brightly at Jigyasa's introduction while Jai smirks and looks over to Anu, who watches them all silently.

Jai: Look at what you have done Anu… you have made your mami into a grandmother already at her young age.

Bani nudges him in his ribs while everyone else laughs at his comment. Jigyasa passes the baby on until she finally reaches Jai and Bani, but by then Jigyasa, Aditya, and Ranvijay turn their attention momentarily back onto Anu and Rohit. Bani holds Neha carefully in her arms and with Jai stares at her with fascination.

Bani: (whispers) Is this how it's going to feel like when our own baby comes?
Jai: (smiling) Yes. Everyone will be happy just like this. And we will be the happiest out of them.
Bani: I can't wait till he comes. (says with yearning)
Jai: You mean she, Bani. I want a beautiful baby girl. Like Neha…. and who will take after her mother.
Bani: Well I want a son who will take after his father.

Jai caressingly strokes her hair and kisses the top of her head.

Jai: We'll see…. Besides, Rano has her bet on a boy. And as you can see, she's never right when it comes to betting.

They laugh at this in agreement until interrupted by the opening of the door behind them, where Dadi, Mausi, Rano, Pia, Pushkar, and Saahil join them enthusiastically. Ignoring the doctor's orders, together they all as a family celebrate the coming of a new member and anyone who passed by the open room could feel and sense the happy aura present around and smiled at the large family rejoicing as one….
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Epilogue:

Life for the Walias proved to be wonderful as they all lived peacefully and happily together as a true family. Including Pushkar and Pia, who had at first suggested on moving out as they did not want to live there as a burden, only to be flatly refused by Jai himself who stated that they were as much a part of this family as anyone else. They had thought life couldn't get any better until one fine night five months later…..
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"Jai……Jai…..Jai," she calls out for his attention while shaking him out of his deep slumber. Jai is rattled out of his sleep and looks over to his wife in a blurry daze.

Jai: What is it Bani? …. It's three in the morning. (groggily)

Bani bites on her bottom lip and gives him an innocent, embarrassed look.

Bani: I'm hungry…

Jai turns his back on her and tiredly replies, "Then go ask Tony to get you something to eat." He is startled once again out of his sleep as his wife angrily hits him with her pillow.

Bani: (huffs) Is Tony my husband or are you?

Jai swears under his breath and unwillingly sits up in bed, meeting his wife's demanding eyes.

Jai: I'd rather him be your husband just about now…

Again she hits him hard with the pillow. Jai moans. Her and her mood swings.

Jai: I'm going… I'm going… What do you want? (sighs)
Bani: (bright and chirpy) I want five scoops of Ben and Jerry's chocolate ice cream with a little whipped cream in it.

Jai raises a brow at this while Bani understands what he's implying. She shoves him out of bed.

Bani: Don't you dare say anything. I'm eating for three!

Completely frazzled, Jai walks out of their room in a lost manner, the thought of sleep preoccupying his mind. He doesn't know how he gets downstairs as he wasn't even paying attention to where he was going. He grabs a bowl and takes the box of ice cream from the freezer.

At five months Jai and Bani were given a jolting surprise of having to expect not just one bundle of joy, but two of them. A girl and a boy. They had been excited by the thought of being pregnant with a baby, but hearing that they were with two threw them over the roof. Jai instantly went to task of redecorating the nursery for both of his children's likings.  

Jai has no idea of where the whipped cream could be as he is not familiar with the kitchen. He was lucky enough to locate the ice cream and the bowl. He hopes his wife won't notice and will forget from the delight of having something sweet to eat.

Once he enters the bedroom, he is greeted with a bright radiant smile on his wife's face who eagerly takes the bowl of her ice cream from his hands and indulges herself into the deliciousness of her treat. Easing Jai's worries, she completely forgets about the whipped cream. Bani kisses him earnestly on his cheek.

Bani: Thank you. You're the best.
Jai: Jaanta hoon… (trans: I know.)

He grumbles before getting back into bed and trying to get into a comfortable position to fall back asleep. In the meanwhile Bani eats her ice cream happily. She can't help but look at her husband in between bites, who sleeps so serenely. A soft smile makes its way onto her lips… He has been absolutely terrific throughout her pregnancy. Completely loving and very patient---especially with her growing mood swings. Bani was never the one to have fits and make demands, it was not her nature to do so, which everyone knew as well—including her husband. But recently all she is ever having are terrible mood swings that most of the time comes out of the bloom and which she has no control over whatsoever. Her husband was certainly not used to this side of her but quickly tried to adapt and became extra patient, to which she is grateful for. He is a wonderful husband and she is lucky to have him.

Bani reaches out and strokes his hair with her fingers, caressingly in a fond manner. She knows he is tired. He has been working a lot lately and she has also been waking him up at odd hours for her random cravings throughout. She bites her bottom lip and begins to feel bad about waking him again. She should really stop giving into her cravings. She makes a mental note of that.

Feeling the urge to use the bathroom, Bani places her bowl aside and gets out of bed after a moment of effort. She hoists herself onto her feet and makes her way to the toilet. Two minutes later she comes walking out and stands in front of her husband's side of the bed, looking afraid and her face as white as a sheet of paper.

Jai feels himself being shook out of his sleep once more and somehow manages to open his eyelids despite the drowsiness in him. Seeing his wife in front of him, he sighs and runs his hand through his hair.

Jai: (tiredly) What is it sweetheart? Do you need something else?
Bani: (voice cracking) Jai….. My-my water broke…..
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He didn't waste any time in rushing his wife to the hospital, waking Pushkar along as he needed someone to drive them. Pia woke up as well and on hearing the news, quickly sprung out of bed and informed everyone else. She volunteered to go along with them and Jai, already hassled as it is and not wanting to take away time in arguing with her, hastily told her to hurry up. Jai sat in the back with his wife and Pia sitting on the other side of her with Pushkar up in the driver seat and Aditya, who had heard the whole commotion, sitting in the passenger side.

Jai: Don't worry, you can do this… Take easy breaths. In and out. In and out.

Jai leads her into her breathing and pushes away the strands of hair that fall onto her face. She grips hard onto her husband and sister's hands as she feels the contractions coming.

Bani: Jaaaiiiii (breathless, screaming)

Jai places his hand behind her head and leans his forehead against hers, making her meet his eyes.

Jai: Just keep breathing in and out Bani….

She listens and cooperates fully as he takes deep breaths along with her throughout the drive to the nearest hospital…..
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Jai: Dr.Malhotra!

He calls out to his wife's gynecologist who stands before the reception desk, scanning through the papers on the clipboard in her hands. Simran Malhotra looks over and sees her patient wheeled over to her in a wheel chair, her husband looking frantic and anxious.

Jai: (breathes out) Her water broke….she's just started having her contractions… I----She---
Simran: (soothingly) Please be calm Mr. Walia. Everything's going to be alright. We'll take your wife from here and place her into a room where we'll start prepping for the delivery.
Jai: (his forehead creasing with worry) But she's two months early.
Simran: I understand that. And that's no reason to be worried. That's perfectly normal for pregnant mothers who are expecting twins. Twins usually are premature.

Bani cries in agony which causes Simran to take action.

Simran: Her contractions are 20-30. We need them to be 60 seconds apart. ----Sister!

A nurse nearby listens as Simran instructs her to take Bani into one of the hospital rooms. As his wife is taken away from him, Jai stands behind and stares after her longingly and restlessly till she vanishes from sight.

Simran: Mr. Walia, I will inform you when your wife is ready to go into labor. For now, please wait here.

Simran goes to take care of the preparations for her patient's delivery, leaving Jai behind with Pushkar, Pia, and Aditya who places a comforting hand on his shoulder………..
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Within the next thirty minutes, the rest of the Walias appear and join Jai in waiting for more news on his wife and kids. Rano sits beside her brother-in-law, helping to ease his growing tension while the others wait around, filled with anxiety.

Jai: You all didn't have to come now… It's five in the morning.
Jigyasa: Don't be ridiculous bhaiya…. Of course we will come here for both you and bhabhi, no matter how long it takes.
Mausi: Hain Munna, we wouldn't miss this for the world.

After what feels like a century to Jai, he sees Simran make a reappearance and approach him and his family. He springs up onto his two feet.

Jai: Doctor----
Simran: Mr. Walia, your wife is ready to go into labor. If you would like, you may accompany her. I think she would really like that. She needs the support.

Jai stares at her dumbfound for a second before answering hastily without another thought, "Yes!" Simran and Jai both leave together as the others stick back to continue waiting.

Jai enters the room to find his wife sitting up on one of the hospital beds with her legs propped up, sweating and panting heavily. He goes to her side and takes her hand which Bani grips onto hard.

Jai: I'm here Bani… We're in this together.

Bani nods with tears rising in her eyes and holds onto him tight………
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June 19th, Tuesday, 2:36 PM Bani Walia gives birth to two beautiful babies, a girl and boy (three minutes older than his sister). The Walias had gone back to the Mansion after staying for a decent amount of time through the first stage of the labor, only a few remained back for Jai who stayed throughout.

He kisses his wife's forehead after removing a few of her strands. Bani smiles faintly up at him, clearly exhausted and worn out from hours of painful contractions and the delivery, but completely worth it at the end. Together they look up as their room door opens and watch one of the nurses come in, carrying two bundles in her arms. Both of their hearts soar in anticipation as she nears and presents their two newly born children to them. Tears glisten in Jai's eyes as he holds his daughter for the very first time in his arms as his wife cradles their son and feels himself choke up with emotion. His little girl is everything he had prayed for…. Those same captivating wide eyes as her mothers, a cute adoring small button nose, tiny little ears, and a small soft smile playing on her lips---seeming as if she is just as happy as he is in seeing him. He looks over as he hears his son cooing in his mother's arms and takes him all in as well.

Bani: (contently says in satisfaction) He is the exact replica of his father….

He watches for a moment as Bani plays with their son affectionately, fondling his small little hands and then stares at her with such an intense look that his wife has never seen in his eyes before.

Jai: Thank you so much Bani…. You have no idea… No idea how happy you have made me today.

She smiles at him sweetly while placing her hand to his cheek. Jai takes it and kisses the inside of her palm.

Jai: I love you…

Bani beams at this and kisses him softly on his lips. She turns to gaze at her daughter and a fresh set of tears surface as she is astounded by how beautiful she is.

Bani: (exclaims softly) She's gorgeous….
Jai: Our kids are going to be tough to handle Bani….
Bani: How's that?
Jai: Their good looks are going to make us go through hell… especially this little one. (indicating their daughter)

Bani giggles and can already see her husband carrying a shot gun with him to ward off every boy who even wishes to speak to their daughter. Their door opens once again and they are greeted pleasantly by their family members who emerge with gifts, balloons, and flowers. They are drawn to the children and gush over how beautiful they are. Rano who holds her nephew in her arms, asks suddenly….

Rano: What have you planned on naming them?

Jai and Bani both look at one another at this. They had both discussed names here and there, but made no definite decisions. Bani takes her husband's hand in hers.

Bani: What do you want to name them?

Jai looks thoughtful for a moment before placing his own hand over hers and shaking his head at her.

Jai: I want you to name them.
Rano: So Di… what are my nephew and niece's names? (excitedly)

Bani looks at her husband for a good moment before setting her eyes onto her son in her sister's arms.

Bani: ….. Atharva Jai Walia…

Switching her gaze now over to her daughter who is being cradled in her grandmother's arms, she says with confidence…

Bani: and Krishna Diya Walia….

Jai holds in his breath as he hears this whereas everyone else stares at Bani with appreciation for her choice. Bani squeezes his hand as she goes on….

Bani: Jai as his middle name because he resembles his father in so many ways and will make me just as happy as he has…. and Diya because she too will bring happiness and light into our lives.

Everyone comments on her decision, showing their approval, while Bani only stares at her husband---seeking for his.

Bani: (softly inquires) What do you think?

Jai literally looks at her, speechless as he is so moved at that moment.

Jai: …..I-I don't know what to say…. I'm…. I'm honored… and I know that if my mother were here with us today, she would be as well….

Mausi comes over to Bani and kisses her fondly on her head. Even without words, Bani could tell how equally touched she was as her husband. Mausi places her granddaughter back into her mother's arms as Rano does the same in handing over Atharva to Jai, who begins to cry but settles down once in Jai's possession. Jai holds his son close and keeps both of his children in his view as Bani draws her near as well.

Jai: (whispers) Hi Atharva and Krishna….we are your parents….
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Just like their promise, Jai and Bani both lived happily together, still very much in love, and raised their children with good values instilled in them. Three years later after Atharva and Krishna, they were given company of a sister, Ganga Walia. Jai's business continued to soar to great heights while Bani pursued her dream of being a dancer and teaching her passion to others. Her school became a great hit around the area and she renamed it Radhika's School of Dance, after the previous owner.

After reaching the legal age of becoming an adult, Rano Dixit married her boyfriend of four years, Ranveer Sharma and shares a blissful marriage with him. Her wedding was handled all by her brother-in-law and took place in a grand lavish fashion. Even though he still held differences against Veer, Jai set them aside as he wished to see his sister-in-law always happy. And if her happiness lied in a man he perhaps may always dislike, so be it. She lives only fifteen minutes away from her family, so she is very much still in her sisters and brother-in-law's lives.

Jigyasa and Aditya got remarried a year after the twin's birth. They too are happy together, but continue to fight with one another. But no one can really change that now, can they?

Five years into their marriage, Pia and Pushkar were blessed with a beautiful baby girl whom they named Bani Riya Shukla in honor of her aunt. To avoid confusion, they simply call her Riya. As well as being her uncle and aunt, Jai and Bani were granted the title of being Riya's godparents.

Saahil managed to get over the awkwardness with Rano and has surprisingly become into her best friend over the years. He has moved on and is in a serious relationship with his girlfriend of two years, Nisha Sharma.

Mausi and Dadi together spoil their grandchildren who bring life and happiness in their home.

As for Arun Oberoi, nephew of Rohit and Anu Chopra, he continues to visit his favorite Jai Uncle and Bani Aunty over the oncoming years. And soon will grow into a dashing handsome man who will steal the heart of their eldest daughter, Krishna Walia.

Proving Bani's words, Jai and Bani continue to love each other no less than they did earlier as they reach into their old age, a time where elder couples usually bicker and become tired with one another. They truly are, as Jai puts it, an "abnormal" couple….

Needless to say, they all lived happily ever after…..
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*Note: Excuse any mistakes in the update. Especially if there's anything wrong with the pregnancy. I'm well aware that premature babies need intensive care, but I simply looked past that to fit it into how I wanted the update to go. Also, it's fiction---so nothing really should make sense anyways